irresistible sweetness

Chapter 222 It's better not to see her than to forget her (two in one)
The first time they heard that Feng Qingyue had a boyfriend: "???"

Even Zhao Zhinuan, who was devoting himself to studying, turned to look at her.

Shu Chun and Ning Shuhe looked at each other, the two became interested in an instant, pulled the stool and sat behind her, Shu Chun asked enthusiastically: "I really didn't realize that you have a boyfriend, don't you do it every day?" Studying is on the way of learning, Zhinuan will talk on the phone with her boyfriend anyway, watch a video, you haven't heard anything, tell me honestly, is he also studying in Haishi University?"

Feng Qingyue paused slightly while holding the pen, there was a piece of paper in front of her, and she had finished writing.

"He didn't study anymore, and he wasn't in Haishi either."

Shu Chun blinked her eyes in disbelief: "You don't have a long-distance relationship with him, do you?" She glanced at Feng Qingyue's letter again: "...Qingqing, he doesn't even have a mobile phone?! You two communicate through letters Woolen cloth?"

What kind of fairy love is this? In this era of advanced communications, you still send letters to contact...

Feng Qingyue couldn't hold back a chuckle and said, "No, it's a bit inconvenient for him, besides, this isn't a letter, it's a love letter."

Ning Shuhe picked it up and took a look, it read:

[My dear dear:
Ah Ye, see the words as you see them.

It’s the first time I write a letter to someone, my head is empty and my language is lacking, so let me tell you about my mental journey during this period.

I should be sick, I miss you very much, just think of you by my side all the time, and I will recall every word you said to me.

You used to say that it is me who look at the clouds, the wind, the stars and the sunset, but now I will return to you. I look at the morning glow, the moon in the clouds, and the stars and stars.

You seem to teach me how to love someone. To me, you are my eternal preference in this life. Ah Ye, I just want to borrow a ride in your life, and this journey is the rest of your life. 】

Ning Shuhe looked at Feng Qingyue, she couldn't imagine that a cold beauty like Feng Qingyue would write such a nasty love letter, her love was undisguised, her eyes were soft, she could read the letter just by reading it That she loves that boy very much.

Feng Qingyue is very outstanding, as far as her college entrance examination results are concerned, there are only dozens of outstanding people in the country. Suddenly, they are even more curious about who Feng Qingyue's mysterious boyfriend is.

Feng Qingyue folded the letter and put it in an envelope, ready to send it to Fang Zhou.

Shu Chun propped his chin and said lazily: "Qingqing, if you have a chance, you can bring him in front of us. The person you like must be excellent."

He is very good, and with his grades, he can go to this university.

Feng Qingyue smiled faintly: "It will definitely be brought."

The days are spent in a busy way, Feng Qingyue is either soaking in the library or going to the research room to watch. She has a flat temper and does not fight or grab. She doesn't know the name of the school belle given to her by the school.

She is very popular at school, and Xi Jinyi often contacts her. Although she majored in the Department of Aeronautics, she chose the Department of Biological Sciences as a course.

This type of readout is the scientist who studies medicine.

As time passed, the relationship with Xi Jinyi got closer, and the school rumors about the two falling in love spread more and more.

Shu Chun rolled her eyes every time she heard it, and clarified for Feng Qingyue: "We Qingqing has a boyfriend we love very much, and she and Senior Xi are just friends, don't talk nonsense, she is very specific."

At first, everyone didn't believe it, and thought Shu Chun was lying. Later, the rumors spread wider and wider, and Feng Qingyue himself stood up to clarify.

Therefore, her mysterious boyfriend who had never shown her face received everyone's attention, and they all wondered who Fang Shengsheng had picked Feng Qingyue's delicate flower, and loved him wholeheartedly.

As autumn goes and winter comes, Feng Qingyue has another birthday.

She turns 19 this year.

Jiang Yuye, who used to say that he would celebrate her birthday with her every year, broke his promise this time.

She wrote a second letter and sent it to him.

【Aye, today is my birthday, I made my wish for you, I wish you peace in all seasons, I will always wait for you, this life is short, how can I live without you, Aye, I miss you every day. 】

This year's New Year, Feng Qingyue spent in Haishi.

As the winter vacation approached, the other three people in their dormitory all bought tickets to go back to their hometown. She carried her suitcase and walked downstairs. Xi Jinyi was waiting at the door of the girls' dormitory in a camel coat.

Hearing the voice, he turned his head and smiled, "Here we are."

