Chapter 203 Self Disgust
Chu Lian hugged Qi Yuan tightly, tears finally couldn't help falling behind what Qi Yuan couldn't see.

She didn't dare to cry, or even let the tears stop flowing.

She was afraid that Qi Yuan would see it, she was afraid that tears would be felt on Qi Yuan's back.

An Zhenjun, the co-pilot in front, turned his head and saw his wife like this, and persuaded in a low voice: "Ah Lian, calm down, don't get too excited, don't scare the child."

Chu Lian quickly wiped away tears, and took a deep breath.

She can't be sick anymore, her daughter has been frightened by her, so she can't be frightened anymore.

After a while, Chu Lian let go of Qi Yuan, and said apologetically, "I lost my temper. When I saw you, I thought of my poor daughter. I scared you."

Qi Yuan shook his head, with his thumb on the pad of his index finger, pinching it again and again.

The car fell silent.

Chu Lian kept holding onto Qi Yuan's hand, and refused to let go even though his palm was sweating slightly.

She tried to control the sadness in her heart, pretending to be relaxed, she can't be sad, she should be happy, they are taking their daughter home.

Soon, the car stopped outside the Anjia villa.

Chu Lian said expectantly: "Son, thank you for today, go home to rest and drink a glass of water."

Qi Yuan, who hadn't responded all this time, withdrew his hand, shook his head and refused, "No need, madam has already arrived home, so I'll go back, madam, go back and let the doctor take a look. Too big, I... go first."

Qi Yuan didn't wait for them to persuade him to stay, he opened the door and got out of the car and left.

An's father and An's mother got out of the car quickly and were about to catch up.

Without waiting for them to speak, Qi Yuan waved at them and said, "You don't need to see me off, I want to take a walk by myself, and I can take a taxi when I get out of this road."

An Zhenjun wanted to say something else, but seeing his wife's pale face covering her heart, he had no choice but to take his wife home first. The doctor was already waiting.

Qi Yuan walked out along the main road in the villa area, she looked very calm, but when she walked out of this road, Anjia Villa couldn't see it.

Qi Yuan suddenly collapsed and squatted on the ground, sobbing and crying.

It seemed that thousands of sorrows had piled up, and I couldn't bear it at last.

Where no one saw her, she was crying in embarrassment.

She is always enduring, enduring revenge, enduring bloodstains of deep hatred, enduring getting close to Shen Yutang, enduring not daring to approach the house.

But now, she couldn't help it.

She's been...so sad.

She doesn't want to live with patience anymore, she detests herself.

As long as she lives for a day, she will always think about the sins of her previous life, the mistakes she made, she still doesn't know.

His heart began to ache, but Qi Yuan didn't control his emotions at all, and let the pain punish him like self-torture.

In this mood of self-disgust, suddenly there was a slight beating in the stomach, and Qi Yuan felt his heart skip a beat.

She put her hand on her belly, and the child in her belly moved again as if she felt her mother's sadness.

Qi Yuan's tears fell silently as if the thread had been broken.

Maybe she should hold back.

She also has children.

This child was not in her previous life, and she was the only one who was not implicated in blood and sin.

Qi Yuan stopped crying, stood up, and said softly to himself: "Don't be afraid, child, you won't be like your mother, you will have a wonderful life, don't be afraid."

Qi Yuan gradually walked away, and those broken emotions gradually withdrew as he walked away.

She will continue to live patiently.

She convicted herself of a capital crime, but only gave herself a reprieve.

……

Qi Yuan got into the taxi and called Lu Ling.

The bell rang and was quickly picked up. Lu Ling immediately asked with concern: "How is that lady from the An family okay?"

Qi Yuan said calmly: "It's okay, I'll take her home, Lu Ling, the banquet is almost over, I won't be coming back, I'm going back to Jianglin City."

Lu Ling paused, then asked again: "Why are you in such a hurry to go back? You're here. I'll show you around tomorrow. Kyoto is very interesting. There are many things that Jiang Lin doesn't have. Qi Yuan...you're all right Bar."

Qi Yuan's voice was calm: "I'm fine, what else can I do, but I'm not used to the climate of Kyoto, so I want to go back."

Lu Ling compromised: "Then where are you, I'll go back with you."

"No, you finally came back, spend more time with your parents."

"Qi Yuan, are you... sad?"

"No, how could it be, see you in a few days."

The two hung up the phone.

Lu Ling answered the phone and ran out of the venue.

Lu's father and Lu's mother quickly chased after him: "What's the matter, what happened?"

Lu Ling shook his head with some disappointment: "It's nothing, Qi Yuan is going back to Jianglin."

Seeing her daughter was sad, Mother Lu said, "Otherwise we will send you back to Jianglin."

Lu Ling still shook his head: "No need, she left alone, she just wanted to be alone, it's okay, it's okay, Qi Yuan will be fine, I'm going back to Kyoto tomorrow, let's go, Mom and Dad, we're going home. "

Lu's father and Lu's mother regret it now.

Why don't you just accept a goddaughter?
Even if Qi Yuan is really seeking money, it doesn't matter, anyway, their family has a lot of money, and now they are better, and their daughter is sad.

……

Qi Yuan went back to Jianglin City alone, under the damp and misty air.

The incomplete heart seems to be covered under this layer of mist, and the surface is intact.

Qi Yuan didn't go back to the old town, she went to the ink painting pavilion.

At this time, she didn't know why, but just wanted to meet the teacher.

Probably the teacher is the one who can see her darkness from the painting at a glance.

When Qi Yuan arrived at the ink painting pavilion, it was already dark.

The people who worked in the ink painting pavilion had almost left, but Li Hongjun was still there.

In the afternoon, when Li Hongjun entered the studio, he was quietly painting and did not come out.

After Qi Yuan made the phone call, he went up to the third floor.

Hearing the sound of the door opening, Li Hongjun waved to Qi Yuan: "Little apprentice, you are here, come and take a look, this painting that I have conceived for a long time is my gift to you."

Qi Yuan walked over and his eyes fell on the drawing paper.

It is a picture of red plums.

It looks similar to the picture of red plums splashed with red wine that Qi Yuan drew back then.

However, due to the changes in some details, the two paintings present completely different feelings.

Qi wished that it was blood-stained desolation and despair.

This painting, however, gives people a sense of vitality.

Heavy snow weighed on the branches, but the red plums broke through the snow and bloomed delicately.

In the painting, the woman sits under the red plum tree and paints with a brush, as if a painting within a painting.

Qi Yuan's voice was slightly hoarse, "Teacher, I can't hold it anymore."

The plum painting brush in Li Hongjun's hand touched Qi Yuan's eyebrows lightly, as if a red plum blossomed in Qi Yuan's eyebrows.

Li Hongjun said in a generous voice: "Qi Yuan, do you know the name of this painting given to you?"

Qi Yuan shook his head.

Li Hongjun smiled and said, "It's called hope."

(End of this chapter)

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