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Chapter 523 Fetters
Returned to Yangcheng on October 10th.

On October 10th, Yan Xin was bored staying at home alone, so he went to the company and worked a solid day.

Look at the information, hold a small meeting or something.

Xiao Yin convened a group of people for a meeting there. He didn't expect Yan Xin, the hands-off shopkeeper, to attend, but Yan Xin knew about it and just walked into the meeting place and listened to them talking like this for two or three hours.

At noon, I ate a packed lunch with everyone. I didn’t go home after the meal, so I took a nap in the office.

Continue to stay at the company in the afternoon.

Either he is extremely ambitious, or he is bored and wants to find something to do for himself.

At around 5 p.m., Chen Li called him and asked him if he wanted to go over for dinner. He declined, saying that he had something to do at the company and couldn't spare the time to go there.

In fact, he just didn't want to eat in such an awkward atmosphere, which would affect his appetite.

After dinner, Xiao Yin continued to work overtime.

However, Yan Xin did not stay in the company. Instead, he went to the fitness club and called Chen Li to make an appointment. The two of them stayed there for more than two hours.

A small part of the time is spent exercising, and most of the time is spent resting and chatting.

Yan Xin asked Chen Li how he felt about his life now. Chen Li shook his head and smiled bitterly:
"I'm not as carefree as before. I feel trapped."

"Is Liang Wei taking care of you?" Yan Xin asked.

"She didn't care about me..."

Chen Li was silent for a while and then said:
"Actually, I regretted it after she moved here. I was not free in all aspects of my life. I also went to see another woman later and deliberately let her know. I thought that if she lost her temper, I would just take this opportunity. I had a quarrel with her and asked her to leave. But she didn’t say a word..."

"Isn't that good?" Yan Xin said, "This kind of thing is allowed, so why don't you have freedom?"

Chen Li said depressedly: "She didn't get angry and continued to take care of the child. But in the next few days, I saw her crying several times while coaxing the child... "

Yan Xin imagined that scene and sighed:
"It's also quite pitiful."

"Yeah, you look quite pitiful, you idiot!" Chen Li cursed, "It makes me look like a big evil person."

Yan Xin couldn't help laughing: "But it's wrong for you to do such a thing."

"You just said something is wrong?" Chen Li said unhappily, "She and I are not married, nor are we boyfriend and girlfriend. We just accidentally had a child. Now I am providing her with a place to live. I am also paying for the child's raising. I have done my best to her, right? I don't have any moral obligations to her emotionally. Is it wrong for me to find another woman? She is crying like that. I think it’s wrong to engage in moral kidnapping there.”

"In this case, then you won't be kidnapped by her and you can do whatever you want. She won't object to you anyway." Yan Xin said.

Chen Li became even more depressed: "And then you watched her cry again in the next few days?"

Yan Xin imagined such a scene and tried to replace himself, but found it unacceptable.

I didn't know what to say for a while.

Chen Lidao: "I shouldn't have had any contact with her in the first place. Just pretend that there is no such person in the world. It doesn't matter whether she has a child or not. Then nothing will happen and I can still live a carefree life." How wonderful it would be without those fetters!"

"What kind of bonds are you talking about?" Yan Xin asked curiously, "Is it Liang Wei or the child?"

"Of course it's the child," Chen Li answered without any hesitation, "Actually, I thought at first that I wouldn't have any feelings for the child who was born secretly and caused me a lot of trouble, but inexplicably, he became Without my bond, he is my flesh and blood, I can't treat him as if he doesn't exist, alas..."

"So the child is your weakness, and this weakness is now in Liang Wei's hands. Rounding it off, it means that Liang Wei has taken advantage of you?" Yan Xin said.

Chen Li nodded: "That's almost it."

"You have no feelings for Liang Wei at all?" Yan Xin asked again.

Chen Li hesitated for a while and said with some embarrassment:

"To be honest, it's not that I don't feel anything at all... After all, we have been together for such a long time. Not to mention a person, even a dog, being with me for such a long time does not mean that I have no feelings at all. Besides, you also know Her personality has always been very gentle in front of me, and she never talks back to me..."

