Shaojun riding the sea

Chapter 104
"Master, is it, is it related to the last words left by Senior Feng...?"

After hearing Shi Xuanling's words, Mrs. Wan's expression changed slightly, and she finally turned her head to look at the girl with bright eyes.

"Flowing water down the mountain is not intentional, and a piece of cloud returns to the cave without intention. If life is like clouds and water, iron trees will bloom all over the world in spring."

Shi Xuanling's clear voice resounded in the room, and her light-colored and moving eyes were reflected by the firelight. She stared at Mrs. Wan with an extremely serious expression, and said word by word:

"Master, Senior Feng wants to tell you, let you stop using the ground as a prison and lock yourself up. You have made no mistakes in this life, and neither has he. You don't need to care about his identity. No matter who he is, the friendship between you is important." Nothing will change."

"He only hopes that you can untie your knots and let go of your obsessions, just like what you said to him when you were in Lanxin Courtyard, and regard him as... your best friend."

After all these years, why doesn't he know how hard she has lived?But she didn't want to see him, or read anything he wrote her.

He had so many things he wanted to say to her, but in the end he could only leave with regret.

How much he wished that everything would return to the original appearance, she was still the proud and bright little girl in a golden feather dress, holding a moon bow, shining like the bright moon in the sky.

How great would it be if she could let go of her obsessions, let go of herself, let go of her heavy burden, and live freely?
He only hoped that she could still call him "Rong Mu", just like what she said to him that year when she stood in front of the coniferous flowers with him——

"Rong Mumu, no matter what happens in the future, I will never forget you, and I will never forget the days I spent with you in this courtyard. You will always be my... best friend."

It's what she said, no matter what happens, they'll always be... best friends.

But she broke her promise, the vicissitudes of the world, time flies, everything is different in the end, hidden under the garden.

The knot face flower blooms year after year, but the people who admired the flowers side by side can no longer stand together.

Under the spirit card, the woodcarving was finally completely burnt in the brazier, and the ashes were reduced to ashes, dissipating like smoke.

Mrs. Wan, who was sitting in front of the brazier, had already burst into tears.

She finally understood why Feng Shuxing said to give her a big gift, because Feng Shaorong's last words were good medicine for her, and he didn't blame a single word, but he was as gentle as before, thinking about her with empathy , Persuading her to let go of her obsessions, untie her knots, and no longer lock herself in a cage and suffer for the rest of her life.

She had never dared to face his last words, but today she finally found out, and while tears streamed down her face, her heart relaxed a lot.

It turned out that he didn't blame her for being unfeeling, but for breaking her promise that day. It turned out that he still remembered the friendship between them, and remembered that he was her... best friend.

He was not wrong, and neither was she. I have tortured myself for more than ten years. Is it really time...to let go of my obsession?
"Master, what on earth happened between you and Senior Feng? He asked you not to worry about his identity. Is he the master of Fenglou? But you knew it from the beginning, so why did you suddenly feel like that? Do you have a grudge? What is your obsession all this time? Why..."

"Okay, I know his last words, the rest... don't need to ask any more, the past is in the past, the past is like flowing water and smoke, and it will never return. You don't need to know so much. This is what I shared with you." A matter between Feng Shaorong."

Madam Wan suddenly spoke quietly, interrupting all Shi Xuanling's questions.

Shi Xuanling was slightly taken aback, and after pursing her lips, she finally nodded obediently, and said in a low voice: "This is indeed a matter between you, Master, and Senior Feng. I shouldn't ask too many questions, just ask Senior Feng Just bring your last words to you, but I have one more thing..."

Speaking of this, Shi Xuanling moved closer to Mrs. Wan eagerly, and she almost couldn't wait to say: "Master, please take me home, I want to go back to Qingli Mountain, back to my clan!"

"I lived in Lanxin Small Courtyard by accident, and I went to Fenglou to investigate all the way after I found the knot-face flower. I just wanted to find my clansmen and return to my hometown..."

"After all, I was too young when I left the clan. My mother took me out of Qingli Mountain when she was nine years old and sent me to Shi's family. But there is not a day when I don't want to return to the clan. I have escaped many times. , but I don't know the way home, so I can only keep trying to find clues. After so many years, I want to go back in my dreams..."

Shi Xuanling's tears were shining, and she held Mrs. Wan's hands tightly. She had been looking forward to seeing the dawn for many years. The way home seemed to be in front of her eyes, but Mrs. Wan's cold hands suddenly moved, and she suddenly interrupted her. He asked out of the blue——

"Xuan Ling, what does it mean for you to be more innocent?"

This sudden question made Shi Xuanling stunned again, her light-colored eyes were a little dazed and puzzled.

"Master, you...why do you ask such a question?"

"You just need to answer me, are you still in love with the son of Yue, do you want to marry him wholeheartedly?"

Although this question came very abruptly, Shi Xuanling still looked at Mrs. Wan, nodded, and said softly: "I, I told Ah Yue that when I find my hometown, I will take him back with me and let him see you." Meet my people..."

"If that's the case, then there's no need to go back."

Mrs. Wan closed her eyes and sighed: "Xuan Ling, life is short and there are many worries, it is better to cherish the person in front of you, you will stay on this island for the rest of your life, go hand in hand with the son of Yue... ..."

