Noble First Daughter-in-law

Chapter 383 Between them, it is fake

The room suddenly fell silent.

Knowing that this answer shouldn't be too much of a surprise, Shang Ruyi still felt a sudden pain in her chest, which made her hard to guard against, and even her breathing became chaotic.

After a long time, she managed to calm down, but said "oh" in a weak voice.

Chang Wan looked at her cautiously, not daring to say much.

Shang Ruyi stood for a while, then walked to the table and sat down, and sat down for a while, then turned her head to look at the jewelry box that Chang Wan brought over from the table, she took a deep breath, as if she felt that she was finally calm and calm After getting down, he reached out to open the jewelry box and took out two pearl hairpins from inside.

Comparing the two, she put the luxurious and colorful one back, leaving the simple but dignified one aside.

In the same way, bracelets and earrings were selected.

Chang Wan looked at the side for a while, recalled it, and said softly: "Young Madam is choosing what to bring tomorrow?"

Shang Ruyi nodded slightly.

At this time, Tusheer also came in from the outside. She had just finished packing Shang Ruyi's bathing things. She was still sweating and was fanning herself with her hand. As soon as she entered the door, she saw Shang Ruyi arranging the jewelry on the table. I was stunned for a moment, and said: "Miss, the things you need to bring tomorrow, I will just prepare them for you, you should rest earlier."

Shang Ruyi shook her head and said softly, "You still have to do these things yourself."

"..."

"..."

The two maids looked at each other subconsciously, as if they felt that there was another deep meaning in her words.

But before they thought about it, Shang Ruyi raised her head again and said, "Get me a formal suit."

Chang Wan heard the words and said hastily: "Young madam, tomorrow's Fa conference is not an imperial gathering, so the officials and wives who go there don't need to wear formal clothes."

"Oh?"

Shang Ruyi thought for a while and said, "Then, prepare that indigo suit for me."

"That set?"

Tu Sheer and Chang Wan looked at each other again, and Tu Sheer said softly: "Miss, do you want to change?"

Although the jewelry Shang Ruyi selected were all plain and dignified, and the suit of clothes was also plain, but when the clothes and jewelry matched, there was a kind of strange, low-key eye-catching, as if--it didn't seem very attractive. Pay attention, but once it is seen by others, it will be eye-catching.

But tomorrow is the imperial court's ceremony, and Shang Ruyi's status is special, so the experience of this trip to Jiangdu is even more special.

Shouldn't she try her best to make herself "out of the crowd"?

Facing the puzzled eyes of the two above, Shang Ruyi smiled lightly and said, "No, just prepare like this, let's go."

Seeing what she said, the two couldn't persuade them anymore, they could only take out the clothes, hang them on the rack, iron the wrinkles, prepare the belt, and wait to put it on tomorrow.

When everything was ready, the two maids left the room, leaving her to rest alone.

The room fell silent.

Almost immediately, Shang Ruyi felt as if her heart was empty.

She knew that she was suffering, and she also knew that she had perfectly concealed her discomfort just now, but even if she deceived everyone, the feeling of aching in her heart and being empty at the moment could not deceive herself.

But why do you still feel uncomfortable?

She was a little angry with herself, but she was even more helpless, even if she was angry with herself, even if she knew she shouldn't feel bad for that person and what he did, but the pain was like a monster she couldn't resist, always on her own Just when he thought he was well prepared, he just rushed into her world like this, tearing her heart apart and dripping with blood.

Shang Ruyi raised her head, looked at herself pale and pitiful reflected in the bronze mirror on the other side, and smiled wryly.

So what if it's bloody?She still has to heal herself, get back up, and live.

She has to rely on herself!

Thinking of this, on the contrary, a little strength emerged from her decadent emotions. Shang Ruyi took a deep breath, stood up and walked towards the bed, preparing for an early rest. After all, what she will face tomorrow is not only her I don't know, maybe even God doesn't know.

But as soon as he walked to the bed, he froze there again.

There is only one bed in this room.

Of course there is only one bed. This is the place where Yu Wenye grew up. He lives alone, so naturally he only has one bed.

But how to sleep?

In the past, when they were in Taiyuan Mansion and Luoyang, the two of them could still sleep in separate beds according to the agreement, and then——

What about the relationship between the two now?
In fact, to her, there seems to be little difference between sleeping on the same bed or sleeping in separate beds. After all, the two have already had physical contact and are already a real couple; but she also understands in her heart that after going through After some incidents, it is impossible for the two of them to go back to that time, the time when they were close to each other, and they gave their hearts to each other.

