She is cute and has a thousand layers of routines

Chapter 174 Having Happiness Once, Memories Are Sweet
About 2 minutes later, there was a light beep from the phone.

Shen Nianchu immediately opened his eyes and looked at the screen in his hand.

It was Jiang Yue who sent a message.

She opened it immediately.

"I don't know what you want to know about Cai Jiayi, so I'll just say whatever I want. She's from the class next to me, a native of Yanjing, and she's very famous since she was a freshman in high school because she's pretty and her grades are still on the rise. She is a few years before the grade, and has an exquisite personality. She is the kind who is especially good at observing words and expressions. In Yanjing dialect, it is called "will come things", so she is very popular in school. However, although she has a good relationship with everyone, in my impression Here, it seems that I don't have any special friends... Actually, that's all I know."

Shen Nianchu pressed the keyboard: "Think about it carefully, is there anything else about her?"

After a while, Jiang Yue sent a new message.

"Well, I remembered a little more."

"In the past, there were a lot of boys chasing her in our school, but none of them succeeded. It seems that Cai Jiayi said that she was not interested in boys, and she didn't believe in love. So, there were rumors that she might be a lesbian... ...But after a long time, everyone found that she didn't have any special interest in girls, so no one said that."

"Okay, that's all I can think of about her for now."

Shen Nianchu replied: "Thank you, Cousin Yueyue."

Jiang Yue asked again: "You said just now that she came to your school to repeat her studies? This, how is this possible? With her grades, even if she made a mistake, she wouldn't be able to repeat her studies. Taking another step back, she Even if you want to repeat, you wouldn't go to your school, right? This is too strange..."

Shen Nianchu pursed his lips expressionlessly, and there was a trace of coldness in his eyes, "Yeah, it's really strange."

After finishing the chat, she quietly stared at the messages from Jiang Yue for a long time.

A native of Yanjing, but he traveled thousands of miles to repeat his studies at Experimental High School...

Even in the best high school in Yanjing, the grades are among the best, but every exam here is low-key and inconspicuous...

Claiming that she has no interest in love, but accidentally snatched Chen Jiayu from her...

Are these all just coincidences?
In the world, can there be such a coincidence?

Of course, it's not impossible.

Although the probability is so small that it is almost negligible, the human sample is large enough, as long as the probability is not zero, there is always a chance to appear.

but……

What if they weren't coincidences...

In the next moment, a thought suddenly popped up in Shen Nianchu's mind.

This idea was extremely absurd, so absurd that even thinking about it for a second would make her feel unbelievable.

how is this possible……

Shen Nianchu wanted to laugh, but shook her head lightly, trying to expel this thought from her mind.But this idea, she couldn't help but expel it, but took root in her mind, and then began to grow wildly.As it spread in my mind, it seemed that those absurd, crazy and unreasonable things gradually became logical.

Although it sounds ridiculous and stupid to believe this, there are still too many unknown things in this world that humans cannot explain.

What's more, human beings can't predict [-]% correctly whether they will die in the next second.

How dare you assert that it will never happen?
Shen Nianchu thought about it and narrowed his eyes.

Deep in the bottom of the eyes, there is a trace of black mist that cannot be detected by the naked eye, vaguely lingering, but it seems that even the strongest hurricane can't blow it away.

……

the same moment.

Chen Jiayu was also holding the phone.

What he opened was a chat box with "Guess who I am".

Looking at that cute little cat's head portrait, Chen Jiayu's heart was filled with mixed emotions.

During this period of time, he has worked hard to build a fortress in his heart, trying to keep everything related to her out, but the ridiculous thing is that this fortress seems to be indestructible, but because of her turning around, It started to falter.

Chen Jiayu began to wonder whether her thoughts were correct?
Is it to exchange short-term happiness for long-term pain?

Or continue to persist stubbornly, as long as you don't get it, you won't have the pain of loss?