Feng Qingyue looked at him suspiciously: "Senior Xi, why haven't you come home yet?"

"The student union has some things to deal with. I'm leaving tomorrow. I'm here to see you off."

give her?

She stared blankly at him, seeing his gentle expression, Feng Qingyue shook her head and took a step back, politely said with a smile: "Senior, no need, my mother is here to pick me up, it's at the school gate, go and do your work Come on, you helped me too much, it's not good for others to see."

Xi Jinyi smiled helplessly: "Qingyue, do you have to be so alienated? Just treat me as a friend, there is no need to avoid me like this."

Ever since the rumors about the two spread, Feng Qingyue avoided suspicion, and when he met him, he just nodded politely and did not study biology knowledge together in the library as before.

Feng Qingyue is not a fool. From the beginning of school, Xi Jinyi took the initiative to come to her, and even took her to study biology. No matter what he did, he put her first, and others could see what his intentions were. Qingyue only felt it later.

In order not to cause unnecessary misunderstandings, Feng Qingyue refused bluntly: "Senior Xi, I have someone I like. Except for him, I will never be moved by others in my life."

Xi Jinyi looked at her deeply, and sighed after a while: "It's really ruthless, okay, I understand."

He smiled gently: "Don't worry, you are so good, it's normal for someone to like you, you will always be my school girl."

After speaking, Xi Jinyi left.

Feng Qingyue looked up at the bare tree branches beside the road, put his hand to his mouth and let out a breath.

Unlike Lincheng, Haishi seldom snowed, and the weather was always cold and gloomy. Feng Qingyue gathered up his white down jacket, pulled his suitcase and left the school.

During the Chinese New Year this year, Feng Qingyue's house was very lively. Gu Ranqiao was worried about Mrs. Qiao, so she took her over from Qianfeng Town.

The New Year's Eve dinner in the evening was prepared by Feng Qingyue. Gu Ranqiao was invited to participate in the Spring Festival Gala. After she finished recording the show, she could go home and have a reunion dinner together.

Lu Yizhao bought fireworks and asked Feng Qingyue to set them off in the courtyard. Feng Qingyue gave him his mobile phone and asked Lu Yizhao to record a video for her.

She sent this video to Jiang Yuye's account. His WeChat account has been silent for half a year. He blocked her mobile phone number and left a WeChat message. Fang Zhou said that he changed the account and there is no one on this account. use.

But Feng Qingyue still sent him his daily life in the form of video, he couldn't see it, he could only hear the sound.

Finally, she sent him another voice message: "Jiang Yuye, Happy New Year."

Turn over the new year, and it's spring.

Feng Qingyue entered the first semester of her freshman year, and her time was very tight. When others sang k and traveled, she still focused on her studies. She learned sophomore knowledge in advance. Only after being knowledgeable can you have the opportunity to enter the interior of the Aerospace Research Institute.

Shu Chun couldn't understand why Feng Qingyue worked so hard. He became a well-known study maniac in the school. Because of his excellent academic performance, he was nominated and praised by the school leaders many times. Scholarship for one semester.

In his sophomore year, Feng Qingyue, as the most outstanding student of Haishi National University of Defense Technology, gave a speech to the freshmen.

The crisp autumn days are here again.

A year has passed since Jiang Yuye disappeared.

This year, Feng Qingyue's hair has grown a lot, and he went to curl his hair with Shu Chun and the others, and the thin bangs that used to cover his forehead have also turned into eight-character bangs, revealing a smooth forehead. When he smiles, he is obedient and clear, with exquisite facial features Dust.

In one year, she sent five letters to him, but there was no reply.

Even when she sent him WeChat records about her life, there was no movement.

Of course, these were not problems that bothered her.

What bothered her the most was that even though she said she had a boyfriend, it had been a year and her boyfriend hadn't even spoken to her, let alone showed up.

So the rumors about her mysterious boyfriend became more and more outrageous, and she even felt that she made up the words to reject people, so the person who likes Feng Qingyue changed his way to hand her a love letter, no matter what she said, she couldn't stop it live.

Xi Jinyi saw that she was troubled, so she said to stand by her for a while, Feng Qingyue directly refused, pretending to be a couple, one experience in her previous life was enough, and she didn't want Jiang Yuye to misunderstand when she came back.

In the end, all these love letters were burned by her.

On her 20th birthday, she sent another letter to Jiang Yuye.

