Miss, you are my future wife

Chapter 94 Melting Heart

After a while, he saw that the opposite door was opened, and a stretcher bed was slowly pushed out, and Xiao Yao rushed to meet it.Although the nurse pushing the bed was wearing a surgical gown and a mask, she still couldn't hide her exhaustion and helplessness when she looked at Xiao Yao.

When Xiao Yao saw the small figure on the stretcher bed completely covered by the white sheet, his legs softened and he sat down on the ground.

"It's a family member, right? It's time to come." The nurse leaned forward and asked Xiao Yao, "Where's your family?"

Xiao Yao stumbled to his feet and went up to meet her, trying to lift the white cloth off the girl's face with his trembling right hand.

However, the nurse stretched out her hand and pressed the back of her hand.

She lowered her eyes and shook her head gently, but her hands were firm and strong.

"Now, go to Director Lin to make up for the signature and missing procedures of the operation."

"But I still..." Xiao Yao was so choked up that he couldn't speak.

"I understand, I understand. But her current appearance is not suitable. There will be staff below to help her, um, tidy it up so that she can say goodbye with dignity."

Let me find Director Lin?Who is Director Lin?Anyway, it won't be Director Lin of the school.

The nurse pushed the stretcher away, as if pushing away Xiao Yao's world.

Now he is like being in a dense fog with thin air, moving his two lead-filled legs, only blurred figures in front of his eyes, only a rapid heartbeat in his ears, and he doesn't know where he is going.

Ten years of life and death are boundless, without thinking, unforgettable.Thousands of miles of lonely grave, there is nowhere to say desolate.

Going to Qiongbi and down to Huangquan, there is nowhere to be seen.

Jun Mochou, Jun Mochou...

In this dead silence, the jumbled lines of poems bounced back and forth in his mind regardless of the occasion or inconsistency.

Impossible, impossible.

Shen Jie will always grow up peacefully, marry him at the age of 30, and then give birth to a smart, healthy and lively sports school student, this is right.

Yes, the Butterfly Effect, as a senior science fiction fan, Xiao Yao certainly knows about the Butterfly Effect.

But Xiao Yao also knows about the grandmother paradox.

The arrival of Shen Tianyun cannot indirectly lead to her mother's death, which would lead to the destruction of logic.

Besides, if the butterfly effect really took effect, the world and the future should have been turned upside down long ago since Shen Tianyun appeared for more than a month.

How could it be possible that he died of pneumonia just because of being exposed to the rain?
Just because I didn't take her to the hospital immediately?

More than a month ago, I was a happy bastard, a single teenager who fed the whole family by himself.

Then God told him that he had a daughter.

Now tell him that the daughter is gone? !
What is going on here?

……

Xiao Yao's eyes slowly lit up, and he found himself sitting on a chair with a table in front of him, and behind the table, a doctor in a white coat was buried in writing something.

"Fill out this form first." The doctor handed over a piece of paper, but didn't look up at Xiao Yao.

Xiao Yao took the paper, and there were many words written on it, but Xiao Yao couldn't read clearly, so he had to squint his eyes and concentrate, and finally managed to read the words in the upper right corner of the paper:

die.By.surname.name.

It is followed by a horizontal line representing whitespace.

Xiao Yao had a pen in his hand at some point, and he should use this pen to write the correct name on that horizontal line.

But the pen has become extremely heavy now, so heavy that he can't hold it in a normal way, so he has to put the paper on the table, hold the pen tightly, and try his best to write on the paper.

When the word "Shen Jie" appeared crookedly behind the words "name of the deceased", Xiao Yao's heart suddenly felt cramped, and then the pen, paper, and his body all fell to the ground.

When he woke up, Xiao Yao found that he was reclining on a white hospital bed, and in front of him was a nurse sister with beautiful eyes, who was adjusting the infusion bottle hanging high.

When she saw Xiao Yao opened her eyes, she turned her head and said hello: "Shen Tianyun, your boyfriend is awake, come over and have a look—is your adult still here?"

What Shen Tianyun's boyfriend?Even if I'm going to hell, you can't mess with this mandarin duck.

