She is cute and has a thousand layers of routines

The soft light shone on them, and before they knew it, Cai Jiayi's little head had already lightly rested on Chen Jiayu's shoulder, and she held him with one hand, their fingers intertwined intimately .

"Although I couldn't see it with my own eyes, I can feel it just by listening to you now." Her eyelashes fluttered slightly, and her voice was very soft, as if whispering in his ear, "Your father, it's really good."

"It's not just these." Chen Jiayu smiled.

"Sometimes, my mother would tell me and my sister about my father and her when they were young."

"My dad is very kind to my mom. For example, on a date, if the time is about six o'clock in the evening, my dad may be there to wait for her nearby at two or three o'clock in the afternoon."

"After they got married, my dad took care of all the expenses of the family alone, so that my mother can stay at home and take care of my sister and me without any worries."

When he was young, his father was his idol.

He let Chen Jiayu see the love and sense of responsibility that a man should have.

He worked hard for his family outside; when he returned home, he guarded his home with a lot of love, and it has never changed for many years.

In the eyes of the young Chen Jiayu, her father was not only the strongest pillar of the family, but also a big umbrella that sheltered the whole family from wind and rain, allowing family members to rely on them.

He thought that when he grew up, he would become a man like his father.

"My dad has another advantage."

"What he promised to others, he will definitely work hard to do."

"For example, he promised my sister and me a gift, and took us out to play... He has never said nothing."

Having said that, Chen Jiayu suddenly stopped, leaned back on the sofa, and closed his eyes.

Cai Jiayi turned to look at him, and asked softly, "What's wrong?"

"It's nothing."

Chen Jiayu opened his eyes, and the eye circles were slightly red.

He said softly, "On my tenth birthday, my dad missed an appointment for the first time."

"Before he promised me that he would come back to celebrate my birthday with me. But on that day, I waited very late with my mother and sister, and he didn't come back. I was very disappointed and unhappy, thinking that he gave me my birthday. forgotten."

"But later, we received a call from the hospital saying that he had a heart attack and was being rescued in the emergency room..."

His tone was very light, but there was a sadness that was so thick that it could not be diluted.

Although the memory with his father only occupies a small half of his entire life, Chen Jiayu will always remember the last scene before his father left. With trembling hands, he held Chen Jiayu's hand.

With his eyes closed, he said to Chen Jiayu with difficulty in a barely audible voice: "Jiayu, you must grow into a man, and then, take good care of those you love..."

At that time, Chen Jiayu only felt that his immature heart was bleeding continuously, and it fell heavily into the hands of the father and son holding each other... From his father holding his hand, he felt the feeling again It belongs to the temperature of happiness.

But after a few short minutes, he lost it again.

Looking at her father who had closed his eyes and would never open them again, little Chen Jiayu felt the pain of loss for the first time.

At that time, he realized that his happiness seemed solid, but it was actually extremely fragile.

It crumbles to powder with one mischievous tap of fate's hammer.

……

Cai Jiayi looked at him, stretched out her hand, hugged him tightly, buried her head in his arms, and said in a soft and gentle voice: "Don't be sad, your father must be watching from the sky, and feels for you now Proud."

"Hehe." Chen Jiayu twitched the corners of his mouth and smiled lowly: "You still believe in this."

"Yeah." She rubbed his chest seriously and nodded.

Chen Jiayu originally wanted to say that he was a staunch atheist, but suddenly he was taken aback.

What happened to him can no longer be perfectly explained by scientific theories.

This sentence was not uttered.

Turning his head, he looked at the night outside the window, a few small star dots were embedded on it, emitting a faint light, like gentle and kind eyes, watching him.

A thought popped up in my mind.

Maybe, Dad is really looking at him in the sky?

A few seconds later, Chen Jiayu looked away again, lowered his eyes, and looked at Cai Jiayi's little head pressed against his chest. He quietly raised his hand, wanting to rub the top of her head, but finally put it down again. In the depths, there was a throbbing pain.

Dad, did you see that?
Except mom and sister...

Me, now I seem to have another person who I want to take good care of, who wants to make her laugh...

But…………

I don't know, how can I achieve it, and how can I not lose...

*
The entire living room was wrapped in silence. On the sofa, the boy and girl cuddled tightly for a long, long time, with their eyes closed, without making any sound.

But they both knew from each other's breathing that the other was not asleep.

It was not until the text message notification sound from the mobile phone that the silence was broken.