The sea market near December is cold and gloomy, especially when the wind blows, it feels as if the cold has penetrated into the bone marrow. Feng Qingyue wore a white woolen coat, turned and walked into the wind.

……

Kyoto, Royal Garden.

The people who can live here are either rich or expensive, and the villas here are all separated from each other far away.

A white luxury car was parked next to a fountain inside the carved aluminum gate.

Fang Zhou got out of the car and took a letter in his hand. He walked into the gate and went up to the second floor with ease. There was a man in a black coat sitting in a wheelchair and looking out the window.

Fang Zhou looked at his thin and lonely back, and as he approached, Jiang Yuye turned back when he heard the voice: "She sent a letter again?"

"Yeah." Fang Zhou handed him the unopened letter paper: "Open it yourself."

Jiang Yuye fumbled with his hand, and after finding the opening, he carefully opened it, and handed it to Fang Zhou: "Read it to me."

Fang Zhou glanced at him silently, and then read: "Ah Ye, this is the second birthday you left me, time is so fast, you have disappeared for a year and a half, this year's birthday wish, I made it to myself, I hope You can come to me."

The atmosphere in the room was silent. After Fang Zhou finished reading, he handed the letter to him.

Her sweet gardenia fragrance still remains on it.

Jiang Yuye reached out to touch the envelope, solemnly folded it and put it back.

Fang Zhou sighed: "Brother Yu, are you going to hide like this for the rest of your life? Qingyue has been waiting for you for almost two years."

Jiang Yuye fumbled and put the letter into a side cabinet. There were several letters in it, all sent by Feng Qingyue, and he kept them all together, together with the picture album she sent and the group photo and graduation photo on the rostrum.

Then he turned his head and looked in the direction of the ark. His facial features were still exquisite, but he was less unrestrained than before, and calmed down instead, looking much sadder.

"The doctor said that I may never see again. What kind of appearance should I wear to be worthy of her?"

His tone was mocking, and his heart ached like twists and turns. With his appearance, how could he stand by her side? She was outstanding and shining, how could a blind man or a disabled person stand beside her.

Just thinking about how she was laughed at by everyone, Jiang Yuye didn't have the courage to stand in front of her again.

He reached out and touched the cold window. He lived in darkness and almost forgot what the outside world was like. His life was neither day nor night, nor any color. He could only recall desperately in his mind, as if only In this way, he is not out of touch with the world.

The chill was piercing, Jiang Yuye withdrew his hand: "Actually, this is also very good. In the years to come, she will always forget me and find someone who is worthy of her and able to protect her."

Fang Zhou was silent for a moment, and then said: "Are you willing? You guarded her for two years to become better for her. In order to protect her, you fell into a whole body of illnesses. These illnesses may accompany you for the rest of your life. You just gave up like this. Are you willing?"

After a while, Jiang Yuye said in a hoarse voice, "I'm not reconciled."

How willing he is, he misses her day and night, tormenting him more than his illness, sometimes, he can't hold on any longer, and always thinks of Feng Qingyue, if he dies, will he never have the chance to see her again? She loves her, loves her so deeply that he can't even save himself.

"Fang Zhou, there are always a few regrets that cannot be fulfilled in life. I should be thankful that it was my eyes that were hurt by the fall, instead of taking away my memory. It's better not to be able to see... than to forget her."

He stood up, fumbled for the guide stick beside the wheelchair, and walked out slowly: "Come with me to Lincheng, I don't want that wish."

Fang Zhou followed behind him, sighing: "Brother Yu, you are always trapped by yourself, you have to try to get out."

Jiang Yuye didn't reply to him, the only thing he can do now is not to disturb her, not to drag her down, that's enough.

In one and a half years, he underwent no less than five surgeries. His leg bones were gradually corrected, but he still couldn't run fast. He could only walk slowly. At first glance, he was no different from a normal person. When it rains, his bones will hurt very much, it hurts so badly.

He is also used to using the guide stick, and he will not fall when walking.

It was December when Jiang Yuye returned to Lincheng, and it was snowing in Lincheng, Jiang Yuye could only feel the coldness and the coldness of the snow and ice on his face.

He came to the long stairs of Dahuan Mountain, he wanted to take down the wish he made three years ago, wishing her to be safe every year, this was his last wish.

Fang Zhou wanted to help him, but he pushed Fang Zhou away and groped his way up.

There was silence all around, save for the sound of his guiding stick tapping the ground.

　emmm, miscalculation, see you tomorrow~

　　
　
(End of this chapter)