I work as a teacher at a girls' school in Tokyo

Chapter 305 Doomed, This Is An Unbreakable Shackle

Until the figure of Kuda Moshu gradually faded away, and finally disappeared from the field of vision, Hirakawa Tetsufumi still stood where he was.

In his ears, the words that Kuta told him were echoing.

The beliefs of those teachers, those beliefs that were firmly established at the beginning...

In a trance, he seemed to have returned to the very beginning, when he first became a teacher.

That was the first time he officially stood on the podium as a teacher, while his students were watching him curiously.

It has already happened in the last life, and it has become a long-lasting and vague memory with only a freeze-frame picture left.

Did he really forget?Forgot your teacher's beliefs?
From the first official meeting with Shinohara Shiori, he went to Shinohara Shiori's home in order to protect the wishes of the students in the school;
Later, because of the principle of the teacher, he gently reminded Shinohara Shiori that some taboo emotions are not allowed;

Later, facing Shiori Shinohara's confession, he firmly refused.

Perhaps... Until this time, in his heart, he still insisted on the belief he firmly believed in.

But what about after that?

After the summer festival, everything became different.

Being with students... This kind of thing is unacceptable, and the so-called persistent belief has been opened up.

So he resigned.

However, perhaps it was precisely because of his resignation that he left his job as a teacher.The familiar work is gone, and the determination that I thought would never change has gradually dissipated.

At the end of the second dream, which is now, the faith is broken.

Hisada is right, he has indeed fallen.

Obviously, I knew before that the emotions born during the teacher-student relationship, even after the teacher-student relationship ended, are still taboo.

Teacher-student love is one of the bottom lines that a teacher should not touch. He should not sink into such a taboo relationship.

But, now, he is thinking and hesitating.

He lost his faith amidst the fiery emotions of the girl.

Looking back suddenly, those things that he once insisted on seem to have become the biggest irony to him.

……

"Awful."

After a long time, Hirakawa Zhewen, who stood motionless on the spot, smiled bitterly after recovering, laughing at himself.

Really bad.

In Mingming's last life, she made an agreement with that teacher that she would become an excellent teacher like her in the future.

Now, what has become of him?
The relationship with the students is handled in a mess.

Moreover, he failed Kuta.

She didn't do anything, just found out that her boyfriend had another girl inexplicably.

It was clearly agreed before resignation, after resignation, the two will be together, and before the meeting a few days ago, they also said that they would live together.

It should have been a perfect life, but it was messed up by himself. He didn't learn a lesson from the last time at all, and he still didn't grasp the distance well, and was confused by Shiori Shinohara.

... Of course it was his own fault.

But... he is also very sad...

"I only know that you are my boyfriend, and this bad thing happened with another girl... I am very sad."

"Don't let me down again, okay?"

"..."

When Kuta Moshu said that to him, when she said she was sad and disappointed, Hirakawa Tetsufumi's heart really tugged.

He really sucks.

How could he, and why should he make Jiu Tian sad and disappointed because of this kind of thing?

She is obviously such a considerate, gentle and lovely girlfriend, why is she still not satisfied?

He and Kuta are the official boyfriend and girlfriend.

At that moment, looking at the figure of Hisada Moshu with his back turned to him, listening to her whispering voice next to her ear, feeling the heart-wrenching pain in his heart, Hirakawa Tetsubun really had such an impulse:
He walked up to her, hugged her, and told her that he had made up his mind, that he would end the taboo relationship with Shiori Shinohara, draw a clear line with Shiori Shinohara, and would not make mistakes again.From now on, no matter what, no matter what kind of dream, he will not be pulled away from her side.He will only have her.

His Jiutian, his Moshu... He will only have her from now on.

but……

"..."

"Teacher Hirakawa."

The memories that kept echoing in my mind gradually dissipated in the clear voice that suddenly sounded in my ears.

In the field of vision, the world that seemed to be separated by an invisible fog became clear.

In front of me is the street, the crowd, the location where the figure of Kuta Moki disappeared last, and the afternoon sun and sky.

Hirakawa Tetsuwen turned around and looked behind him.

Under the golden light, the eldest lady was holding two cups of black tea.

"The black tea you ordered."

As Shinohara Shiori said, she handed him one of the cups of black tea.

"..."

