I don't want to do multiple choice questions after rebirth

"I think this is not the so-called 'thinking', but, I hope you come back to me."

Gu Jiujiu looked at Mu Hanlian and said: "I don't want you to go back to the life you had before, to the life of being alone. I know you are afraid of staying in the room alone and being the only one in the crowd. I'm a passer-by. I don't like to spend the winter alone. I feel it's too deserted. Sometimes I think that maybe it's best not to bother you anymore, so I've been keeping my distance from you during this time. I don't want to delay you anymore. Life."

"But when I think of you living alone, I can't help but want to meddle in my own business, because you don't have to experience the things you don't like and the things you're afraid of. I can obviously protect you, but I have to watch. You are sad alone, which I can’t do.”

"In addition, you should also know that I am a very possessive man. I have always been. I can't let go of my former girlfriend, and I don't want anyone else to be around you."

"You're just pitying me, right?" Mu Hanlian lowered his head and asked.

"I'm pitying you, but I'm not just pitying you. I pity you because I like you." Gu Jiujiu said: "I know you are very arrogant in your heart, and it is difficult for you to let go of your arrogance. Just like you I know you very well, but I actually like all of these places. I always thought you were a unique girl. Do you still remember the dream you told me about before? In the dream, we were also in college. Break up, and then never have the dream of being together again for the rest of your life?"

".Do you remember such an insignificant thing so clearly?" Mu Hanlian looked at Gu Jiujiu and felt a little sour in his heart. That's why it was even more uncomfortable. Why couldn't he just like himself?If that was the case, she could dedicate everything she had to him, but instead, he was too carefree, had another girl by his side, and even said he wanted everything.
"I also had the same dream. You know, in the dream I actually couldn't let go of my arrogance and shame, so I didn't go to you. I felt that if I went to find you by myself, maybe you and I wouldn't have to have sex at all. Waiting for so long.”

"So, I feel that I can't be the same as in the dream, so I don't plan to give up on you this time."

"Come back, Hanlian." Gu Jiujiu said.

Mu Hanlian closed her eyes and let out a long sigh, "I can't accept Jiang Nanzhi. Even if I promise you now, sooner or later I will break up with you again because of this. Gu Jiujiu, I'm sorry, It’s hard for me to compromise on this matter. Even if I say compromise now, with your understanding of me, you should know what I think, right?”

"At least that's the beginning. Nan Zhi is a very nice person. She is a girl with many advantages just like you. She is also very gentle and tolerant. You know her and have chatted with her. You should have some respect for her. Do you have basic knowledge?" Gu Jiujiu said.

"She is indeed a very good girl. I think she is very good when she is by your side. She is better than me." Mu Hanlian said: "So, just concentrate on her. As for me, In fact, I'm used to this kind of life, hasn't it always been like this before you came here? Don't pity me."

Before Mu Hanlian finished speaking, she found that Gu Jiujiu had walked in front of her at some point, and then she was hugged by Gu Jiujiu.
He hugged her so hard that Mu Hanlian couldn't help but breathe harder, so much so that her arms felt painful from the pressure.

The familiar fresh smell poured into her nose, and Mu Hanlian fell into a trance again.

She likes the smell very much, it always makes her feel at ease and makes her feel safe.

Even now, it still feels like this
If she were compared to a socket, Gu Jiujiu was the only plug with the same specifications as hers. He might have some shortcomings, but he couldn't change them. He was the only one named her.

It's a pity that there is another socket that is compatible with it.

She had no choice, but he had a choice.

it's not fair
"I don't want to say those big words. I like you, so I want you to come back. I am always restless during this time, always thinking about your things. Sometimes I feel empty, because the place that belongs to you, Disappeared. I have been to Aunt Mu's place several times. Every time I want to find you, but I am afraid of disturbing you, so I have been holding back." "But now I feel that instead of us being safe separately, I still have to watch you. Being happy by my side makes you more at ease. I'm sorry to make you sad. Come back, Hanlian. Don't let the two of us miss this opportunity again. Do you want the future in our dreams to repeat itself? I don't want to, so , I want to chase you back."

Gu Jiujiu hugged him so close that it made it difficult for Mu Hanlian to breathe. She pulled Gu Jiujiu and said, "Don't hurt me so hard."

Only then did Gu Jiujiu realize that he had exerted too much force, and he quickly relaxed a little. Only then did Mu Hanpian regain her breath. She raised her head and looked at Gu Jiujiu. She was silent for a while and looked away.

"Actually, both Sister Chuyu and Mom think that you and I should get back together. I don't know what they think. They don't seem to mind having Jiang Nanzhi next to you. It seems that quietly, they have all been changed by you. Gu Jiujiu, I don’t think I can easily accept Jiang Nanzhi, but I can’t pass my level.”

What if she didn't exist?
Just pretend there is no such person and ignore her existence.

Of course, this is just deceiving myself, but at least it feels better than now, right?

She was used to having Gu Jiujiu around her, and this period of time made her feel too uncomfortable.

In fact, she had known for a long time that if there was someone by her side, that person could not be someone else, it must be Gu Jiujiu.

No matter what the situation, he is the best candidate for him.

Not only is he the best for her, he is also her favorite person.

During the period of time since she left Gu Changjiu, she had been trying to return to her old life. She thought that she could live like this before, and she could do the same in the future.

But in fact it didn't work. She couldn't go back to that kind of life. She was used to the feeling of having a person around her, used to a fulfilling life, used to the warm daily life, and could no longer get used to the cold and lonely days.

She can't accept Jiang Nanzhi's existence, at least not now, but just pretend that she doesn't exist. Maybe it's not bad to lie to herself occasionally?

"Don't mention Jiang Nanzhi again. Welcome back, forever." Mu Hanlian raised his head, put down his pride, and said.

The development of things deviated from Gu Jiujiu's expectation, but the ending was already good. Gu Jiujiu held Mu Hanpin's hand, smiled slightly, lowered his head and kissed her on the forehead.

Gu Jiujiu did not tell Xiao Hehua that he had a deeper feeling for her than before. (End of Chapter)