irresistible sweetness

Chapter 220

Feng Qingyue cried until her eyes were swollen, and she was very tired. She stared at the Bodhi bracelet on her wrist, which was begged by Jiang Yuye for her.

The heavy rain outside stopped, the sun came out again, and a rainbow of seven colors appeared in the sky. She was so dizzy that the rainbow appeared double in her eyes. She hugged his diary, lay on the bed, and closed her eyes. fell asleep.

In her dream, she was not stable. She found herself trapped in a place where there was no light. The darkness around her made her feel depressing. She kept running forward, and finally saw a glimmer of light in front of her. He went in, only to find that there was a curtain of rain in front of him.

The sky was gloomy, the raindrops passed through her, hit the ground, and the splashes of water jumped. She couldn't feel the slightest chill. Feng Qingyue looked at the unfamiliar things around her, and was a little dazed. His eyes were attracted by a little boy who was not far away. .

He was hiding under one roof, looking like he was five or six years old, carrying a small schoolbag, tightly clutching the strap of the schoolbag in his small hands, and staring at the car not far away with burning eyes.

Feng Qingyue was stunned for a moment, his heartbeat speeded up in vain, the familiar facial features seemed to be a miniature version of Jiang Yuye, he pouted slightly, frowned a pair of small eyebrows, his fair and tender face was somewhat tangled.

She followed his gaze, and it was the young Jiang Wang and a strange woman, hugging each other and kissing forgetfully in the car.

Feng Qing lowered her head to look at her right wrist more fiercely, everything around her was gloomy, except for the red bracelet on her wrist which was a little bright, which made her skin hot.

here is……

Jiang Yuye's past.

He struggled for a while, but chose not to bother. He used his small schoolbag to block the rain, ran home and took out a brand new notebook to start writing in his diary.

Feng Qingyue stood behind him, he wrote slowly, with a very serious expression, Feng Qingyue looked at him in a daze, and reached out to touch his cheek, the next moment, her hand passed through his body, she couldn't touch it Everything here.

She watched him write his diary, watched the suffering he experienced from childhood to adulthood, and the scenes in his dreams jumped, all of which were just like what was written in his diary. Watch him fall into the abyss step by step.

The more Feng Qing wanted to stop him, she could only pass through him every time, even when he fought with others, she was covered in scars all over her body, so she could only watch from the side.

As soon as his consciousness went dark, when Feng Qingyue woke up again, he found himself in Jiang Yuye's apartment.

Jiang Yuye was not at home, she wanted to find him, but found that she could not leave the house.

Until he heard the sound of the door opening, Jiang Yuye walked in from the outside. In the past, he was always gloomy and daunting when looking at people. Today he seems to be in a better mood, with a smile on his lips.

He sat down at the desk, took out the diary from the locked cabinet, and began to record.

In 2020, August 9.3, sunny.

I met a girl many times, until I passed by the vocational school today, and I didn’t know that she was giving a speech for the freshmen inside. I climbed over the wall and saw her standing under the light. She was beautiful and desirable. No one looked at her seriously or listened to her.

She said that everyone is a dusty star, and one day the dust will be brushed away to shine, is it true?Does a person like me have a shining day?
Suddenly I want to be close to her, to absorb her heat and warm me.

The shadow of Jiang Yuye in front of him then turned into an illusion, and disappeared together with the diary, and the next scene slowly emerged, Feng Qingyue stood in place, thinking about the paragraph Jiang Yuye just wrote.

Here, it turned out to be Jiang Yuye's previous life.

It was her and him who broke up unhappy in the previous life.

She couldn't get out of this room, and could only watch the young man slowly gain a little warmth from his indifferent appearance, and the number of times he took out the diary from the cabinet increased.

In 2020, August 9.6, sunny.

I met her in a convenience store, I said I like her and I want to chase her, she seemed scared, I thought it would be fine as long as I like to express it, but she seemed troubled, thought I was just for sex, but she really So clean, I like her.

In 2020, 9.10, rain.

She avoids me, fears me, and hates me, because she knows all the bad rumors about me, but they are all false. It would be great if she could not be so defensive towards me.

In 2020, 9.15, rain.

My mother passed away, because I missed that man so much, I was depressed and committed suicide. I was confused and sad, so I went to the convenience store to find her. I just wanted her to talk to me. She hated me, but she was still very kind. Rain, she left an umbrella for me.

In 2020, 10.8, rain.

