Hi, it's Mr. Lin!

Chapter 102 Let me go, let me go
The suffocating depression was everywhere in the quiet room. Lin Qi looked at the thin divorce agreement on the table and clenched his hands tightly. His eyes were already red with anger and sadness, and his tall body was trembling.Chen Xiaonian, who was sitting on the bed behind, played with her mobile phone nonchalantly, as if all the behavior of the man in front of her had nothing to do with her.

"Hurry up and sign, I still have something to do!"

Turning around and looking at the person on the tip of his heart, Lin Qi felt that his heart was being pulled and torn apart.Walking to the side of the bed and squatting down, she pulled Chen Xiaonian's hand with a light pleading tone: "Niannian, can we not get a divorce?"

After a long time, Chen Xiaonian finally threw the phone aside and looked at the humble man in front of him with a smile.She lifted his chin with her slender fingers and leaned over each word: "I told you I don't love you anymore, do you know that you really look down like this?"

Seeing the sadness and pleading in the man's eyes turn into despair little by little, Chen Xiaonian felt indescribably comfortable.Pointing his fingertips on his forehead all the way down, the high bridge of the nose, the trembling lips due to excitement, and the clear line of the jaw, watching his Adam's apple that couldn't help sliding gently pressed, Lin Qi felt suffocated Feelings swept over.

"Nian Nian, everything was fine yesterday, why did you suddenly change?"

Chen Xiaonian stood up and walked to the dressing table, fiddled with the things in the jewelry box, looked at herself in the mirror and said casually: "No one can guarantee that things like feelings will never go bad, nor can they be sure when they will It's changed, not to mention me who never had feelings for you!"

Lin Qi looked at Chen Xiaonian in disbelief, she said that she had never had feelings for her, which made him unacceptable no matter what.Something seems to be expanding in my mind, what is it?Why can't I remember.

Lin Qi held his head in pain, and cold sweat kept coming out and then dripping down and disappearing on the white plush carpet. Chen Xiaonian sat down and leaned on the dressing table to try on the accessories he gave him after marriage.Each one is of great value, and some are even unattainable.

Just like the necklace I wear around my neck, such a large pink diamond is already rare, and its purity without any impurities determines its unattainable value.I still remember that I fell in love with this pink diamond when I saw it at an auction abroad, and Lin Qi bought it without blinking.

Chen Xiaonian casually threw the necklace back into the jewelry box, picked up the divorce agreement and walked over to Lin Qi who was already lying on the ground, urging him to sign quickly, her face was full of undisguised disgust.At this moment, Lin Qi's mind seemed to be isolated by a layer of foggy glass, and the memories sprang out all of a sudden. Yes, those things that he couldn't remember were the happy times when the two were together in the past.

The pain made Lin Qi look very weak, he stood up unsteadily from the ground, holding Chen Xiaonian's shoulders with both hands with red eyes, trying to see something from her expression.However, he was disappointed, whether it was the facial expression or the bright eyes that made him sink, he only saw indifference and impatience.

"Can you tell me why?"

Letting go of his hand and taking a step back, Lin Qi seemed to be drained of all his strength and fell onto the bed, tears streaming down his face.Turning his head slowly to look above the head of the bed, he couldn't see the person in the photo clearly due to his blurred vision.He asked himself that he had always been single-minded towards Nian Nian, loved her with all his strength, and even died without hesitation as long as she was happy.He thought that she would love him as much as he loved her, and the two of them walked hand in hand for a long time until they turned white.

"Because I'm in love with someone else."

Falling in love with someone else, these words deeply hurt Lin Qi's heart that was riddled with holes.He didn't believe it, he didn't believe that Chen Xiaonian who softly called Lin Qi brother behind him since childhood would change overnight, this idea seemed to give him a shot in the arm.

"Nian Nian, tell me, do you have any unavoidable difficulties? As long as you tell me, I will believe it."

Chen Xiaonian sneered as Lin Qi couldn't wait to explain himself, and looked at him with pity: "What a poor guy."

"Nian Nian, whatever reason you say is fine, it's just... just... can you stop saying you don't love me as a reason."

Chen Xiaonian broke free from the shackles with disdain on her face: "I'm not the kind of person who can lie, if you don't love you, you don't love me. Your self-confident performance of affection will only make me hate you even more."

As he said that, he came over and pushed Lin Qi down, pinched his chin with his fingers and looked down at him: "I really want to know how the outsiders will react when they know that President Lin, who is usually aloof, is now in such a mess. "

Chen Xiaonian wanted to say something, but the phone rang, and when she saw the flashing name on it, she immediately changed her face.

"Hello? Honey, don't worry. I'm talking about divorce right now! But it might be a bit tricky. He's like a mangy dog, or I'll sue directly. "

Chen Xiaonian's unscrupulous attitude and sharp words were like a sharp knife piercing Lin Qi's heart, and her tender voice was like a strong hand tightly locking his throat, making it difficult to breathe .

When Chen Xiaonian hung up the phone, she turned her head and saw Lin Qi looking at her with tears in her smile.He couldn't help becoming nervous, there was so much helplessness and despair in that smile, as well as crazy determination.

"Nian Nian, I used to firmly believe that you also loved me, so I never thought that one day you would be so unfeeling, and I never thought what my world would be like after you left."

