she became a god in a dream

Chapter 191 I want to live forever

In the room behind the gray and white polygons.

The little monster glanced at the white-faced lord who was taking a nap with his eyes closed, and then at Shen Dong who seemed to be in a static state within the light curtain.

Do you want to wake up Lord White Mian?The clown doesn't seem to last long.

It looked at the real body of the clown sitting on a chair in the source world of the "birdcage" with his head lowered in the same posture.I feel that at this moment, the phantom of the clown in the dream seems to overlap with the real body.

"Squeak-"

A new sound came from inside the light curtain. The taxi immersed in the darkness seemed to be submerged in the sea. At this moment, under the beating of the darkness, it let out an overwhelmed low hum.

Looking up through the turbid and undulating waves of darkness, through the frame of the car licked by flames, and along the shiny metal buckle, Shen Dong was frowning.

Under her eyelids, there was a faint red light.

"boom--"

In the overlapping memory palaces that seem to spread thousands of miles.Shen Dong stood at the top of the palace, all he could see was the raging black storm.

She squinted and watched it all being destroyed.

A stone capable of overturning the world was weighing on her heart, and under the weight, she could not see the way to the future.

At her feet, the tall building was about to fall. She looked at the corner of the house piled up like an ant's nest below. The raised corner of the eaves had the edge of a dagger, which could cut through flesh and blood in an instant.

"Shen Dong, I am optimistic about you. You will definitely become famous in Shanghai in the future. I will see that day come." Tang Qing looked at Shen Dong, who was about to pass the unified examination, with encouraging eyes.

There was a trace of well-hidden sadness in her eyes.

She believes that her students will not become lackeys of those companies.But this road is destined to be difficult.

"Shen Dong! The golden beach is really worth seeing. I would like to call the barbecue there the best in the scarlet world!" Ruan Xiao's voice came in from the side, with a light tone.

She looked around, a little strange: "Where are you? Hawke said you died in the Black Sea, but luckily I didn't believe it.

The moment I saw you, I knew you were different.

Being jealous of evil at a young age and knowing how to treat guests, the achievements will definitely not be low when they come back. "

The corner of Shen Dong's mouth curled slightly, knowing that Ruan Xiaohua focused on "treating guests".Soon, another voice came out.

"Where are you from?"

Cun Huo frowned slightly, and glanced at the black storm that was crazily destroying, "Why don't you contact me if you need it. I will definitely form a team with you."

"One step and three calculations, you will be lucky today." Black Crow looked at Shen Dong with an expression intertwined with pain and joy.

"This is where?"

Sheng Shield was obviously out of shape, he looked at Shen Dong, "I know you are very powerful, you won't play it off, right?"

"You..." Di Liang looked a little surprised, but soon recovered his sleepy look, his voice was low, his eyes shimmering, "You haven't shared the electricity bill with me this month."

Murray said pleasantly: "Di Liang and the captain miss you very much."

The magician pressed his top hat: "Looking forward to your next performance, clown."

Their faces disappeared quickly, like ripples on the surface of the water, blowing away a pool of delusion and retention.

Shen Dong regained her icy expression, but she moved a few steps slightly, and walked a little inside.

But the violent shaking continued, and sooner or later this tall building would collapse into smoke and dust.The black storm in Yu Guangzhong didn't stop for a moment, mixed with stones and tiles, whizzing towards her.

A blurry figure walked out of the whistling wind through the dusty sky.

"Shen Dong, I want to see you at the freshman orientation meeting." Gu Xiaonian had a smile on his lips, and his words were gentle but kind.

However, pure white feathers appeared out of nowhere, mixed in the wind and dust, making Shen Dong have to squint his eyes.

A voice came from behind.

"Shen Dong, I prepared a gift for you to start school, remember to come to Blue Star to find me." The fine lines around Mr. Huang's eyes were a little piled up, he said with a smile,

"Don't wait for the time! It will be cheaper by then."

The two figures disappeared one after another. At this time, a small whirlwind blew up, and a man wearing a dark trench coat and a wide-brimmed top hat came out.He looked at Shen Dong with deep eyebrows and eyes:
"What exactly did you encounter on the Eternal Life?" There was no doubt in his expression.

But Shen Dong saw the scarlet moonlight of that night again through him.The damp deck caved inward, falling toward her heart.

"I have deposited your salary in the safe of Jasmine Bank. The storage number and password are your guard number. I look forward to meeting you again." Hawke noticed Shen Dong's silence.

He remembered how reserved she was when they first met, and remembered that he had never known her past and ideals in getting along with her colleagues these days.

Hawke sighed, he always felt that the time would be very long.

He still remembered the moonlight shining through the clouds a hundred years ago and falling on the boundless greenery of the Garden of Eternity.In the long time, he gradually got used to the separation.

