Miss, you are my future wife

Chapter 399 The age to believe in love
Life is just like meeting each other for the first time, why is the autumn wind so sad and painted on the fan.

At noon, the three little ones met secretly on the rooftop again.

Yu Luying did not make a lunch today. The two girls ate lunches that Xiao Yao personally brought from the cafeteria. Xiao Yao himself sat four or five meters away - sitting cross-legged, quietly admiring the two beautiful little girls. Eat lunch face to face.

This is really called one, listening to the good wind singing, looking at the beauty like a dream.

Shen Jie and Yu Luying are wearing the same school uniform today - a brown suit and trousers. They are not like those worn by migrant workers, but are new styles for the first grade. The fabric design is much better than those for the second grade. , it seems that the price has increased again.On her feet, she wore white sneakers and white socks, highlighting a casual combination.

Xiao Yao lowered his head and looked at himself. He was also wearing a brown suit, but his lower body was wearing summer sports school uniform trousers. The clothes seemed to be picked up, making him even more nondescript than Shen Jie.

Thinking back to the time when her first meeting with Shen Jie was not very far away, at that time, even if she just went downstairs to empty a spittoon after dinner, she would definitely pay attention to the matching of top and bottom, otherwise she would never go out - just a few short In the past month, I have learned to be chic, which is really gratifying.

However, Xiao Yao was not sitting so far away today just to admire the beauty.

He needs some space to think independently.

He couldn't help but think wildly all morning, but because Yu Luying was sitting next to him, he had no choice but to devote 12 points of his attention to the intense and exciting study life.

The life of a good student is so simple and unpretentious, not boring.

If this continues, when the classes are divided next semester, maybe I can actually be the class president like in my dream.

Hehe, monitor...

I'm thinking about some irrelevant things.

In the morning, Xiao Yao tried to invade the boundaries of his deskmate and probe her thoughts and memories.

A barrier of nothingness blocked him, which made Xiao Yao feel even more uneasy.

I don’t know if Yu Luying was aware of her attempt to invade, but she didn’t say anything anyway.

At this moment, while Yu Luying was eating her meal, she was glancing towards her side with the corner of her eyes intentionally or unintentionally.

There was still a half-smiling expression at the corner of his mouth.

She must know that I sit so far away just to think about my thoughts secretly, but she just sees through it without telling me.

Xiao Yao somewhat disliked Yu Luying's scheming and fussy appearance.

He missed the little apple that was as clear and transparent as a junior high school student.

It turned out that in that dream, Yu Luying secretly cooperated with Zhang Zhengkai - although this was a kind of betrayal, it was still within the scope of Xiao Yao's forgiveness and understanding.

He was even more or less happy that Yu Luying cared about him so much.

Unexpectedly, in order to get him and monopolize him, she would be willing to stay with her forever and indulge in - oh, wait, she will wake up in a month, right?After I wake up, I will no longer love Shen Jie, right?His heart can be killed.

But no matter what, at least she still knew how to emphasize to the butcher not to hurt herself or Shen Jie, and at the last moment she did turn the gun to help herself - and Shen Jie.

Overall, although he is a comrade who has made principled mistakes, he is still a comrade who has limits and is worth saving.

But being smart, deceiving the organization, and thinking that you can manipulate the leader into applause is adding mistake to mistake and adding to crime.

As a well-deserved male protagonist, Xiao Yao hates being fooled and manipulated.

Life is just like meeting each other for the first time, why is the autumn wind so sad and painted on the fan.

In fact, when I first met Yu Luying, I really didn't have any big feelings or thoughts. I just simply regarded her as a classmate-a slightly more eye-catching classmate.

Later, at a school art report performance, Yu Luying was wearing a black costume and a long skirt and played something like Moses on the cello, or something like Moses. It was at that moment that Xiao Yao suddenly fell in love with her. of.

Regarding this matter, I have described it in detail to readers before, so I won’t go into details here. What I want to express is that love often occurs in a certain moment, a certain profile, and a certain scene. Or maybe it's the sparks that suddenly pop out in the atmosphere.

Later, Xiao Yao's confession was rejected. What he couldn't get was always turbulent, and what he couldn't get was always the most fragrant. Once he got the best of her, he "loved" her even more, and there was no need to say more.

