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Chapter 722 Terrible Tenderness
Before six o'clock, Yan Xin returned home.

On the way, he had made a decision - confess!
Tell everything like it is.

Although this would make Feng Xi unhappy, it would be much better than hiding it from her and then being discovered by her.

It's impossible to hide it.

She had an ambiguous relationship with someone who was in the entertainment industry and wanted not to reveal it at all. She underestimated both Feng Xi and Zeng Xiyue - or Zeng Yan behind her.

The fact that such a young and beautiful girl was automatically brought to bed was not for nothing. If there was no movement on his side, there would be some movement on the other side.

How to hide it in this situation?
It's better to simply confess to Feng Xi.

After making this decision, I felt a little calmer.

When he got home, Feng Xi also came home from get off work. She looked at him and smiled. She didn't say anything weird, but her eyes were a little playful and she said, "I'm back."

Looking at her eyes, Yan Xin knew that he couldn't hide this matter today.

Some of them responded to her depressingly: "I'm back."

Feng Xi smiled and asked, "What's the matter? It seems like you are not in a good mood today?"

When Yan Xin came back, Feng Xi was sitting alone in the living room on the sofa watching TV. The confinement nanny was taking care of the child in the bedroom, and the nanny was cooking in the kitchen.

The couple didn't have to do anything at home, they just waited for dinner.

The TV is not too quiet, so if the couple talks privately, they don't have to worry about being overheard - unless someone is hiding and eavesdropping.

Yan Xin let out a long sigh: "Oh...it's a long story, it's really hard to put it into words!"

"Then just say it slowly." Feng Xi said.

"You also know that I went to Zeng Yan's house for dinner today at noon," Yan Xin said depressedly, "I thought I was just going to have a simple meal and accept her niece's thanks, but I didn't expect..."

He didn't hide much about what happened today and told Feng Xi everything.

He didn't deny that something happened between him and another girl that shouldn't have happened, but he still dumped the blame - he didn't mean it, it was mainly because he drank too much and then it happened out of nowhere.

Feng Xi listened to what he said with a smile. He didn't show any anger and looked quite gentle.

It's just that kind of tenderness that makes Yan Xin feel a little uneasy - the normal reaction shouldn't be like this, is he holding back some big move?

Therefore, when trying to shift the blame, the intensity was involuntarily increased.

He didn't say that he was framed. If he said that, Feng Xi would not let him continue to cooperate with Zeng Yan in the future.

But he didn't want to lose such a capable subordinate.

All the blame was thrown on alcohol.

It’s understandable that if you drink too much and become delirious, anything will happen.

All he wanted to make clear was that he didn't mean to betray Feng Xi, he simply drank too much and failed to control himself, and something happened that shouldn't have happened inexplicably.

After he finished speaking, Feng Xi said:

"You knew you were not good at drinking, so you shouldn't have drank at that time. If you didn't drink, nothing would have happened."

"Yeah, now that I think about it, I really regret it," Yan Xin said with a look of annoyance, "Why did I drink for no reason? How much better it would be if I didn't drink it?"

After a pause, he couldn't help but explain:
"Actually, I didn't want to drink at the time. When they toasted me, I refused. But the little girl's expression seemed as if I would hurt her self-esteem if I refused her toast. I thought about a child who had just come out of society, and I didn't feel comfortable in my heart. She is so powerful, so don’t make her feel inferior because of this incident, so she took it... Sigh..."

Feng Xi looked at him with a smile and said nothing.

This made Yan Xin feel flustered - why did his eyes look like he was watching a clown's performance?

The more he spoke, the more guilty he became, and in the end he could only sigh to cover up his panic.

Then he said:
"After all, I still failed to control myself. This is my fault. I accept your criticism."

Feng Xi smiled: "I didn't criticize you either."

"But I feel sorry for you," Yan Xin said guiltily, "You have sacrificed so much for this family, but I have betrayed you again and again. I feel so sorry for you!"

Feng Xi grabbed one of his hands and said softly:

"It's okay. I'm not feeling well during this period, and I've suffered a lot for you. It's not a big deal for you to go out and indulge yourself. As long as you're not the kind of unclean woman who doesn't come here with some messy illnesses, that's fine. ”

"I really didn't go there to indulge myself... I just drank too much..." Yan Xin defended himself in a low voice.

