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Shu Yi is actually under tremendous psychological pressure these days.

Yan Xin didn't even participate in the key steps. She only cooperated in the birth of the child, so she was scared, let alone her as the planner.

That's a human life, and the ownership of assets that may be worth billions.

She had to bear this kind of pressure alone, and no one came to comfort her or guide her.

Under this kind of huge pressure, no matter how good the psychological quality is, people will inevitably be affected.

When she was burning incense and worshiping Buddha, she could not say that she was not fearful when facing the god with her head raised three feet high.

Even if there are a thousand or ten thousand reasons, if you do something, you will feel guilty.

At this time, what she needs most is someone worth relying on.

She hoped that person was Yan Xin.

It's a pity that Yan Xin didn't stand up and tell her at this time that I can protect you and I can bear this with you.

When she needed it most, she didn't get what she expected. At that moment, her emotions began to collapse.

The moment the car door closed, she couldn't control her emotions and threw herself on Yan Xin.

The emotions are high and the action is intense.

As she spoke, she started crying - at this time, Yan Xin had already hugged her.

Soon, the mouth was blocked.

Her actions are still quite intense.

It seemed that he was trying to dispel the uneasiness he had suffered during this period through these actions.

Or, through physical contact, it is transmitted to the man, and the two of them share her uneasiness.

Yan Xin sighed deeply in his heart - she was only a woman after all, and it was really difficult for her to plan such a thing and bear such fear alone.

I felt some compassion in my heart.

Most of the fear towards her has also disappeared.

At this time, the tremor that came from Shu Yi's body made him understand that this woman was also afraid of that matter in her heart, and it was not that she had no respect for life as he imagined.

It's just that after doing something like that, she had to be strong and hold on there.

People who have no respect for life are terrible.

But now Shu Yi's performance does not make him feel scary.

He didn't say much, and responded to Shu Yi while patting her back with his hand.

Shu Yi suddenly lost control of her emotions, but under Yan Xin's comfort, the trembling in her body gradually subsided and her movements became less intense.

After a few minutes, the two people separated.

She took out a tissue to wipe the tears on her face, lowered her head without looking at Yan Xin, and whispered:

"I'm sorry, I lost control of my mood just now and made you laugh."

"I'm sorry, I've neglected your feelings during this period of time." Yan Xin said.

"You didn't do anything wrong, it's my problem," Shu Yi said. "When I first started, I promised that after completing that thing, I wouldn't pester you anymore. Now it's me who is greedy."

After finishing speaking, he let out a long breath, and when he raised his head again, a smile appeared on his face:
"Mr. Yan, don't worry, things like this will never happen again in the future."

Yan Xin glanced at her.

This woman's smile was very decent, just like when we met each other in the past.

There are only tears in the corners of the eyes.

I have an inexplicable feeling of heartache, but I don't know what to say.

After a while, he said: "It's not easy for you during this period. You have to bear all this alone, but you still have to act like nothing happened. It's hard on you."

Shu Yi turned her face away, stared out the car window for a while, and then said with a smile:

"Don't say that. This period of time should be my happiest time. The shadow that has enveloped me for several years has finally dissipated. I will be able to obtain a huge amount of wealth in the future. I am not miserable at all, I am very happy. No. Believe it or not, there have been many times when I woke up smiling from my dreams.”

"I believe that you should indeed be happy." Yan Xin said.

"You will still stand by my side in the future, right?" Shu Yi asked.

She touched her belly: "No matter what, you are the biological father of this child. For the sake of this child, you will also be kind to his mother, right?"

Yan Xin nodded: "Of course."

After a pause, he added: "With or without this child, I will be on your side."

Shu Yi was a little surprised and looked sideways at him.

I don’t know if I am telling the truth or if I am trying to trick myself.

But regardless of whether it was true or not, she was still a little happy at the moment to be able to say such words.

Then he took out a tissue and stretched it towards the corner of his mouth:
"Don't move, you have lipstick marks on your mouth."

