Miss, you are my future wife

Chapter 192 Merry Christmas
Just letting the powerless boat float in the center of the lake, Xiao Yao gently scratched Yu Luying's arm according to Yu Luying's request.

"Be gentle, slow down," Yu Luying looked like a cat enjoying being stroked at the moment: "Don't use your nails, yes, the back of your hand, slide it down from above..."

Now I have become a technician, Xiao Yao thought teasingly.

Xiao Yao gently scratched Yu Luying's arm, she felt as if she was being gently patted by fine raindrops, the comfortable feeling made her moan uncontrollably.

As Xiao Yao's fingers slid across her arms over and over again, Yu Luying felt a warm current surge in her body, as if soaked in warm spring water, her whole body became light and her mood became extremely comfortable.

She closed her eyes, enjoying the feeling of being tickled to the fullest, feeling Xiao Yao's fingers gently stroking her skin, every time it brought a kind of pleasant pleasure, making her completely immersed in this comfortable feeling , forgetting the existence of time and space.

So you like this, Xiao Yao thought.

It seems to be quite comfortable.

"You scratched me too." Xiao Yao said.

"Yeah~" The girl let out a negative voice from her nose: "You scratch it first and then I will scratch it for you, otherwise it will be easy for two people to scratch together."

But there is double the happiness, Xiao Yao thought.

"Then scratch me with your feet." Xiao Yao took the opportunity to propose.

"Hmm~" The girl let out a negative voice from her nose, and subconsciously said, "This is not possible."

"?!"

"Nowhere!" Yu Luying suddenly opened her eyes and came to her senses: "Take it away! Don't scratch it!"

"Okay, okay, scratch it." Xiao Yao begged for mercy.

Xiao Yao didn't understand why the same thing could be done with hands but not with feet?
"Don't scratch me anymore," Yu Luying pushed him away, "I'm hungry."

In fact, Yu Luying didn't need to say it, Xiao Yao felt hungry too.

After all, neither of them had lunch.

But Xiao Yao really enjoys the feeling of letting himself go and floating freely in the middle of the lake where there is no one else.

So he didn't propose to go ashore for dinner.

But since Yu Luying mentioned it, she couldn't ignore it.

"Then, let's call the number printed on the bow of the boat and ask them to drag us." Xiao Yao said.

"How about...floating for a while longer?" Yu Luying thought for a while and said.

"Okay." Xiao Yao said.

……

"The wind doesn't stop, the trees are shaded," Xiao Yao sang loudly, patting the side of the boat.

"The sun is dazzling, and the sky is blue." Yu Luying's sweet voice immediately "female".

It's a pity that I didn't bring a guitar out today, Xiao Yao thought.

"We are running~" Xiao Yao sang.

"Along with the setting sun." Yu Luying.

"It's your panting, ups and downs," Xiao Yao said.

"I close my eyes." Yu Luying closed her eyes.

Singing together is a joy that I didn't have when I was with Shen Jie.

However, Shen Jie can accompany and dance with his singing, things in this world are hard to have both.

"Let's lie down and look up on the green grass to see the days drifting~" Xiao Yao and Yu Luying lay down together leaning against the stern of the boat, looking at the drifting clouds with four eyes.

Xiao Yao likes to listen to Yu Luying's singing, her singing is an inspiring light in a palace full of shadows from wrong paths.

It was also with the encouragement of her singing that I was able to defeat the power of Song Haijian's dictatorship.

"We, like, that cloud, didn't have time to look back~" the two sang together.

Xiao Yao recalled Christmas Eve in 2003. That night, he ran to the church just to see her a few more times.

He remembered that in the church that day, Yu Luying was wearing a snow-white shirt, standing in front of the scripture stand on the altar, reading the Bible for the congregation.

At that time, her appearance was really no different from that of an angel who descended to earth, with a divine radiance on her face.

"It's so fast, my summer, drifting away like a floating cloud, she said, she will never come back~
"I want to see you again, you're still playing,
"With me, again, let's fly all over the sky.

"Don't forget, your face that day, goodbye."

After singing the song, the two embraced again, and Xiao Yao cupped Yu Luying's face.

"Do you remember?" Xiao Yao asked her: "Last Christmas night, I ran to church to see you."

"Come and stalk me." Yu Luying corrected with a smile.