Chen Jiayu took the phone over and glanced at it. It was Ruan Xiulian who asked him when he would be home.

Looking at the time again, it was already past eight o'clock in the evening.

Cai Jiayi raised her head from his arms, then let go of her arms around him, sat up, and looked at him with some reluctance: "You should go back, shouldn't you?"

"I'll take your temperature first." Chen Jiayu said.

In fact, when he was hugged by her just now, he felt that her body temperature seemed to be a little lower, but he still had to measure it before he could rest assured.

drop.

37.1 degrees.

"It's basically normal." Chen Jiayu exhaled, so that he can go back with peace of mind.

"Oh, why can't I have a fever for a while longer." She sighed with resentful eyes, "In this way, you can stay with me longer;"

Chen Jiayu laughed angrily at her, raised her hand and gave her a light thud: "It will take a while longer, I think your brain has been burnt out by now."

"Wuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu." She covered her forehead, twitched her shoulders twice, and said tearfully, "Okay, you go back, anyway, I know you are getting impatient, and you want to leave a long time ago, anyway, he is a No one loves my little friend~~ just let me stay at home alone..."

Chen Jiayu was about to stand up, but after hearing what she said, she sat back involuntarily.

"Okay, I'll sit down for a while."

Cai Jiayi immediately nodded vigorously, and said with a smile: "Well, sit down for a while."

"After I go back, you go to bed early." Sitting there, Chen Jiayu thought of something, and said earnestly, "If you are still not feeling well tomorrow, please take a leave of absence and don't have to force yourself to come to school. In this kind of thing, Lao Fang is very talkative."

"Well, I remember."

Chen Jiayu handed her the thermometer again: "If you have a severe fever again at night, remember to tell me."

"Then what if it's midnight and you fall asleep?"

"Call me. Whatever time it is, I'll be here."

Cai Jiayi's eyes curled up: "Why are you being so nice to him? Do you want him to like you more and more, so much that he can't help himself?"

Chen Jiayu: "...I'm leaving."

This time, Cai Jiayi didn't act pretentious anymore, she just smiled sweetly at him: "Okay, it's getting late, you should go back."

As soon as she reached the door, she suddenly called again: "Wait."

Chen Jiayu stopped, turned around, and saw her coming, holding the gift bag with the pen in her hand.

Cai Jiayi smiled and said, "You haven't taken this away yet."

He was startled for a moment, but then he came to his senses and reached out to take the bag.

"Thanks, I almost forgot."

"Well, be careful on the road,"

Cai Jiayi said softly.

Chen Jiayu smiled, turned and went downstairs.

He didn't look back, but he could feel that her gaze had been looking at his back.

*
Come out of Cai Jiayi's house.

After walking for a while, Chen Jiayu suddenly stopped, raised his head, and looked at the starry sky above him.

Since just now, his heart has been tightly entangled because of a certain problem.

He had been avoiding that question before, but at this time, he couldn't help thinking about it again.

If it's the next cycle and she doesn't appear again...

Then, he will once again experience the pain of loss...

Before, Chen Jiayu always felt that he could control his emotions well, he just wanted to live the rest of the day well, even if she would not appear again in the next cycle, he could still leave a good memory.

But at this night, when he recalled the pain of losing at the beginning, he realized how afraid he was to lose again.

The liking for her was originally as weak as a spark, but since then, it has become like a prairie fire.

If its crazy spread is not stopped in time, then...

When that moment did come, would he still be able to bear it?
……

This idea came out of Chen Jiayu's heart irresistibly. He questioned himself blankly, but he still couldn't find the answer.

So much so that it took him much longer than usual to walk home.

At this time, it was past nine o'clock.

When he opened the door, Ruan Xiulian who had been waiting at home hurried over.

Seeing Chen Jiayu walking in, she breathed a sigh of relief, and said with a smile, "I'm back, it's good to be back."

But in the next second, she noticed the slightly depressed mood on her son's face, and was taken aback for a second.

"I heard earlier that you went out to celebrate a classmate's birthday today, why do you have this expression?" Ruan Xiulian looked at her son with some concern, "What happened? Did you not have a good time?"

"No, I'm just a little tired from playing." Chen Jiayu smiled as naturally as possible, "Okay, Mom, I'll take a shower first, and then I'll go to bed, you should go to bed early too."

I took a shower and went back to my room.

Chen Jiayu was lying on the bed. He was obviously very tired, but he still tossed and turned on the bed for a long time before slowly closing his eyelids.