She is cute and has a thousand layers of routines

Chapter 247 Thank You For Saving Me That Day
When he was telling all this, he didn't look into her eyes, but it seemed that there was an extremely deep affection that made it hard for her to resist.

It wasn't until the older Chen Jiayu finished speaking that Cai Jiayi lowered her eyelids, smiled, then looked up at him, and said in a soft and spring-like tone, "Judging from what you said, you have already Well done."

"Really?" The elder Chen Jiayu pulled the corner of his lower lip bitterly, only then did he realize that tears had flowed all over his face at some point.

He raised his hand and erased them carelessly, and whispered, "I feel bad about myself, it's not her fault, it's mine."

"The fault is that I didn't get to know her well at the beginning, and I made a promise rashly... I don't want to hurt her, I don't want to break my promise, but it's too uncomfortable... I don't know how to change all of this..."

As a boy, except when he was a child, he rarely shed tears.

Because his father taught him by example, a man should be strong, optimistic, take the initiative to shoulder his own responsibilities, and not shed tears unless it is absolutely necessary.

He had never said these words to anyone else.

Shen Nianchu couldn't say it, she would get angry.

I don't want my mother and sister to worry about him, so it's inconvenient to say.

And it's useless to tell other people, they will only feel that he is dissatisfied, hypocritical, and not blessed when he is blessed.

Only this time, in such a small room, facing the girl in front of him, watched by her caring and gentle eyes, tiny cracks appeared in the dam in his heart that he thought was hard.

Those repressed conflicting emotions accumulated over time, and they had reached their limit unconsciously, but at this moment, as they poured out, they burst the embankment, and the flood poured out unscrupulously and massively.

As a result, he was ashamed of his fragility and out of control, but also felt hearty and happy.

During this process, Cai Jiayi was just quiet, looking at him with deep eyes.

After a while, until his emotions gradually calmed down, she licked her lips that were extraordinarily gentle with bean paste-colored lipstick, and asked softly: "Are commitments and responsibilities really that important to you?"

The older Chen Jiayu was quiet for a while, and replied, "I just want to be like my father."

Cai Jiayi's lips curved into a gentle arc.

"Well, I think it's okay for you to have such thoughts. This is actually your strength. You have a sense of responsibility and introspection. Many people don't have them."

After a pause, she continued, "However, you shouldn't attribute all the faults to yourself. Life is about making choices all the time. How do you know that when you make other choices at the beginning, the result will definitely be different?" What's better?"

Speaking of this, Cai Jiayi smiled slightly, "Besides, the past cannot be changed. Instead of regretting the wrong choices in the past, we should focus more on how to change the status quo and change your current confusing situation. ,Is it right?"

The older Chen Jiayu nodded.

Cai Jiayi still had that shallow smile on her face, and her tone of voice remained gentle from the beginning to the end, "From her performance, it can be seen that she attaches great importance to you, and this is what she uses to show her love. It’s just that this form has brought you pressure, so you want to escape from this state, but the sense of responsibility and guilt, and the inner condemnation of your desire to escape, this is where your greatest pain lies, right? "

"Yes." The older Chen Jiayu closed his eyes, frowned, and sighed, "I don't know how to go on with her in the future, I'm very confused."

"It's normal to be confused. In this world, apart from exams, nothing has a natural, predetermined answer." Her fair fingers pinched the gel pen with a black casing, which was particularly contrasting. Occasionally, she would look down at the gel pen. Glancing at the record just sitting down, then looking at Chen Jiayu, he said softly, "Like everything else, relationships need hard work, and only one or two of you can change the status quo of your relationship." make change.""

The older Chen Jiayu murmured: "What if she can't change, or is she unwilling to change?"

Cai Jiayi said slowly: "If she can't change or is unwilling to change, and you want to try your best to fulfill your promise, then can you try to change yourself?"

"Then... how can I change myself?"

"In psychology, there is a Pygmalion phenomenon, which means that people tend to imagine their love objects as perfect."

Looking into his deep and dark eyes, Cai Jiayi said calmly, "But your girlfriend is not a perfect statue, she is just one of the millions of ordinary girls, naturally she also has her flaws, her emotions Sorrow and instinctive desire, likewise, she is also an inseparable part of your past youth."

"It is true that there are so-called soul mates in this world, but with each other who happens to be the one and only person in heaven and earth, how many people in this world can wait and get it? Most of us should know and try Just accept that."

"In love, there should be no blind infatuation and tolerance, but seeing all the good and bad in the other person, knowing that she is not special, but still willing to accept, understand and tolerate, give her love and a sense of security, and do your best Communicate with her and express your thoughts... If you have tried everything and it still doesn't work, you can tell yourself with a clear conscience that you have done your best, and the rest is no longer your responsibility..."

……

This memory lasted a long time.