Xiao Yao twisted his body, observed his surroundings, and wondered why hell wanted a hospital.

Wait a minute, take your time.

Shen...Shen Tianyun?

When I registered Shen Jie yesterday, it seemed to be "Shen Tianyun"?
Realizing this, Xiao Yao immediately woke up.

Then, he saw a little girl in a hospital gown and barefoot in hospital slippers walking in. She looked like nothing happened, and when she came over, she stretched out her finger and pressed Xiao Yao's forehead heavily: "You man What's going on? Crying without asking when I came here? I didn't bring my ID card with me, and I didn't charge my phone. If someone asked me about it, the hospital would have to call the police."

Although it was a reproachful tone, the corners of his mouth seemed to be about to hold back a narrow smile.

Xiao Yao stretched out both hands, subconsciously wanting to hug Shen Jie, and then he saw a girl standing at the door of the ward.

The girl was wearing a very artistic plain dress and brown leather shoes with open instep buckles. The buckle in the middle separated the skin-colored socks on the instep into two areas.

25 minute later.

In Shen Jie's advanced ward, Xiao Yao was lying on her hospital bed, Shen Jie moved a chair and sat beside the bed, and Yu Luying sat on the other side of the bed, peeling apples, peeling apples.

The environment of this ward is elegant and tidy. The interior is equipped with wooden floors, high-end bathrooms, luxurious decoration, solid wood furniture, central air conditioning, satellite TV, telephone, refrigerator, sofa and so on.

How much will it cost this day, Xiao Yao thought distressedly.

Is this really necessary?
However, he didn't say this idea, lest someone would say "Did you spend your money?"

There are two beds in the ward, one with curtains and the other without, probably for the family members who accompany the bed, Xiao Yao thinks this is a superfluous arrangement.

"So," Xiao Yao tapped his temples with his knuckles, "You were transferred to this ward this afternoon?"

"Then why not?" Shen Jie smiled and took the freshly peeled apple from Yu Luying's hand, and handed it to Xiao Yao's mouth.

Halfway through the delivery, I suddenly felt something was wrong, and put it in Xiao Yao's hands again: "You can't live in a VIP ward with money, and there just happens to be one vacant, why don't you seize the opportunity?"

"Okay." Xiao Yao sat up and was about to turn over and get out of bed: "I've rested, let the real patient lie down, or it won't look good."

"Hmm~" Shen Jie shook her head, and made a negative voice through her nose: "I feel much better now, the fever has subsided, and the phlegm has decreased a lot. Hanging water is really effective—or else let Lu Ying should lie down for a while, and said she came to see a doctor, but she passed out just now, I really think you should go and register by the way, cough cough."

When the girl said this, there was a worried look on her face.

"I'm fine." Yu Luying held her forehead, shook her head and said, "I just said that I didn't sleep well after reviewing all night last night, and I didn't eat lunch at noon, so my blood sugar was low."

Xiao Yao felt that this explanation was too far-fetched, and he knew that Yu Luying would faint, and he was probably implicated by himself, so he had to quickly change the subject: "Speaking of which, Yu Luying, why would you..."

At the insistence of Xiao Yao and Shen Jie, Yu Luying unbuttoned her little leather shoes, lay down on the hospital bed, and put her little feet wrapped in skin-colored socks into the pure white bed: "After the exam, I want to After thinking about it, I still want to see my sister. I wanted to come here with you, but who knew that after calling you for a long time, you looked back and rode away again, I was really mad."

"So it's like this..." Xiao Yao took another bite of the apple: "I didn't see..."

"Later Luying called me, and I told her that I was in the No.1 civilian hospital, and she would come over with the number of the ward." Shen Jie continued to explain: "As a result, when Luying just came to the hospital, she heard the doctor holding The photo is inquiring about who knows the patient’s family, and I found out after asking, that you mistook Shen Jie for a lost child who died in a car accident.”

"You didn't tell me when you were transferred to the ward?" Xiao Yao said angrily.

Shen Jie raised the phone and shook it: "I sent you a text message and called you, and I also sent a QQ message. Is the phone worth buying?"