Facing the cup of black tea, and the girl's fair and beautiful hands and slender fingers that grabbed the cup, Hirakawa Tetsubun hesitated for a long time.

"Shiori, why are you here?"

Tetsubun Hirakawa finally took the black tea from Shiori Shinohara's hand, and then, looking at the girl's delicate face, asked.

Facing his question, Shinohara Shiori moved her long hair with her free hand, and raised the corner of her mouth.

A clear voice drifted over in the pleasant afternoon air.

"If Shiori doesn't come, will Hirakawa-sensei be persuaded by Kuta-sensei, and then choose to give up Shiori without hesitation, and be with Kuta-sensei?"

"..." Hirakawa Zhewen held up the black tea in front of his chest, in mid-air, his expression was a little astonished.

Shinohara Shiori lightly took a sip from the straw on the black tea in her hand.

After taking a sip, he looked at Hirakawa Zhewen again, his eyes were half a smile after seeing it through.

"Ms. Hirakawa, is Shiori right?"

"..."

The black tea in his hand conveyed a warm temperature, Hirakawa Tetsubun had nothing to say.

That's right, he did have such an idea for several moments just now.

"However, when Hirakawa-sensei had these ideas, did you think about them carefully?" Shinohara Shiori sighed softly.

"Now, Sensei Jiuta feels sad in front of Sensei Hirakawa, and Sensei Hirakawa blames himself and feels distressed because of this, and suddenly has some impulses, which is of course no problem."

"It's just that Shiori also hopes that Mr. Hirakawa will also think about Shiori's thoughts."

"Please don't just think about Hisada-sensei."

"Don't forget, Shiori will also be sad."

"Just like the last summer festival, Shiori doesn't want to experience it again."

"Hata-sensei feels that her boyfriend has been snatched away by others...Shiori also feels that Shiori's Hirakawa-sensei has been snatched away by her."

"Without her, Mr. Hirakawa would have accepted Shiori by now, right?"

"..."

Shiori Shinohara stepped forward, touched the hand that became warm in the palm of the black tea, and stretched out one.

She held Hirakawa Tetsufumi's equally warm hand.

"..." Hirakawa Zhewen didn't know what to say.

Is there something wrong with Shiori Shinohara?

Because Kuta Moshu was in front of him, he felt sorry for Kuta.

And now, Shiori Shinohara was standing in front of him——

In Hirakawa Tetsubun's hand, he could feel the warmth of Shinohara Shiori's palm, the real warmth.

In the same way, this young lady, when the dream is about to wake up, tell him not to abandon her young lady again, how can he not feel sorry for her?
"If Hirakawa-sensei chooses Hisata-sensei, what should Shiori do?"

"These things have already happened, and Shiori can no longer do without Teacher Hirakawa."

"Mr. Hirakawa also likes Shiori in his heart, and can't do without Shiori, right?"

"So, please don't choose to abandon Shiori just because of impulse."

"Also, Hirakawa-sensei should be responsible for Shiori."

After saying the last sentence, Shiori Shinohara looked at Tetsufumi Hirakawa who fell into silence, with an elegant smile on his brows and eyes.

Holding the black tea in her hand, she took another sip.

"..."

Hirakawa Tetsuwen's heart became entangled again.

He will still remember Shiori Shinohara and everything that happened with her.

Soft lips, hot body...

And why did he turn a blind eye to this girl's fiery love for him?The teacher's belief...is true.

But is it really completely irresponsible?
Looking back at Shiori Shinohara's delicate cheeks in the sun, Tetsufumi Hirakawa didn't know what to do again.

"Shiori...you really made me..."

After holding back for a long time, Hirakawa Tetsubun finally uttered an indistinct sentence.

As a result, Shinohara Shiori tightened the hand that was only on Hirakawa Tetsufumi's hand, and held him.

The smile on her face also looked playful.

"Teacher Hirakawa, the experience between us has bound us together."

"It is destined, this is a shackle that you cannot break free from."

"So if you only think about getting rid of Shiori now, it's no good. Shiori won't let Teacher Hirakawa go."

"So, please hold Shiori's hand tightly."

"As for you wanting to say that Shiori has a bad personality, you used this method to tie Hirakawa-sensei to Shiori..."

Shinohara Shiori said without paying attention.

"I told you a long time ago that Shiori is a problem student."

