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Chapter 488 I'm Sorry

Early the next morning, the alarm clock rang, and Yan Xin and Feng Xi got up.

Yesterday's dishes were not finished yet, so I brought out two bowls of noodles, had a simple breakfast, and then went out.

While eating breakfast, Yan Xin still felt a little sorry, and said to Feng Xi: "I can take a taxi to the airport by myself, you should have a good rest."

But was rejected by Feng Xi: "It's okay, sending you to the airport is what I should do, you don't need to say any more."

Last night, the two of them tossed a little late, and neither of them had a good rest.

After only sleeping for two or three hours, Yan Xin was really sorry that he had to drive him off again.

And it was also because of him that he didn't sleep well-although he didn't sleep well either.

It's just that Feng Xi insisted on sending him off, but he couldn't help it.

He knows this woman's character well, and no one can persuade him to make a decision.

While eating breakfast, he also received a message from Gu Ru: "Are you up?"

Reply: "I'm having breakfast, I'll be leaving later."

Feng Xi looked at him: "Your old classmate sent it over?"

Yan Xin handed her the phone to look at: "It's Gu Ru, asking me if I'm leaving."

Feng Xi glanced at it, then turned her head aside, and said with disgust: "You don't need to show me your private information."

After dinner, Feng Xi drove Yan Xin to the airport.

The journey went smoothly, and there were only one or two traffic jams, which did not last long, which is normal.

In the car, Feng Xi hesitated for a long time before asking Yan Xin:

"When are you going to come back?"

Yan Xin froze for a moment and looked at her.

Feng Xi looked at the road ahead, and said: "The company belongs to the two of us. As one of the bosses, you also need to show up frequently. It seems that people in the company are panicked if you haven't come over for the past two months. not good."

Yan Xin thought for a while: "Then... I will come here once a month from now on?"

Feng Xi snorted: "You don't have to come if you don't want to. You don't have to force yourself so much. If the company goes bankrupt, it goes bankrupt."

Yan Xin was sweating profusely, and quickly explained: "I'm just afraid that there will be too many, and you will be annoyed when you see me."

"I used to get annoyed when I saw you," Feng Xi changed the subject, "but for the sake of the company's development, I can bear it."

"Twice a month?" Yan Xin asked.

Feng Xi said "hmm" without saying anything, and agreed.

Only then did Yan Xin feel relieved.

But I turned around and thought again: "Before I broke up with her, I basically went there twice a month. Now that I broke up with her, I still go there twice a month, and I have to sleep in a room."

Feeling a bit wrong: "Doesn't this mean that Bai broke up?"

On the bright side, at least in the eyes of the employees of Jinxi E-commerce Company, they are still a couple.

In fact, we meet twice a month and live in the same room, so there is a lot to do.

It's the same as it was before the breakup - except that there is no romantic atmosphere.

He didn't feel disgusted by this situation, on the contrary, he was a little bit pleased - which meant that he and Feng Xi were still together.

And there is more freedom in private life.

Counting such a breakup turmoil, what changed was that Ai Lili really left his world, and Xiao Shiyu entered his world.

It seems that this is the situation where only Ai Lili is hurt.

Thinking of this, Yan Xin was in a bad mood again.

Feng Xi drove for a while in a muffled voice, then said:
"Lily is home, do you want to go and see her?"

Yan Xin sighed: "I don't have the face to see her."

Feng Xi rolled his eyes at him: "Since when do you still have face?"

Yan Xin blushed and felt ashamed.

Feng Xi sighed softly again, and said, "She is quite pitiful."

Yan Xin said: "Yes."

"So kind, so gentle, a girl was hurt like that by you, a scumbag..."

Feng Xi said, getting angry again:

"If it wasn't for murdering and breaking the law, I really wish I could tear you into pieces—even if it's just for her!"

Yan Xin thought: "Thank you for the rule of law society!"

"We are obviously rivals in love, but sometimes when I look at her, I feel very distressed...I really don't know how some animals are willing to hurt her!"

As Feng Xi said, he glared at Yan Xin angrily.

Yan Xin was ashamed.

But there is something strange: "It seems that you two have a good relationship?"

