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Chapter 414 I know much more

"Sure enough."

Feng Qiyu was not disappointed, but rather felt a sense of emptiness that his expectations had been completely shattered.

"I actually know that using a magic circle to extend one's life sounds very unreliable."

"But, that is the last glimmer of hope I can hold on to after spending so many years. I want to come and see it no matter what."

"Now that I know it's useless, I can give up."

His tone was so light and so indifferent that Su Shixia felt a little uncomfortable listening to it.

"Second brother, I know you have tried your best."

Su Shixia said: "I believe that if mother and the other two brothers knew about it... they would understand and they wouldn't blame you."

"I know they won't blame me."

Feng Qiyu said: "After so many years, although the eldest brother and the third brother have also tried to find ways to treat my father, both they and my mother... have actually begun to accept my father's current state."

"But I can't."

When he said the last sentence, Feng Qiyu's voice became extremely hoarse.

When he raised his head to look at Su Shixia, Su Shixia was surprised to find that his eyes had turned wet red.

"They can accept my father's current state and forgive me, but I...I can't forgive myself."

Su Shixia's heart sank, and the hand holding Xiao Qin Zhan unconsciously tightened a little.

I heard Feng Qiyu say in a hoarse voice: "Because... my father was seriously injured by them just to protect me."

"If it weren't for me...if I could have reacted faster...if I had enough ability to protect myself, my father, he wouldn't..."

"It's not your fault."

Su Shixia raised her tone and raised her hand to cover Feng Qiyu's clenched fist.

"Second brother, you were evading pursuit at that time and the situation was critical. Father...as your biological father, he will naturally put your safety first."

"Don't say that he was injured while trying to save you. I believe that if it had been anyone else at that time, the eldest brother, the third brother, or the mother were in danger, and the father happened to find out and had time to save him, he would have done it. They will risk their lives to save them.”

"Although my father's current state is something none of us want to see."

"But at least, father saved you. I believe that if he made that choice at that time, even if he knew that he would be in a coma for twenty years, he would never regret it."

Feng Qiyu didn't speak for a long time. He just stared at Su Shixia blankly. After a long pause, he asked in a hoarse voice as if he was lost in thought: "Really...Father, do you really not regret it or blame me?"

"will not."

These two words made Su Shixia decisive.

"Second brother, when I said this, I really didn't mean to comfort you with polite words."

"Although you are older than me, after all, you have been wandering away from home all these years without having a family or children, so you can't understand that feeling."

Su Shixia lowered her eyes and looked at little Qin Zhan in her arms.

"The child is really magical. He is obviously an independent individual, but when I gave birth to him, my blood flowed through him. When I looked at him, it was as if my life had been extended through him."

"Although I did not personally experience the scene when you were hunted down, I believe that if it were me, under the same circumstances, I would never be able to watch my children being killed."

"As long as I can still move and there is even the slightest possibility that I can exchange my life for his life, I will not hesitate to save him and exchange my life for his life." Feng Qi Yu said no more.

The tall man suddenly raised his head and looked up at the roof of the car.

He leaned his back against the wall of the carriage, raised his hands and covered his eyes with his palms.

Su Shixia didn't hear his crying or choking, but she could clearly see water droplets sliding down his fingers, soaking into his hair, and disappearing.

Su Shixia knew that Feng Qiyu was emotionally unstable at the moment and needed some time to vent and calm down.

So she didn't speak again, just sat quietly and waited patiently.

After Feng Qiyu adjusted her mood and sat up straight again, she took out a clean handkerchief from her sleeve and handed it to Feng Qiyu.

Feng Qiyu hesitated for a moment, and finally lowered his head and reached out to take the handkerchief.

"I'm your brother. Why are you calmer than me when something happens?"

Feng Qiyu laughed, and his voice was still a little hoarse when he spoke, but it could be heard that his emotions had indeed calmed down a lot.

"Second brother, that's all you say, but age... don't expect to use age to suppress me."

Su Shixia smiled and said, "Have you forgotten that I am a reincarnated person? Although the me a thousand years ago did not live to be very old, I have experienced many more things in my two lifetimes than you."

"How can I compare all my previous lives together?"

When Feng Qiyu looked at Su Shixia again, there were no other marks on his face, only a little wet redness remained at the end of his eyes.

"You just happened to awaken the memory of your previous life by some strange combination of circumstances. Although I haven't awakened my memory, maybe I also have the memory of my previous life?"

"This is not how this settlement is settled. It will be settled for the rest of your life. Anyway, in this life, you have to recognize me as your second brother."

Perhaps because he talked to Su Shixia about the past that had been pressing in his heart for many years, Feng Qiyu's previously gloomy and tense mood eased a lot.

Now, when talking to Su Shixia, his tone was much lighter than before.

Seeing that he seemed to have really recovered from the guilt and self-blame, Su Shixia couldn't help but secretly let out a sigh of relief.

With a smile on his face, he said: "Okay, who asked you to be born earlier than me in this life? I just don't compare with you in age."

"Also, second brother, you don't have to be too discouraged."

"Ok?"

Su Shixia changed the topic so quickly that Feng Qiyu couldn't understand what she meant.

He raised his eyes to look at Su Shixia in confusion, and heard Su Shixia laugh and say: "The human life sacrifice made by the 'Holy Emperor', the method of exchanging lives for people's lives, is indeed ineffective and does no harm to people. Self-interest."

"But if you want to revive your father, maybe you can try other methods."

"Don't forget me."

Su Shixia raised her hand and pointed at herself.

"Thousands of years ago, even the Holy Emperor had to work hard to win over the high priest of the 'Holy Flame Dynasty' for fear that I would betray him."

"I know many more ways to treat people than the 'Holy Emperor' who only knows how to fight and kill."

Su Shixia's two simple words cheered up Feng Qiyu instantly.

"Yes! And you, how could I forget you!"