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Chapter 335 Even if it’s just a little bit

"Su Shixia, let me tell you, if you marry me in this life, you can only be mine! Even if you are just using me, I will admit it, but you can't even think of abandoning me after using me! Don't even think about it think!"

Qin Yi's hand on her arm tightened uncontrollably, and the big hand on her waist also increased its strength.

Su Shixia hissed in pain, feeling angry and annoyed. She opened her mouth to scold him, but when she faced his bloodshot eyes that she didn't know when, she stiffened slightly and reached her mouth. All the words were stuck in his throat.

Qin Yi imprisoned her in his arms and did not allow her to escape. When she lowered her head to avoid his sight, he lowered his head and pressed his forehead directly against hers, so that her eyes could only focus on him.

"You always say that our marriage was a mistake from the beginning, but you have no idea that that night, after I found out that the person who was sent into my room was you, I felt... shamefully happy."

"When my father...my uncle took me to Changyi Marquis Mansion to meet you for the first time, if you hadn't already been engaged to Su Jingheng, I would have asked my uncle to let me make an engagement with you."

"We could have been a loving couple back then, if it weren't for that beast Su Jingheng..."

Qin Yi really hated Su Jingheng to the core, and when he read the name, his tone was filled with unconcealable anger.

Su Shixia raised her eyes and stared at him in surprise.

This was the first time that Qin Yi analyzed his own thoughts so frankly in front of her. While Su Shixia was surprised, the anger that had been aroused gradually died down at some point.

Qin Yi didn't notice the subtle change in her mood and continued talking.

"I admit that I was angry with you because of jealousy. I also know that I was not good enough in those years and could not be called a good husband, let alone a good father. I almost caused you to lose because of my neglect of your mother and son. life."

"This is my fault, I admit it! But you can't just condemn me to death just because my past is not good enough! You always like to say that the grudges between us have been settled, so why do you say that I owe you I've already paid it back, and you don't owe me anything anymore...but do you really think so in your heart!"

"Su Shixia, look at me now, touch your conscience and say, are you really able to have no grudges about those things in the past?"

Qin Yi was really anxious and angry. Now he wanted to confirm her thoughts. Without thinking, he grabbed her wrist and pressed her hand hard on his chest.

Su Shixia originally felt a little guilty after being questioned by his words.

But when her palms pressed firmly against his chest, the expression on her face suddenly froze, and she waited for a long time before replying to him with a strange expression.

"I don't know when my conscience...came into your body."

Qin Yi was startled when he heard this, then came back to his senses and glanced at his chest, his ears turned red with embarrassment, and then he gritted his teeth and said, "You're not the one who made me angry!"

"Don't even try to change the subject! You haven't answered me yet..."

Qin Yi was about to press Su Shixia's hand on her chest again, but Su Shixia took the lead and pulled her hand out before he could move.

"I can tell you clearly without touching my own conscience. Although the past things are in the past, the hurts Zhan'er and I have experienced are real. Let me let go of the past. I have no grudges at all, and I really can't do it." Qin Yi's face turned pale, and as soon as a self-deprecating smile appeared on his lips, Su Shixia followed suit: "But don't even think of wrongly accusing me. I'm not that The kind of person who talks about one thing and actually does another.”

"I said that I have to settle my grudges with you. No matter what I think in my heart, firstly, I have already beaten back those who hit me. Secondly, you risked your life to save me. I am nothing The ungrateful people, since they have already told you to start over, will not bring out the past things to find fault with you."

"restart?"

Qin Yi sneered.

"What you mean by starting over is that you are telling people everywhere that I am seriously ill and dead. Even if you have no choice but to appear with me in front of others, you will only pretend to be a fake couple with me?"

"You should go and see if any couple is like us. Even couples who respect each other like guests on the surface can talk about themselves in private. But what about you? You don't even want to tell me what's really on your mind!"

"You only think of coming to me when you need me. When you are free on weekdays, let alone being intimate with me, have you ever taken the initiative to come to me once? You can't tell your conscience whether it was just once nothing!"

Qin Yi's breathing was obviously heavy, and he gritted his teeth angrily and said: "When I was recovering from illness, you were not willing to stay in the same room with me at all!"

"Even if I wink at Xun Qing and the others and ask them to take Zhan'er out of the house, you will immediately call others into the house. Aren't you guarding me and avoiding me?"

Anyway, the layer of window paper has been pierced. Qin Yi really didn't care about anything at this moment, and expressed all the dissatisfaction and anxiety in his heart these days.

Every word he spoke was full of questions and accusations, but Su Shixia obviously missed the point.

After listening to what he said, she just whispered, "I just said that during that time, Xun Qing and the others said they wanted to take Zhan'er out to play whenever they had something to do. It turned out that you secretly instructed them. I thought they were from Zhan'er. I saw some great talent in my son and wanted to cultivate him secretly."

Is this the point he is talking about?
Feeling that Su Shixia didn't take what he said to heart at all, Qin Yi's temples were beating angrily. He followed her words and gritted his teeth and sneered: "Yes! Those actions of Xun Qing and the others were all ordered by me. ! I just don’t want anyone to disturb us, even if it’s our son!”

"We are husband and wife! Is it wrong that I just want to be in the same room with my wife?"

"You didn't like me to begin with, but you were willing to stay with me during that time because I needed to take care of my injuries. I know that my injuries are the only bargaining chip I can use to make you pity me. Although it is despicable and shameful, But I can only use this bargaining chip to exchange for some sympathy from you..."

When Qin Yi said this, he seemed to have relieved himself, and the hand that had been holding her waist loosened.

Su Shixia intuitively felt that if she decided to get up now, she would be able to break free from his grasp easily.

But because she was keenly aware that Qin Yi's mood was not right, she stopped unconsciously and just looked at him quietly, waiting for his next words.

Qin Yi just stared at her quietly for a long time, and finally lowered his head, gently pressing his forehead against hers, whispering like a sigh or a prayer.

"Don't leave me... I'm not that bad. Try to like me, okay? Even just a little bit... just a little bit."

(End of this chapter)