"This kind of fashionable thing is flashy, and my Nuozhiyinya will be charged for half a month without charging." Xiao Yao took out the phone, unplugged Shen Jie's phone, and connected it to charge by himself.

"You had electricity back then because you didn't have a phone easily." Yu Luying teased him.

Shen Jie and Yu Luying looked at each other, and the two girls covered their mouths and laughed "giggle".

Really, really nice to hear, Xiao Yao thought.

But when did they become so close again?
"Dog—ah, Xiao Yao," Shen Jie put down her right hand covering her mouth: "Actually, you will be so sad when I die. Unimaginable."

"When I was 6 years old, I was mischievous once," Xiao Yao recalled: "I poured a lot of tap water into the freezer of the refrigerator at home."

Shen Jie was a little confused, but still said with a smile: "It sounds like something you would do."

"At six o'clock in the evening, the TV station played my favorite "Ultraman Heroes of the Universe" on time," Xiao Yao continued: "When the opening song just played, my mother found that everything in the refrigerator was frozen. Come here and turn off the TV."

"Yes." "Yes." The two beautiful girls commented in unison.

"At that time, I was," Xiao Yao smiled wryly, "well, heart-piercing, furious, crying, kneeling and begging my mother to let me finish watching this episode, but my mother insisted on punishing me.

"So, I haven't seen that episode of Ultraman so far.

"Although I have grown up, I am no longer that 6-year-old child, but... when I think of the heart-piercing feelings at that time, I still have sympathy.

"I thought you... went," Xiao Yao looked at Shen Jie, "I felt the same way."

Everyone was silent for two or three seconds, Shen Jie pursed her lips deliberately and said, "Ah, so in Xiao Yao's heart, my life can already be compared with the great Ultraman."

"Not bad, such a lofty position." Yu Luying pursed her lips and said with a smile: "You, do you really think that you are not a child now?"

Hearing these words come out of Yu Luying's mouth, Xiao Yao's face darkened.

If Shen Jie said that about him, he wouldn't mind so much, because Shen Jie was already older than him, and she was indeed mature.

But Yu Luying...

Shen Jie saw that Xiao Yao was not very happy, and said quickly: "By the way, Xiao Yao, I don't know why, but there is a little uncle living opposite you?"

"Ah, yes." Xiao Yao said.

"Xiao Yao's grandmother's house is opposite to his little uncle's house, and Xiao Yao's parents also met through introductions in this way." Yu Luying began to peel another apple.

"But... there is such a big relative living next door, why don't you see you at all? If it weren't for my sudden illness, I would, cough, cough, I don't know that you have an uncle next door." Shen Jie couldn't Xie said: "Your grandma went to the cruise ship for a few months, shouldn't you be entrusted to him?"

"Didn't you tell me that yourself?" Xiao Yao looked at Shen Jie and said, "People in the capital city, the relationship between relatives is cold."

"Ah? Have I said that?" Shen Jie turned her head blankly: "But you are too—"

"Besides, since my parents divorced, my grandma and my uncle haven't moved around very much." Xiao Yao raised his head and looked at the pale ceiling of the ward: "My uncle is also an old bastard. I've seen my little aunt before." Three terms, changing one every few years, and now another person has passed, driving a broken taxi, taking a day off from driving, drinking at home—”

"Don't say that about your uncle," Shen Jie lowered her lips, "Your uncle is very kind, and treats me very well. He has a warm heart and a sharp mouth. When he is discharged from the hospital, I will go to the door to thank you."

"Dengbai, buy something, it's next door anyway." Xiao Yao shrugged, thinking to himself, you don't know what he talks about you behind your back.

Yu Luying suddenly lifted the quilt, turned around and got out of bed, groping for her little leather shoes under the bed with two little feet: "I'm going to the bathroom, how do I get to the bathroom?"

"This advanced ward has its own bathroom." Shen Jie pointed to the foot of the room with a smile.

"Whoa whoa."

As soon as Yu Luying locked the bathroom door with a "click", Xiao Yao stood up, walked around the hospital bed, and hugged Shen Jie who was sitting on the chair.

Then, he rubbed his own face against the girl's.

