Noble First Daughter-in-law

Thinking of this, she suddenly felt a little funny again.

Yu Wenye has always been frank, he may hide, but he will not deceive; he may ignore, but he will not give up.He has always been just himself, from the first time the two met, got married, and the "deal" on the wedding night, he has always been like this, sober that he doesn't look like a real person.

And myself, as stupid as a dummy.

Especially when she thought of her stupidity of believing that he joined forces with Sheng Guogong, ignoring her, and giving up everything in pain, even willing to die, she found it even more ridiculous.

Fortunately, when I confronted him at the beginning, I kept saying that it was fortunate that I was not unable to extricate myself from him. If I was so clear-headed as I said, how could I suffer so much when I thought he didn't care about my own life and death?

In fact, I still treat him——

Thinking of this, she really smiled.

Time to wake up, time to wake up...

His tenderness and consideration, and even his desperate rescue, are his personality, not his own particularity.

The truly special person is in his heart, not by his side.

Time to wake up...

For some reason, Yu Wenye was suddenly startled when he saw Shang Ruyi's smile, although he had already explained everything.

He frowned and said in a deep voice, "Shang Ruyi!"

It wasn't until this time that Shang Ruyi raised his eyes again, glanced at him, and said, "I see."

"..."

"Thank you for coming to save me."

"..."

"Thank you, too, for not giving up on me."

Yu Wenye's face slowly darkened, he gritted his teeth, and said: "I've said so much, you still want to be 'fair' with me? Do you want to owe me nothing?"

"..."

"Do you understand—"

Before he finished speaking, Shang Ruyi closed her eyes a bit sleepily, and said softly in a weak voice: "Yu Wenye, we are fair."

"what?"

Yu Wenye frowned, and his heart seemed to skip a beat unconsciously.

The small space in the carriage seemed to be quiet again. After a while, Shang Ruyi opened his eyes again, looked at him calmly, and said, "You said you didn't lie to me, I admit, you never seem to bother Liar, you just—will hide."

"..."

Yu Wenye's breathing suddenly became chaotic.

And Shang Ruyi's eyes were also at this moment, flickering a little messy, but there was a bleak smile on her face, and she said: "I am obviously not injured or sick, why am I so weak this way, even, you guys Not even a breath of wind will blow me."

A crack finally appeared on Yu Wenye's stern face.

When he looked down at Shang Ruyi, his expression seemed to be in pain.

He said: "Ruyi..."

"and also,"

Shang Ruyi went on to say: "During the journey, you all made me drink medicine. I drank the medicine for calming the mind, but it didn't taste like that."

"..."

"Look at the doctor, why did you let Tusheer and the others come here in advance. Are they here to arrange, or to tell the doctor in advance, not to explain my illness in front of me?"

The more Shang Ruyi talked, the more chaotic her breath became.

And the hands that held her tightly became heavier at this moment, almost melting her whole body into his chest, wishing that the two of them would never be separated again.

However, the close body is still cold.

Just like at this moment, Shang Ruyi's eyes were cold.

She looked at Yu Wenye and said, "I've been guessing and thinking, until just now, the doctor gave me a prescription, and I finally understood."

"..."

"Crack hemp, astragalus, dodder, rehmannia..."

She slowly said the names of the few medicines that she barely recognized from the prescription with a quick glance just now, and then said: "These are not medicines for curing seasickness and for people to rest in peace."

"..."

"These are medicines for women to return to the uterus and nourish blood after abortion."

Yu Wenye said: "You—"

Shang Ruyi smiled lightly and said, "You seem to have forgotten that I told you on the second day of our wedding that I used to go to Turkic with my father and practiced medicine with the witch doctor there."

"..."

"Although I have never drunk this kind of medicine, I can tell the name and effect of the medicine just by looking at it."

Speaking of this, Shang Ruyi's face turned paler than before, but the corners of his eyes showed a startling redness.

She took a deep breath and said, "I had a miscarriage, right?"

I don't know if the wheel suddenly bumped into some kind of roughness, the carriage suddenly shook violently, just like the world of the two of them at this moment is also on the verge of being broken in such violent shaking.

At this moment, Yu Wenye's eyes also turned red.

However, his hands hugged Shang Ruyi more tightly, as if he was afraid that she might leave him in the slightest, and he would never be able to touch the possibility again.

He said: "Ruyi..."

That voice was so painful that it seemed to be about to break.

As for Shang Ruyi, he just nodded lightly.

In fact, she didn't need his answer.

The moment she saw the prescription, she already understood everything. The reason why she didn't ask until now was that she didn't want to admit that it was because of his tenderness. Thinking about it, it should be because she wanted to accumulate some strength so that she could face this moment calmly. .

She had a miscarriage.

She was robbed by Wo Xue and went to Chu Yang's side. When going through all that, there was always a child in her womb.

their children.

However, the child didn't even have time to make her aware of his presence, and left.

No wonder she was so cold and in so much pain that night, the blood on her body seemed to flow endlessly, she even lost her mind in pain, thinking in a trance that she, like the person who fell in the sea of ​​blood in front of her, was about to die, was about to be killed The endless sea of ​​blood engulfed in front of him.

So, holding the sword, she walked out of the Guangming Palace aimlessly, because at that time, she had already forgotten that she was still alive.

But it turned out not to be.

It wasn't her who left, but the child who shouldn't exist between them.

he's gone.

No sound and no sound, only brought her a burst of pain, and then left, just like when he came, he was originally happy.

But regardless of pain or happiness, at this moment, it is time to wake up.

Shang Ruyi smiled, this time, she really smiled seriously, but she was caught off guard, something hot fell down from the corner of her eyes, and dripped onto Yu Wenye's hand that was holding her tightly, melting As a crystal tear, it disappeared in an instant.

The same is true for the pain between two people.

It doesn't matter if it existed, but what should end, let it end here.

Shang Ruyi looked up at him, this face was still handsome, even if there was such a handsome man who fell in love with her, Shang Ruyi understood that even if time went back, she would still be attracted to this face.

It's just that I gave up.

She took a deep breath, and calmly said to him: "Yu Wenye, God is telling us not to owe each other."