"Yeah, I understand," Feng Xi was still very gentle, "This is not your fault, it's a problem with alcohol. In the future, you will have a better memory and never drink again, then it will be fine."

She seemed so magnanimous, which made Yan Xin uncomfortable. Instead of feeling at ease, she became even more panicked.

He glanced at her: "Don't be angry..."

Feng Xi smiled: "I'm not angry."

Yan Xin sighed: "Actually, you should be angry. It was my fault first..."

"I'm really not angry," Feng Xi said. "I'm not in good health right now, and my other sisters are not around. It would be a good thing to have someone to help me bear it."

She was still holding Yan Xin's hand, her tone was very gentle, and even her eyes were gentle.

But Yan Xin was inexplicably flustered.

In fact, he was mentally prepared to be scolded by Feng Xi.

Being scolded is the best situation.

Breaking up is not the worst situation.

The worst-case scenario is that it stimulates Feng Xi to postpartum depression.

Now it seems that postpartum depression is probably not possible. Her mood is so stable that she can even laugh gently.

However, being too stable can also make people panic.

At least it scared him more than giving him a beating.

If you want to defend yourself, but no one questions it, then there is no defense.

He said to Feng Xi honestly:

"No matter how many excuses you find, this is all my fault. If you want to scold me, scold me. This is what I should bear."

"I didn't mean to scold you, it's not a big deal." Feng Xi said with a smile.

Yan Xin didn't even know how to say this.

Feng Xi also comforted him: "Don't worry about such a small thing, I won't be angry."

"Okay, thank you for your tolerance." Yan Xin said.

"You're welcome." Feng Xi smiled.

This smile looked quite real, but it made Yan Xin feel very uneasy.

But he didn't know how to deal with it.

In the end, he could only say: "You can scold me whenever you want."

"No," Feng Xi shook his head and said softly, "It was not a big deal in the first place. You would tell me in time after it happened. I am already very happy."

Yan Xin felt very guilty.

But it seemed that Feng Xi was really not angry.

She didn't show any anger when facing him, and she didn't show it when eating with her confinement nanny and nanny. It was just normal, almost the same as usual.

This made Yan Xin doubt his own judgment:
"Did she really change? She became a good woman who is gentle, skillful and not jealous?"

But I feel like a person’s transformation shouldn’t be that big.

Another thought flashed through my mind:
"As the saying goes, there is no greater sorrow than death. Could it be that she is behaving like this because she has given up on me? That's why she is indifferent and doesn't care?" This is a bit scary.

I felt more and more regretful - I shouldn't have eaten that meal, let alone drank.

This is a small loss, a big loss!

In the following time, he was worried about gain and loss, carefully observing Feng Xi's expression, thinking about how to reverse such a mistake.

The child did not sleep with them at night, but the confinement nanny was taking care of it.

The couple lay on the bed, turned off the lights, and chatted.

Yan Xin was preoccupied and had no interest in chatting. Basically, Feng Xi was asking and he was answering.

He lay on his back, looking at the darkness above, his eyes blank.

Feng Xi was still holding him as usual, with half of her body resting on his body.

Very intimate.

As they chatted, they came to an issue that frightened Yan Xin:

"What do you think of Zeng Yan's niece?"

"She..." Yan Xin replied tremblingly, "She is just a girl who looks quite innocent. She has played a few small roles and has not yet become famous. She is quite hardworking. She studies acting and dancing every day when she is not filming. …”

"I'm not asking you this, I'm asking you, is she beautiful? How does it feel to sleep with her?" Feng Xi said.

Yan Xin thought to himself: "You still said you didn't care, and you still said you weren't angry!"

Seeing that he didn't answer, Feng Xi continued:

"Although Zeng Yan is a little older, she still looks pretty good. Her niece should be pretty too. And she is still a girl of eighteen or nineteen years old. She is young, beautiful and full of collagen, right?"

Yan Xin said quietly: "She looks pretty good indeed."

"So how do you feel being together?" Feng Xi asked, "Is it exciting? Is it much more comfortable than being with me?"

"No...no..." Yan Xin said.

