The rich actor's predecessor relied on me to prodigal and change his life

Chapter 196 Actor Xu, are you going to cry?

Xu Qingyan was obviously shocked by this news.

As rational as he is, when he heard the news, he couldn't regulate his emotions for a while, and couldn't calm down in a short time.

He looked at Su Xi with hot eyes.

If it wasn't for Suxi's system, she would know Suxi's dislike for him.

At this moment, he may not be able to restrain the urge to grab Su Xi and ask him thoroughly.

It was also at this moment that Xu Qingyan understood why Suxi hated herself so much and refused to forgive him for so long.

She not only hated his indifference back then, but also hated him for not being able to lend a helping hand when she was at a low point.

Obviously, he can let her continue to live in the entertainment industry by moving a finger.

But instead of helping, he made things worse.

Giving birth to a child is not an easy task. Suxi gave birth and raised children in a mountain village, and suffered from depression, which almost cost her her life.

Xu Qingyan is not her, and cannot empathize with her past pain.

Even as her system, through the perspective of the system, he can at most see some aspects that cannot be seen from Xu Qingyan's perspective.

Xu Qingyan always believed that Shui Bao's biological father was an irresponsible beast.

But it never occurred to him that he was that animal.

In the past few decades, emotionally, he seems to have some kind of flaw, and he has never been an empathetic person.

If it wasn't for the system that became Su Hee, he would never even be able to understand Su Hee's pain.

This will allow him to learn the truth that he cannot forgive himself, either intellectually or emotionally.

Self-resentment, regret, heartache... All kinds of complex negative emotions came pouring in like a mountain and an ocean.

Kong Lin and Sheng Tang looked at Xu Qingyan.

I found that although there was not much emotional ups and downs on his expression, the dark emotions in his eyes were like waves in a rainy day.

He was trying his best to restrain the stormy and thunderous emotions, restraining the emotional tsunami that was about to erupt.

Kong Lin usually likes to tease Xu Qingyan, but at this moment, let alone teasing, he didn't even dare to speak anymore, and looked at Xu Qingyan silently.

Suxi obviously also felt Xu Qingyan's suppressed emotions.

Although she was never afraid of Xu Qingyan, she also felt the invisible oppression of his negative emotions at this moment.

Suxi avoided Xu Qingyan's fiery gaze, looked at Ye Tan'an, and warned:

"Even if Xu Qingyan is the biological father of the water cub, he didn't participate in the birth or growth of the water cub back then. Now, neither you nor he deserves to participate in her life."

Now Suxi is no longer afraid that Xu Qingyan will rob her of the child.

She is no longer the Suxi who just came back from the accident.

Now that she has money and status, even if she goes to court, she is confident that she can regain the custody of the little boy.

Seeing that Suxi was like an irritated female animal, Ye Qin'an immediately comforted her and said:

"Suxi, we are all mothers, and I understand what you think. Don't worry, I have absolutely no intention of fighting for water cubs with you this time. I respect your opinion as a mother.

As a bystander, I think Qing Yan is indeed not a qualified partner or father.No matter how much money and current feelings he spends, he can't make up for you.It makes sense that you hate him.

Of course, as Waterpup's grandma and fan, I can't watch her suffer.She needs help, and you don't have to feel that you owe us anything, this is what we should do, isn't it? "

These words are beautiful.

Kong Lin couldn't help giving a thumbs up when he heard this, and said with emotion:
"Aunt Ye, you have a big picture! I am Xixi, and I will give you a thumbs up. But don't think that we Xixi can't see that you are a routine! No wonder Lao Xu is so cunning, and you Learned it!"

Sheng Tang reached out and pinched the back of Kong Lin's neck, motioning him to shut up.

and warn him with his eyes:
——Other people's family affairs, don't meddle in it at this time, eat melons!
Although Kong Lin kept his mouth shut, he felt dissatisfied with Suxi in his heart.

After eating melons for so long, he probably restored Suxi and Xu Qingyan's past.

What happened to Suxi back then is obvious to all.

While she was pregnant, she encountered cyberbullying all over the Internet, but Xu Qingyan, the father, did nothing.

