She is cute and has a thousand layers of routines

Chapter 245 She Wants to Catch Him Tightly, Can't Let Go
The scene in front of her made Chen Jiayu feel a little funny.

He is like an audience in the audience, watching a play on the stage.

The audience is him, but the leading actor on the stage is also him, but——it is the future him in memory.

At the same time, the content of this play really exceeded Chen Jiayu's expectations.

Shen Nianchu turned out to be his future girlfriend...

What surprised Chen Jiayu even more was that, from Shen Nianchu's tone just now, after seven years of dating, the two had reached the point of breaking up.

What surprised him even more was that the person who proposed to break up turned out to be himself.

On the contrary, Shen Nianchu is the one who redeems and refuses to break up.

If in the future, Shen Nianchu is the one who proposes to break up, Chen Jiayu can fully understand it. After all, he is self-aware that his family's conditions are too different from those of Shen's family.

But at this time, why was it turned upside down?

This made Chen Jiayu quite puzzled.

Although, he has now realized clearly that at the beginning, he was not so much fond of Shen Nianchu as he was because of the ignorant feelings of the young Mu Ai. Therefore, he made that moon like an unreachable moon in the sky, and made people wait and see from afar. He was addicted to her beautiful girl, imagined the most perfect image of a girl in his mind, and fell in love with it.

But at that time, he probably didn't have enough ability to recognize this point. According to the degree of his admiration for Shen Nianchu, after chasing Shen Nianchu, not to mention obedience, he would definitely try his best to cherish it.

In the end, why did you break up with Shen Nianchu again?
Also, the rose in the story written by Cai Jiayi—could it be Shen Nianchu?

In the story, the little prince was stabbed by a rose, what does it refer to?
Was it Shen Nianchu who hurt him?

How did it hurt?
Where is Cai Jiayi?

In the future, when did I meet her and what is the relationship?
Why did I suddenly lose my memory?

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The scene continued.

Shen Nianchu was cooking noodles in the kitchen.

The older Chen Jiayu got up and went to the bathroom.

Chen Jiayu quickly noticed that there was only one set of men's toiletries in the bathroom.

Could it be that even after being in love for seven years, Shen Nianchu didn't live with him?
This is also normal. Based on Chen Jiayu's understanding of Shen Nianchu, the family education she received was quite strict since she was a child. Coupled with her reserved and cold personality, no matter how much she likes someone, it is impossible to easily make such unconventional behaviors as cohabitation before marriage. thing.

The older Chen Jiayu was looking at himself in the mirror.

In his 20s, he has not changed much compared to him.

Somewhat mature, but in the depths of those eyes, there is still a youthful spirit that has not been obliterated by experience and time, and there is also a layer of sadness.

Then, he noticed something.

"Ah, I actually grew a beard..."

In the mirror, a layer of bluish-black stubble appeared on his upper lip and chin, and he hadn't shaved for a few days.

Having said that, in the past, Chen Jiayu had all the hair that should grow all over his body, but his beard didn't stand out very much.

In his view, the beard is one of the symbols of a man.

A man without a beard is not a complete man.

So much so that when he looked in the mirror, he would occasionally feel a little worried—couldn’t he not grow a beard?

At this point, the worry was finally gone.

Not only the president, but it seems that if left alone, there will be a tendency to develop a big beard.

The older Chen Jiayu stared at the mirror excitedly, stroking the stubble on his lips and chin back and forth.

After a few minutes, I just decided to experience the feeling of shaving.

The bathroom cabinet has three drawers.

"...There should be a razor here..." The older Chen Jiayu muttered, reaching out and pulling away the one on the far left.

It's toothpaste and a few packs of tissues.

He opened the middle one again, and sure enough, he saw an electric shaver.

In addition to the razor, there was also a box of medicine inside. The box had been opened, and one of the boards was obviously missing a few pills.

The older Chen Jiayu reached out to pick up the medicine box, and at the same time, glanced over the name of the medicine.

"Elafaxine Hydrochloride Extended Release Tablets..."

