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Chapter 485 I just want to wrong myself

"Do you really want to see her?"

Yan Xin didn't know how to answer Feng Xi's words.

You could tell from the look in her eyes that she still cared.

Saying that I really want to see him will definitely make her unhappy.

However, he really wanted to see her, and wanted to see with his own eyes how Ai Lili was doing now.

It's been more than a month since we broke up, and I still have concerns in my heart.

After hesitating for a while, he said, "If possible, I hope to see what she looks like now."

"As expected, you still can't forget her..." Feng Xi said.

Yan Xin smiled wryly: "How can people who have lived together for such a long time forget so easily?"

"Then can you forget me?" Feng Xi asked him.

Yan Xin shook his head: "Probably not - as long as I still have memory."

Feng Xi looked at him in a daze for a while, then said "scumbag", turned her head and stopped looking at him.

After a while, he said, "She told me that she doesn't want to see you again."

Yan Xin froze for a moment, smiled wryly, and said, "That's right, she probably doesn't want to see me, after all, I hurt her."

"You hurt her too much. Sometimes when I see her, I feel very distressed." Feng Xi said.

Yan Xin looked sad: "It's my fault, I am half-hearted, and I am not good to anyone."

"So it's normal that she doesn't want to see you. She came out with great difficulty and didn't want to bring up those sad memories." Feng Xi said.

"Yes, you're right. I didn't think about it. I didn't consider her feelings." Yan Xin said dejectedly.

"When you came over, I told her and asked her if she wanted to come. She said she didn't want to come. I also told her that if it was inconvenient to meet with the company, I would take you back at night. What would you like to say? , You can also say it. She told me that she doesn't want to see you, so she plans to go back to her mother today. "

As Feng Xi said, he took out his mobile phone, clicked on the QQ chat between her and Ai Lili, and asked Yan Xin to watch it.

Yan Xin didn't take her mobile phone to look through the chat history, but just glanced at it, and it was indeed Ai Lili who said she was going home.

The latest news is that I have already bought the train ticket for the night, the soft sleeper, and the train will depart after 8 o'clock.

He could only smile bitterly.

There is still a bit of sadness in my heart - the person I once liked is also the person who likes me, but now when I hear that he is coming, I avoid it far away, just like avoiding the plague.

Certainly not good.

But he also knew that all of this was his own doing, and he had no right to complain.

After a while, Feng Xi said again:

"Actually, I don't want to see you either. Every time I see you, I feel bad. If I could, I would be like her and choose not to see you in my life. It's just that this company is a joint venture between the two of us. At that time, we were Appearing in front of employees as a couple, and now telling them that we have broken up will make them worry that the company is going to split, and it will make them unable to see the future of this company, and affect the stable development of the company..."

She explained, and Yan Xin felt that she explained a little too much, but she was too embarrassed to remind her, and just said: "I know, I will cooperate if I can."

"Actually, I don't want to see you at all!" Feng Xi emphasized, "Including being with you now, just thinking about the things you have done makes me feel disgusting. But for the normal development of the company, I can only endure it." .”

"Sorry, it's all my fault."

Yan Xin apologized routinely, feeling a little sad in his heart, feeling that he was too worthless, hurting this and hurting that.

And those who hurt are women who treat themselves well.

It is simply a heinous crime and deserves death.

He was silent for a while, and then said:

"If...you feel that the state of the two of us makes you uncomfortable, I can transfer 50% of the shares in this company in my hand to you, so that the company is yours alone, even if the employees of the company know about us You have already broken up, and you won't worry about the company splitting up, so you don't need to wrong yourself for your career."

Feng Xi sneered: "Give me all your shares, then you don't have to fulfill your promise to me, you can find someone you like to marry and have children, and live a happy life, right?"

Yan Xin felt ashamed. She was afraid to look at Feng Xi when she lowered her head to speak, but when she heard Feng Xi's voice was not right, she looked up and was startled—her eyes burst into anger , as if to eat himself.

Shaking his head quickly: "That's not what it means..."

"Then what do you mean? Why do you want to give me your shares?" Feng Xi asked him.

