pianist from the sea

Chapter 73 Ego, Id, Superego (5k)

"Do you just need to send this score in?" Fu Tiao looked at the score in his hand for a moment, wondering what Zhao Zitong wanted to do.

Facing Fu Tiao's doubts, Zhao Zitong was not surprised, and said with a smile.

"Well, yes, you just need to send this sheet music in."

Fu Tiao hesitated for a long time, thought for a while, and finally nodded.

"it is good."

"Okay, then I'm counting on you!"

After finishing speaking, Zhao Zitong waved at Fu Tiao, turned around and left with a jump, but soon, because she was wearing high heels, she almost twisted her foot and left with a limp.

Fu Tiao shrugged his shoulders, turned around and walked towards the inside of the concert hall. He Shen was standing on the stage and discussing something with other people at this moment. Seeing Fu Tiao approaching from the corner of his view, he immediately stretched out his hand and pressed down slightly. After asking Fu Tiao to wait for a while, he looked at the teacher in front of him.

"Okay, I will pay attention to what you said. I didn't expect that your school has passed for so long, and there is still not much change."

"What can change? It's the same as writing software. A software can run, no matter how bad it is written, the best way is to leave it alone."

The man shrugged and turned to leave.

He Shen waited until the man completely disappeared from his sight, then looked at Fu Tiao and asked with a smile.

"What's the matter? It's only past six o'clock, why are you here so early?"

"Come over to have a look at the piano, I'm a little worried that the next master class may not be very good, and I will play some things wrong..."

Fu Tiao said casually, stepped onto the stage, and handed He Shen the music score in his hand.

"No, someone asked me to give you this sheet music."

"Music score? What score? Why did you give me the score?" He Shen was taken aback for a while, and reached out to take the score in Fu Tiao's hand. He couldn't help but read it, and then his expression became a little embarrassed.

"Um, the person who gave you this sheet music should be a girl, right?"

"Well, what happened?"

"He's 1.6 meters tall, he should be in good shape, with long hair over his shoulders?"

"Correct."

"Her name is Zhao Zitong?"

"Ah."

"This……"

He Shen became extremely entangled, looked at the music score in his hand and couldn't help but smile wryly, then shook his head, put the music score in his bag, and said to Fu Tiao.

"Forget it, don't worry about this matter, they have already placed the piano on the stage, you can try it yourself and see how it feels."

"it is good."

Fu Tiao came to the stage and stood by the piano.

This is a Steinway D274, the most luxurious piano in Steinway.

Many conservatories will set up such pianos in their concert halls, either Steinway or Yamaha.

The main function of these pianos in this place is to show the strength of the school, not to practice for students.

Looking at the piano in front of him, Fu Tiao put his hand on the piano without any hesitation, and slowly scraped from top to bottom.

hum...

The sound of the piano sounded immediately, and Fu Tiao couldn't help but close his eyes, feeling the beauty of the music in his ears.

All the notes on the piano were struck by the hammer, burst out from the belly of the piano, and swarmed around the concert hall.

The sound waves were reflected under the irregular walls of the concert hall, and then rushed back to Fu Tiao who was standing on the stage.

Fu called his ears to feel these sounds seriously, and kept giving various strengths on the piano with his fingers, testing the feedback of the music.

He is looking for the best development of the piano.

This is a skill he has only learned recently, and it is a skill he learned when he was running around in the concert hall with He Shen.

He found that every time He Shen played the piano, he would press it in front of the piano.

It's not playing the repertoire, it's just playing aimlessly.

Fu Tiao didn't take it seriously at first, but soon, Fu Tiao felt something was wrong. He found that every time he listened to He Shen's performance, he seemed to feel the same every time.

No matter in that concert hall.

Fu Tiao also performed before, and he never cared about these things. After all, when he remembered, he played on the boat, that is, in that hall. Influence.

And the performance in the cabin does not need to care so much.

He knew the influence of the performance venue on the performance, but he had no idea that He Shen had the ability to overcome this influence.

Fu Tiao asked He Shen directly how he did it, and He Shen said a word to him at that time.

"listen!"

He simply said the word "listen" to make Fu Tiao listen more, watch more, and think more.

Feel the sound of music hitting the inner wall of the concert hall in the distance and then returning.

Thinking about what kind of strength I should use to make these sounds reach the state I want most.

Listen more and think more.

This is what He Shen gave to Fu Tiao, and what Fu Tiao is doing at this moment is exactly the same operation.

He put his hands on the piano, constantly experimenting with the sound he should play.

He does not have the experience of performing in concert halls across the country and even around the world like He Shen, so it is impossible for him to know roughly how this concert hall should perform just by looking at it.

So he can only keep practicing, looking for the best way to play.

After searching for about a few minutes, I finally found a strength that is not particularly specific.

So far, Fu Tiao did not continue to spend more time looking for it, but started playing directly.