Yan Xin was taken aback and said quickly: "Please wipe it clean for me."

Shu Yi pursed her lips and smiled: "Don't worry, I won't be safe if someone sees it."

After wiping, she threw the tissues out of the window, becoming an uncivilized passenger.

As the car was driving back to Xiaorong Town, Shu Yi suddenly asked Yan Xin:

"I was suddenly so impulsive earlier. Didn't I scare you?"

"No." Yan Xin quickly denied.

But after a while, he admitted it:

"I admit, some were shocked."

Shu Yi said: "Don't worry, I won't do this in the future."

This is the second time she has said this.

He also explained: "The main reason is that I was under too much pressure during this period, and suddenly I couldn't hold it back anymore, and then I wanted to vent. But now my emotions have stabilized, and this matter has passed, and I won't do it again in the future." There’s such pressure.”

Yan Xin thought for a while and said: "It's okay. It's okay to do this occasionally. As long as you don't do it in front of others, it's good to vent yourself. Otherwise, if you keep everything in your heart, you will make yourself sick."

"Thank you for your understanding." Shu Yi said.

"There is no need to say thank you between us." Yan Xin said.

Shu Yi glanced at him again, wondering what he meant.

But in the end, nothing was said.

The conversation turned to her cousin.

This time Yan Xin came here, her main task was to make friends with her cousin, hoping to find a new backer for Fengxiang Real Estate Company.

Her cousin does not have that weight, at least not yet, to be the backer of such a large real estate company.But her cousin's backer has that kind of power.

I just have this idea now, and it’s hard to say whether I can achieve that relationship.

But at least there was that intention.

Her cousin is also willing to get to know more successful entrepreneurs. If he takes charge of a local government in the future, he can invigorate the economy, create some jobs, and boost GDP.

Her cousin told her this in private, and she would tell Yan Xin now.

Both parties have their own needs and there is a lot of room for cooperation.

And these are all cooperations that are not illegal.

In other words, it is not difficult for Yan Xin to make friends with her cousin, because the other party also has this intention.

There is no need to deliberately please, let alone risk breaking the law to please, as long as you continue to maintain contact.

The two of them chatted about these things all the way, and soon they arrived at Xiaorong Town and Cai's house.

When they got out of the car, the expressions on their faces returned to normal.

In the yard, Cai Qixiang sat lonely under a tree in a daze. When he saw them getting out of the car, a smile appeared on his face: "Are you back?"

"Well, I'm back."

Shu Yi replied, and then said to Yan Xin:
"For my sake, I have troubled you all the way."

Yan Xin said with a smile: "I'm just dropping by, it's not troublesome at all. Sister-in-law, you don't have to be so polite."

Shu Yi said to Cai Qixiang again: "Dad, I'm a little tired now. I want to go back to the room to sleep for a while, so I won't stay with you."

Cai Qixiang waved his hand: "Go and have a good rest, but don't get pregnant."

"I know, Dad." Shu Yi said and entered the door.

When Yan Xin was about to leave, Cai Qixiang waved to him:

"Xiao Yan, sit with me for a while."

Yan Xin had no choice but to sit opposite him.

This is a corner of Cai's yard, with a stone table and four stone benches next to it.

The two sat opposite each other. Yan Xin felt quite emotional when he saw that Cai Qixiang's hair was mostly white.

In the past, there was no gray hair on Cai Qixiang's head.

It's not that I don't have white hair, but I dye my hair every once in a while, turning all the white hair black.

At that time, only a small part of my hair was gray, less than one-tenth of the total.

It's different now. Within a month, most of his hair has turned white, and black hair has become a minority.

And I am no longer in the mood to dye my hair.

He has also lost a lot of weight and looks very haggard.

It's a bit pathetic.

