Miss, you are my future wife

Chapter 187 Yu Luying's Kiss

*This chapter is also called "Chao Wen Dao"

Everyone is still fighting with the shadows in the mirror under the bridge hole.

Xiao Yao's swordsmanship is obviously more proficient than the previous days, and Yu Luying's freezing range is getting wider and wider. The cooperation of the two, one slowing down and controlling the field, and the other attracting hatred and killing monsters, turned out to be an incomparable tacit understanding.

It's just that Yu Bo has never discovered any potential, let alone an advanced spiritual fortress, and has become a dragging bottle.

"Everything is good, except that the one who rubs the fireball is missing."

On the way back, Xiao Yao thought so.

Don Quixote: I just finished level practice, and now I'm going to Yu Luying's house for lunch.

oO Shuhe Oo: It's almost 2 o'clock before lunch?Go to Yu Luying's house again?
Shen Jie usually wouldn't respond to messages at this point, but today was uncharacteristically.

Don Quixote: Well, her mother bought watermelon yesterday, and I promised to eat it today.

Don Quixote: I originally wanted to hide it from you, but later I felt that honesty is trust and the basis for your peace of mind.

Don Quixote: I will try to go as little as possible in the future.

oO Shuhe Oo:. .Can

Yu Lihua is already cooking at home and waiting.

Shredded eel in oil, deep-fried shrimp in oil, three strips of buckle, Sixi grilled bran, plus a bowl of vegetable soup.

Of course it couldn't compare to the extravagance of the family banquet in Shen's residence, but it was made by hand with a lot of thought.

"The dishes are too rich." Xiao Yao said this not out of politeness, but from his heart: "Next time..."

The boy wanted to say, "Next time, it's better to keep things simple and homely," but on second thought, it seemed like he was going to be a diner every day in the future, so he quickly stopped the car again.

"Where is the abundance?" Yu Lihua seemed to see through Xiao Yao's thoughts: "They are all simple home-cooked dishes. Whether you come or not, I will cook them the same way. Just have more chopsticks and more bowls——right?" , Yingying?"

"Ah, yes." Yu Luying said hastily.

This child Yingying really can't tell lies, Xiao Yao thought.

"Eat more if you like it." Yu Lihua saw that Xiao Yao had a special liking for squid eel, so she picked up a few big chopsticks for Xiao Yao.

"Hey, hey, hey," Xiao Yao hurriedly picked up the bowl, "Auntie, I'll do it myself, I'll do it myself."

"Mom, let me do it myself." Yu Luying showed dissatisfaction.

……

The second time he came to the door, he was much more relaxed than the first time. In addition to the hard work of leveling, Xiao Yao cooked three bowls of rice in a row and wiped out all the dishes on the table.

"Auntie's cooking is really delicious." Xiao Yao praised sincerely.

After the meal, Yu Lihua brought the iced watermelon with a smile again.

Sliced ​​watermelon exudes a cool smell, which makes people feel fresh and refreshing.Every slice of watermelon is dripping with moisture, making you want to take a bite right away.They are bright and attractive in color, bright red, like the summer sun, each slice is cut evenly, and the size is moderate, and they are delicious at first sight.

With the watermelon seeds on the cut surface, Xiao Yao can tell at a glance that this is Nanhui 8424, a local specialty watermelon.These small black particles are distributed in the bright red melon sac, which looks like black pearls.

Xiao Yao took a piece and handed it to Yu Luying, and gave way to Yu Lihua modestly, then picked a piece and took a bite.

...! ! !
This iced watermelon is really good enough.

A chill came from the throat to the abdomen, and then spread to the whole body, making Xiao Yao shiver involuntarily.The flesh of the watermelon was tender and juicy, very sweet, and the taste was delicious and refreshing, which made the tip of his tongue salivate, and he couldn't help but take another big bite.

The watermelon juice in his mouth was overflowing, and the dopamine in his brain began to secrete. These all gave Xiao Yao a "false image" of overflowing happiness, and Yu Lihua's kind smile, all of which made Xiao Yao feel a little "flying".

In the past, in his heart, Yu Lihua was always a "nightmare", a strict and picky old aunt.But then again, most of the time, Yu Lihua didn't actually have much positive contact with him, so in the end, he only paid attention to Yu Luying and worried about the trouble Yu Lihua had brought to him by intervening.

But at this moment, Yu Lihua gave him a sense of warmth that he had not seen for a long time. Her tenderness and love made Xiao Yao evoke the warm memory buried deep in his brain, the memory of his mother.

It was in this warm and affectionate atmosphere that Xiao Yao's brain twitched and he said the following sentence: "It's great to have a mother."