"Oh, it's alright, alright," Shen Jie gently pushed him away: "It's broad daylight and there are so many people, what are you doing?"

"How can there be such a big crowd here? You must not have any troubles." Xiao Yao said aggrievedly: "I haven't recovered yet."

"Dog, I have something. I know it's inappropriate to ask now, but I feel uncomfortable holding it in my heart. Can you answer me truthfully?" Shen Jie sat back a little, and reached out to hold Xiao Yao's hand.

"Ah? What's the matter?"

"You...are you trying to turn me into Yu Luying?" Shen Jie asked directly.

"What the hell?" Xiao Yao was completely confused, and his voice was a few degrees higher.

"I saw Yu Luying wearing that kind of socks today." Shen Jie pondered for a few seconds, organizing her own words: "You told me that your junior high school classmates like to wear them like this, could it be that... Yu Luying likes them? Put on?"

The veins on Xiao Yao's forehead were about to explode: "It's nothing! This is the first time I saw her wearing it today. She always only wears pure white cotton socks, the short ones, even those with patterns. All--"

"Isn't it?" Shen Jie had a half-smile on her face: "The day I came to you with a plastic bag, the day I ran away from your house, she was wearing the same—what's that called?" coming?"

Xiao Yao almost fainted.

"Including you asking me to read poems, I feel the same... you want to turn me into her, that's how it feels." Shen Jie said thoughtfully.

"For no reason, what are you doing?" Xiao Yao said angrily.

"You said I was doing it?" Shen Jie asked calmly.

"Listen well, Shen Jie," Xiao Yao said eagerly, "To me, you are you and Shen Jie. I never want to turn you into another person, or treat you as someone else's substitute. I let you read poetry, just to share with you my hobbies, the socks, me and Jesus, no, promise your Queen Mary, this is the first time in my life I really saw her wear- oh, Wait, the long one has been worn a few times, the short one is the first time—”

While talking, Yu Luying happened to come out of the bathroom: "What's long or short? I think sister's short hair looks good too. Long hair is very troublesome to take care of——Xiao Yao, don't force your preferences on your girlfriend. .”

"Did you hear that?" Shen Jie said with a smile on her face.

Xiao Yao was a little confused, and casually talked nonsense to Yu Luying: "Yu Luying, doesn't your Bible say that wives should obey their husbands, just like obeying the Lord? Why did you force it?"

Yu Luying picked up her schoolbag: "Some people can see these things when they read the Bible, no matter what age they are."

"Your biblical truths are still out of date?" "But Brother Bo...your uncle said the same thing." Xiao Yao and Shen Jie spoke at the same time.

"Take care of him..." Yu Luying blurted out the word "P", her face was a little red, and she covered her mouth: "It's getting dark, sister, I'm going home first, take care of yourself and get well soon."

"I hope I can be discharged from the hospital in two days, ahem," Shen Jie said with a smile, "Xiao Yao, please send Luying off for me."

"Ah, oh, good." Xiao Yao was stunned for a while.

"No, no, no need to give it away." Yu Luying shook her head and said.

Even so, Xiao Yao accompanied Yu Luying and walked out of Shen Jie's advanced ward side by side.

The sky was already half dark, and the glass windows reflected the faint reflections of the two of them.

"What expression will you have when I die?" Without warning, Yu Luying blurted out this sentence, as if talking to herself.

"What?" Xiao Yao was full of thoughts when he was suddenly taken aback.

"It's nothing." Yu Luying shook her head and walked a few steps faster.

"If you die," Xiao Yao said with a smile, "then I probably won't be able to live either."

When Yu Luying heard this, her whole body trembled, and the expression on her face also froze.

In fact, Xiao Yao didn't mean to tease her deliberately when he said this.Two people living together, if one dies suddenly, what will happen to the other?No one knows.

Maybe they will live and die together, maybe they will break the connection, but according to Xiao Yao's rich experience in online games, the former seems more logical.

"By the way," Xiao Yao pretended to be casual and asked, "Why are you wearing these socks today?"

"Why can't I wear them?" Yu Luying stopped in amazement: "Do I have to ask you for approval for any socks I wear?"