Lin Qi stood up and approached Chen Xiaonian, looking at her eyes with a deep sea-like despair and suffocating affection.He raised his hand and pressed her into his arms with Chen Xiaonian's irresistible strength. The gradually tightened arms made Chen Xiaonian feel that he would just be strangled to death.

"Nian Nian, I can let you go, but if you can stay with me for one last day, it's my only request before divorce."

A large amount of air poured into his lungs, Chen Xiaonian felt like he was alive after a catastrophe.Looking at the sad man in front of him, he subconsciously wanted to refuse, but after seeing the pleading in his red eyes, he couldn't bear to refuse.

"can."

Lin Qi was as happy as a child when he heard that Chen Xiaonian agreed, and anyone who saw that would feel sad.In the evening, he cooked some of Chen Xiaonian's favorite dishes, and opened another bottle of red wine.

After drinking for three rounds, Lin Qi looked at Chen Xiaonian who was already in a dizzy state, took her hand and rubbed it on his cheek, the blue stubble made Chen Xiaonian involuntarily want to withdraw his hand.

"Nian Nian, do you know what I was thinking when I saw you for the first time? I wonder why there are people like porcelain dolls in this world? Can I take them home and hide them secretly? Do you remember Did you fall asleep while playing in the park? Later, when I quietly watched you sleep by the bedside, I thought, I don’t know who will take advantage of such a cute little pig in the future.”

"Later, as you grew up, every time I saw you playing with other boys, I was very annoyed. At that time, I comforted myself because I was worried that you would be bullied. When I knew what feelings are, I would be very annoyed." Make it clear that my feelings for you are not between brother and sister, it is a feeling that I want you to be seen and felt only by me."

Chen Xiaonian, who was overwhelmed by alcohol, swayed when she heard Lin Qi's broken thoughts, and finally fell down on the table.The man on the opposite side couldn't help but smile wryly when he saw her lying down, didn't he even want to listen to the past of the two of them?
Lin Qi went around the dining table and leaned over to pick him up, gently put him on the bed and sat aside, observing Chen Xiaonian carefully.It is impossible to let her go, this life, the next life, and every life after life can only be his.

The next day, Lin Qi took Chen Xiaonian to the children's park where they met for the first time. The area became larger and the amusement facilities inside were also changed. It can be said that all the things that left memories of the two of them disappeared.Looking at the 'unrecognizable' park, Lin Qi felt desolate, and his relationship with her was also 'unrecognizable' just like here.

Looking at the children running back and forth, laughing and playing, Lin Qi felt that the excitement had nothing to do with him, while Chen Xiaonian looked around bored.

"It's not naive for such a grown-up person to come to this kind of place!"

Chen Xiaonian's muttering made Lin Qi's body tremble, and when he looked back at her expression, he realized that she had already forgotten where it was.It's really sad that I cherish all the memories between the two of them so carefully, but she discards them like shoes.

Then the two went to the place where they went to school together. Today is Friday, which is the day when students are on holiday.Standing at the door and looking at those young students, Lin Qi seemed to have seen the days when the two of them went in and out of school together.

The two of them went to many places that day, and only Lin Qi recalled the past. Chen Xiaonian's unsalty attitude made him fall into deeper despair.

"I've been tired all day, you take a rest, I'll cook."

Lin Qi took a fruit plate and put it in Chen Xiaonian's hands, standing aside and staring at her side face intently.

"Aren't you going to cook? What are you doing here!"

It was uncomfortable to be stared at all the time, Chen Xiaonian frowned after swallowing the watermelon in her mouth, and said something in a tone full of disgust.

"By the way, don't forget to sign at night."

The understatement made Lin Qi's tall body pause, and a soft 'hmm' sound came out of his nose.Looking at Chen Xiaonian and Lin Qi who was eating deliciously, Lin Qi was very pleased, at least she didn't dislike her cooking skills.

The pen tip made a 'scratch' sound on the paper, which made Chen Xiaonian, who was standing behind Lin Qi, feel happy. After accepting the signed divorce agreement, she was relieved, and the expression on her face became much more relaxed.

"Isn't it good to let me go and let yourself go? Don't do those meaningless things in the future."

Lin Qi didn't speak, just looked at her smilingly, and after a long time, he said slowly: "Nian Nian, you belong to me alone, I don't allow anyone to take you away from me."

Before Chen Xiaonian recovered from the joy, she was pushed down on the bed, her slender and smooth neck was tightly strangled by a pair of big hands.She looked in horror at the man who was pressing on her with a hostile face, and kept patting his body with her hands, and when she found it was useless, she went to pull the hands on her neck, but all the struggles were in vain.Lin Qi watched the person on his apex go from a violent struggle at the beginning to a powerless convulsion and finally died with nothing to rest on his eyes, his heart was also incomparably tormented.He didn't want to do this, but he couldn't help it, because he didn't know how to keep her.The time of this day is to give her a chance to look back, and it is also a chance to redeem herself.

Lin Qi sat with Chen Xiaonian in his arms for the whole night, really feeling her body gradually becoming cold and hard. Just as the first ray of sunlight shone into the room in the morning, there was an urgent knock on the door.

(End of this chapter)