"This child is so pitiful, I will take this place as my home from now on," Yu Lihua said gently, "It's okay to treat Auntie as a mother."

Xiao Yao was moved by Yu Lihua's words, and it took two seconds to realize that something was wrong, and his heart skipped a beat.

Not knowing how to express her position, Yu Luying yelled, "Mom~~~What nonsense are you talking about!"

Xiao Yao was a little dizzy, and almost wanted to agree.

It's a pity that a mother who is not related by blood and a daughter who is related by blood are placed on both sides of the balance. As a responsible man, he can only choose his daughter.

and many more.

Thinking of Shen Jie's kindness to him and what he has done for him, Xiao Yao couldn't help but cursed at himself in his heart.

"Auntie's kindness, I'm very, very moved." Finally, Xiao Yao expressed his attitude with a very sincere tone and expression.

Yu Lihua squinted her eyes, waiting for Xiao Yao's "but", but Xiao Yao was silent, and there was no "but".

The atmosphere on the field was a bit awkward for a while, Yu Luying hurriedly interrupted: "Mom, Xiao Yao went to the catechism class this morning."

"Abo told me," Yu Lihua nodded and said, "I was going to ask you, how do you feel? What did you learn?"

Xiao Yao quickly replied: "What I studied is the "Apostles' Creed."

"How do you feel?" Yu Lihua repeated the question amiably.

"It feels good," Xiao Yao replied with some vigilance: "Father Yu spoke well, and it's also good to have faith. He can persuade people to be good."

"Is that so." Yu Lihua's eyes became a little thoughtful, although the smile on her face was still there, but Xiao Yao felt that she was beginning to be unhappy.

"Mom," Yu Luying interjected intentionally, "Don't you have something to go out this afternoon?"

Xiao Yao suddenly realized that what Yu Lihua cared about was obviously not whether her brother was doing well in class, but caring about her true attitude towards faith and the church.

As for why he cares, after learning about Yu Lihua's sympathetic past, Xiao Yao thinks it is self-evident.

"It's good to have faith, and it's good to persuade people to be good." This kind of bullshit social compliment obviously doesn't satisfy the other party, and even arouses resentment; hippie smiles and gags are hard to get away with, and once judged by the woman in front of you as "unreliable" , then even if she stopped changing her face and began to oppose her daughter's relationship with her, she would definitely not give herself such a comfortable life.

In just ten seconds, Xiao Yao drew up a general strategic direction for passing the level in his heart.

He was ready to face the female magistrate.

"I heard the Tao in the morning, and it's okay to die in the evening." Xiao Yao said in a deep voice with a solemn face.

"What?" Yu Lihua was taken aback.

"As for me, I have been a person who likes to think wildly since I was a child," Xiao Yao said slowly while chewing the watermelon in his mouth, "I would think about things such as where I come from and where I am going. , the meaning of life and the like.”

"Yeah." Yu Lihua had already stood up, but sat down again.

"I will think about what is the essence of self-awareness, who is 'I', why 'I' is 'I', and so on." Xiao Yao said pretending to be serious: "Thinking of these, I began to fall into confusion and paranoia. .”

Yu Luying glanced at herself, hesitated to speak.

Seeing that Yu Lihua was listening intently, Xiao Yao continued to speak: "Among them, what I think about the most is what kind of feeling is 'death'.

"I asked my parents, and they all told me that when you die, you have nothing and don't know anything. Those who can answer me what it feels like to 'death' can't answer me anymore.

"As a kid, when I knew 'I'm going to die someday,' I was scared all night and I couldn't sleep well—it was just that empty sense of panic, I don't know if you can say that Can't understand."

"People are mortal, and we are all ordinary people, so there is no need to be anxious." Yu Luying interjected.

"I imagined the situation after my death-the earth is still turning, the sun is still rising and setting every day, the river is flowing, the waterfall is flying down three thousand feet, the city is bustling, people commute to factories and houses, everything is happening It's still the same, but there is no 'me' in it. I can't imagine what kind of feeling it is, and every time I imagine this... 'feeling without feeling', it just brings me a sense of nothingness and panic. "

Yu's mother and daughter didn't interrupt, they were both listening quietly, except for Xiao Yao's voice in the room, there was only the "click" sound of the second hand of the wall clock moving.

"So I don't know," Xiao Yao continued, "In the face of inevitable death, besides pleasure, what else is there to be practical about this kind of life."

"You don't have to be so negative, do you?" Yu Luying reminded tactfully, worried that Xiao Yao's negative remarks would leave a bad impression on her mother.

But Xiao Yao continued on his own:

"Others told me that although we are all going to die, we can have something to leave to future generations, so that we can not have this trip in vain, and let our own spirit last forever.