"So in the future, I also ask Mr. Hirakawa to stay with Shiori and continue to teach Shiori."

"..."

"..."

It seemed a little quiet for a while.

The afternoon sun, the blush on Miss Shinohara's cheeks...

Tetsubun Hirakawa looked at Shiori Shinohara's cheek in astonishment.

'So from now on, I ask Mr. Hirakawa to stay by Shiori's side and continue to teach Shiori. '

"..."

Why do you think this sentence is a bit strange?
This [teaching]...uh...

It's not that Hirakawa Tetsubun wanted to be wrong at all, because at the end of the speech, it seemed that he was a little embarrassed to accept her own words, and Miss Shinohara's voice gradually weakened, and she seemed a little shy.

Did she use such ambiguous words on purpose?
……

In the end, at the end of the meeting, Hirakawa Tetsufumi still couldn't figure out why.

Today's meeting did not resolve the matter, but only made him more entangled.

He would remember every little thing that happened with Jiutian, he would feel sorry for her, he would be ashamed of her, and when he was impulsive, he even wanted to return to her embrace regardless of everything and nothing.

Don't let her down again.

However, he would also think of Shiori Shinohara.

"Do you know how much Shiori likes you? That's why he did such a thing."

"It's really sad to be disappointed after seeing hope. So, Hirakawa-sensei, this time, please don't give up on Shiori, okay?"

"Don't forget, Shiori will also be sad."

"..."

The wayward eldest lady, he can feel her passionate love for him.So, he could also understand how sad she would be if he rejected Shiori Shinohara again.

At this point, he still thinks that neither side wants to give up, he is really bad.

……

January 1st is already the new year.

On the morning of the new year, Hirakawa Zhewen woke up from the bed, looked at the date on the phone, and was silent for a long time.

Before we know it, the new year has arrived.

After the meeting ended, he spent the last two days of last year at home in a daze.

And always be alone.

After the conversation ended on the day of the meeting, Kuta didn't look for him anymore—Hirakawa Tetsufumi sent Kuta a happy New Year's greeting last night.

But just read it, no reply from her.

As she said, "Think it out for yourself".

Perhaps, until he thinks it through and gives Jiu Tian an answer, she won't look for him again.

As for Shiori Shinohara, I found him on the line.

However, he is still in a stalemate with Hisuda, his girlfriend, and what he is doing with Shinohara Shiori is obviously inappropriate.

Therefore, apart from the sentence of Happy New Year, Hirakawa Tetsufumi responded, and other things, what Shinohara Shiori said, "Ms. Hirakawa, I miss you"...he didn't even see such words.

In short, it has been like this for the past few days. I am entangled in my heart and don't know what to do.

Fortunately, the lack of progress in the studio has been made up before the holiday, otherwise he would have to worry about work.

……

In this way, after waking up, as usual, thoughts surged in bed for a long time.

At about ten o'clock in the morning, Hirakawa Tetsuwen lazily got up from the bed.

The new year, for the time being, let’s go earlier——

In fact, if it weren't for this thought, he might not get up until twelve o'clock.

After waking up from the dream, his life really became more and more decadent and lazy.

Yawning, lost in thought, walked out of the bedroom door and down.

What do you have for breakfast?

Thinking while washing.

Knowing that there is still no result after washing, it is better to go to the kitchen to have a look.

only--

After making a decision in this way, Hirakawa Zhewen walked halfway, and suddenly, he was awakened by a sound.

"Ding dong."

Such a sound is the doorbell.

Hirakawa Tetsuwen stopped in his tracks.

He looks towards the door.

Who is the first person to visit in the new year?
Could it be Kuta?Or Shinohara? ——She should be with her mother, and she can't get away.This is what she said on the line.

With doubts, Hirakawa Tetsubun walked over and opened the door.

The morning light at the beginning of the new year illuminates the faces of those who come behind the door.

A well-behaved face like a well-behaved student, neat bangs on the forehead, and, when he spoke, a soft but pleasant voice——

"Hi, happy new year to this pervert who likes high school girls - miss me?"

"..."

Apparently, it was Reya Hazuki—someone who couldn't have imagined—how did she come here from Kyoto?
Hirakawa Tetsubun held the doorknob, staring at Reya Hazuki's face, speechless.

(End of this chapter)