"So what's the matter if we have a good relationship? Isn't it right to feel sorry for each other?" Feng Xi said angrily.

It's just that the face suddenly turned a little red.

I don't know if I thought of something.

After a while, he said again: "You'd better go and see her, even if it doesn't matter in the future, you have to make things clear."

"We have already broken up..." Yan Xin said sadly.

"Of course I know that you have broken up," Feng Xi said, "but I always feel that she had something to say to you that day, but she was too embarrassed to say it because I was there. Now that she has returned to her hometown, you have to let her think about it." If you say everything you say, you won't have so much regret for her."

Yan Xin thought for a while before saying: "That's fine. I'll find a chance to talk to her after I go back and see if she wants to see me. If she doesn't, then there's nothing I can do."

"She will definitely be willing." Feng Xi said.

Yan Xin glanced at her again: "You are very kind to her."

"She is very kind to me," Feng Xi said, "She is the most gentle and kind woman I have ever met."

After saying this, she was silent for a while, and said: "I treat her...I treat her...not that good...but no matter what, I still hope that she can live happily in the future...or else...or else I I dare not be happy..."

Yan Xin didn't understand what she meant, but she felt that she couldn't get anything out of it, so she didn't ask.

There is a doubt in my heart: "They... don't have that kind of feeling, do they?"

The same sickness and sympathy, being scumbag by the same man, and then living together again for more than a month.

According to Feng Xi, they seem to sleep together at night - it is said that it is to avoid nightmares and relieve insomnia symptoms.

After such a long period of time, it seems that there are some emotional changes, and it doesn't seem to be a very strange thing.

In his previous life, he saw a saying on the Internet that girls are easier to be doubled.

This idea appeared in my mind, and I didn't dare to think about it.

Feng Xi drove him to the airport. After Yan Xin got out of the car, she opened her mouth to speak, but in the end she didn't say anything, and turned the car around and drove back.

While driving, I thought of a question:
"If he meets Lily, will the old relationship rekindle? Lily is so good, he should be reluctant? At that time, can he keep his promise to me and not marry another woman?"

She didn't have a good rest at night, so she didn't go to work, but went home and continued to rest.

After returning home, I sent Ai Lili a message:
"Sister Lili, that man has returned to Yangcheng."

After a while, Ellie texted her back:
"Oh."

Feng Xi: "I made an agreement with him. For the stable development of the company, we must maintain our status as a couple in front of outsiders. He also promised me that he will not marry other women in the future."

Ellie: "Yeah."

Feng Xi: "I have already broken up with him. I will not interfere in his private life. No matter how many women he has around him, as long as I don't announce it to the public and it doesn't affect my career development."

Ai Lili: "Then you will be very wronged."

Feng Xi: "If you don't love him, you won't feel wronged. He and I are just acting on occasion for the company's development."

Ellie: "I understand."

Feng Xi thought for a while, and sent another message:
"I know he still has you in his heart. If you still can't let go of him and still want to be with him, I will bless you."

Ellie: "We've already broken up, it's impossible."

Feng Xi: "I really don't mind. I told him not to let him marry other women in this life, but if I marry you, I will not object, and I will bless you. Sister Lily, you He is the kindest person I have ever met, as long as you can get happiness, even if my company goes bankrupt, I will be very happy."

Ai Lili: "Absolutely not! Xiaoxi, I swear to you, I will never marry Yan Xin in my life! If I break my vow, let me go out and be hit by a car!"

Feng Xi: "Sister Lily, don't say that, you have to believe me, in my heart, your happiness is more important than anyone else, you must be happy!"

Ai Lili: "Xiao Xi, you want to be happy too!"

After finishing the chat, Feng Xi stared blankly at the conversation on the phone for a while, then suddenly slapped himself twice, and said in a low voice, "I'm sorry!"

Yan Xin arrived at the airport and waited for more than half an hour before Gu Ru and Xiao Shiyu arrived.

The two of them didn't drive here by themselves, but took a taxi, which should have been slower.

Moreover, each of them brought a large suitcase, and they had to carry and check the luggage, which was a lot of trouble.

Unlike Yan Xin, who didn't bring anything with him, and lacked a lot of procedures, he went in quickly.