Yan Xin was a little surprised: "Do you think she is okay?"

"It's not bad," Chen Lida said. "It should be said that as a life partner and a mother of a child, she has done better than most women."

"Since she is quite good in your heart, why do you feel so wronged? Wouldn't it be better to just live with her for the rest of your life?" Yan Xin didn't understand.

Chen Li asked him back: "What about Sister Lili? Is she not good enough? She has a gentler personality and is more beautiful. Why do you want another woman? One company owner is not enough, and you have dragged all your old classmates down. Yeah, why are you doing this?"

"Uh...this..."

Yan Xin suddenly became embarrassed.

I want to say that my situation is different.

But there are so many people in the world, and no life is exactly the same.

Everyone is a unique existence, has his own life, and has his own encounters.

No one's situation is the same.

All he could say was: "Talking about your problem, why are you bringing it to me?"

"Aren't we all men?" Chen Lida said, "The love between two people for a lifetime is beautiful, but how many can really achieve it? Most of them are ordinary people like you and me, who always want to meet more people. A beautiful, multifaceted human life. Some people don’t have that condition and can only live with one person for a lifetime, but among those who have that condition, how many of them are not ready to move under temptation?”

Yan Xin had to admit: "We are all the kind of vulgar people who have not escaped from vulgar taste."

Chen Li shook his head: "No, no, no, we are both common people, but we still have some differences. I have low-level taste, and your taste is higher. At most, I just want to play with those beautiful bodies, but brother, you are If you want to play with emotions, I am vulgar enough and you are scumbag, but we are different."

There is still some sense of superiority in his words.

This made Yan Xin very unhappy: "You, Thousand Man Killer, look down on me?"

Chen Lidao: "Although I have countless girls, I never make them sad when I get along with them. I am polite when we meet, and happy when we separate. Except for Liang Wei, I have never hurt anyone else." A woman's heart. For those women, I only waste their time for one night, but you waste their whole life. If you want to be a scumbag, you are still a scumbag."

Yan Xin was very depressed, but the evidence was irrefutable and he could not refute it. He could only lower his head and said: "Okay, what you said makes sense. I have become a moral slump."

"You, you still turned the time upside down," Chen Li pointed at him, "When you were young, if you had the physical strength to play more, you should play more. When you get older and can't play anymore, then you should play more. You can calm down and play with your feelings. Find someone who is really good to you, and also really good to her, and stay with each other for the rest of your life. In this way, you can live up to your youth, live up to your love, have fun, fall in love, and have a prodigal son. He has a good reputation that will never be exchanged for money, and he will not be mentioned as a scumbag by others." "That makes sense," Yan Xin said, "but it doesn't make any sense anymore, it's already like this."

Chen Lidao: "It makes sense. You are already a scumbag now anyway, so you don't have to be a scumbag anymore. You can be more scumbag. While you are still young, you have to have fun, play more advanced games, and unlock more scumbags." Play multiple ways, have fun, play happily, this is how you live up to your youth. Now that I have a bond, I can’t play happily, but you don’t have it. Now you have no restraints. At this time Why are you staying at home alone if you don't want to have fun?"

Yan Xin sighed: "Who said there were no restraints? Now the restraints are here again."

Chen Li was shocked: "You mean your old classmate has started to control you?"

Yan Xin shook his head: "No, it's me, Feng Xi and Lily who have reconciled again."

Chen Li opened his mouth wide and looked at him blankly:
"They knew about your bad things, they knew about each other's existence, and they reconciled with you?"

Yan Xin nodded: "Yes!"

"Did you hide it from them again?" Chen Lida said, "Hiding each other like before, don't you think it's tiring to live like this?"

"Things like that are really tiring, so now they don't hide it, and they accept each other's existence." Yan Xin told the truth.

"I go!"

Chen Li was greatly shocked.

After a while, he said bitterly:
"You really deserve to die! You were able to make them accept each other's existence. How did you do that?"