"Yes, but Master, I also want to go home, I want to go back to Qingli Mountain, I want to reunite with the clansmen, please take me back, Master..."

Shi Xuanling became anxious, and knelt down on her knees. She grabbed Mrs. Wan's hand, and tears welled up in her eyes, but Mrs. Wan became ruthless and broke her hands hard, refusing without any room.

"No, I can't go back, and you can't go back either...Xuan Ling, although I have never met your mother, since she took you out of the clan when you were nine years old and sent you to Shi Shi Home, there must be her good intentions, it is God's will, you will stay on Yunzhou Island, and live with the person you like until you grow old, in this life, forget the Qingli Mountain, forget the Butterfly Clan, don't go again Looking for any answers..."

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The dark clouds rolled in the sky, as if soaked in ink, as the cold wind blew, a few raindrops fell, carrying a trace of coolness, and fell on Shi Xuanling's hair.

She walked out of Qinglin Garden in a daze, alone, her back was lonely and lonely, only Mrs. Wan's earnest words echoed in her ears——

"I told you this today because I hope you will let go of everything and don't go after anything, otherwise you will be confused, and you won't know if you lose your life someday!"

"I warned you before, don't go to Fenglou again, but you didn't listen, and went to the extremely dangerous Devil Weeping Forest, and almost lost your life there, how many lives can you gamble with?" ?”

"It's all over here, you just need to go back and tell Feng Shuxing that you have conveyed your last words, after that you don't want to go to Fenglou again, and Feng Shuxing don't see you again, everything I said to you today You must keep your mouth shut about the content, and you must not reveal it to anyone, even if it is the son of Yue and A Sheng, you can't say a word to them, do you understand?"

"From now on, you are just the third lady of the Shi family, and I am just Mrs. Wan on this island. Don't mention our other identities again. Forget Qingli Mountain and the people of your clan. After all, We're all... never going back."

The cold wind was coming, the sky was getting darker, and the rain was getting more and more urgent. Shi Xuanling walked on the street, not caring that his clothes and hair were soaked by the rain, and his soul seemed to be pulled out.

But at this moment, she faintly heard a familiar voice coming from the front, her heart twitched, and when she looked up, she saw a handsome figure in purple——

In the pattering rain, the young man pushed aside the crowd sheltering from the rain, staggered forward and muttered out of tune:

"Rang Rang, Rang Rang, what are you doing in such a hurry? Just hiding from the rain, rushing to reincarnate? I'm blind and can't see, and you will pay for the damage?"

That figure in purple who was cursing in the rain was none other than Zhong Lisheng!

Coincidentally, he was recuperating in Fenglou, and when he found out that Shi Xuanling had woken up, he wanted to visit her as soon as possible, but she went to Qinglin Garden. Pay attention, slipped out of Fenglou directly, and wanted to find Shi Xuanling in Qinglin Garden.

He came here because he was worried about Shi Xuanling's situation. After all, on the altar in Devil Weeping Forest that day, she lost a lot of blood and was seriously injured, so he was really worried.

Secondly, he also wanted to go to Qinglin Garden and meet his mother, Mrs. Wan. Although he was rescued by Feng Shuxing and brought back to Fenglou, he was full of conflicts in his heart. He wanted to see his mother, but was afraid of seeing her.

He is blind in both eyes, like a child who always wants some care and comfort from his mother when he is sick and vulnerable, he is no exception, he wants his mother to feel sorry for him, but he is afraid that his mother will be too worried, what's more afraid that... not give a damn about.

Just like that year when he came back from the battlefield and dragged his bloody body to find his mother, he didn't get any love, but was injured by his mother.

But after hearing that Shi Xuanling had gone to Qinglin Garden, the thought that he had suppressed in his heart was aroused again. He couldn't wait to see Shi Xuanling and his mother.

He wanted to see these two women who were extremely important to him at this very moment.

In the rain, Zhong Lisheng pushed aside the crowd, staggering, although his purple clothes were soaked by the cold rain, his heart was burning hot, he just wanted to see the person he wanted to see immediately.

His eyes have been healed by Feng Shuxing, and they have improved, but he is not completely blind. Now he is considered a "half-blind man", and he can see some ghosts in front of his eyes.

It's just that he slipped out of Fenglou with great difficulty, but Tiangong was not so beautiful. It rained halfway, pedestrians and vendors scattered to hide from the rain, and he was also trapped in it, making it difficult to move forward.

The sky was dark, and everyone was eager to hide from the rain, but for a while, no one recognized this "blind man" who was the dignified young island master Zhong Lisheng.

However, this little shark didn't say anything, let alone ask for help, just brushed aside the crowd, and groped in the rain until the bell rang faintly, and suddenly he heard a call coming from ahead——

"Asheng!"

The girl was completely wet, and her slender body was blurred in the rain, but it seemed to be shining like light. She rushed towards him from the rain, and the bell on her wrist rang all the way, hitting right into the bottom of his heart.

"Xuan, Xuan Ling?"

Zhong Lisheng was in disbelief, surprised and delighted, and before he had time to say more, the drenched girl plunged into his arms, crying bitterly while hugging him.

"Why, what's the matter, why are you crying?"

(End of this chapter)