There are a few lines of small print on the bottom of the box.

"This product is used for the treatment of depression (including depression accompanied by anxiety) and generalized anxiety disorder. Please refer to the instructions for details."

The moment these few lines of small words jumped into the eyes, both Chen Jiayu's faces were slightly startled.

They all thought of something, but they were not sure if it was the truth...

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Shen Nianchu sat at the table, resting her chin on her little hand, staring with interest at the older Chen Jiayu who was eating noodles.

Although the two have been in love for seven years, in the past two years, the conversation between them has become less and less, especially in recent months, Chen Jiayu always wants to escape from her side, even if it is an occasional communication, Every look he looked at her, even the corner of his eye, revealed deep pain and alienation.

Even so, she still had expectations for him.

After all, he is the only one who can walk into her heart.

Now it seems that God is still on her side. It is a good thing that he lost his memory.

Perhaps, that young man whose heart and eyes are full of her will be able to come back...

"...By the way, why did I lose my memory?" The older Chen Jiayu suddenly raised his head and asked thoughtfully, "Did anything happen before that?"

This was also the question Chen Jiayu wanted to know, he stared closely at Shen Nianchu, and then caught the subtle changes in Shen Nianchu's expression.

The smile on her pretty face faded slightly, and her eyes looked a little complicated.

"Maybe... it's because I bumped my head before,"

Chen Jiayu didn't know the specific emotion, but obviously, Shen Nianchu didn't really want to discuss this topic, "Okay, hurry up and eat noodles."

The older Chen Jiayu put his left hand under the table, and secretly touched the medicine box in his pocket without saying anything.

Shen Nianchu lowered his head and fiddled with a black mobile phone in his hand.

When the elder Chen Jiayu was about to finish eating, she just put down her phone, glanced at him, and suddenly said, "I'm asking for a leave of absence, I won't be going to the company today."

The elder Chen Jiayu was startled: "Ask for leave?"

"Well," Shen Nianchu looked at him, and smiled slightly, "I don't feel relieved when you are like this now, and I want to spend more time with you."

A suffocating sense of uneasiness suddenly surged from the chest of the elderly Chen Jiayu.

He didn't know where this sense of unease came from, but it seemed to come from a biological instinct of seeking advantages and avoiding disadvantages inside the body, which made him subconsciously want to refuse.

"No need, work is more important," he forced a smile, "and... suddenly losing a few years of memory has a big impact on me, I want to get used to it on my own."

Shen Nianchu looked at him for a while, then said softly: "Alright, I'll come back after get off work."

"it is good."

She handed him the mobile phone she had just fiddled with: "This is your mobile phone. My number is in the contacts. If you miss me or need me, call me... Well, on WeChat You can also find me."

The older Chen Jiayu took the phone and opened WeChat.

A user named "Missing You as Ever" was pinned to the top, obviously Shen Nianchu.

To his surprise, the record was clean.

He was a little puzzled, "Where are our chat records?"

They've been in love for seven years, so it's impossible that the two of them haven't talked all the time, right?

Shen Nianchu's fingers curled up, but her expression remained calm, "Oh, I just deleted it for you."

"Deleted, why?"

"There's nothing to watch, we usually don't chat much, and there's nothing particularly interesting..."

Paused.

"And couples, there will always be times when they quarrel, since we have to start over, it's better to delete it..." Shen Nianchu looked at him and asked softly, "I'm sorry, I didn't ask for your opinion first, you don't mind, do you? "

The elder Chen Jiayu condensed her black eyes, but she just nodded and said, "It's okay."

Check the time.

"Then I'm going to work. You should pay attention to yourself. I will call you at noon."

After finishing speaking, Shen Nianchu pursed her red lips, and suddenly leaned over, as if she wanted to kiss him on the face.

The older Chen Jiayu subconsciously turned his body to the side, but she was unable to kiss him.

Shen Nianchu's pupils shrank suddenly, and there was a hint of disbelief in his eyes.

Obviously surprised by his reaction.