After sitting down, Cai Qixiang didn't ask how his meeting with his daughter-in-law's cousin was going. Instead, he was in a daze for a while, then suddenly let out a long sigh and asked Yan Xin:

"Xiao Yan, you are a man of great wisdom. Please tell me, is it retribution for me to be like this now?"

"Why did uncle say that?" Yan Xin was surprised.

"My son was only in his 30s, why did he die so miserably? He was only in his 30s!" Cai Qixiang murmured, "Is it because I have done too many immoral things in the past that I received such retribution?" ah?"

Yan Xin said in his heart: "That must be it."

But he said: "Uncle, don't think too much. You are a virtuous person at first glance. How could you have such retribution? Brother Cai's incident was purely an accident."

Cai Qixiang shook his head: "I am not a virtuous person. I have done many immoral things..."

Yan Xin comforted him: "Uncle, don't think like this. Although you and Aunt Ai have a story, it is only a small loss, and there will be no retribution... Let's be honest, although you did not give them mother and daughter status, but you gave them a good life, it’s not a bad thing.”

That's what he really thought about this matter.

But this is not to defend Cai Qixiang, but more to defend himself.

He couldn't accept the idea that doing such a thing would lead to such a miserable retribution.

It's just a little bit of philanthropy, how can it be considered evil?
Cai Qixiang glanced at him and shook his head: "That's not what I'm talking about... I've had too many women in my life. Everyone gets what they need, so it's not a bad thing."

"That's right." Yan Xin said.

But after saying that, I realized something was wrong - it turns out that you don't think this is immoral, so what immoral things did you do?
Cai Qixiang was in a daze for a while, not knowing what he was thinking.

After a while, he let out a long sigh and said:
"Before I started working in real estate, I contracted several demolition projects. In order to reduce the cost of demolition, I did some disgraceful things. Some of them committed suicide by drinking medicine..."

He entered real estate relatively early, and the things before he entered real estate were in the last century.

At that time, demolition was not a get-rich-quick opportunity that everyone envied. There were many irregularities and blood and tears in it.

Although Yan Xin has never seen anything like that, he has heard about it a lot on the Internet.

Cai Qixiang did not go into detail about what kind of bad behavior it was, but when it comes to demolition, you can imagine what kind of things were done and how serious they were.

Cai Qixiang added: "When I got rich later, I relied on having people behind me, and I did some things like forcing girls into prostitution and ruining other people's families... My son probably learned from me as a father, and he didn't do anything like that. Do less..."

Tears fell out as he spoke:
"If I was a good role model and had a good family tradition, how could he become like this? In the end, it is my responsibility that he is in this situation... I feel sorry for him..."

Yan Xin originally wanted to persuade him, but after listening to what he said, it seemed that there were several lives on his hands, and even his son had such problems, and he felt a little unhappy.

I originally thought it was just a matter of women.

I didn’t expect that I had actually done some immoral things.

I said "I deserve it" in my heart, and I didn't even think about persuading him anymore.

Although this old man looks pitiful now, he really can't blame others for being in such a state.

Cai Qixiang rambled on about the immoral things he had done back then, and the more he talked about it, the more he regretted it.

Then he said to Yan Xin: "Xiao Yan, you should also take this as a warning and don't do those things in the future. He really has retribution, and my son has suffered retribution..."

Yan Xin said: "Uncle, don't worry, I won't do those things."

"Now that my son is dead and my wife has become a vegetative state, this retribution is too great..."

Cai Qixiang wiped his tears and said,

"But what I'm most afraid of now is that my retribution is not over yet, and this retribution will still fall on me, or even on my grandson... If something happens to my grandson, won't my Cai family be doomed? "

What he was worried about was that he and his grandson would suffer retribution. He was not worried about his illegitimate daughter, nor his granddaughter, let alone his daughter-in-law.

Those who did not inherit the incense of the Cai family, in his subconscious mind, did not belong to the Cai family, and would not even think of them.

Yan Xin thought for a while and said, "Uncle, if you really think this is retribution from God, I have a suggestion that can eliminate that retribution."