For Fu Tiao, although this master class is very important, it is still a class, not a concert.

He doesn't need to keep searching for the best way to play like He Shen did in the concert.

He sat on the piano bench, put everything behind him, and immediately started running his fingers.

It is not to practice basic skills, but to feel the performance of the piano.

The basic skill is to help Fu Tiao fit this piano more quickly, so as not to make too many mistakes in subsequent performances.

He Shen stood aside and watched Fu Tiao's performance. Seeing Fu Tiao's slightly clumsy but very serious warm-up, he couldn't help laughing.

"He's just like you, isn't he?"

A voice appeared next to He Shen. Zhou San rushed back from the outside at some unknown time. He also looked at Fu Tiao on the stage, then at He Shen, and raised his eyebrows slightly: "I remember you were a student before. When I went to the master class, it seemed to be the same way. Before the concert, I kept practicing, warming up, and looking for a way to fit the piano. You and Fu Tiao are really similar, and your personalities seem to be the same. Very similar."

"It's different..."

He Shen looked at Fu Tiao with a smile and said softly.

"I am completely different from Fu Tiao. I was quite indifferent at the time, and I liked being alone in my own world. What I want to express in music is closer to the composer himself. At this time At this moment, Fu Tiao is completely different from me."

"Fu Diao...has a fire in his heart. He is actually very enthusiastic. He has his own obsession with music. He is not as indifferent as I was before. He is just immersed in music. He wants to find himself. That point in the music, he wants to dig out everything in the music, he is fascinated by this feeling.”

"And in his music, there is a feeling that belongs to him alone. His music actually has a feeling of the sea, maybe because he is also from Jiangzhou, maybe he grew up by the sea? The feeling of the sea in the movie is very strong.”

"The vastness of the sea, the fury of the sea, the calmness of the sea, the elegance of the sea, everything in the sea can be found in Fu Tiao's music. He already has his own way, and he is constantly moving towards Going on this road, if he continues like this, he will definitely succeed! It is completely different from my past."

He Shen didn't know why, he sighed suddenly, and looked at Fu Tiao helplessly for a while: "But I don't know if it's good for me to teach him like this now, I always feel that he seems to be getting more and more extreme, and less and less He likes to talk, and he was able to chat with me before, but now he spends more time immersed in music, thinking about how he should play, so that he can present the music better and more beautifully."

Zhou San was a little dazed, he didn't expect He Shen to say that, he couldn't help hesitating: "Eh...isn't that bad? Immersed in your own music, you did this before, and you can go faster through this method become a top pianist?"

He Shen looked at Fu Tiao's performance and shook his head slightly: "It's different, I actually took a detour behind me, I always played it as Chopin, but there is a problem, that is, Chopin is Chopin, I am me, I am forever It is impossible to be Chopin, and Chopin will never be me, the Chopin I interpret should be my own Chopin after all, and the Chopin emotions I express should be my own personal emotions after all.”

"What do you mean? I don't seem to understand what you're talking about."

"It's not interesting, but the performance itself is ultimately the performer himself, not the composer. For example, in the current Fu Tiao, the music he played at the beginning should be himself, just as I said at the beginning, but later he A bit began to change. He began to pursue Chopin and forgot his own existence. After that, he regained the music he should play, but in his music there was only what he wanted to express, and there was no longer himself. .”

"Ah?" Zhou San was stunned, feeling that what He Shen said was getting more and more confused, and he couldn't understand it.

He Shen was also very helpless. After thinking about it, he reorganized the language and explained.

"From the very beginning, Fu Tiao's music is purely his own. Everything he plays is his feeling, and people will know that he is here. But because he participated in the Chopin International Piano Competition, he found that There is a big problem with the performance, that is, there is no sense of classical music at all.”

"Like Lang Liangyue, for example, Lang Liangyue's music is actually very similar to Fu Tiao, which is his own feeling, but Lang Liangyue is a little better than Fu Tiao, that is Lang Liangyue...no matter what he plays, he Both try to play the composer's feel and try to blend the two as much as possible."

"In Lang Liangyue's music, he occupies the body, takes the initiative, and the composer's feeling occupies a skeleton. Therefore, everything you listen to Lang Liangyue plays is Lang Liangyue's feeling, but his performance is not bad, and Fu Tiao Obviously, everything he plays is his own feeling, but there are big problems with his performance.”

"Later on, Fu Diao obviously discovered this problem, and began to try to modify his own music. After a period of adjustments, his path went astray, and he began to focus on Chopin. Like me at the time, he was too focused on Chopin. Let your own existence disappear, this road can be taken, but for me, it is definitely not the right road, because I have walked and walked in the wrong way.”

"I talked to Fu Tiao later, and he soon realized that he had gone wrong, let the music come back a little bit, and began to look for his own music, which is the feeling of the sea I mentioned before."