"I'm sorry, I'm not used to you being so proactive. I was taken aback. After all, in my heart, you have always been very far away..."

The older Chen Jiayu exhaled and explained seriously.

Well, that's a good reason.

Sure enough, Shen Nianchu's tense expression relaxed little by little, and the red lips curved into a happy arc, "I know, you will get used to it in the future, then I'll go first, after get off work, let's have dinner together, then go Your favorite Cantonese restaurant."

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After Shen Nianchu left, the older Chen Jiayu started to walk around the house.

He opened the cabinets and drawers from time to time, as if looking for something.

After a while, a medical card and a medical record were found from a certain drawer, and Chen Jiayu's name was written on the cover.

The elderly Chen Jiayu opened the medical records.

After seeing the above content clearly, his pupils shrank suddenly, as if he had been hit by a heavy hammer in his brain unexpectedly.

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The world is one black.

Chen Jiayu knew that this memory was over.

He probably figured out the reason why his future self would break up with Shen Nianchu...

But what happened between them to make it to this point?

Amnesia is for what?
And Cai Jiayi, what kind of role does she play in it?

Chen Jiayu walked forward again.

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The next memory happened at night, still in that room.

The older Chen Jiayu was on the phone.

"How are you feeling recently? Are you in a better mood?"

Chen Jiayu was shocked by the voice on the phone.

It's Cai Jiayi!
The person on the other end of the phone is Cai Jiayi!
"She and I still... broke up." The older Chen Jiayu lowered his eyes, his expression extremely exhausted, "Do you think I'm bad? I promised to love her forever, but now, I can't help it." Keep going. You also told me that love is to accept her imperfections, tolerate her shortcomings, understand her petty temper, and not ask her for anything in return... But, I still failed, and I have no strength to love again gone."

"This is not your responsibility, you have done a good job." On the other end of the phone, Cai Jiayi's soft consoling voice came, "What I said is correct. But there is one premise, that is, it is effective Love must be built on a benign intimate relationship. Therefore, in an intimate relationship that has hurt you, even if you break up, it is not necessarily wrong. Well, don’t think so much, the most important thing now is , You must sort out your emotions first..."

At this moment, the door lock suddenly opened.

The next moment, Shen Nianchu appeared at the door.

The older Chen Jiayu subconsciously took a step back, his expression changed, and he hung up the phone at the same time.

"How did you come?"

Shen Nianchu's face was gloomy, his whole body seemed to be shrouded in frost, but he just took out his mobile phone and showed him a text message.

This is a text message to transfer 500000.00 yuan from a bank card.

Her voice seemed to be covered with frost, she stared at him, and asked with a frown, "You transferred 50 to me just now?"

The older Chen Jiayu took a breath: "Yes."

"Why did you transfer it to me?"

Looking at her cold side face, the elderly Chen Jiayu said in a flat tone, "Didn't you say last time that as long as I give you 50 as compensation for the past few years, you will agree to break up with me?"

"That's just angry words during the quarrel!" Shen Nianchu's face turned pale immediately, "Chen Jiayu, how can you take the angry words we said during the quarrel seriously? I said this just because I didn't want to break up, not for real. I want your money, do you think I will be short of your 50?"

The older Chen Jiayu looked at her and said, "But I'm serious."

"Where did you get so much money?" She asked with a stiff voice.

"I borrowed part of it from someone."

"My intention is that I don't want to break up with you. Don't you understand? I know you can't afford that much money, so I said that on purpose." Shen Nianchu bit her lip and said softly, "Chen Jiayu, I don't want Your money will be returned to you."

She is very clear about Chen Jiayu's income. No matter how hard he works, after all, he has only graduated a few years ago, how much money can he save?
The family conditions are also there, asking him to take out 50 yuan as compensation for the breakup was just an angry word that she blurted out for a while.

However, Chen Jiayu actually took it seriously...

Not to mention the truth, he really managed to get the money out.

Obviously, he has made up his mind to break up.

This is absolutely unacceptable to Shen Nianchu.

