What kind of bad thoughts can the stand-in male lead have?

Chapter 37 Jiang Li's Emotional Breakdown
Shang Xingyan's eyes hidden behind the gold-rimmed glasses narrowed slightly, his eyes fell on Shang Lu unkindly, and he smiled: "What a coincidence."

Shang Lu was tall, with long hands and long legs, his arms crossed Jiang Li's shoulders and rested on her body, his haughty brows and eyes became obedient because of drunkenness, he rubbed against the side of her neck like a tame German Shepherd, and said in his mouth Whispering: "Jiang Li, you smell so sweet..."

Jiang Li supported the hand over his shoulder with one hand, and his waist with the other, and nodded politely to Shang Xingyan: "What a coincidence."

"Do you need my help?" Shang Xingyan reached out to grab Shang Lu's other hand, but he pushed it away.

"Honey, let's go home." Shang Lu hugged Jiang Li's neck tightly with both hands and refused to let go, whispering in her ear.

The voice was very small, but Shang Xing's words were clearly heard, and his face turned pale.

Jiang Li took Shang Lu and took two steps to the side, "Thank you, but there's no need."

The car was parked not far away, Jiang Li opened the co-pilot's door and stuffed Shang Lu in, then pulled the safety belt to fasten him, but when he turned around, he saw Shang Xingyan following him, "Is there anything else?"

"It's nothing, it's getting late, I'm a little worried about you." Shang Xingyan opened the car door for her, Jiang Li bent down and sat in, and waved to him, "Then I'm leaving first?"

Shang Xingyan's hands paused, and his elegant and gentle face was covered by a shadow.

He didn't expect that the little girl who he used to be able to walk to by hooking her hand would become so unapproachable to strangers, and this feeling made him irritated.

Shang Xingyan, who has always been calm and calm, felt a sense of crisis for the first time.

His sharp eyes swept over Shang Lu who was drunk in the passenger seat, nodded and smiled gently, "Okay, then be careful on the road, good night."

"Goodbye." Jiang Li closed the car door, tilted his head to straighten Shanglu's head, but met his twinkling eyes.

Eyes are clear, where is there a little bit of alcohol?
"Are you pretending to be drunk?" Jiang Li was stunned for a moment, and immediately realized that he was lying to her just now by calling him "wife" by hugging himself. A kind of anger at being tricked came to her mind, and she immediately withdrew her hand, but Shang Lu did not Ken gave up and raised his hand to press the back of her hand.

"How do you watch a good show without pretending to be drunk?" He leaned back confidently, groped the back of her hand with his index finger, raised his eyebrows and smiled wildly, "You and him, know each other?"

Who "he" is is obviously self-evident.

Jiang Li pulled out his hand, but he didn't pull it back, but Shang Lu held it tightly in his palm.

He was very strong, as if he wanted to crush her palm.

"I know, a friend." Jiang Li frowned, "Let go."

"Tsk, friend." Shang Lu clasped her hand and pinched the back of her hand, and for some reason, he remembered the faint orange fragrance he smelled from the tip of his nose when he buried his head in the crest of her neck just now.

It smells exactly like him.

His eyes darkened, and he pretended to be careless and said, "The way he looks at you is not innocent."

Like a wild beast staring at its prey, it is more straightforward and aggressive than before in the old house.

"It's just a classmate." Jiang Li fastened his seat belt with one hand, and said in a calm tone, "Let go, we should go home."

No matter what kind of relationship she had with him, it was in the past, they had broken up, and she was married. Although she didn't have any hope for this marriage, she would not forget the duty she should abide by. .

As for Pei Xingyan, she was only grateful to him.

I am grateful that he was still willing to be friends with her when everyone excluded her.

But only there.

Cayenne started, and Jiang Li stared blankly ahead.

Shanglu clasped his arms around his chest, feeling a little irritable.

He could tell that Jiang Li was lying.

The relationship between her and Shang Xingyan is obviously more than just friends.

Bai Yueguang's ex-little milk dog is enough for him, and now he has a "classmate" who has a close relationship.

He tilted his head and leaned against the car window, "Whether it's a friend or a classmate, I have to remind the CEO that that person has a fiancée."

Jiang Li was taken aback for a moment, then subconsciously turned his head to look at him.

Shang Lu's eyes were shining brightly, he didn't let go of every change on her face, and smiled badly, "Oh, the CEO doesn't seem to know yet, that person is not someone else, in terms of seniority, you should be like me, called He called uncle."

boom
Jiang Li's head seemed to be knocked off by a thunderbolt, and his hand holding the steering wheel unconsciously clenched.

Inexplicable tears danced in her clear eyes, she turned her head without saying a word, and tightly pressed her lower lip.

No wonder he ignored her after his sophomore year, and he didn't even bother to deal with her perfunctorily. It's no wonder he left the country after leaving only one sentence of "breakup" in his third year.

It caused her to be suspicious all day long, thinking that she was not doing well enough, and she once collapsed, self-doubted and self-motivated, thinking that only if she did a little better, he would come back.

Now someone told her that he left because he met someone else.

Better, brighter and more outgoing than her.

These memories that had been deliberately forgotten and hidden in the deepest part of her heart were suddenly revealed completely, making her feel that she was really that bad.

Like an ice blade, it pierced her heart fiercely again, making her breathless in pain.

Not long after Shanglu said these words, he realized that something was wrong, and Jiang Li's mood was not right.

She has always been calm and strong. During the time he first met, he rarely saw her expressing too many other emotions.

Especially grief, grief over self-doubt.

Overwhelming, menacing, without warning.

Just sitting next to her can feel the unspeakable oppressive feeling.

Just like when he first met her, this time it touched his heart inexplicably.

"Jiang Li, stop!" A tear streamed across her face, and a car was coming at the corner in front of her. Shanglu's pupils froze, and she leaned forward quickly, pulled the steering wheel, turned around and stopped on the side of the road.

Shang Lu quietly breathed a sigh of relief, Jiang Li pursed his lips, raised his hand and wiped the tears on his face with the back of his hand, trying to recover his emotions, pulled the corners of his lips, and smiled uglyly, "Sorry, sorry... "

"Don't tell me you're sorry." Shang Lu raised his eyes and looked out the window. They were parked under a hotel, which was two hours away from the villa area. In Jiang Li's current state, he couldn't drive at all.

And he drank again, which was even more dangerous. At this point in time, the surrogate driver also stopped taking orders.

He unbuckled his seat belt, got out of the car from the right door, then opened the door with a serious face, and pulled Jiang Li down.

Jiang Li's mood hadn't stabilized yet, his eyes were a little lost, his lips opened and closed, and he kept saying sorry over and over again.

She seemed to be on the verge of collapse, with tears in the corners of her eyes, Shang Lu bent down to take her bag from the car, and slammed the door behind her backhand.

Jiang Li thought that he was going to throw himself down again like last time, and quickly reached out to grab his arm, and whispered with red eyes, "Don't leave me."

(End of this chapter)