"But I don't know why, is it because of his own comprehension, or is he just like this, his own sea is also only the sea, and his own feelings have disappeared a lot, that is the difference between the sea and the sea... ..."

Zhou San immediately interrupted He Shen, puzzled: "But what does this matter? Isn't this Dahai also Fu Tiao's own music? I don't understand the difference between why you want to do Dahai and how I see Dahai."

"Because, self..."

How helpless.

"If the existence of the self is lost, then what is the meaning of the self? It is just an unconscious operation. I hope to see the existence of a human being, not a mere machine, playing a machine."

After all, He Shen shook his head with an even more helpless expression.

"But it's true. When I was at Fu Tiao's age, my strength was not as good as him. Fu Tiao has at least found the path he should take, but what about me? I'm still messing around here."

After all, He Shen shook his head, took out a lollipop from his pocket, carefully removed the outer layer of plastic paper, folded the plastic paper flat and put it in his pocket, casually Biting the lollipop, he walked out of the house.

"Okay, I won't say so much, I'll go out and have a rest first."

"it is good."

Zhou San watched He Shen walk out of the door, and then glanced at Fu Diao who was playing on the stage, couldn't help but sighed, and suddenly said.

"How deep!"

"Huh? What's wrong?"

"Do you... still want to go back to Jiangzhou to teach?"

He Shen paused, turned his head to look at Wednesday, waved his hands casually, and said with a smile: "Ah? Jiangzhou, forget it, I plan to resign after this semester is over, maybe go to Germany, or France to see if there is any teaching opportunity. If it is not possible, I will go to my classmates in the beautiful country to see if I can go to the beautiful country. If it is in Jiangzhou, I should come back The chances are low, right?"

"That's it..." Zhou San shook his head slightly, "Okay, I wish you a bright future, but it's a pity that the atmosphere here in Jiangzhou is still not good, otherwise..."

"Hey, it's okay, I wish you can make the academy bigger and bigger!"

He Shen waved his hands with a smile, put his hands in his pockets and wobbled towards the outside, and soon disappeared from Zhou San's sight.

Zhou San looked at He Shen's disappearing back, and then glanced at Fu Tiao who was playing, his vision was slightly dim.

"Sure enough, don't try to restore what has been lost."

"He Shen, Fu Tiao..."

"such a pity."

With one hand behind his back, Zhou San touched his own Mediterranean Sea with the other hand, bent over and left with great heaviness.

Now the matter in the concert hall is out of his control, he just needs to see the final effect.

After Fu Tiao finished the performance and confirmed that he felt all right, he also temporarily left the stage and waited for the master class to start in the backstage lounge.

After waiting for a long time, the staff outside the concert hall began to let people in, allowing students from various places in Jiangzhou to enter their seats one by one, and there were still some school seats for teachers from those schools to come.

The crowd quickly entered the arena, filling up the seats in the concert hall.

It didn't take long, in about ten minutes, the entire room was completely filled, and the rest of the people could only stand in the aisle and wait for the master class to start.

Fu Tiao stood at the backstage of the concert hall and watched everything that happened in the audience, and somehow remembered the past few days.

At that time, the Haicheng International Piano Education Conference seemed to be the same. There were big bosses in class, and everyone piled up in the concert hall.

Not only are the seats full, but there are even people in the aisles who can sit down.

Of course, there is also the reason why the concert hall at Jiangzhou Academy of Arts is relatively small, but He Shen's strong attraction can still be seen.

It's not just students from Jiangzhou Art Institute and Jiangzhou Normal University who are here, I'm afraid people from other schools are also here.

Time passed by every minute and every second, and the start of the concert was getting closer and closer. There were not many people talking in the entire concert hall. They were all looking at the piano on the stage, waiting for the start of the concert.

click...

At seven o'clock, the scheduled start time for the concert has arrived.

Fu Tiao stood behind the stage curtain and took a deep breath.

Beside him was He Shen, He Shen's expression didn't change at all, he was extremely relaxed and freehand.

He looked at Fu Tiao and smiled, and asked casually.

"How is it? Nervous?"

"not nervous."

Fu Tiao shook his head slightly, raised his hand to make a fist, then let go, made a fist again, and let go again.

"I'm looking forward to the class I'm waiting for, Chopin's Polonaises."

"It's good to look forward to it. Since you are looking forward to it, then... let's go on stage!"

After all, He Shen patted Fu Tiao on the back and pushed him onto the stage.

boom!
The applause sounded instantly, and everyone was looking at Fu Tiao and He Shen behind him with extremely expectant eyes.

He Shen also walked out from the backstage, holding an unopened microphone with his arms around him.

He looked at Fu Tiao who was sitting on the piano bench, couldn't help smiling, and nodded slightly.

"Okay, let's get started."

"Ok!"

Fu Tiao looked at the keyboard, and his fingers suddenly dropped.

boom!
(End of this chapter)