They are a couple, after all, they are fake.

fake……

Thinking of this, Shang Ruyi suddenly felt that it was not so uncomfortable to have an empty heart. She went to bed calmly, blew out the candle, lay down, and closed her eyes.

Time passed by little by little in the dark night.

In a blink of an eye, the third watch has passed.

The lights in the entire Duke's Mansion were extinguished, and everything was silent, and this room was enveloped in an almost tense silence, and even the heart that was still beating inside was about to slowly become cold.

At this moment, the door to the outer room was gently pushed open.

She obviously felt that she was about to fall asleep, maybe even fell into a light sleep, but that light click sounded like something she had been waiting for for a long time. As soon as it sounded, Shang Ruyi woke up all of a sudden. .

In the darkness, she slowly opened her bright eyes.

At this time, she was a little flustered, she didn't know why she had to wake up at this time, she didn't want to face Yu Wenye again tonight, especially after he entered the palace and came back.

Thinking of this, she tried her best to suppress her heartbeat and breathing.

The whole person lay quietly on his side on the bed, as if he had already fallen asleep.

However, the more she suppressed her heartbeat and breathing, the blood in her whole body almost burst, and her senses became sharper than usual. She even heard Yu Wenye's breathing and his footsteps clearly. With a voice, he walked into the inner room step by step, and then walked to the bed step by step.

Then, stop.

He just stood there motionless, as if he was looking at something or waiting for something.

However, on such a night, what can he see, and what can he wait for?

Shang Ruyi's hand on his chest subconsciously grasped the skirt of his shirt.

At this time, she suddenly realized that the situation at this moment, even the heartbeat was a little familiar. It was the night when the two of them were outside Xingluo warehouse, and it was like this. She was asleep, but not asleep. Go to the bed and stand quietly.

However, it is different after all.

At that time, even though I had been hurt a few times, I was still looking forward to a heart that could be completely my own. Even after being repeatedly rejected by him, I still mustered up the courage to go to his tent and take the initiative to ask him what he wanted. A truth - can it be true between them.

But now, she already knew everything, and she no longer accumulated that useless courage.

Between them, it is fake.

Even if there is a physical relationship, even if there is the reality of husband and wife...but it is fake.

Thinking about it this way, recalling my own bravery and initiative at the beginning, I don’t think it’s a little funny, even a little pitiful. Shang Ruyi gently stroked himself with the hand clasped on his heart, as if to comfort his old, Like a wound that refuses to scab over.

And at this moment, a big warm hand suddenly covered her shoulder!
"...!"

With just this touch, her whole body seemed to have been electrified, and she trembled all of a sudden.

what happened! ?
Yu Wenye, he——

Shang Ruyi's breath was suffocated, and even her heartbeat stopped at this moment. All the senses in her body gathered on her shoulders at this moment. On that inch of cool skin, separated by a thin layer of pajamas, was covered by that Covered with warm big hands, it was so hot that it seemed to be on fire.

What is he going to do?
Why at this time, touch yourself?

Just when Shang Ruyi was flustered, but tried her best to control herself and calm herself down, she heard a soft sigh.

It was Yu Wenye's sigh.

As if with a little smile, but also as if, a little powerless.

What is he sighing for?
That night, they had no communication at all. He went to the palace and saw the person he met. The sigh could only be because of the person in his heart.

But why, standing beside him, caressing his shoulder, sighing like this?

Shang Ruyi's heart was in a mess, but she felt that she shouldn't be in a mess.

What he did, his sigh...why do I think so much?

Thinking of this, she calmed herself down even more firmly. Even though her heart was already beating like a drum, she still tried her best to let out an even and long breathing sound, still lying on her side in the bed, and there was a large space behind her, enough for The two of them passed the night without disturbing each other.

So the hand—

She waited for the hand to let go.

After a long time, the hand really let go.

Then, she felt that Yu Wenye slowly took off his coat, sat on the side of the bed, seemed to look back at her for a while, and then lay down.

Then, he also turned sideways.

Although he didn't turn his head, the keen senses around him clearly told Shang Ruyi that the person behind him turned sideways, facing him.

In the night, his eyes seemed to be looking at her.

After a long almost suffocating silence, he sighed again.

The breath, which carried his smell and even his body temperature, blew across the back of Shang Ruyi's neck, bringing a tingling feeling, which almost made her unbearable—although she didn't know that she couldn't bear it like this, What else could she do, but she still curled up quietly.

The night passed in such panic and bewilderment.

(End of this chapter)