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Yan Xin didn't expect Aili to be standing at the door of the bedroom, which frightened him.

But he soon calmed down again.

It seemed that Ai Lili already knew that he was coming, and even waited at the door specially.

Nothing can be seen from his expression.

However, he did not cry or make a fuss, but stood there calmly, which was much better than the worst case scenario he expected.

In such a state, at least he won't do anything extreme.

But being so calm may lead to results that he cannot accept.

In response to Ellie's inquiry, he replied: "Yes, I have a few words to say to you."

Ellie walked into the bedroom: "Then come in and talk."

Yan Xin followed him into the bedroom. The moment he entered, he still had a thought in his mind: "Should I close the door?"

But after thinking about it for a while, I still didn’t close the door.

If the door is closed, Ellie might think that he is going to do something bad again.

Although Ai Jing had hinted that he could do such a thing, or even do it by force, he still didn't want to be so beastly.

It's better to leave the door open, so as to appear to have a clear conscience.

Ailili's bedroom was very large, and there were several chairs in the room. Ailili sat down first, and then pointed to a chair opposite for Yan Xin: "Please sit down -"

Yan Xin also sat down with half his buttocks, leaning forward, looking a little reserved.

I felt a little emotional in my heart - when I came here before, just like the owner, I could sit wherever I wanted and do whatever I wanted, without caring about other people's opinions.

Now she has to maintain a decent image, fearing that being too casual will cause her master's disgust.

"What do you want to talk to me about?" Aili asked him after seeing him sit down.

Yan Xin didn't hide it and asked directly: "I heard from Feng Xi that you want to live abroad alone?"

Ellie's eyes flashed for a moment, then she nodded and admitted:

"Yes, I have this plan. I plan to leave after the Mid-Autumn Festival. I have a green card there, so it is very convenient to go there."

"Do we have to go?" Yan Xin was a little anxious, "Can't we stay here?"

"Stay here..." Ellie muttered something in a low voice, and then smiled again, with a confused expression, "If you stay here and are unhappy every day, what's the point?"

Yan Xin knew why she said that, and it was his own fault.

There is some embarrassment.

But no matter how embarrassed you are, you have to express your thoughts: "If you stay here, at least you still have family and friends. If you go over there, it's not that easy to live alone in a foreign country."

Ai Lili smiled: "It might be difficult to find a job over there and start from scratch. But now you said you want to give me 5% of the shares of the real estate company? With the company's dividends, I don't have to find a job." If you can live well, then life shouldn’t be so difficult, right?”

Yan Xin thought to himself: "Is this my fault for giving her shares?"

Think this is an excuse.

Said: "However, there are many inconveniences in living alone, not to mention other things, even if there is a headache and fever, and no one takes care of it, it is also very sad."

"I'm not that squeamish yet, so I won't die with a headache and fever." Ai Lili said.

He added: "Liang Wei went there alone to give birth. Her English is not good and she has no experience of going abroad before. She was able to give birth to the child. I don't think I will be unable to survive there."

Sounded determined.

"Do you have to go there?" Yan Xin asked.

Ellie glanced at him: "Otherwise? If I continue to live here, when I see this, I think of a certain story, when I see that, I think of a certain story again. How long do you think I can last in such an environment?"

Yan Xin lowered his head: "I'm sorry..."

Ai Lili almost laughed out of anger at him: "What's the use of saying this now? Am I sorry for saying that to you?"

Every time I mention this matter, I feel sorry, sorry.

What's the use of saying sorry?
"Although you are sorry, I want to express my attitude. I am the one who made you so sad." Yan Xin said seriously.

Ai Lili was helpless and turned her face to the side: "Then you can continue to apologize."

Yan Xin was a little embarrassed.

But he still insisted on his own thoughts: "I still don't want you to go abroad. In fact, Feng Xi doesn't want you to go abroad either."

"Xiao Xi..." Ellie muttered something in a low voice. After a while, she asked, "How is your relationship now? Have you reconciled?"

Yan Xin didn't know that they slept together again, and he didn't rule out getting married in the future, which was not considered a reconciliation.

It seemed like they had reconciled, but there was always a big gap. Feng Xi sometimes talked to him as if he were a stranger.

Hesitantly said: "She still rejects me, but for the development of the company, she has to maintain a superficial relationship with me. In private, she only talks about the company's affairs, almost like a stranger. This... shouldn't be called Reconciliation?"

Ellie lowered her head, not knowing what she was thinking.

After a while, he sighed: "You guys... just make up if you can. It's not necessary..."

Yan Xin smiled bitterly: "It's not that I don't want to, it's that she has always hated me and refused to forgive me."

"She just said that," Ellie said. "I can see that she still has you in her heart, and you have a very important position."

Yan Xin smiled bitterly and said: "She told me a few days ago that she hoped I would keep you here and not let you go to the United States. She said the same thing as you, saying that you still have me in your heart... I don't know Why do you two have such a perception, so sure that the other person has me in his heart...I really...I don't know which one of you is right..."

Ai Lili's face turned red, she stretched out her hair unnaturally, and said: "She must have you in her heart, I can be sure of this."

"What about you?" Yan Xin looked at her, "Do you still have me in your heart now?"

Ai Lili's face turned even redder. She turned her face sideways and did not look at him. Her voice was a little panicked: "We have already broken up. Why are you still asking this?"

The panic on her face gave Yan Xin some confidence and said, "I just want to know, do you still have me in your heart now? I don't want you to go to the United States alone and live a lonely life. I want you to stay here and accompany me." Just hold me, okay?"

Ai Lili was a little anxious: "I'll stay, but what about Xiao Xi? What are you going to do with her? Do you know how much she cares about you?"