During this period, Chen Jiayu looked at Cai Jiayi quietly,
In those memories about the future, there are really not many parts of her appearing, and among them, she is just faithfully playing the role of a gentle and capable psychological counselor.

Although, the older Chen Jiayu had a good impression of her—very patient, gentle, with a pair of beautiful eyes, she often looked at him quietly and intently, and at the same time succeeded in gaining his trust, allowing him to Her heart opened before her—but that was all.

Cai Jiayi never showed him any preference or ambiguity beyond the relationship between the visitor and the consultant. She concealed her fiery emotions very well, and even in the memory of the older Chen Jiayu, she had no idea when she fell in love with her. I don't know anything about myself.

He always thought that she was just a beautiful and capable consultant, and the necessary distance was kept between the two of them. After leaving the consulting room, they had almost no extra unnecessary communication.Occasionally, I would make a phone call or two, and it was the elder Chen Jiayu who took the initiative to call, telling her about his current situation and making an appointment for the next consultation, etc.

So much so that even Shen Nianchu didn't care about her existence.

Chen Jiayu couldn't help thinking, if at that time, he and Shen Nianchu had reconciled and achieved happiness.

So what will happen to her?

The little prince already has his beloved rose, will she say goodbye to him silently after teaching the little prince what love is and how to love like the fox in the story?

That should be it.

If nothing happened in the future, maybe the future Chen Jiayu would never know that this girl named Cai Jiayi once loved him so seriously...

Chen Jiayu took another look at the "Code of Practice for Psychological Counselors" on the wall.

It is stated in the "Code of Ethics for Psychological Counselors" that it is a violation of professional ethics for a counselor to enter into a romantic relationship with a visitor and is not allowed by the industry.

So when she got along with the older Chen Jiayu, she kept her emotions extremely restrained, buried her feelings for him deeply in her heart, provided him with advice earnestly, and sincerely hoped that he would find happiness, So much so that she couldn't help confiding her heart to him until the moment when the elderly Chen Jiayu was in a car accident.

Of course, Chen Jiayu still remembers that from the first day of the meeting during the summer vacation, Cai Jiayi expressed her love for him, it was so direct, undisguised, unreserved, and enthusiastic to the point of full bloom.

So much so that he thought that she was the kind of girl who would pursue someone unscrupulously after knowing that she liked someone, and disdain to be bound by those worldly morals or industry rules.

But now she has almost subverted his previous impression of her.

In addition to respecting one's own professional ethics, perhaps there is a little more important reason.

Even though she didn't care about the so-called "Rules for Psychological Counselors", at that time Chen Jiayu already had Shen Nianchu as a girlfriend.

In fact, Cai Jiayi was as proud as Shen Nianchu.

It's just that the two girls show their pride in different ways.

For example, when Cai Jiayi faced her father, she never concealed her disdain and contempt for his father's behavior.

As smart as her, as proud as her, even if she really fell in love with Chen Jiayu, she would not let herself get involved in the relationship between Chen Jiayu and Shen Nianchu, and thus become the kind of person she despises the most...

Every time he got to know her better, Chen Jiayu's love for her became stronger.

……

This period of memory finally fell into darkness.

Chen Jiayu stood there reluctantly and recalled for a while, then raised his foot again and walked forward slowly.

For the next part of the road, the memories I got are still mainly about him and Shen Nianchu getting along and falling in love in the future, but it is more fragmented and incoherent.

Probably because it has been too long, and some meaningless memories have been automatically discarded by the brain.

After walking for an unknown amount of time, his eyes finally lit up again.

Chen Jiayu was stunned for a moment by the surrounding furnishings and the smell of disinfectant in his nose.

This is... the ward?
At this time, the person sitting cross-legged on the hospital bed and wearing a blue and white hospital gown was the elderly Chen Jiayu.

No, it doesn't seem appropriate to say it's the older Chen Jiayu.

At least from Chen Jiayu's first glance, the Chen Jiayu on the hospital bed seemed to be about the same age as him, perhaps because of his experience, his eyes looked more immature.

At this time, there were two rectangular takeaway boxes on the small table in front of him, which contained a portion of shredded fish-flavored pork and a portion of steamed egg. He was also holding a box of rice in his hand, and he was eating with big mouthfuls.

Ruan Xiulian sat on the edge of the bed, looking at him with bright eyes, a smile almost overflowing her face.

She said with a smile on her face, "My mother went to ask the doctor just now, and the doctor said that you didn't find any major problems in your physical examination. You will stay in the hospital for observation for two more days. If you are fine, you can be discharged from the hospital... If you die in a catastrophe, there will be a future." Fu, don't do such stupid things in the future... Oh, eat slowly, don't gobble it up, be careful of choking..."

Chen Jiayu on the hospital bed was chomping, and said vaguely, "Mom, don't worry, I feel very good now, and there is nothing wrong with it."

At this moment, someone knocked lightly on the door of the ward.

Chen Jiayu, Chen Jiayu on the hospital bed, and Ruan Xiulian looked over at the same time.