Yan Xin was inexplicably flustered: "That... that's not... Didn't you just say that you would feel disgusted when you were with me? I don't want you to wrong yourself so much. I gave you all the shares, and you are the only one in the company How can people be divided? Isn’t this a fundamental solution to the problem?”

"I want to be disgusting, I just want to wrong myself, can you control me?" Feng Xi said angrily.

Yan Xin quickly waved his hands to comfort her: "Okay, okay, I don't care."

After a pause, I couldn't help but explain: "Actually..."

"It's nothing!" Feng Xi interrupted him, "I, Feng Xi, am a dignified person. I just want to make money, and I have to rely on my own ability to make money. I don't want your stinky money! With you It's disgusting to be in love together, but it's only disgusting for a short period of time. If I take your shares, I'll be disgusted for the rest of my life, and it will make me feel that this company is disgusting! I don't want you Your mercy! I don’t want your filthy money!”

Yan Xin thought to himself: "So that's it - I thought she didn't want to sever ties with me completely! It seems that I am still being sentimental."

He said sadly: "I understand what you mean..."

"Don't bring this up in front of me in the future, or I'll beat you up!" Feng Xi pointed at him.

"Okay, I won't mention this again in the future." Yan Xin said.

He was willing to give up the shares because he felt that he owed Feng Xi too much, and wanted to give her some compensation, and he didn't want her to wrong him.

That being said, forget it.

Giving it out won't get people's approval, and it will make people feel that it is humiliating, so there is no need to force it.

It's not that he has too much money and no place to put it.

Of course, he doesn't dislike Feng Xi in this matter, even if Feng Xi treats him very badly now.

On the contrary, she has added a layer of respect to Feng Xi - she suddenly rejected wealth worth at least a few hundred million, just to maintain her own independent personality, such a woman is too rare in this era!
There was still music playing on the computer, and the sound of the speakers was turned up quite loudly. After both of them were silent, the small office was covered by the singing.

It was a sad song.

Yan Xin wants to tell Feng Xi that it is best not to listen to those sad love songs for those who are broken in love, the more they listen, the sadder they will be.

But he opened his mouth, but still didn't say anything.

He felt that when Feng Xi hated him so much, it was best not to speak, otherwise Feng Xi's mood would only get worse.

Just sit here honestly and let the employees of the company see the two bosses shutting the door together in the office for such a long time.

The lonely man and the widow can stay in such a small space for such a long time, what is the relationship like, do you need to explain?

After being silent for a while, Feng Xi, who had calmed down, spoke again: "Come here."

Yan Xin stood up and asked her blankly, "What are you going to do?"

"Let's have a kiss." Feng Xi said.

"Ah?" Yan Xin was stunned.

Feng Xi rolled his eyes, and said:

"Our persona in the company is a couple in love. The current situation is that we haven't seen each other for two months, and then we are alone together again at this time, and the door of the office is closed. What? Don’t do it, I’m afraid others will find it strange.”

"But we closed the door, and the sound of the speakers was turned up so loudly, they didn't know if we were doing anything outside." Yan Xin said.

"But if you want to be intimate, you have to leave some traces, right?" Feng Xi said unhappily, "Shouldn't couples in love who haven't seen each other for such a long time meet and kiss each other?"

Yan Xin felt that what she said made sense, but she didn't quite understand:

"Can a kiss leave a mark?"

Feng Xi glared at him: "Of course it can leave marks, I even have lipstick on my mouth! And haven't you heard of growing strawberries?"

Yan Xin understood.

There are still some doubts: "But... will this wrong you too much..."

Feng Xi said angrily: "I've slept through countless times, how wronged can I be with a kiss? We're all grown-ups, am I that hypocritical?"

"Oh……"

Only after Yan Xin responded, Feng Xi stood up and stretched out both arms to wrap his arms around his neck, and leaned up on tiptoe.

He could only bend down to cooperate.

However, the movements seemed a bit blunt, and I was always worried that I would offend Feng Xi if I was not careful.

——In front of Feng Xi, he always felt that he was a sinner, whatever he did was wrong, and no matter what he did, he would make mistakes.