"You were a Bible reader that day, and you had two jobs in one person. When you received Holy Communion, you represented the choir and sang "Ave maria" solo."

"I remember, Caccini's?" Yu Luying recalled and said.

"I don't know," Xiao Yao said, "I just think it sounds good, and the lyrics only have two words, which is Ave maria, and they keep repeating."

"That's Caccini's." Yu Luying told Xiao Yao.

"After the mass was over," Xiao Yao recalled, "I came over and said to you, Merry Christmas."

"Huh?" Yu Luying didn't understand why Xiao Yao recalled this for a while.

"Then you froze for a moment, said 'Merry Christmas' to me, and left in a hurry." Xiao Yao told Yu Luying.

"Is there anything special about this?" Yu Luying asked him.

"You hadn't talked to me for several months, but you answered me 'Merry Christmas' that day." Xiao Yao said happily: "Because of these four words, I was happy for a week, because you finally got together with me again. I have spoken."

"You..." Yu Luying was a little moved for a moment.

In fact, the girl remembered very clearly that on Christmas Eve, when she saw Xiao Yao, her scalp felt numb.

At that time, she even begged her uncle to send someone to fork him out.

But my uncle said that the door of the church is open to everyone, and if someone comes to celebrate the birthday of the Savior, what does it mean to fork him out?

I still remember saying to my uncle Yu Bo at that time: "You know exactly who he is after."

After the mass, when Xiao Yao walked over to say "Merry Christmas", he wanted to turn his head and leave immediately.

But it was in church after all, and it was Christmas Eve after all, so he reluctantly replied "Merry Christmas" before leaving.

At that time, she was secretly glad that the boy did not catch up and pester her again.

I didn't expect that such a simple four words, such a small kindness, could make the boy in front of me happy for a week.

In fact, many times, what boys want is very simple, very simple, because they are too stingy.

Yu Luying felt that her heart was rapidly being melted by guilt.

She hugged the boy in her arms even tighter.

Maybe a perfect first kiss on this lake would be nice too?
Although the other party is no longer there, it doesn't matter.

……

"When did you stop rejecting me?" Xiao Yao asked such a question abruptly.

When the boy asked this question, he was caressing the girl's face, but the girl was shocked and broke free from him subconsciously.

"What's wrong?" Xiao Yao was a little confused, not understanding what was wrong with his question.

Xiao Yao's question reminded himself - yes, since when did I stop rejecting him?Yu Luying frowned, lost in thought.

No matter how much you search in memory, this "no longer repulsive" emotion can hardly be traced back to before May.

That is... before the symbiosis appeared?Before Shen Tianyun appeared?
After saying the words "Merry Christmas" to him on Christmas Eve, Yu Luying's attitude towards Xiao Yao softened a little—really only slightly.

But as his attitude became a little...socially polite, the intensity of Xiao Yao's entanglement also began to decrease slowly.

Although the two have not communicated, they seem to have reached an unspoken agreement, that is, "If you are decent, we can all be decent."

Or "give each other steps and step down each other".

So... I was able to talk to him again at the beginning of this year, but when did I really "no longer reject" him, really start to care about him, and really regard him as my friend again?
Yes, May...?

Was it May, when the symbiosis appeared?

At that time, I heard Teacher Yao say that Xiao Yao was about to repeat a grade. I didn't even think about it, so I volunteered to help Xiao Yao make up lessons.

Although at that time, I was not aware of the existence of symbiosis, but it was indeed after symbiosis, right?
This is not the first time Yu Luying asked herself this question, but every time she ignored it lightly.

Because once you think about it, it's scary.

Whether my kindness, admiration, concern, or rejection towards him is really out of my "original heart"?

Is "I" still "I"?

For some reason, Yu Luying recalled the speech that Xiao Yao gave in front of her mother a week ago.

It also mentioned thinking about the concept of "self"...

"Little Apple, what's wrong with you?" Yu Luying's wild thoughts were shaken off by Xiao Yao: "Suddenly stopped talking."

"No, it's nothing..." Yu Luying held her forehead with the palm of her right hand: "You, call someone to come and tug the boat."

Xiao Yao could see that Yu Luying didn't really want to answer her own question, and her reaction was very strong.Although he didn't understand what she was thinking, but he also felt that it was not appropriate to ask, so he climbed to the bow of the boat and called for help.

After the phone call, Yu Luying's mental state suddenly seemed to be better.

