Pain little girl, don't run away

The old big gear was nowhere to be seen, so Ah Xin didn't get out of the car and asked the driver to drive to the sea in the south.From here, it takes just over an hour to get to the beach.

Along the way, she thought carefully about what else she hadn't done.In fact, the things that should be done were done a few days ago, and the passbook was also taken out—asking someone to help settle Aye, let her know for the first time how useless the money is.

Before A Fang got married, she once again filled the refrigerator in the rented house. That day, she carefully calculated the price for the first time, and only then did she understand how much it would cost to maintain her daily life.

On that day, she realized that after leaving Ah Fang, she would not be able to survive. She really did not have the ability to survive in this world: the boss of the newspaper office talked to her, saying that she was not suitable to be a reporter, and asked her to go to the advertising department. How could she adapt to the life of an advertising person?As for the postgraduate entrance examination, it is a fantasy!

What comforted her was that she managed to survive until today with dignity and attended A Fang's wedding.She thinks that Ah Fang is so capable and strong, so she should be able to run a happy family well.

The taxi stopped by a small hotel.

In the middle of the night, there was no waiter in front of the hotel to welcome the guests. Watching the car go away, she turned around and walked to the seaside. Unexpectedly, she remembered that distant dream, being with Xiao Yuanyuan in the rainforest of her hometown...

It turned out that I realized it very early!Qiao Fang will not repeat Xiao Yuanyuan's misfortune, I can make her feel free.

You can't see the color of the water clearly in the night sea, only the sea breeze blows the salty fishy smell.She took out her mobile phone, the text message had already been written and stored in the mobile phone, and she had changed it many times——

"A Fang, I went to the hospital to do the NÜ membrane repair. I didn't expect that A Yuan followed me and stopped me at the gate of the hospital. He said that the operation would hurt, and it would be fine to cut off everything and the past. Forgive me, His surname is not Gao, nor is he a boss, but a white-collar worker. I said I wanted to leave after attending your wedding, and he agreed. Bless me! Bless you and Brother Cheng, too, be happy!"

After sending the text message, she turned off the phone and threw it far into the sea.

There was no one on the empty beach, and she waded through the water slowly to the depths.

She came to this place when she was doing an interview, and the tide ebbs in the second half of the night, and the sea water will take her away without leaving a trace...

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[Narrator: In the city where I live, lives disappear silently every day, and "Axin" is one of them.Those who pay attention to this short essay will know that modern essays are a simple record of life in the south without the fantasy.People say that society is survival of the fittest, which is the law of the modern jungle.So I personally don't want to be weak at all. I think that in real life, it is also "immortal": matter is immortal.Maybe I will rot and become thousands of little ants; maybe I will turn into ashes to fertilize the field, stay in the wet soil and have no strength to leave (O⌒O can’t think about it anymore!)]

It was a cold spring night, and Ah Xin waded through the ocean tide as she drifted deeper and deeper.She has traveled through times many times, all of which were at the mercy of fate, but this time she took the initiative to die.

She thought, can I die completely?In a trance, she seemed to see the company in Q City again. When she opened her eyes, she saw some strange people, speaking words she couldn't understand, and looking at her with strange eyes. Later, she realized that they were her crazy.Only Ah Fang treated her like a normal person and helped her adapt to life here.

But I am a weak person after all, Ah Fang, I really can’t drag you down, let me disappear with my blessings to you, whether it is to die or go elsewhere...

The sea water was so cold, she felt that her whole body was about to freeze, but her consciousness was always so clear.

The water overflowed her waist and spread towards her chest. A big wave rolled over and she floated up.

An invisible shadow appeared: "Want to go back?"