Before, he still had a sense of superiority and felt that life was worth more than Yan Xin. Although he no longer had that freedom, he had had sex with so many beautiful girls in the past, and having such an experience was already far beyond Yan Xin.

He even felt a little sympathetic to the current Yan Xin - he was playing with his emotions, but was being played by his emotions. He stepped on two boats, but ended up not stepping firmly on either one, which made him look pitiful when he was alone.

But unexpectedly, the two sunk boats actually floated up again and were able to continue running side by side stably.

Now that I have no freedom, for the sake of my children, I can only live with Liang Wei, who sheds tears at every turn.

But people can hug each other, and they can continue to do so.

In comparison, the gap is a bit big.

I still wanted to sympathize with others, but I didn't expect that in the end, the most pitiful person would be myself.

Makes him very unhappy.

Yan Xin sighed: "Well, the reconciliation is a reconciliation, but with the rift in the past, we can't go back to the past. There is nothing to say."

Chen Li quickly understood.

He and Liang Wei are in the same state now. Although they live together again, when the two of them are alone, the atmosphere is a bit depressing, and they can never go back to the past.

Then he sighed and said: "This kind of thing is indeed quite troublesome. It's difficult to have no grudges. Just adapt to the new situation slowly."

Then he asked: "Is that why you are alone now?"

"Yes," Yan Xin admitted and said with a wry smile, "Now in Lily's mind, I am no longer as important as her career. She is busy with her career now and has no time to accompany me."

Chen Li smiled and said: "Anyway, there is no one around now, so you can go out and have fun, and no one will care about you. When two women take charge of each other in the future, it will not be easy for you to find such an opportunity again. "

Yan Xin shook his head: "Forget it, it's too troublesome. There is no need to cause long-term unhappiness just for that momentary happiness."

It's been a while since I've been to the gym to exercise. This time Yan Xin came and exercised hard, making himself sweaty and exhausted.

When I got home, it was already ten o'clock in the evening.

After taking a shower, I lay on the bed and chatted on QQ with a few acquaintances on my mobile phone for half an hour, and then went to bed.

I was quite tired and didn't have much time to think about this or that, so I fell asleep quickly.

The next day, I got up in the morning and went for a run, then went out to have breakfast, went home, took a shower, changed clothes, and went to work like yesterday.

After dinner, he and Chen Li went to the gym to exercise.

It was like this for the next few days.

On October 10th, Ai Lili sent him a message: "The matter in Pengcheng is finally over. I am going back to Xiaorong Town today. Do you want to come over?"

When he received this news, Yan Xin was playing a mobile game developed by his own company on his mobile phone in the office. This game is still a stand-alone game. It was released not long ago and can bring about one million yuan to the company in a month. The profit is considered a very good performance.

He actually played this game to kill boring time, but in the eyes of the employees, it was the boss of the company who personally tested his own products and was very dedicated, which made them admire him.

After seeing the message from Ai Lili, Yan Xin had no intention of playing the game anymore. He immediately quit the game and replied, "I'm going to Xiaorong Town now."

Ai Lili quickly replied to him: "Don't be so anxious. The first thing you need to do after returning is to have a meeting at the headquarters. You won't be able to go home until dinner time. If you go early, you won't be able to see me."

Yan Xin: "You forgot, I am the company's major shareholder, and I can also attend your meetings."

Ellie: "You want to see me so much?"

Yan Xin: "What do you think?"

Ellie: "Then come on, go to the company headquarters and wait for me."

Yan Xin: "Okay."

I haven’t seen Ellie for a while, and I really miss her.

I just looked back at the chat history and felt that I seemed a little too enthusiastic, a little eager to meet, and even seemed to be a bit of a dog licker.

Reflecting: "Am I not reserved enough? If she knows that I care about her so much, will she use this to tease me in the future?"

While I was struggling, I suddenly received another message from Ellie:
"I miss you too these days! I miss you so much!"

All of a sudden, there was nothing to worry about.

(End of this chapter)