"You don't have to hide this from me," Feng Xi smiled, with a very gentle tone, "I am a married woman who has given birth to children. I don't know what kind of state I am in. How does it make you feel? , Definitely not as good as that young and beautiful girl, just tell the truth, it won’t hurt my self-esteem.”

"I told you that you might not believe it..." Yan Xin said.

Feng Xi laughed again: "Then just say something and I will believe it."

At this time, Yan Xin could feel the sour taste in her tone.

At this time, he felt much more at ease.

If you know how to be jealous, then it won't be a big problem.

The sky cannot fall.

If you are really indifferent, then you are dead.

He smiled bitterly and said:
"If you ask me how I feel, then I really don't feel anything. I just drank two glasses of red wine, and then my whole body fell into pieces. When I woke up, I found her lying next to me, and neither of us had any clothes on. I have no memory of what happened during this period.”

He told Feng Xi this when he first came home.

Feng Xi didn't say anything at that time.

But now, Feng Xi raised his own question:

"You were fragmented at that time, but after you woke up, didn't you do anything?"

"No!" Yan Xin said, "What happened was because I drank too much and was unconscious, so I made such a mistake. After I woke up, how could I make the same mistake again and again?"

Feng Xi chuckled and said: "You have been holding it in with me for so long, and now there is a young and beautiful girl lying next to you without any clothes on. Can you still bear it?"

"I know you may not believe it, but I can swear that this is really the case. If I lied to you, I-"

Before Yan Xin could say the oath, Feng Xi reached out and covered his mouth:
"Don't swear. I didn't say I didn't believe you."

Yan Xin breathed a sigh of relief.

Feng Xi added: "But... the normal body reaction shouldn't be like this, right?"

"But the truth is that." Yan Xin said.

"Your body didn't respond at that time?" Feng Xi didn't quite believe it.

Yan Xin blushed and felt a little embarrassed:
"There is really no response..."

What he said was true.

If his body had reacted differently at that time, he would probably have done something.

But at that time he was like a sage.

Feng Xi's hand gently stroked his body, and then suddenly laughed again:
"You don't seem to be unresponsive. We are an old couple, and you are like this now. At that time, there was a young and beautiful girl lying next to you, and you didn't react?"

Yan Xin was even more embarrassed when he was caught, and said:
"But there was really no reaction at that time..."

After a while, Feng Xi said "Oh" and suddenly said:
"I understand... you were drained during your fragmentation period, so you didn't respond when you woke up. Do you think this is the reason?"

"Maybe..." Yan Xin said awkwardly.

"Then this little girl is quite powerful. She can do things that I can't do." Feng Xi said seriously.

But then, he said doubtfully:
"Can a girl of eighteen or nineteen be that powerful?"

Yan Xin also felt a little incomprehensible, but besides this reason, what other reasons could there be?

After a while, Feng Xi asked again:

"You seem to have told me that when that little girl toasted you with a drink, she drank it down in one gulp, and she was drunk at that time..."

"Yes," Yan Xin recalled the situation at that time, "I saw that other girls were so generous, and I couldn't help but drink in small sips, and then I drank in one sip, and then I couldn't do it, and it broke... "

"You were cut off, and she was confused, and then she woke up and you were lying on the bed with no clothes on..."

Feng Xi stroked slowly,

"There seems to be something wrong. You two are confused. How did you get to bed?"

"Zeng Yan helped me over," Yan Xin said.

"What about her niece?" Feng Xi asked again.

Yan Xin thought for a while: "She seemed to be sitting at the dining table in a daze at that time..."

"Then how did she get to your bed?" Feng Xi asked.

"Probably, it was Zeng Yan who helped him over, right?" Yan Xin was a little unsure.

"What about your clothes?" Feng Xi asked, "You two are already drunk, and you are so drunk that you are in pieces. Do you still know how to take off your clothes?"

Yan Xin: "Maybe..."

He was actually a little unsure in his heart.

"Even if you can still do it, what can you do if you are so drunk?" Feng Xi asked again.

Yan Xin was horrified. He thought of a possibility and was speechless for a moment.

Feng Xi suddenly laughed.

Smiling happily:

"You...hahaha...you are not being eaten by someone's old cow, are you..."

(End of this chapter)