A sickly beauty becomes a god in a horror game

Chapter 99: 99: [Appearance comes first] I'm so kind

[August 2015, 10.

Thursday.

cloudy day.

I saw the girl who was chasing him walk with him today, it turns out that she is also in this school.

She was beautiful again, tall and thin.

I worked very hard to lose weight. I didn't eat dinner for a week, only drank water, and I even gained three catties.

The boy at the front desk always laughed at me for being as dark as coal, and his deskmate said not to laugh at me all the time, what if I had such a black daughter in the future?
I hate them! !
Obviously, he is also black! !
When I got home today, my mother told me, you see your face is full of oil, can't you wash your face well?
I'm so sad, I wash my face seriously, I don't know why it is oily, it's not that I'm dirty, I'm really not dirty! !

I looked at myself in the mirror today, I was really ugly, how could someone be so embarrassing, I wanted to scratch my face with a knife, so that I don’t have to look at it anymore, but I didn’t have the courage...

If, if only I could look better, then would he look at me more? 】

[August 2015, 12.

Thursday.

cloudy day.

why?
My mother always told me that I am already 116, and I must lose weight and control my weight, otherwise I will regret it in the future.

Dad always said what to lose weight, what is she fat, I always feel that my father loves me very much.

But when I was soaking my feet yesterday, he saw me, and called my mother over with a presumptuous smile, saying why your daughter's ankles are so thick?

My mom said, so I said I made her lose weight.

They said that and left, and I was there alone, looking down at the water.

I don't want to be so fat either, I've tried very hard to lose weight, but my weight has been gaining.

The most extreme thing is that today, in front of so many relatives, I put my hand on the armrest of the sofa, and my father suddenly pinched the flesh on the back of my hand and lifted my hand.

He said, look at your meat!

Everyone is laughing.

what's so funny?

It would be great if you could cut off the excess meat directly with a knife! ! !
I want to be beautiful, I want to be thin, I want to be white!I don't want to look like that again! ! ! 】

Baicha pursed her lips.

It seems that this diary should be related to the source of this world.

There must always be a source for this deformed, over-aesthetic world.

Maybe it's the owner of the diary, but is the diary directly in her hands? Does every player have it?

If so... would it be Li Qianyao?
A person who will never appear in reality, but everyone thinks she is a goddess.

She has the love and attention of the entire world.

The clues are all too obvious in this dungeon so far.

Bai Cha turned a few more pages.

[August 2016, 6.

Thursday.

cloudy day.

The college entrance examination is over, and I have been lying here for a day.

I must have failed the college entrance examination, because I was malnourished, and I finally lost weight, but my college entrance examination was also abolished.

He must have done well in the exam, he has always been in the top 20 of the school.

I don't deserve him anymore.

Maybe I should die.

Yeah, what's the point of living?People like me shouldn't be wasting air, people like me deserved to die long ago, I shouldn't have been born! ! ! 】

[August 2017, 7.

Thursday.

cloudy day.

I cut my wrist again today.

It hurts too much, I don't seem to have cut deep enough, I don't have the courage to cut again, the cuts are shallower than the first, I should change the way of death.

I wanted to live too, but I really had enough.

I don't know who sent my high school photos, a group of people laughed at me.

When I went out, a ten-year-old child bumped into me. His grandma taught him to apologize to his aunt.

But I'm only 19. 】

[August 2018, 3.

Thursday.

cloudy day.

I went to his school and he also invited me to dinner.

He is still so gentle and sunny, treating everyone equally.

I'm specifically wearing my red coat, and I've powdered it to maybe make me a little whiter.

All in all good.

It's just that I don't know why I want to have diarrhea, maybe I'm too nervous.

Met his roommate on the way.

His roommate gave me a look of astonishment, and then looked at him teasingly.

"Who is this?"

"My high school classmate," he said.

His roommate laughed and said, "Then she... likes you too much?"

He was a little embarrassed and said, "Let's go first."

The two of us left, and I heard the two roommates behind him laughing and saying: "Fuck, that girl looks like a ghost with her face painted on, and she looks so ugly."

"Can you keep your voice down? They haven't left yet."

My stomach seems to be hurting more.

I made an excuse to him that I wanted to go to the bathroom.

But I haven't brought the paper yet.

At that moment, I just thought, maybe I really should die.

I don't know why, but unexpectedly calm.

I had no choice but to make him wait for me, so I had no choice but to endure the nausea, find some clean paper in the trash can next to it, and wipe it.

I feel like I'm really getting more and more disgusting, like a piece of garbage.

I left, but he still sent me away with a smile, and even told me, I saw you have the space to say that I hate the junior college you went to, so come on, upgrade your undergraduate degree and leave.

I cried for a long time after I went back.

He is so good, and I, too disgusting, too disgusting, too disgusting——]

The last few words were almost torn through the paper.

Turn one page back and it will be the last page.

[August 2018, 4.

Monday.

Sunny to cloudy.

I took medicine.

Should be dead soon.

I've never had it so easy.

I never have to look at my damn face again.

But... why?
Why? !

Is it my fault for being ugly?Is it my fault for dark skin?
Why am I born to be laughed at?Why was I born to be pointed at?

I want to be liked too! ! !

Why am I the only one who doesn't?Why is it so unfair?

you!they!All!go!die!Bar! 】

The last line seemed to be soaked in blood.

[Ding——congratulations on finding an important clue, when you see the last page of the diary, be careful~]

Baicha pondered for two seconds, then turned on the phone.

The players who came to this game didn't know who made a group.

Baicha took a photo of the last page of the diary and sent it to the group.

Bai Cha: "Hello, I found this diary at the bottom of my closet, but this is not made by my person, it may be an important clue, please see if you have any, if not, I will take pictures one by one for you .”

She is so nice to share clues with you!
There will be news in the group soon.

Zheng Yue: "Wow, I received a reminder, it's really an important clue, I'll look for it now."

Liu Shuaicai: [Picture]
Liu Shuaicai: "I found it too, I just started watching."

White tea: ^_^
Bai Cha: "It's okay if you don't find it, I'll send it to you."

[Is the host so kind? 】

Bai Cha raised his eyes.

How come, she just didn't want to be targeted alone.

As for 26 people, of course there are difficulties.

And... It doesn't look like she alone has clues, because it has nothing to do with her, and the age doesn't match. This girl was only 6 years old when she was 2 years old. If you jump two levels here, you won't be able to jump up.

It's better to share and create a friendly personality.

But she didn't say anything, she just smiled gently at the barrage.

　White tea: hee hee^_^
　　
　
(End of this chapter)