The sickness of quick transmigration makes it difficult for her to fly

When Lu Qing saw this news, he suddenly thought of what Qi Ningning had just said to him.

Without thinking too much, Qi Ningning discovered that the two people following her were sent by Lu Qing to look after her safety.

But Lu Qing had always arranged this in secret, and had never told Qi Ningning. She had never known about it, and she had always kept it secret. She didn't expect that she would find out today.

No wonder he saw a look of panic and panic on Qi Ningning's face at that time. When he heard about it, he thought it was another dangerous situation, and his heart was tightened at that time, but it turned out that it was because of the people he sent that caused Qi Ningning's death. Thinking she was in danger herself.

Lu Qing apologized deeply for this. It seemed that he had one more thing to confess today.

Turning off her phone, Qi Ningning stirred the coffee in her cup, her eyes always falling on the coffee, not Lu Qing.

He clearly remembered that those beautiful eyes were always brighter when he saw him, and they stayed on him for a long time.

But now those eyes no longer fell on Lu Qing, which made him feel a little uncomfortable, and there was more loneliness and depression in his eyes.

After a long while, he finally mentioned something that neither of them had mentioned in these days.

"Sorry, forgive me for this belated apology." Lu Qing said apologetically. He thought that he should have said this a long time ago, but he had never been able to muster the courage.

"Why are you apologizing to me?" Qi Ningning wanted to hear Lu Qing's answer from his own mouth.

Lu Qing lowered his eyes and said softly: "I know you came to my house that night, and you saw the photos in that room and the videos in the folder on my computer's USB drive."

Qi Ning listened quietly without interrupting.

"I apologize to you for what I did." Lu Qing spoke sincerely. After Qi Ningning stopped contacting him, he understood that he had done something wrong.

"Today I want to explain to you that the photos and videos I collected are because I want to see you all the time."

"I know what I do will cause trouble to you, but you can rest assured that I have absolutely no ill intentions towards you and never will."

When he said this, Lu Qing raised his head and stared at Qi Ningning closely with his dark pupils, showing his sincerity without reservation and without any hypocrisy.

Maybe when this incident didn't happen, Lu Qing still had the idea of ​​​​hiding it, but now, he has thrown away this idea.

The people he cares about might want him to be more honest, rather than blindly hiding something.

"When I noticed you in the past, you had slowly entered my heart." Lu Qing rubbed his fingers and recounted what was in his heart.

"Maybe you don't know what you really mean to me."

Lu Qing slowly fell into the memories of a few years ago, and a faint, deliberately suppressed smile appeared on his face.

"Maybe I'm naturally cold towards others. I was very young when I was thrown into the orphanage by that woman. I couldn't play with the older children, especially the little ones."

"I had extreme thoughts at that time, why did that woman give birth to me even though she didn't want me? Why didn't she just abort me while I was still in the belly, or strangle me to death after I was born... …” ˆ ˆ “Now after investigating, I discovered that the woman abandoned me because the man she was pursuing had another woman outside. She thought it was because having my child made the man unhappy, so That’s why I abandoned her.”

"In order to get her man back, she cruelly abandoned me outside the orphanage. I was young at the time, but that doesn't mean I didn't know some things. When I found out that I was abandoned, I could never go back to the past."

"Later, Lu Yun was thrown into my orphanage for the same reason. She was a selfish person and always only looked after herself. As for her ten-month pregnancy and giving birth to us, it was because she felt that she couldn't bear it, and also because The sweet talk of those men.”

Lu Qing told all these past details and pieced together complete memories. Qi Ningning couldn't bear it anymore.

I still remember what it was like when I saw a woman on the street. She was holding the hand of the little boy she gave birth to later. Judging from the child's character, it was obvious that he was always spoiled and wanted whatever he wanted.

At that time, the woman was very patient. Even though she said she had no money, she still went to buy the candied fruit she wanted for her child.

There is no way to tell that this is a man who cruelly abandoned his two children.

After having contact with Lu Yun, Qi Ningning discovered that he had completely different personalities from Lu Qing, who was sitting in front of him.

Lu Yun should be more lively, fun-loving, and joking.

Lu Qing, on the other hand, was more reserved and reserved, and it was only after he was with her that the smiles on his face became more numerous.

If Lu Qing grew up in a happy family, Qi Ningning felt that he could become a person with a personality like Lu Yun.

Qi Ningning didn't think Lu Qing was bad like this, but she felt that if possible, she still hoped that Lu Qing could have a happy childhood and grow into a person who would always be bright and worry-free.

When Lu Qing mentioned that Qi Ningning meant a lot to him, he was also constantly tearing open his scars that had not yet completely healed to show Qi Ningning.

Qi Ningning knew that he mentioned this not to make her feel guilty, but to let her understand what she meant to him and where she was placed in her heart.

"When you appeared, I investigated you, and when I learned about your family situation, I thought we were very similar. We had both been abandoned. You had a very special attraction for me.

At that time, I was more curious about why you had a smile on your face every day. You seemed to be very happy, and you didn't look like someone who had been abandoned. "

Just because of his momentary curiosity, Lu Qing paid more and more attention to Qi Ningning. The deeper he understood, the more he refused to let go, causing himself to sink deeper and deeper, and even did not want to get out at all.

"Later, I silently paid attention to many things about you, and found that you live a fulfilling and motivated life every day. You are never afraid of difficulties and nothing can faze you. This also gave me some ideas and made me suddenly enlightened. Stop clinging to the past.”

"I will take a look at the collected photos every time I get home. I specially cut out the videos and save them. I know you will go further and further in the future and reach great heights.

I am very willing to become a better you, so I specially found these dramas you have filmed to study carefully, thinking that we can work together later to create the most suitable scripts and roles for you. "

Thanks to winfrey little angel for the ticket!