"However, human beings will die one day, and the sun will flash helium one day, become a red giant star, swallow the entire solar system, and leave nothing behind.

"Even the universe itself will one day blueshift, collapse, die, and finally become a singularity.

"In Liu Cikang's novel Chao Wen Dao, Stephen Hawking finally asked the ultimate question: 'What is the purpose of the universe?' As a result, the representative of the alien could not answer himself, and said sadly,' how could I know'.

"When I was in junior high school, I was obsessed with particle physics and chemistry. Really, auntie, don't look at me like this. When I was in the third year of junior high school, I once got the only full score in chemistry in the whole grade in a monthly exam.

"Atomic physics, quantum mechanics, chemistry, string theory... I don't care whether I can understand these things or not, I'm still gnawing hard. I think that if I master these knowledge, I will be one step closer to the essence of the universe: and this This feeling of seeking the truth makes me feel at ease."

"I understand." Yu Lihua said softly.

"But in the end, I found that the more I learned, the more I didn't understand. Not only myself, but we humans are still far away from the grand unified theory...

"Physics doesn't exist anymore," Xiao Yao recalled the clips in "The Three-Body Problem" he had seen: "Physics never existed."

"Xiao Yao, what exactly are you trying to say?" Yu Luying asked puzzled.

"This morning's class opened the door to a new world for me. To tell you the truth, I have been very excited until now." Xiao Yao suddenly said in a sincere and surging tone. He even almost believed it himself: "Do you know why? Because someone told me that death is not the end of everything, but just a starting point leading to eternal new life, because someone told me that our life, our The world, our universe, has meaning in the Most High.

"We can find meaning in life.

"In the past, I just regarded these as feudal superstitions and dismissed them. But now I can feel that this is another way to the truth," Xiao Yao said: "This brand-new way of looking at the world way, I find it very interesting and comforting."

Seeing Yu Lihua's face, Xiao Yao showed a sincere smile: "Okay, very good."

OK, pass the level, play music.

After Yu Lihua went out satisfied, Xiao Yao collapsed on the sofa exhausted.

But Yu Luying stared at herself with a very strange gaze.

"What's the matter, silly girl?" Xiao Yao took his schoolbag and took out the test paper: "Start studying?"

"Philosopher Xiao, what you told my mother were the truth? Or were you just fooling her?" Yu Luying stood there without moving: "You have to tell me the truth."

"The truth is," Xiao Yao opened the pencil case and took out the fountain pen inside: "It was to fool her."

"Oh."

"It's also true."

"... Oh?" ​​Yu Luying slowly walked over and sat down at the dining table.

"For me," Xiao Yao explained to Yu Luying: "Since I saw such a huge shadow world, I am indeed rebuilding my understanding of the world."

"Yes." Yu Luying said.

"For me," Xiao Yao looked into Yu Luying's eyes, "After seeing so many 'shadows' of wrong paths with my own eyes, I have never been so eager to believe in the existence of the 'light' of the right way."

"Ah."

"I heard it in the morning, and it's okay to die in the evening," Xiao Yao said, "I really think so. What I told your mother, the fear of death, the longing for eternity, the confusion of the universe and existence, The pursuit of meaning is all truth. But for me, there are so many philosophies and theories in the world. I am still too young and have not read enough books. I am not sure yet. Your "Tao" It is the 'true way'."

"Why do you like to say 'for me' so much all of a sudden?" Yu Luying pursed her lips and smiled, "However, I understand what you mean. Learn."

"But, I am willing to believe." Xiao Yao looked at the girl's pure face like an angel, and suddenly he had a thought, and blurted out: "I am willing to believe in you."

"What?" Yu Luying was puzzled.

"There is a sentence in your scriptures, which I also accidentally read, and I like it very much." Xiao Yao said.

"What?"

"Your nation is my nation; your God is my God." Xiao Yao said.

"Ah..." Yu Luying sat motionless as if she had been shocked.

"Do you understand?" Xiao Yao smiled.

"What, what?" Yu Luying looked panicked.

"Yu Luying," Xiao Yao stretched out his hands, pressed her shoulders, and said in an affectionate tone on purpose: "Look into my eyes. Yu Luying, your nation is my nation; your God is my nation. my god."

Yu Luying half stood up, leaned forward with her upper body, and leaned over with lightning speed, like a bird, pecked Xiao Yao's face.

The chair under Xiao Yao's buttocks made an ear-piercing sound of rubbing against the floor. The boy covered his cheeks and sat there blankly as if he had been slapped.

"Why are you in a daze?" Yu Luying sat back in her seat and buried her face: "Even if physics doesn't exist, physics exams still live forever—take out the paper for me!"

(End of this chapter)