A few years later, Xu Qingyan pursued Suxi again, and Ye Tan'an also came to intervene, making it clear that he wanted to recognize Xiao Shuibao back.

But why?
Suxi is not their surrogate!

Kong Lin was still unconvinced, and whispered to Suxi, "Xixi, if you want to sue for the custody of the son, I will help you! Don't worry about fighting for your own things, don't be afraid!"

No matter how beautiful Ye Tan'an's words were, Suxi still did not relax her vigilance.

She summoned up her courage and turned to look at Xu Qingyan.

The whites of the man's eyes were bloodshot because of his extreme forbearance.

He looked at Suxi with very complicated eyes, and the depressive things in it were hard to describe in words.

Ye Tan'an also looked at his son and reminded him in a low voice:

"Qingyan, I think it's necessary for you to talk to Suxi. As for this, just leave it to us."

Xu Qingyan used reason to suppress all the ups and downs of emotions.

He looked at Suxi, and with almost all his strength, he said the words that were pressed in his throat:

"Suxi, let's talk."

At this time, Su Xi was not in the mood to negotiate with Xu Qingyan.

She was more worried about the safety of the little boy.

But before she had time to refuse, Xu Qingyan grabbed her wrist and dragged her into the stairwell.

Suxi struggled subconsciously, but the man tightly shackled her shoulders with both hands and pressed her against the wall.

She raised her eyes and looked directly into Xu Qingyan's eyes.

The other party looked at her with red eyes and remained silent for several minutes.

Xu Qingyan's breathing became very heavy during the silence.

After a long while, an almost hoarse voice came out of his throat:

"why did not you tell me?"

If she had told him that their mother and daughter would not have suffered so much for so many years.

In those four years, Suxi was unable to ask him for help because of the interference of Meng Shuyao's golden finger.

But after she returned to Beijing with Xiao Shuibao, she had already escaped from Meng Shuyao's Golden Finger's control.

She clearly had so many opportunities to tell him, why did she choose to hide it?

Even though he was Suxi's system, she kept the secret secret and didn't reveal half of it.

Could it be that her hatred for him has penetrated into the bone marrow, deeper than he imagined?
Su hoped that Xu Qingyan was in front of him, but didn't explain why to him.

She just simply didn't want to have anything to do with Xu Qingyan anymore.

If it weren't for the failure to quit the heroine circle and the system's spending restrictions, she would have taken the little boy far away.

Su Xi looked straight into his eyes and said:
"Water cub has the right to know that you are her biological father. I won't stop you from telling her the truth, but I won't let you take her away either."

Xu Qingyan swallowed his saliva, rolled his throat slightly and said:
"sorry."

Suxi's expression was flat: "You don't need to say sorry."

Xu Qingyan opened his mouth, and the emotions he had finally suppressed poured out like a flood.

In order to suppress the emotions that were about to overflow, he let go of Suxi with his right hand, drooped naturally, and clenched into a fist.

Because of his efforts to restrain himself, his nails sank into his palms, piercing his flesh, and blood oozes out.

His voice was obviously broken due to depression:
"Sorry. I am, beast."

He almost exhausted all his strength to speak a complete sentence, his body trembling.

His bloodshot eyes also overflowed with mist in an instant.

Restraint, pain, all flow in the eyes.

Finally, that emotion collapsed during the flood discharge.

Xu Qingyan never knew that a person's remorse can be as painful as Ling Chi's knife.

The pain of prying open the bone marrow almost made him unable to resist.

After Xu Qingyan reprimanded himself as a beast, the corners of his lips raised a cold sarcasm, mocking himself in an almost inaudible voice:

"Beast? It's almost a compliment to myself."

Suxi has never seen Xu Qingyan like this.

With his indifference and rationality, after learning the truth, didn't he immediately think about how to get Shui Bao's custody back?

Such Xu Qingyan made her feel strange.

It was the first time she saw Xu Qingyan lose control of his emotions.

But even so, she remained unmoved, tilted her head and asked him:

"Actor Xu, are you going to cry? I don't take hard things, so you don't have to cry for me."

　Ask for a ticket~
　　
　
(End of this chapter)