She is in a relationship, and her boyfriend is Xiao Yiheng. I wish her happiness.

In 2020, 11.5, rain.

She was cheated by Xiao Yiheng. The person she likes is a wolf-hearted thing. He took money from Lin Han to drag her to hell. I wanted to tell her, but she kept avoiding me. Out of helplessness, I had to beat Xiao Yiheng warned him, but the little girl hated me even more.

In 2020, 12.24, rain.

You don't have to own roses to like roses, I'm already rotten, but I want to save you, you have to live cleanly.

Feng Qingyue watched him write the last word, hid the dagger and went out.

She ran to stop him, but passed through his body, and the large room became cold again.

This was the day when Jiang Yuye went to kill Xiao Yihang. She always thought he was crazy, so she hurt Xiao Yihang. It was because she pretended to admit her relationship with Xiao Yihang, so he liked someone so crazy the point.

How can a lunatic make people not afraid.

But until now, she realized that everything he did was because of her.

She didn't know people clearly and was played with the palm of his hand. In order to save her, he ruined the rest of his life.

All of this was because he knew about the conspiracy between Xiao Yiheng and Lin Han, and wanted to tell her urgently, so he hit Xiao Yiheng.

No wonder, he disappeared and reappeared in his previous life, so it was all because of this.

But in the end, she still failed to live a clean life as he wished. Those conspiracies did not disappear because of his departure, but waited for an appropriate time to erupt.

She is depraved, vulgar, muddled along, and her life is not bright. After all, she has failed him.

A white light flashed before her eyes, one month after her death in her previous life.

This diary, which was stuck in 2020, once again left ink-colored handwriting.

In 2022, 12.25, rain.

She died, and that umbrella is the only relic she left me, Qingqing, I will definitely seek justice for you.

Jiang Yuye gradually became blurred in her consciousness, she wanted to grab his hem, but in the end she could only see his back resolutely leaving.

The final scene stays under the wishing tree in Chongguang Temple.

Jiang Yuye has matured a lot, his dark phoenix eyes are full of traces of time, his complexion is very fair, he is wearing a black overcoat with suits and leather shoes inside, holding the black umbrella she left for him in his hand.

He closed the umbrella, held it in his hand, and knelt down slowly towards the wishing tree.

"Qingqing, it took me seven years to send all the people who hurt you to prison, but I am still unhappy. When I was young, I had an untimely heartbeat, which trapped me for many years. I couldn't get out. I don't want to come out, a worldly encounter, I don't see half of the joy, if there is an afterlife, don't do this again."

His hoarse voice paused, and he looked up at the red lace that was blown by the wind. He knelt straight and mocked in a low tone:

"I almost forgot what you looked like, and it became very blurry in my mind. There is no picture of you, so I really want to see you again, but I didn't expect that it would be so difficult for us to even meet each other. Your cemetery is in Lincheng In the southern suburbs, after I die, I will be your neighbor, and I will guard you by your side, so don't think I'm bothering you anymore."

"Jiang Yuye begs all the gods and Buddhas in the sky. I am willing to give up half of my life in exchange for meeting her again in the next life. This time, let me meet her first. I will try my best to restrain my edge and not let her be afraid. , I will gradually get better and let her like me too."

Jiang Yuye kowtowed deeply towards the wishing tree.

Feng Qingyue stood behind him, her tears dripped down on the ground, and when the wind blew, it brought a bit of coolness.

The wind chime hanging on the tree was blown by the wind, and the jingling sound seemed to agree to Jiang Yuye's request. He stood up, turned his head as if feeling something, and looked towards the direction where Feng Qingyue was standing.

Finally, a gentle smile appeared on her lips: "Don't be afraid, I'm here to find you."

Jiang Yuye in front of him turned into an illusion, and finally turned into a tomb, Feng Qingyue reached out to touch his tombstone with tears in his eyes.

It really took him half his life to start a new life with her.

It turned out that she was reborn in exchange for his life, and tears fell like heavy rain, and she couldn't stop it no matter what.

Even in death, he stayed by her side.

In his previous life, he was 27 years old.

　The pit in front is almost filled. Qingqing’s rebirth was bought by Brother Ye in exchange for his life. In his past and present lives, his love for her has never changed. Her clean soul, there is no finale yet, and there is an urban chapter, not abusive, very sweet, and then I will write his past life from the perspective of wild brother in the extra episode, the finale is still early, and the campus chapter is almost over from here, babies, The city chapter starts tomorrow.

　　
　
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