His heart was shaking and he was confused.

But the finger seemed to have its own consciousness, and unconsciously typed on the screen: "Are you asleep..."

The next second, Chen Jiayu, who reacted, deleted it.

After a while, he couldn't help typing again: "In the future, if you have questions you don't understand, you can still come and ask..."

Delete again.

"You really have to let go..."

delete.

"At noon today, I met Shen Nianchu and I..."

delete.

"You know, I actually miss you very much..."

delete.

Half an hour later, Chen Jiayu typed dozens of sentences, but did not send a single word.

Until the phone is out of power, it will automatically shut down.

Chen Jiayu sighed, and lay back on the bed straight.

"Forget it, go to bed first."

Unfortunately, he was so preoccupied that he couldn't fall asleep after tossing and turning. It wasn't until after three o'clock in the morning that he finally closed his eyes in a daze.

At six o'clock in the morning, the alarm clock rang.

Chen Jiayu opened his eyes.

As usual, he changed his clothes first, then went to the bathroom to wash up, and then had breakfast.

The breakfast on the table is wonton noodles with green vegetables and a few boiled eggs.

Chen Yuzao got up too, and when she saw Chen Jiayu, she yelled in surprise, "Wow, did you become a thief last night? Why are there two big dark circles under your eyes?"

Chen Jiayu leaned on the back of the chair, half-closed her eyes, and said in a sleepy and hoarse voice, "You're a thief, I didn't sleep well."

Hearing what her son said, Ruan Xiulian, who had just come out of the kitchen, immediately glanced at him, then she looked distressed, went to find a piece of gauze, wrapped a warm boiled egg, handed it to Chen Jiayu, and told him Said: "Roll the egg next to the eyes for a few minutes while it's hot, it can eliminate dark circles."

Chen Jiayu also knew this recipe, so he took the egg and said, "Okay."

Rolling the egg around his eyes for a few minutes, Chen Jiayu's dark circles really lightened a lot, so he peeled off the egg and ate it, stuffed two mouthfuls of noodles indiscriminately, and put down his chopsticks.

"I'm done eating."

"Brother, did you eat this little again today?" Chen Yuzao glanced, first surprised, and then said in a caring voice, "It's too little."

"...I have no appetite."

"But you can't sleep, and you only eat a little bit. If it goes on for a long time, it will damage your body."

"Understood, I know it well." Chen Jiayu said.

At this time, Ruan Xiulian, who was about to sweep the floor, straightened up, put down the broom in her hand, looked at Chen Jiayu and said, "Jiayu, you and your mother can come to the room for a while."

After Chen Jiayu followed her into the room, Ruan Xiulian turned around, closed the door gently, then walked up to Chen Jiayu, and said, "According to reason, you are full, you are an adult." , Mom shouldn't point fingers at your affairs and ask too much... But, you don't care about your body at all, Mom really can't let it go..."

The concerned eyes paused on his son's face for a while, and then he asked gently: "Recently, what's wrong with you? If there is anything bothering you, can you talk to your mother?"

To be honest, she wasn't sure whether Chen Jiayu would answer.

Since the death of her husband, the originally naughty son has grown up a lot overnight. He knows that his mother has worked hard to support the family, and he is afraid of causing her troubles. He also feels that he is the only man in the family. He must become stronger and have a sense of responsibility from now on.Therefore, even if he has any unhappiness, it is often buried deep in his heart and does not show the slightest on the outside.

but……

"Mom knows that you are strong and capable, but no matter how strong you are, there will be times when you are weak and helpless, and no matter how capable you are, there are things you cannot do alone... You must remember that your mother is your relative. , willing to stand behind you and support you at any time."

After another dozen seconds, just when Ruan Xiulian thought Chen Jiayu would not answer, she suddenly heard him speak.

"Mom, if there is only short-term happiness, it may bring me long-term pain..." Chen Jiayu murmured, "Then, should I do it, or not?"