But when Shen Dong's sad news came suddenly, he relived the state of mind a hundred years ago in a trance.

Now in this doomsday-like world, he knows that there are more secrets in Shen Dong than he imagined.

Shen Dong didn't speak until Hawk's figure disappeared.

The tyrannical black storm was still a hundred meters away, and the howling wind was getting louder, and a slender gash was cut on her cheek by the debris.

A few drops of blood fell into the wind.

The buildings in the distance rose from the ground, and were slammed to the ground by the strong wind, causing the ground to tremble.

The clown sitting in the taxi lowered his head, and the wound on his cheek kept oozing blood.In the Huaixiang neighborhood, a sewer mouse carefully poked its head out of the ground.

In an instant, the calm darkness rushed towards it violently!
In the blink of an eye, a crazy rat that lost its mind turned its head and burrowed into the sewer, chasing and biting its companion viciously.

In the corner next to it, strands of black silk thread clinging to the wall, nimbly climbed up from the sewer to the surface.The moment it touched the darkness above the ground, the black thread froze for a moment.

Afterwards, countless thread ends were lifted up and waved for a moment as if celebrating something.The black silk thread suddenly swelled and became larger, swinging its body like a snake, and quietly got into the gap of the taxi.

Silk threads flexibly twisted the body in the carriage, moving in the darkness, and finally a black thread touched the clown's back first.

A voice that only Shen Dong could hear sounded:

【Clown, I'm here to save you. 】

Shen Dong, who was standing still, changed his expression, and he recognized who it was.She lifted up the ruined palace with a wave of her hand, blocking the way that Disorder wanted to enter.

The depression on her body was swept away.

The black storm swept over with great momentum, she just raised her eyelids and looked at the gray sky.In the next moment, the seemingly invincible storm stopped, and the vibrating ground seemed to restore stability to the ground that was about to be broken.

The turbulence in the memory space shows that the owner's heart is not peaceful, which is a mental trauma that takes a long time to heal.

However, at this moment, Shen Dong's memory space was like drinking ten bottles of iced soda in one breath, and it instantly dropped to freezing point.

An immature, about ten-year-old Shen Dong appeared above the highest point.

She looked at Shen Dong who had regained her composure, and nodded lightly: "The Holy Spirit you wanted to wait for has not come, it seems that He has already known about our plan."

"There will be another chance."

The experience of talking to himself was very novel, Shen Dong touched the miniature version of himself on the head, "Thank you this time."

The Q version of Shen Dong took a few steps back, and looked at the enlarged version of himself warily: "You clearly know that I don't like people touching my head."

Shen Dong shrugged: "You also know that I am a person with a bad taste."

The Q version of Shen Dong sighed, stepped forward and patted Shen Dong on the shoulder, and comforted him: "It's okay, you had a polite childhood anyway. It seems that you should go out."

"Do you want me to go out?" Shen Dong sighed, "The world is different from what you think. What you get for your hard work may not be rewards, but hatred and endless killing."

The Q version of Shen Dong frowned like a little adult.

"Please remember what I told you as soon as you came in: I just wanted to get out of the Jiangliu area at the beginning, and wanted to know what kind of different life existed in this world.

What I want to experience is the unexpected, the warm sun at this moment and the rainstorm at the next moment.

You met a lot of people and things that I once dreamed of.Or, the moment you walk out of the orphanage, the steel forest you see makes you forget the white walls and the high window frames.

I don't want to always struggle in the torrent of desire, please take me to the future, to a higher and farther place;
I don't want to be stuck with these weak emotions, I want more and greater things. "

"what do you want?"

The Q version of Shen Dong looked at the sky, her body elongated and enlarged in an instant, she looked at Shen Dong whose face was the same as hers, and leaned against the fragmented memory world:
"I want to live forever."

"boom--"

In the blink of an eye, the shattered memory palace went back in time in an instant, and changed back to its appearance before the mutation; the invisible clock crazily rotated counterclockwise.
In the ruins of the sharp stone, she awakened for the first time to gain extraordinary power;
After escaping from the town of Laughing, she made an extraordinary leap and won five sacred marks;

The power and mystery she felt during several contacts with the divine;
What will the world look like after the "door"?
For a long time, her mentality has been changing silently, like pulling out a unit block from a built-up building block. These changes are destined to be subtle and difficult to detect.

She no longer wants to simply live and get a fairly happy life.

She wants to live forever, to see the world behind the "gate" with her own eyes, to gain invincible power, and to go to the end of the fog.

If the sacred name does not have her share, then what is the difference between reality and fiction?
In the orange taxi, the clown moved twice, as if he was about to wake up.

　Thanks to book friend Feitian Chaohuang for the monthly ticket~Thanks to book friend Shen Xiaoyao and Ye Yu for the recommended ticket~
　　
　
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