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Chapter 309 She Wants to Deceive Herself

"My biological father is not as promising as my second and third uncles, and the daughter-in-law he married is not like my mother. You look down on me from birth. You can't handle people even if you want to. Under such circumstances, you can't just keep their wives and children by your side for the sake of your second uncle and third uncle's future, right?
This will not only offend their Yue family, but also make outsiders see your jokes.So, you use me.You can only raise me and my brother to make the cousins ​​and cousins ​​have a sense of crisis, and make the second aunt and the third aunt not dare to underestimate you as a mother-in-law and grandma because of the little resources under Grandpa. Am I right? my dear grandma? "

Seen with mocking eyes by her granddaughter, although Grandma Zhang tried her best to keep her expression unchanged, only the clenched coffee cup leaked a little bit of her emotions.

"Girl, I don't know who said something in your ear that caused you to misunderstand grandma so deeply! But to be honest, as a grandma who raised you and even took care of you in every possible way, what you said today These words really hurt my heart. I didn’t expect that I raised a white-eyed wolf for so many years! You forgot that when you were fighting with your stepmother, I was always standing behind you and taking sides with you. Otherwise, even if you don't endure hardships, you will definitely not live so comfortably all the time. Look at your classmate Xie Baoyi, she can't even keep her own marriage, and was easily snatched away by a foreign girl. "

Zhang Hongxia lowered her head and smiled, "I knew it, grandma, you won't admit it easily. But do you know? The secretary my father sent to discuss divorce with my mother avoided my grandpa and stayed alone with my mother I was hiding behind the window when he was talking, and I could clearly hear what he said to my mother.

The reason why I hate my father so much for so many years is because I heard those words, heard those words he threatened my mother, and knew what my mother had to do. Therefore, my brother and I never blamed my mother from the beginning to the end.

However, two years ago, when my elder brother married the woman named Wei, I realized that what the secretary who was sent to say back then was definitely not what my own father thought. He is just an arrogant person. , he is greedy for power and wealth, but he is timid and doesn't think so carefully.And being able to investigate my grandfather's family and my mother's temperament so clearly, even my own father may not know it so well.Therefore, it is impossible for my dad to send that secretary to say those words, but you!Just like you wronged me for the power of the Wei family, even if you sacrificed my future, you must not offend the Wei family and have a bad relationship with the Wei family in the future. "

Zhang Hongxia said firmly, "And what you said about supporting me since I was a child is more understandable, because no one can justifiably suppress my stepmother except me. She is also quite sad to say the least. But in fact, everything she is stupid is in your hands, and you use me to suppress the occasional resistance, and no one outside says you are bad, but they all praise you for your treatment. The family is well-off and loves the younger generation.

Are you tired, Grandma?
Maybe you have accepted this kind of family management since you were a child. The old lady who sits in the back has to maintain a good reputation outside.When I wake up from a dream, I have to applaud you occasionally when I think of it. You are such a wise old lady. The whole family is in your hands, and they all respect you. You are truly worthy of being cultivated by a big family. The lady who came out is admirable, but also daunting! "

These things were realized after she slowly woke up as she experienced more outside in the past two years.

Although she hasn't been back once in the past two years, this is her home after all, the place where she grew up.Moreover, there are people here who she can't let go of.For example, she liked her grandma very much since she was a child.

She deliberately didn't come back during the Chinese New Year, thinking that someone at home would call her, but she was disappointed again and again, her waiting was in vain.Then she comforted herself that she was too self-willed and let her family down, and grandma ignored her only when she became angry.

Then after the festival, she came back secretly. They didn't come to see her, but she could come back to see them.

It's just that she could only stand outside the door to eavesdrop amid the laughter at home again and again, and then, she accidentally overheard something said by her grandma and a nanny who had been at home for decades and was also taking care of her since she was a child. , made her feel cold all over, and she had a fever for four days after returning home. Although her head was dizzy, the fragments from childhood to adulthood in her mind were exceptionally clear.

It was also at this time that she discovered that her grandma didn't get close to her since she was a child, and she wouldn't hug and kiss her grandchildren like other grandmas. The grandma said that she didn't like such closeness.However, occasionally she would see grandma hugging her cousin when she was happy, and kissing her cousin and cousin.

She remembered that she had proposed it when she was a child, but how did grandma answer her back then?Oh, it means that the cousins ​​and sisters are young and don't go home often, so she will only get close when they meet each other. Otherwise, they think that she is not close to her grandma, and they will not like to come back even more in the future.

And she is always by her side, so of course she doesn't need these forms, she knows that grandma loves her the most!

When she heard it, she thought it was right. She and grandma had always been a family, and the family didn't need so many formalities. No one spent more time with grandma than she did.

She also felt very happy, because grandma didn't treat her as an outsider, but as her own.

However, that day she heard that her grandmother disliked her biological mother as a country woman, and as long as she thought of her biological mother, she felt intimidated and felt unable to get close.

Those words are so hurtful, I dare not think about them, as long as I think about them, I feel bruised all over my body.

However, those words came from this grandma who loved her since she was a child.

She wanted to deceive herself, but after two years she was ignored at home outside, and now she was recruited back by the Zhang family just because of Xiaoyu's intentional behavior towards the Zhang family, and her noble Grandma also waited here specially to meet her.

Obviously, I felt that my tears had dried up, but I still felt sour in my eyes.

Grandma, do you know?I would rather you continue to ignore me, so that I can still deceive myself. You and grandpa didn't look down on my bloodline, and my family didn't all have power and wealth in their eyes, but no family affection at all.

This was the reason why she had to go back home after putting down the business that she was about to sign abroad. She couldn't help but want to answer, couldn't help but want to question loudly.

(End of this chapter)