Ruan Xiulian pursed her lips. After a while, she seemed to have thought of something, but she didn't answer. Instead, she walked to the side cabinet, opened a drawer, and took out a photo album that looked a little old.

In this photo album, there are old photos of her and her husband.

Then, under Chen Jiayu's gaze, Ruan Xiulian turned to a certain page of the photo album, pulled out a thin yellowed paper from the back, and handed it to him.

"what is this?"

Chen Jiayu was a little puzzled, took it over and looked at it, and it turned out to be an old-fashioned diagnosis sheet from the hospital. Looking at the time, it was 20 years ago.

"Your father and I went to the hospital for a physical examination before we were about to get married." Ruan Xiulian said, "As a result, I was found to have uterine fibroids. The doctor said it was a malignant tumor that needed to be surgically removed, and there was a large tumor. Cancer may have occurred, even if the operation is successful, you will not live for a few years. What you have in your hand is the diagnosis sheet issued by the hospital at that time. "

It was the first time Chen Jiayu heard Ruan Xiulian mention this matter, and her expression showed a hint of surprise.

Ruan Xiulian smiled, and then said: "At that time, I was very sad. I told your father, don't waste your time and energy on me, who can't live for a few years. We are not married anyway, so you can choose Break up with me, I also understand..."

Chen Jiayu subconsciously asked, "What happened next?"

"Later..." Ruan Xiulian's eyes fell on the yellowed diagnosis sheet, and the corners of her mouth curved slightly, "But your father said, what nonsense, I promised to take care of you As long as I am alive, I will accompany you for a few years if you can live for a few years. If you can only live for a few months, I will accompany you for a few months, or even a few days or hours ...I don't even care. The only thing I care about is you. The pain of loss, I will talk about it after I lose it. What I have to do now is to grasp the happiness that can be grasped. "

Ruan Xiulian is over 40 years old. When you look closely, her sideburns are a little gray, and crow's feet appear at the corners of her eyes.

But at this moment, caught in the memories of the past, when she said these words, the corners of her slightly dry lips curled up slightly, and there was a glimmer of happiness in her eyes, and she looked more beautiful than a girl. Glorious.

And Chen Jiayu's heart was shocked!
"Your father still insisted on going with me to get the certificate..." Ruan Xiulian said with a smile, "It was only after a re-examination that I found out that the fibroid was benign. It was misdiagnosed before."

After saying this, she looked up at Chen Jiayu again, and said softly, "Losing is painful, but don't forget, once you have happiness, memories are sweet."

"Your father has been gone for so many years, do you think your mother has been in pain?"

Chen Jiayu was startled again.

Ruan Xiulian sat by the bed, took out a photo from the album, and gently stroked the man in the photo with rough fingers.

"Of course, at the beginning, it was really painful."

"In the six months since your father left, I almost shed all the tears in my life. I have to learn how to kill and sell fish during the day, and I have to take care of you and Zaozao. I don't even have time to cry. I can only hide in my room at night. , alone thinking about him and crying quietly."

"Later, I learned that when I'm sad, I just look at our photos and think about our good, sweet memories..."

Her voice softened little by little, like a serenade echoing in the room.

"Slowly, when I think of your father, my heart doesn't seem to hurt so much. Instead, it's the sweetness in the memory, which is always there."

"So I think that if you have enough happy memories, even the pain for a long time is worth it."

"After all, there are some people who have lived most of their lives without knowing what happiness is like. But I, at least once had it, have been very lucky."

Having said that, Ruan Xiulian raised her head and stared at Chen Jiayu seriously.

"Whether you choose to do it or not, my mother will respect your choice. But you must think clearly, because in many cases, our choice is often only once. After the choice, if you want to regret it, it is often too late. gone."

Boom.

Chen Jiayu seemed to hear the sound of the fortress in his heart finally collapsing completely.

(End of this chapter)