"Big rabbit paper," the girl hugged her knees and looked at herself seriously: "I want to ask you something, is that okay?"

"What, just ask directly." Xiao Yao said.

"Hmm... Maybe it's a bit strange to ask that way," Yu Luying asked tentatively, "Do you feel any special changes in yourself recently?"

"What changes?" Xiao Yao said with a smile: "I have changed too much recently—after all, I have experienced so many things."

"Hmmmmmm..." Yu Luying was thinking hard, and felt that her way of asking this question was indeed too deliberate: "That is, is there anything you didn't like before, but recently started to like, writers, singers, actors Ah, these...?"

Xiao Yao didn't quite understand what Yu Luying wanted to ask, but he thought about it cooperatively: "Yes, Zhang Ailing should be counted as one."

"Zhang Ailing?" Yu Luying said.

"Well, Zhang Ailing." Xiao Yao sat down on the bow of the boat: "Don't you like Zhang Ailing very much? When I first started school, you even gave me a copy of "Love in a Fallen City."

"En." Yu Luying nodded.

"But in fact, I don't really like it. How should I put it, I don't really like that kind of writing style," Xiao Yao explained, "There is also the kind that is unique to female writers...overly delicate, so I put it down after a few pages. .”

"Well, I thought boys would be more interested in stories involving war—or, why not give you a copy of "Red Rose and White Rose" that I recently finished reading?" Yu Luying asked.

"Farewell, recently I accidentally turned over that book again, and the more I read it, the more interesting it becomes. Does that count?" Xiao Yao said.

An isolated evidence cannot stand, Yu Luying thought to herself.

Based on this alone, it is not true that symbiosis will affect a person's thinking.

I have also had the experience of reading a book that I couldn't stand, and after things changed and my mood changed, I became very fond of it, and the same is true for songs.

Xiao Yao has indeed experienced many things in the past two months, and also encountered "red roses and white roses" on a realistic level. There are too many variables, and it is difficult to draw a definite conclusion.

"Very good," Yu Luying forced a smile and said, "We have an additional writer we like in common, and we can talk about Zhang Ailing more together in the future."

"Okay, okay," Xiao Yao said with a smile, "Look, the tugboat is coming."

Yu Luying looked in the direction of Xiao Yao's finger: "Tell me, if there is no girl like Shen Tianyun, Shen Jie, would you dare to chase after her?"

"?" Xiao Yao was a little confused by Yu Luying's sudden leap of thought.

First without answering your own questions, then from here to there, and from there to here.

He was very upset because of Shen Jie's disappearance, and Yu Luying's question further aroused his anxiety: "Now we are together, why are we talking about her?"

"That's wrong," Yu Luying said, "We are three together, and everyone knows it well. Wouldn't it be nice to be honest?"

In fact, this issue was discussed in the bathtub of the "Wei Ai Hotel" in Zhouzhuang by myself and Shen Jie that day.

The final conclusion is that there is a high probability that they dare not chase.

But Xiao Yao felt that if he told the truth, it would definitely make Yu Luying unhappy.

"Oh, you dare not chase her, but you dare to pester me. That means she is much better than me?"

Whether she will say it or not, Yu Luying will definitely have this idea.

"What kind of question is this? You must dare to pursue it." Xiao Yao suppressed his inner anxiety and replied with a smile.

"Really?" Yu Luying tilted her head.

"Nonsense, I even dare to chase after you, why don't I dare to chase her?" Xiao Yao explained to Yu Luying: "I'm very brave, or thick-skinned, or stupid, whatever you want to say. Anyway, no matter who I like, no matter if you are the Nine Heavens Fairy or the mayor's daughter, I will confess first, and I will not lose anything if I chase after you, so why dare you?"

"Cast widely, right?" Yu Luying frowned: "How many girls have you chased after all? I thought you liked me so much!"

Xiao Yao knew that this was purely doing.He smiled tolerantly, and was about to say something to coax her, but a rope hook flew over and hooked on the hook on the bow of his own boat.

"You guys, you guys..." The staff member who came was the person at the pier who wanted to help Yu Luying: "Really."

"What is it really? Your engine is broken!" Xiao Yao said angrily.

"It's out of battery, don't you listen to the power prompt? Didn't you say that there is no time limit, but you have to come back and change the ship when the battery is almost out?" the staff said angrily.

(End of this chapter)