Now it’s time to go back and talk about Shen Jie.

The first time Xiao Yao met Shen Jie was at the gate of the urban girls' middle school. Since he went there with the idea of ​​being his "future wife", his first reaction when he saw Shen Jie was "relieved." To the point of "chuckling".

Although he was satisfied with looking at the house, it didn't seem to be the same thing as "love" - ​​and to be honest, she made him feel a little distant.

What really made him fall in love with her was probably their first date at Gongqing Forest Park.Her character and character made him feel more at ease than her appearance.

A person's libido is limited. When Xiao Yao's attention and interest gradually - in fact, quickly shifted to Shen Jie, his obsession and affection for Yu Luying naturally gradually faded away. , until it is reduced to a background of white moonlight.

Here is the point.
Logically speaking, when Xiao Yao now has some opinions on Yu Luying but does not communicate with her, the gap and estrangement should be increasing day by day.

In the end, Xiao Yao liked her even more.

Specifically, since leaving that damn dream, these days when Xiao Yao is with her - in fact, almost always together, well, especially when they are alone together, it is always easy to feel nervous Heart palpitations, heartbeat speeding up, and then he couldn't help but secretly turn his head to look at her side face.

He became eager to be alone with her, cherished every minute and every second he spent alone with her, longed for a date with her, and wanted to write the name "Yu Luying" aimlessly on his homework book with a pen.

He missed her smile, missed her coat, missed her white socks and the smell of her body - even though she was sitting right next to him.

Well, it’s the taste of first love.

Life is just like meeting each other for the first time, why is the autumn wind so sad and painted on the fan.

However, without any reasonable foreshadowing and turning point, something went awry and something strange happened.

If this kind of unwarranted love only grew, that would be fine. What was even more frightening was the ebb and flow of one another. Most of his love for Shen Jie also disappeared without any reason.

Maybe two-thirds, just as 19 days is two-thirds of a month.

For example, since waking up from this dream, every time he and Shen Jie had some contact and exchange of oral soft tissues, he felt dull and boring, and he thought why it wasn't over soon.

He began to pay less attention to Shen Jie's clothes and almost stopped talking about her.

This is reflected in the fact that when his fiancée starts to become clingy, he occasionally feels that she is a little annoying, and he feels that he needs more and larger private space.

This is also reflected in the fact that even if there are no obstacles such as symbiosis and other factors, when he feels a little turbulent in his heart, his first reaction is to find some neon romance movies to watch instead of teasing his little fiancée.

I'm "tired" of speaking to rude people.

The real reason why he rejected her yesterday was not because he was worried about the symbiotic distance, he simply didn't want to, and he didn't know why he didn't want to - but he just didn't want to.

When holding Shen Jie's little hand, it was like that vulgar old saying - like the left hand holding the right hand.

Don't get me wrong, he still loves her very much, values ​​her very much, relies on her very much, and regards her as the light of his life, his closest family member and his deepest lover.At least there was no change in his brain, I can vouch for that.

But the brain does not actually have the real power to control the body. Many times your body has its own ideas and does not communicate with you at all.

When Xiao Yao first realized this change, he instinctively denied it.

He thought this was just some kind of illusion of his, or the sequelae of a big dream, or the negative psychological implications of what Zhang Zhengkai told him in the dream, or maybe it was some normal novelty that faded away and love began. Stuck in a dull phase.

However, after a week, he found that he still couldn't lie to himself.

This doesn't make any fucking sense.

Like Shen Jie, I should have loved and attached to each other even more after this dream ended.

As a result, not only were there no hormones, but the hormones~~pop, no more!
Xiao Yao found this unbearable, and at the same time thought it was a shameful betrayal to Mama Meow, and he would not allow himself to do this.

Yan Xiao's reason for abandoning hairtail was "I'm tired of you." For Xiao Yao, if he were born like this, then he felt that Shen Jie had reason to hang him with a rope.

If time passes another 20 years, Xiao Yao, an old bachelor in his thirties (assuming he has not encountered Shen Jie's timeline?), may be able to understand this situation more easily and not be blindly panicked.

Perhaps in the blind date market, the old bachelor will meet a girl who is neither tall nor short, neither beautiful nor ugly.

