What kind of bad thoughts can the stand-in male lead have?

Chapter 142

Shang Xingyan's eyes froze slightly. In the dark night, he seemed to hear that something was collapsing and collapsing, making a mess.

He began to wonder how they had gotten to where they were today.

It was he who wanted to get rid of her.

Because her whole being is closely related to everything about his past self that he hated.

Although he has deliberately wanted to forget his embarrassing past, his background that was hated and spurned by people, and even tried to use all actions and honors to wash away the shame and filth brought to him by the word "illegitimate child".

But with her by her side, it was tantamount to reminding him all the time that he couldn't get rid of his background and past, and he couldn't get rid of the shame brought to him by the words "Pei Xingyan".

He didn't want to get in touch with her, so he lied that he didn't like intimate contact, but she was all about him, and she actually believed what he said casually.

Such a sincere, open and loving heart was placed in front of him by her, but he just wanted to get rid of it.

So he found warm wine.

However, he had to admit that, to a large extent, Wen Jiu was very similar to Jiang Li back then, with the same enthusiasm and cheerfulness, like a little sun, with him in her eyes and in her heart, the only difference was that she treated him I don't know anything about the past.

He is very content to linger among the crowd with a brand new identity, enjoying the envious eyes and flattering attitudes brought by his new identity and status.

But in addition to being satisfied, there are endless regrets.

It's a pity that the little girl who brought him out of the darkness back then, the little girl who he had worked so hard to make him have nothing, is not with him.

As time goes by, the regret will only deepen, so much so that every time he dreams back in the middle of the night abroad, he will think about what it would be like if Jiang Li was by his side.

Because of regret and concern, he also asked his friends to go back to China to inquire about her whereabouts, only to learn that she was engaged to his nephew.

But the relationship is not good.

The friend said that they have never disclosed it to the public. The two have always had their own lives, and occasionally met and broke up. He guessed that their relationship was not good.

The sentence "the relationship is not good" has become the spiritual pillar supporting his life abroad for three years.

He often thought that she and Shang Lu were married, but the relationship was not good. She still liked him in her heart, and she would wait for him to come back.

As long as he completes the contract with Wenjiu and obtains the real power of the merchant, he can go back to her, she will divorce Shanglu, and then marry himself.

Especially not long before returning to China, he learned from a friend that she was preparing for divorce procedures, which undoubtedly gave him another reassurance.

Therefore, when the system approached him, he agreed almost without hesitation.

He was very convinced that she would wait for him. At most, he would apologize to her and say a few words about his grievances, and she would soften her heart and return to him.

It is really easy to attack her.

But the development of things later was not as he had thought at the beginning.

The reality deviated from the expected track time and time again, Chi Yu and Shang Lu took turns pestering her and disrupting his rhythm time and time again, her attitude towards him went from bad to worse, and everything was developing in an uncontrollable direction for him.

Until now, she deleted his contact information and completely cut off contact with him.

His desire to get rid of her was completely realized today, but he couldn't be happy.

Shang Xingyan lifted the quilt, endured the pain and got out of bed in a hurry, his long and narrow Danfeng eyes were bloodshot.

The nurse quickly followed up to stop him: "Mr. Shang, your illness is still not recovered..."

Shang Xingyan ignored her words and dragged his body out stubbornly. He didn't want to completely cut off contact with her, he wanted to find her.

It's just that he just took a few steps out of the door when he fell to the ground because of the pain.

He struggled to stand up, and the two nurses who were driven in stood up with their arms crossed, "Mr. Shang, your illness has not fully recovered. The doctor told you that you cannot get out of bed for three months..."

"It's okay..." Shang Xingyan frowned and interrupted him, "Contact the driver, I'm going out for a while."

"But, it's so late..."

"Tomorrow morning, contact the driver."

Jiang Li looked at the comment area for a while, and was reminded by the comments, only to find the red marks on his neck in the group photo he posted. Just when he was about to delete the Weibo and repost it, he noticed the red mark on the side of his neck. The warm breath that sprayed.

Jiang Li's eyelids twitched, and he quickly locked the screen of the phone and placed it on the table.

"What are you hiding?" Shang Lu had already seen clearly what was on her screen, and knew that she just took a group photo to protect herself, so she was very upset.

If he had a tail like Maodou, he would be excited to swing it into a propeller right now.

But he didn't, so he could only squeeze into the bed, sit next to her, hug her into his arms, and rub his head against her neck, "I've seen it all, I knew that you wanted to take a group photo to declare your sovereignty , we can take a few more pictures, there is still time to continue taking pictures..."

"You're thinking too much, you just slipped your hands and sent it out." Jiang Li glanced at him from the corner of his eye, but didn't stop his restless hand lying on his waist, but just tilted his head and hit the top of his head with the corner of his forehead, "and declared Sovereignty doesn't matter."

"It's really just slippery hands?" Shanglu raised his eyebrows. He had already experienced her ability to duplicity, so he didn't care about her denial. He gently pinched her tailbone with his big hand, and moved up her back Let's go, "Can you still praise me for being cute? Come, come, tell me in detail, what is cute about me, what makes you haunted, and what makes you dream about me?"

Jiang Li gave him a blank look, with a slight smile on his lips: "You can think."

"That's not right, a qualified falcon should learn to show its charm to the patron at all times." Shang Lu winked at her very proudly, his palms fell on her back, but he stopped suddenly, his ears were red, and he couldn't speak. A little unnatural, "You don't wear a bra?"

"No." Jiang Li withdrew his gaze lightly, and the tips of his ears were a little red.

She wears a little thicker clothes in winter. For the sake of comfort and convenience, she has been too lazy to wear another one underneath, especially after taking a bath, she is even more lazy to wear it for convenience.

She looked down at the time on her phone. It was two o'clock in the morning, five or six hours before dawn, but she wasn't sleepy anymore.

However, Jiang Li didn't wait for Shanglu's next move, he could only feel his fingers flexed, and the fingertips kept resting on her back.

Jiang Li couldn't help turning his head slightly to look at him, only to see that the tips of his ears were unbearably red, he was licking the corners of his lips awkwardly, his eyes wandered to her from time to time, but when they collided with her eyes, they hurriedly moved away.

Jiang Li smiled: "Shang Ergou, don't tell me you are shy now?"

"No!" Shang Lu became furious, turned away from Jiang Li's eyes angrily, lowered his head and opened his mouth to bite her on the side of the neck, and said in a fierce tone, "This is what you agreed to. If you agree, you are not allowed to go back on your word."

"Don't go back on your word." Jiang Li gasped in pain, deliberately provoking him, "Shang Ergou, you are so annoying, don't you know?"

(End of this chapter)