"No, I've known you for a year, and I haven't seen you..." Xiao Yao closed his mouth, thinking to himself, maybe the long-term symbiosis also has the effect of aesthetic assimilation?

terrible.

"What's the matter? Tell me." Yu Luying urged: "Also, what aesthetic assimilation?"

Eavesdropping again, right?

"I thought about it carefully," Xiao Yao shook his head and said, "It's not appropriate to tell you about this."

"If you don't tell me, I'll get to know it by myself." Yu Luying said deliberately and persuasively.

"Why are you always like this? It's so annoying," Xiao Yao complained, "You don't want to talk about it. If you insist on me talking, you'll always get angry after you've finished speaking. Your words don't matter, or you just run away."

If you tell Yu Luying that Shen Jie has feelings for her because of the socks she wore today, what will Yu Luying's reaction be?
First of all, she will seem very calm and apologize and say that I am really sorry for causing trouble to you two.

Then, Yu Luying might say that she will never wear such socks again.

Then, the girl might take off her buckle shoes, take off her socks, and cut them off with a pair of scissors.

No, Yu Luying didn't have scissors by her side, and that's something Shen Jie would do.

Perhaps she would stuff the socks she took off into her pant pockets.

No, that seems to be something Shen Jie would do.

In Yu Luying's words, she should have rolled her socks into a ball, threw them in her face, then picked up her little leather shoes, and disappeared into the night barefoot.

No no no no no, I can't think about it anymore.

Xiao Yao saw that Yu Luying looked at him more and more strangely, so he tried his best to let go of his mind.

"I didn't think about anything, it's all an illusion—" Xiao Yao said.

"At thirteen o'clock," Yu Luying muttered, "It's fine if you don't say anything, I don't bother to care about you."

Xiao Yao sent Yu Luying to the gate of the hospital, sent Jun thousands of miles away, and finally had to say goodbye: "Are you coming tomorrow?"

As soon as the words came out of my mouth, I immediately regretted it, because it was such a strange question.

"Tomorrow I will accompany my mother on a pilgrimage to Mount Yu, let's talk about it the day after tomorrow." Yu Luying thought for a while and said, "You have to take good care of her."

"Hmm." What do you need to say?I can take care of myself.

Xiao Yao and Yu Luying waved goodbye, and almost lost their way when they were looking for Shen Jie's advanced ward.

He passed by an ordinary ward and saw a dozen people crowded inside, most of them were old aunts and old ladies, and there were also a few old men and middle-aged men.

What is this doing? !
After standing at the door and listening for a few minutes, I realized that this group of people were all "brothers and sisters" of the patient, and the leader, Mediterranean in a black suit, was called "Pastor Su".This group of people surrounded the patient's bed, singing "hymns" hand in hand for a while, and praying for the patient with Pastor Su. It was very lively.

After finally finding Shen Jie's ward, Xiao Yao pulled a chair and sat by the girl's bed: "Why don't we invite our Brother Bo over here, and give you, uh, a blessing, and do a blessing ceremony or something Is it a joke?"

"Hey, no more," Shen Jie covered her mouth and said with a smile, "Do you think Brother Bo is as busy as you every day? He is very busy, and we are not his church members, so don't cause trouble for him."

"I saw someone doing it in another ward just now. It's very good. It's auspicious..."

"Why, even this kind of thing has to be busy (note: join in the fun) to follow suit? Are you crazy?" Shen Jie laughed.

"What!" Xiao Yao said anxiously: "I'm really worried about you, I hope you get well soon and be safe and sound. Do you know that what happened in the afternoon scared me? I still have lingering fears and dare not think……"

"You dog..." Shen Jie smiled and waved to Xiao Yao: "Come here."

Xiao Yao stretched his head over and let the girl caress his flat head.

"I will be fine, I promise you." Shen Jie said.

"Yes." Xiao Yao said.

"And... what happened just now," Shen Jie hesitated for a moment, but still said: "I did it, I'm sorry. Maybe it's because when people are sick, they tend to have small emotions..."

"What's the matter?" Xiao Yao asked knowingly.

"That's all right."

"Hey... don't bring such a thing!"

