amazing magic

Chapter 47 46. Letter of Apology

Hogwarts
Gryffindor Tower Lounge

Harry Potter (closed)

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Sorry, Harry, I've been talking too much this morning.

But it's hard not to be sentimental.

Since school started, this morning is the first time you have come to see me at the Slytherin table.I know you don't like Slytherins, so even when I was in house, you never offered to tell me about you.

Of course, I know, you wrote to me.

I just feel that your heart is no longer as gentle as before.

On the train, you will also be considerate of Ron's situation, and take the lead in expressing your embarrassment.

But by the time you get to school, it doesn't seem like you've got your mind on anyone but Ron.

Of course, I don't mean that this has anything to do with Ron, but I sincerely hope that there is more than one voice around you.

I'm terrified that in the long run, you'll get stuck in an arrogance and lose something very important.

I know Ron is good to you and you take care of each other.He's very open and I think he's very nice.

Then I started thinking, what did I do after school started?
I thought of going to Gryffindor on the first day of school, asking you to preview your homework, and accusing you of wasting food by the way.

I also thought that I knew the dean didn't like you, but I spent time leading Slytherin to review after class, but I didn't take care of you.

And today, you told me the secrets in your heart without reservation, Gringotts and so on, but I accused you of not caring about your classmates at all...

I'm sorry, Harry.

When I was young, what I hated the most was that my parents suppressed me mentally and picked out all kinds of problems to blame. Maybe I really did something wrong, but I hated their superior attitude.

So for a long time, I used to reflect on myself, feel inferior, and even feel that I am rubbish, and I cannot escape this kind of mental control.

But now I treat you the same way.

You are only 11 years old.

When I was... I mean, in China, 11-year-old students just started junior high school, and they didn't know what to do, and they didn't even understand life, death, and suffering at all.

Neville is a good boy, but no matter how good he is, I shouldn't force him to make you be friends with him.

Like I know you don't like Draco, so it never occurred to me that you two would match up.

Sorry for the things I can't even do myself, but I have to demand from you.

I can't make Hogwarts my home, my home is in the East, and I want to go back.

But I can't.

I don't know what I said... Anyway, Harry, I hope you are getting better and better.

If you'll forgive me, see you at the Quidditch pitch on Friday night, okay?
Sorry, that's the only night I don't have to go to the potions office or review.

ps I ate the rock cakes Hagrid gave me.

He is really hard, I can't chew it, but it doesn't matter, I found that soaking it with hot milk will become very sweet and easy to fill.

Really good for my late night snack tonight.

Please give my thanks.

ppp.s, this owl belongs to Draco, he is nice to me and well-behaved (as considerate as you were before).

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Slytherin cellar
Lin an
　Actually... Is it possible, this is to generate electricity for love, so the update is...

　　
　
(End of this chapter)