"Who?"

Ruan Xiulian stood up from her chair and went to open the door.

A girl with picturesque eyebrows and a little coldness stood at the door as if she had stepped out of a classical painting, her figure was indescribably elegant and upright, with a faint smile on her face, and she was carrying some fruits and a bouquet of flowers.

Everyone was stunned.

Facing Ruan Xiulian, Shen Nianchu greeted politely: "Hello, Auntie, I heard that classmate Chen Jiayu woke up and came to visit him."

Ruan Xiulian came back to her senses.

"Yes, he just woke up last night." She said with a smile on her face, "Student Shen, please come in."

When the girl walked in, the whole ward seemed to be lit up.

Gently placing the fruits and flowers in her hand on the cabinet next to her, she turned her head to look at Chen Jiayu on the hospital bed, and a soft smile appeared on the corners of her pink lips.

"How do you feel now?"

And from the moment she appeared at the door, Chen Jiayu's eyes widened instantly on the hospital bed, and even the movement of eating was subconsciously frozen.

But when she looked over, he didn't dare to look at her. He put down the lunch box in his hand, turned his eyes away a little, and then whispered two words.

"Fortunately."

Shen Nianchu looked at Ruan Xiulian again, and said with a smile, "Auntie, can I have a few words with Chen Jiayu alone?"

The girl's soft voice wafted into her ears, and Chen Jiayu's body on the hospital bed stiffened visibly.

"Ah? Oh." Ruan Xiulian nodded quickly, and said with a smile, "I'm just going to take out the trash, so you and Jiayu should talk first. By the way, Jiayu, remember to ring the bell for a nurse if you need anything."

After that, she picked up the garbage bag and walked out.

At this time, Chen Jiayu, who was watching all this, was also puzzled.

How is this going?

Why is he in the hospital at this time, is there something wrong?

Why did Shen Nianchu come to visit him again?

What else did she want to say to him alone?

In the next second, he saw Shen Nianchu walking to the hospital bed, and said softly, "Chen Jiayu, thank you for saving me that day."

Chen Jiayu was startled again.

He saved her?

What means?
Chen Jiayu, who was on the hospital bed, glanced at her quickly, with obvious embarrassment and excitement in his eyes, and immediately looked away, only pretending to be calm and said: "It's nothing, we are all classmates, we should."

Looking at him, Shen Nianchu was no longer as cold and distant as before, and his eyes became softer.

"I received a call from the hospital last night. I was very happy to hear that you woke up. However, it was too late and I was afraid of disturbing your rest, so I came to see you today."

"..."

Chen Jiayu on the hospital bed couldn't even answer the conversation.

Seeing that he didn't even know where to put his hands and feet, Shen Nianchu's soft red lips couldn't help curling up slightly.

She walked to the chair, sat down with her legs together, looked at him just now, and asked softly, "The time to fill out the application is almost over, I heard that you did well in the exam this time, and you are ready to apply to which university ?"

Chen Jiayu was taken aback again.

Volunteer?
So, this memory happened not long after the college entrance examination?
Chen Jiayu on the hospital bed was stunned for a moment, and replied: "I haven't made up my mind yet. What my mother means is that I don't want to go out of town and stay in Hanchu City. I should apply for Hanchu University..."

"..."

After being quiet for a while, Shen Nianchu suddenly asked, "What do you think of Yanjing Aeronautical University?"

"Yanjing Aeronautical University? It's good, what's the matter?"

Chen Jiayu on the hospital bed finished answering, and after a few seconds, he noticed Shen Nianchu's pretty face with a slight smile on his face, and realized something later, his brain moved, and he vaguely grasped the meaning of her words, Immediately, I felt extremely unbelievable, and my heart beat so fast that it seemed to pop out of my chest.

Is it...

Shen Nianchu's eyes lingered on the young man's handsome face, his cheeks were slightly red, and he said, "The first choice is Yanjing Aeronautical University, Department of Computer Science... After the summer vacation, I want to see you in Yanjing."

……

……

This memory ends again.

In the darkness, Chen Jiayu frowned.

Listening to the conversation between the two just now, after the college entrance examination, I should have accidentally saved Shen Nianchu...

It seems that this incident has changed Shen Nianchu's attitude towards him, and it is also the key to the two being together in the future.

But... how did he save her, and when did it happen?
With such doubts in mind, Chen Jiayu walked into the darkness ahead again.

As soon as he took two steps, his eyes suddenly lit up.

As soon as his sight was restored, Chen Jiayu suddenly found that he was standing on the square in front of the clock tower again.

Facing him, separated by a distance of about one meter, was Shen Nianchu wearing a light pink chiffon dress.

This is……

Before Chen Jiayu could figure out the situation, a black Audi not far away suddenly rushed across the non-motorized lane, and then rushed straight in the direction of the two of them!
(End of this chapter)