Unlimited resurrection in survival game

"Mom? She said that was her mother!" People watching the live broadcast outside exclaimed, "What did she mean by those words? Did her mother abandon her?"

"If this is true, she seems to be quite pitiful. Her father doesn't love her mother."

"She is no different from those abandoned little animals." The voice of the person who shouted this became smaller and smaller, because everyone looked at him because of his words, and he muttered uncomfortably: "I You are right. If it were really worse, she would be even more pitiful than those little animals. She knew that she was actively abandoned."

Many people fell into deep thought because of his words, and some people couldn't empathize at all. They even thought it was not as interesting as a joke. They were more concerned about other things, "Am I the only one who wants to know where she is now?" ?”

"I saw it. The arrow that Ling Dang shot just now didn't hit her at all!"

"I also saw it. Its arrow only hit the black shadow behind her, and then the arrow appeared on her shoulder for no apparent reason, and then she appeared in such an inexplicable place!"

"By the way, doesn't this place reflect the deepest fear in my heart? Could this be the reappearance of Suman's deepest fear?"

Not only did people outside guess this, but Suman also thought so in her heart. Some of the unbearable scenes in the past that she had suppressed in her heart and no longer wanted to touch, reappeared in her mind with great clarity at this moment.

It even rained the day her mother wanted to throw her away.

The rain might not be heavy, but it hit her eyes in a hazy way, making her unable to fully open them. The wet and cold rain, the warm tears, and her mother standing in the rain with a ferocious face, roaring and complaining, seemed like everything was wrong in the world. It was all because of Suman. She was young at that time and didn't understand why at all. The only emotion in her heart was fear. She was afraid that her mother would really abandon her and that she would be alone in the future. She held on to her mother's clothes and cried. While begging, "Mom, I will be very good in the future. Mom, I will listen to you. Mom, I was wrong."

She took a deep breath and forcibly interrupted the memory. Looking back now, it turns out that the fear that once tortured her was nothing more than that. She touched the face that was still unclear and murmured softly: "Mom, what's wrong with me? When you decided to abandon me, what's the difference between a good kid and a bad kid? It's you who are wrong , it was you who abandoned me. Without that incident, there would have been other things. Over the years, I have already figured it out. Those spells that blame me like restraints are just excuses for you to evade responsibility. .

But I don’t hate you anymore, I said, I forgive you.

Mom, you are the first person I have forgiven in so many years.

If you haven't appeared in front of me for so many years, I would have thought you were all dead. "

The fear paused. This was different from what it thought. What it needed was greater fear nourishment. In the end, what did Suman say to it? A trace of panic appeared in its heart, its power seemed to be disappearing!

Before it could deepen Suman's fear of these memories, it was pulled by Suman towards the bright house.

Suman said as he walked, "Although you may be just a trace of my memory fear, I also want you to see it."

Looking at the road that was a little far away, they had arrived in a second. What appeared in front of them was a small two-story building that was somewhat dilapidated. The children's laughter could still be vaguely heard inside.

"Did you see it? The orphanage, where you left me outside the door and turned around to leave. As soon as I saw the bright light, I knew it was unmistakable. Only the lights in the orphanage would flicker like that dimly, like some It's like the scary scenes in thriller movies. Mom, if you really saw my life in it, is it possible that you would feel a trace of guilt for me in your heart?"

(End of this chapter)