"No, since I did it, we're done." The older Chen Jiayu lowered her eyes and said in a low voice, "Nianchu, take the money, let's break up."

Shen Nianchu was startled.

A few seconds later, her black eyes were covered with mist, and she asked sadly, "Why...why? Why would you rather give me so much money than break up with me?"

The elder Chen Jiayu was silent.

In fact, if he didn't answer, she already knew the answer. He said it, because everyone knew that he was leaving her.

Why in just a few years, did she change from deeply loving her to being estranged and loathed?
"Do you want to leave me that much?" Shen Nianchu took a step forward, but saw Chen Jiayu subconsciously take a step back. She murmured, "Is that why you don't want to be with me? Even if I Don't you care about being sad?"

"Nian Chu, I'm sorry." The older Chen Jiayu looked at her and said in a low voice, "I know it will hurt you, but I'm in too much pain and can't hold on anymore."

"Is it really not working?"

Chen Jiayu looked at her for a while, and finally shook his head resolutely.

Shen Nianchu stood there firmly, and slowly clenched her thin white fingers.

After a moment, she suddenly let out a mocking sneer.

"Don't use pain or depression as an excuse."

She said coldly, her words pierced into Chen Jiayu's heart like a knife's edge. "If you're depressed, you want to break up with me? You mean, did I make you suffer? When no one in this world is in pain, how come others don't suffer from depression? Chen Jiayu, don't blame me for everything." My mother is stricter with me than I am with you, why am I not depressed?!"

"Even if it's my own responsibility." The older Chen Jiayu frowned and said in a low voice, "Nianchu, let's get together and get separated."

Hearing this sentence, Shen Nianchu was taken aback for a moment, and then, boundless sarcasm spread across her face, "You actually said that you want to get together and get away?"

She looked at Chen Jiayu, almost gritted her teeth and said, "What qualifications do you have to mention the words "get together and get together?"

"You gave me this love, you made me feel loved for the first time, but you want to abandon me, and you want to take this love back?
Ever since she was a child, she thought she was an isolated island with no one to love, but a few years ago, she thought that she had truly found the love she had been longing for, the one who loves her the most among the billions of people in this world that.

That's why she has to hold on to him tightly, and can't let go!

She didn't know if she let him go, would she still have the strength to find the next one.

"It was you who provoked me first!" Shen Nianchu's voice suddenly raised a few degrees, becoming more sharp, "Why did you chase me, why did you save me in the first place? First, I said that I love you. When I fall in love with you, now It was you who said to let go first! How can you be so shameless?!"

Her voice pierced her eardrums, and the elderly Chen Jiayu suddenly felt a sharp pain in his head.

"Nian Chu, my head hurts." His face turned pale, and he raised his hands to cover his head, "Stop talking."

"My mom doesn't love me, my dad doesn't love me, don't you even love me now?" Shen Nianchu hissed regardless, "You said you would love me forever, or did you and those people Same, the original love is only my appearance? I just want you to work harder, mature, become better, and make progress together with me, is this wrong?!"

The older Chen Jiayu took another step back, panting, "My head hurts!"

"Didn't you say that you should have a sense of responsibility? Didn't you say that you must do what you promise to others? Didn't you say that your father told you that after you hold a girl's hand, you will be responsible for your whole life?" How is she? Didn't you say that you envy the love of your parents the most? Hold your hand and grow old with your son, why can't you do it? Why? Have you forgotten everything? Are you worthy of your dead father? "

The older Chen Jiayu leaned back against the wall, barely supporting himself, and said in a low voice, "My head hurts! I can't breathe!"

"For you, how much did I give up?"

"In terms of family, IQ, and future, how can you compare to me? The only thing I want from you is a heart, but you can't even give it to me?"

Shen Nianchu bit her lip, and sneered sneeringly, "I tell you, I don't agree to break up, it doesn't matter how much money you give, if you insist on breaking up, I will make you feel guilty for the rest of your life!"

Her voice fell.

The older Chen Jiayu felt that the headache could not be suppressed, and he fell straight backward.

(End of this chapter)