The two of them have the right family background, the right age, and their three views can be considered to be dealt with.

Xiao Yao began to fall in love with that girl. He felt that she had a good character and she listened to him. He planned to get engaged and married in a year or two.

Even after their daughter was born and was already three years old, when someone asked him "Do you love your wife?" he would find it a particularly ridiculous question.

What's not to love?In the world of adults, in the world of middle-aged people, there is only "suitability" and only mutually supportive marriages.

He would treat her as a close relative, as his child's mother, and as a family member, but he would not answer this kind of question.

He would hide in the toilet to avoid paying the public food.

When he was unhappy and had conflicts and quarrels, he would complain on the Internet about "what does marriage bring to men?"

Love and hormones sound very far away. They are luxuries for young people.

But now the problem is here - Xiao Yao is now a young man with the most idealistic and beautiful fantasies and visions about love.

Of course he will not leave Shen Jie, and he cannot tolerate himself "stopping love even if he says he doesn't love her".

None of his morality, his emotions, and his reason allowed him to "muddle through" like this.

Not to mention that when he lost his "feeling" for Shen Jie, he was still inextricably attracted to Yu Luying, and it became more and more serious day by day.

This is definitely the so-called "spiritual infidelity", right?

Xiao Yao had heard of a vicious spell called the "Love Locking Curse". Of course, like most people, he thought it was just a novelist's statement and would not take it seriously.

However, the true purpose of the "narcolepsy" that Zhang Zhengkai told him in his dream, and the real symptoms after waking up, left him no choice but to try to hold Yu Luying and Zhang Zhengkai accountable.

Maybe, to untie the bell, the person who tied it must have a way to make everything return to normal?

The young man removed his gaze from Yu Luying's face and stared at Shen Jie's profile.

He kept telling himself how charming and lovely this girl was, more beautiful than Yu Luying, and with a better personality than her.

Even if he deliberately acted ugly, the arrival of this transfer student was still like dropping a bombshell in St. Francis Middle School.

And she is his lover, what a blessing.

Think of the district chief's son who loves her to the point of obsession. He is her happy owner.

What is on the horizon for some people is within reach for you.

"Shen Jie!" Xiao Yao suddenly called out and waved to Mama Meow.

"Huh?" Shen Jie stopped talking to Yu Luying and turned around.

"I love you!" Xiao Yao gestured with his hand like a loudspeaker.

"Are you crazy?" Shen Jie was stunned for a moment, then laughed: "This is in school!"

"I love you forever!" Xiao Yao continued to go his own way: "I love you forever."

"I know, I know." Shen Jie shook her head, with an expression on her face that said, "I really can't do anything to you."

Of course, Yu Luying's expression was not particularly good-looking. She pretended to have a calm face and turned to Xiao Yao and said, "We have finished eating. Are you coming to rehearse?"

"Pull in line, line up, line up." Xiao Yao stood up and walked towards the two girls.

Due to the sudden "plague", the top ten singers competition on campus has been postponed and will be held this Friday, October 10.

In other news, military training has also been postponed to next month.

It's hard to call this good news. What Xiao Yao and all his classmates hoped for was that the "Xuejun" program would simply be cancelled.

But unfortunately, this is not possible.

What has been postponed to next month is, in addition to military training, his and Shen Jie's wedding photo shoot plan.

Because when the filming was originally scheduled for this month, he and Shen Jie were stuck in a drowsy dream.

Fortunately, there happened to be a customer who had originally booked for next month who temporarily postponed the cancellation, so it was finally sorted out, which can be regarded as a blessing in disguise.

"Then, let's rehearse?" Xiao Yao waddled to Shen Jie's side and hugged Shen Jie's shoulders and arms very deliberately.

Yu Luying's expression was a bit hard to describe, but somehow it made Xiao Yao feel a little distressed.

"Well, let's rehearse." Yu Luying said.

In the afternoon, Xiao Yao came up with a new idea, which was to visit those classmates who had also suffered from narcolepsy and ask them how they felt.

However, Yu Luying must be taken with her, and there is no way to hide it from her.

That doesn't matter. This is considered a case related to investigation and shadow activities, which is reasonable and legal.

(End of this chapter)