Xiao Shiyu put a lot of his things in the big suitcase, so he didn't have to do the hard work by himself.

Gu Ru couldn't help laughing when she saw Yan Xin whose eye circles were darkened, and joked:

"I haven't seen you for a whole night, why did you become like this? Did you get your yang energy sucked away by your ex?"

Yan Xin was embarrassed to admit what happened between him and Feng Xi, so he could only cover it up:

"Sister Ru, I can't talk nonsense about this. It's mainly because I'm under a lot of psychological pressure when I face her, and I suffer from insomnia."

Gu Ru said: "You deserve it, you still have to find your ex after breaking up, and listen to your ex's mercy."

He then pointed to Xiao Shiyu who was standing aside and smiling:

"It wasn't just you who suffered from insomnia last night, Xiaoshi also suffered from insomnia."

Xiao Shiyu quickly waved his hands and said with a smile: "No, no, sister Ru, don't be joking."

Gu Ru curled her lips: "Am I kidding? When you woke up in the morning, your eye circles were so dark, you must have not slept well all night."

Yan Xin looked at Xiao Shiyu.

She wore makeup on her face, and she couldn't tell if there were dark circles under her eyes, but her face was indeed a little haggard, and she didn't know if it was caused by insomnia at night or because she woke up too early in the morning.

Feeling a little guilty in my heart, I thought: "I have hurt others."

Holding Xiao Shiyu's hand, he said with a smile:

"It doesn't matter if you didn't rest well last night. When you return to Yangcheng, you can have a good rest."

Xiao Shiyu pursed her lips and said with a smile, "I won't be able to stay in Yangcheng for a few days, and I'm going back to school."

Although I smiled, I still felt a little regretful.

The summer vacation is coming to an end, and we are going back to school.

It is not that there is no chance to be with Yan Xin in the future, but it is impossible to be together every day like this time.

The good times are always short, and I don't know if I can be with him every day after graduating from university.

Thinking of Feng Xi calling Yan Xin over yesterday, he was quite disheartened.

After being with me for so long, it is still not as good as a greeting from my ex.

People are more popular than dead people.

It can only be said that the current relationship is better than before. Even if there is no chance to be together in the future, at least they are together during the two weeks of the Olympics.

There is no happy future, at least there are good memories to accompany her.

Thinking of this, I felt better and returned to normal emotions.

The smile on the face has also become a lot more natural.

When sitting on the chair, he and Yan Xin clasped their fingers together, and leaned against each other, looking very intimate.

Gu Ru thought to herself, "Are young people nowadays so open-minded?"

Yan Xin thought to himself: "Poetry is better, with measure, gentleness and consideration, without disputes or troubles."

After getting on the plane, before the plane took off, the three of them squinted their eyes and began to sleep.

I didn't sleep well last night, and I woke up so early this morning, so I was really sleepy.

I also woke up a few times during the period, once when the plane was about to take off, once when the plane meal was delivered, and once when the plane was turbulent, and the last time was when the plane was landing.

After getting off the plane, Gu Ru called Xiao Yin and asked her to pick her up in a car.

When they walked out of the airport, Xiao Yin also drove over.

Before leaving the airport, Yan Xin received a message from Feng Xi:

"Are you home yet?"

He replied: "Just got off the plane."

Feng Xi: "Oh."

After a while, another message came:
"Sister Lily is still on the train. If you want to see her, let's talk about it tomorrow."

Yan Xin: "Understood."

And so the chat ended.

After all, they are couples who have already broken up, so there is not so much to talk about.

After finishing the chat, he naturally put the phone in his pocket. At this time, Yan Xin realized that the breakup didn't seem to be all good. For example, he can chat with anyone calmly now, and don't delete the chat history. , and don’t have to worry about it.

During this period, Xiao Shiyu watched him send messages with his mobile phone, he didn't look at who he was sending the message to, and he didn't ask who he was sending the message to, it was very quiet.

This feeling of safety is something I never dared to think about when I was on two boats.

It's just that he didn't look very happy.

Being controlled by others, and freedom being restrained, one would naturally be unhappy.

But no one cares about it completely, and it doesn't seem to be such a happy thing.

That means that there is no one around him who cares about him.

(End of this chapter)