It was night, Xiao Yao was in bed with Shen Jie in the ward, and the two chatted until two or three o'clock before the girl fell into a deep sleep.

She didn't sleep well at night, when the girl got up at night, she heard movement on Xiao Yao's bed.

"Shen Jie...Shen Jie..."

"What's the matter, what's the matter, mom is here." The girl ran to the boy's bedside, but saw that his eyes were closed tightly, and tears were seeping from them, all over his face.His body was twisting and turning, his expression was grim, obviously he had a nightmare.

The girl's heart ached.

"Dog, wake up." The girl shook him twice, but the boy didn't wake up.

"It's really worrying..." Shen Jie muttered to herself, went to the bathroom to get a towel, picked up the boy and hugged him in her arms, wiped off the sweat on his head, and patted the boy gently. Touching his chest: "It's okay...it's okay..."

The pained expression on Xiao Yao's face eased.

The girl patted him for a while, then stretched her legs on the bed, and covered the two of them again with the blanket.

Just like that, she hugged him quietly, feeling his heartbeat that gradually became steady.

This morning, when Xiao Yao woke up, Shen Jie had already returned to her bed.

"I had a...dream," Xiao Yao told Shen Jie while holding his forehead, "I dreamed that you came to my bed in the middle of the night, helped me wipe my sweat, and took the initiative to hug me to sleep—so realistic! "

"Look at you, you've been thinking about something all day long!" Shen Jie let the corners of her mouth droop on purpose, and tapped his forehead with her hand: "If you have nothing to do in the morning, go back and bring me the vocabulary book and the Walkman .”

"No, no, I'm leaving, who will take care of you? You still have to recite vocabulary while you're in the hospital?"

"I've been lying down all day and doing nothing, which makes people anxious." Shen Jie said seriously: "You can also take a rest when you go back, don't come here in a hurry, after all, you can't sleep well outside."

When Xiao Yao walked out of the hospital gate, he felt a little cold, as if he had just come out of an Internet cafe all night.

In order to prevent himself from getting sick, he extravagantly took a taxi back home. Just as Shen Tianyun hadn't left the house, he explained the recent situation to her.

What Shen Jie said was correct - no matter how luxurious the hospital ward is, it can't compare to the comfort at home. Xiao Yao threw himself on the bed, wanting to take a nap, but it was already past one in the afternoon when he opened his eyes.

He hurriedly called Shen Jie, found study materials and machines according to her instructions, took a few books and magazines that he wanted to read with Shen Jie, put them in his schoolbag and went out.

Before going to the hospital, Xiao Yao went to "Hu Jian Qianlixiang Wonton" to eat something delicious first.

Since it was not a meal time, there were almost no people in the narrow shop, only a female student sitting in the corner, who seemed to be doing homework, with a large empty bowl in her hand, as if she had just finished eating.

The reason why I think she is a student is actually because the cover of the book in her hand is very familiar. If you only look at the short curly chestnut hair and the asymmetrical color-blocking blouse, it is difficult to judge whether she is a 16-year-old young girl or A... urban beauty?
Xiao Yao randomly found an empty table, sat down, and ordered 15 large wontons with mustard greens and meat, mixed.

The girl raised her head and looked over when she heard it, a look of surprise flashed across her face.

Immediately afterwards, the girl closed the book and got up, and went straight to sit down across the table where Xiao Yao was sitting.

Xiao Yao was slightly taken aback.

"Boss, I also want 15 large wontons with mustard greens and meat, mixed together." The girl turned her head and shouted to the boss.

"Good ribs!" The boss promised.

Well, what do you mean by so many empty tables that you insist on squeezing me?Xiao Yao was a little confused.

"Hello." Then, the girl said to herself generously: "Excuse me, is this Xiao Yao's classmate?"

"Ah, it's me." Xiao Yao said, "You are..."

"I'm from the same school as you. I'm Zhao Xiaomei from Class One (13) of Senior High. Nice to meet you."

Saying that, the girl who called herself Zhao Xiaomei stretched out her right hand to Xiao Yao.

"Ah, oh, nice to meet you." Xiao Yao was startled, and subconsciously held her hand.

(End of this chapter)