After 2 minutes, the two separated, Feng Xi looked at him dissatisfied and said:

"Why are you so perfunctory? Can't you be more involved? Dodging around, making it seem like I'm forcing you!"

Yan Xin said awkwardly: "I'm afraid you will be angry."

Feng Xi was so angry that he raised his leg and kicked him, and said bitterly:
"Can you finish this scene well? Don't think about those messy things now, just pretend that we haven't broken up, and we are still a couple in love, can you put in a little bit?"

Yan Xin said cautiously: "Okay..."

"Then come again!"

Feng Xi said, and put his arms around his neck again.

This time, Yan Xin became more courageous and gradually began to take the initiative.

I was a little timid at the beginning, but in the process, both physically and psychologically were affected, and I really forgot about the fact that the two had broken up, and began to become active and aggressive.

Feng Xi was not a woman he hated.

In his heart, this woman is very important.

Therefore, there will be no psychological or physical rejection, and it is easy to get involved.

Not long after, Feng Xi was out of breath.

She was pinned to the desk.

A few minutes later, she pushed Yan Xin away, stood up and straightened her clothes, blushing and said:
"This is an office, it can't be like that."

Yan Xin hunched over and sat on his chair, and said embarrassingly, "I'm sorry, I was a little too involved just now..."

"Scumbag!"

Feng Xi cursed again, turning his face away.

Where Yan Xin's eyes couldn't reach, there was a hint of a smile in her eyes.

The office fell into silence again.

After a while, Feng Xi turned to look at Yan Xin and asked:

"Are you normal there?"

Yan Xin looked down, a little embarrassed: "It's normal."

Feng Xi said: "It's already past six o'clock, and it's time to get off work, let's go back."

Then he explained: "Couples in love who haven't seen each other for two months, and now that they meet, they definitely don't want to work overtime. It's reasonable to leave when it's time to get off work."

Yan Xin nodded and stood up: "Well, let's go."

Glancing at Feng Xi, he hesitated again: "Your face..."

At this time, Feng Xi's blush didn't fade away, and if she walked out like this, people outside might be able to guess what the two of them were doing in the office, and there might be some guesses that were more exaggerated than the facts.

Feng Xi rolled his eyes at him: "Isn't that better? That way, no one will doubt you."

Yan Xin thought: "That's right, I didn't react."

At that moment, Feng Xi turned off the computer, and then the two of them opened the door of the office and walked out.

Outside is a larger office, where a dozen employees are still busy.

When the two walked out, all the employees looked at them.

Then they saw that Feng Xi's hair was a little messy, her face was still flushed, with a hint of shyness, and Yan Xin also had some embarrassed expressions on her face, and they immediately understood that something indescribable happened just now.

All of them had mysterious smiles on their faces.

Feng Xi didn't say much, and walked out holding Yan Xin's hand.

Under the eyes of everyone, the two of them looked very affectionate.

It wasn't until he walked out of the office building and got into the car that Feng Xi's expression returned to normal, and he asked Yan Xin, "Are you going to eat outside, or go home and cook together?"

Before Yan Xin answered, she added another sentence: "There are still some ingredients in the refrigerator, which have not been used."

"Go home and do it yourself." That's all Yan Xin could say.

So Feng Xi drove home directly.

In the car, she said to Yan Xin: "Your sister's mouth is very loose, you have to convince her that we are still together, so we have to live in the same room tonight, otherwise she may talk nonsense. This Is it okay to arrange for you?"

Yan Xin hesitated: "Is this suitable?"

Feng Xi said again: "Don't think too much about it, just live in the same room with different beds, when the time comes, I will make a floor bunk for you, and you sleep on the ground floor."

Yan Xin sighed: "Okay."

A smile appeared on the corner of Feng Xi's mouth, but he held it back quickly, and said angrily, "This is just a play for others to watch, so don't push yourself too far. If you really have evil thoughts, I'll cut them with scissors." about you!"

Yan Xin was terrified, and quickly said: "Don't worry, I will never do it!"

(End of this chapter)