Yan Xin thought to himself: "Sure enough, she refused to be with me because of Feng Xi."

Said: "She also asked me to keep you, and she doesn't want you to live alone in a foreign country."

"But she will be very sad." Ellie said.

She was really anxious, so anxious that she almost shed tears:
"You don't know how much she cares about you. I can feel it. She really can't live without you..."

"I can continue to be with her too." Yan Xin said.

This was said very shamelessly.He also knew that it was quite shameless for him to say this now.

However, he did think so.

If neither of us wants to give up, we can only strive for coexistence.

Ellie was stunned and looked at him: "You...you want both of us?"

Yan Xin said bravely: "But I think this is the best choice."

"You are shameless!" Ellie couldn't help but curse.

"Yes, I admit that I am shameless," Yan Xin said, "but I want you."

Ellie said again: "What you are doing is illegal!"

"As long as we don't get a certificate, it's not illegal," Yan Xin said. "A marriage certificate is just a piece of paper. It's not that important. As long as our hearts are together, we don't need that piece of paper to prove it." "

Ai Lili said angrily: "You are just a playboy!"

"Yes, I admit that," Yan Xin said, "Besides, I did it a long time ago."

"I didn't expect you to be so shameless! You still want to have both!" Ai Lili didn't know what to say.

Yan Xin felt very guilty and thought to himself: "More than two?"

Said: "I know this is wrong, but Lily, I really don't want to give up on you, and I don't want to give up on Feng Xi. And, Lily, tell me the truth - leave me and go to the United States to live alone. Can you really be happy?"

Ai Lili hesitated: "I don't know..."

Yan Xin asked her: "You won't be happy even if you leave me, so why not be together? Aren't we happy when we were together before?"

"In the past...but that's because I didn't know you were such a carefree man and had a woman outside..." Ellie said.

"But at least we are happy when we are together, right?" Yan Xin asked.

Ellie couldn't deny this and could only nod.

"So you don't want to be with me now, so you can't accept that I'm still with Feng Xi?" Yan Xin asked again.

Ai Lili quickly shook her head: "No, Xiao Xi is very good to me. I don't mind you being with her."

Yan Xin: "Since you don't mind her, why are you still unwilling to be with me?"

He asked in a hurry, leaving little time for Ellie to think.

Ellie cried: "She is very good to me, I don't want to hurt her!"

"But Feng Xi doesn't object to us being together now. She even forced me yesterday to make you stay, so she won't be very sad if you stay with me, so why don't you stay? Yan Xin asked finally.

"me……"

He asked urgently, and his tone became a bit aggressive, which made Ellie very flustered and she didn't have much time to think.

In a hurry, she cried and said, "If I'm with you and I have no name or title, wouldn't I be a mistress just like my mother? How ugly is that? If it spreads, how can I see people?" ?”

Yan Xin said "Oh": "So you want a name?"

"I'm not," Ellie hurriedly defended, "I know you promised Xiao Xi that you would not marry another woman. If you want to marry, you can only marry her. I never thought of fighting with her..."

"Then what you mean is that you can accept such a thing, but you can't accept such a reputation?" Yan Xin understood.

Ellie cried: "Mistress, how unpleasant that is. I have always despised my mother for being such a woman. Am I going to have to be that kind of woman in the end? Then what have I become?"

"But, is status really that important? Is it more important than our happiness?" Yan Xin asked.

Ellie didn't know how to answer for a moment.

Suddenly I felt that this thing was really important.

After a while, I felt that it wasn't that important.

Anyway, I feel very confused.

Yan Xin asked her: "We can live happily together, but we are not happy if we leave, so why not be together? Is it just because of this bad reputation? We live our own lives, and we don't cheat anyone or harm anyone. , Can’t you just live your own life well, why do you care about other people’s opinions?”

"I...I..." Ellie was speechless.

I just felt that Yan Xin was too aggressive today.

This has never happened before.

For a while, she didn't know how to respond.

I even thought to myself: "What he said actually makes sense... As long as we are happy when we are together, isn't that okay?"

Yan Xin said: "If you go to the United States, you won't be happy alone, and Feng Xi won't feel at ease. She will feel that she caused you to go there, and she won't be able to be with me at ease. In this way, the three of us will No one can be happy individually. So why not stay so we can all be happy?"

"But...but..."

Ellie instinctively felt that there was something wrong with what he said, but in her panic she couldn't figure out what was wrong, and she didn't even know how to refute it.

Yan Xin said again: "If you want to talk about other people's opinions, is other people's opinions that important? Your father also wants us to be together, and your mother also wants us to be together. the perception of someone else, punish yourself?"

When he said this, he had already left his chair and squatted in front of Ellie.

Ellie's face was turned to the side without looking at him. He held Ellie's face in his hands and asked her to look at him.

The two people were facing each other, less than a foot apart.

Ai Lili was very panicked and said, "Didn't you say you wouldn't force me? Why are you forcing me again?"

This is the promise Yan Xin made to her last time here.

In her hurry, she couldn't think of anything to refute, so she could only use this to resist Yan Xin's persecution.

Yan Xin said: "I thought you could live a happy life after I left your world, so I promised not to force you. But I didn't expect that you didn't become happy, and you still wanted to go to a foreign country alone. I couldn’t accept this situation in a foreign country, so I regretted it.”

"Then what do you want?" Ellie said helplessly.

"I want to keep you by my side." Yan Xin said.

Ellie looked at him: "Let me be your mistress?"

"Position is not important," Yan Xin argued, "what is important is your position in my heart."

As he said that, he held Ellie's face and put his mouth towards it.

"Don't do this!"

Ai Lili pushed him away hard, blushing:
"The door isn't even closed!"