Wind Rises 2005

Chapter 88 Afterwards

"Going back to the past, maybe we still have the same choice." Ma Liang also sighed.

I don't know if Lin Fengyun can go back, but he really did it all over again.Although life has begun to change, I have never thought about how to choose in the future.

Will you choose to marry and have children?
Judging from the current mentality, it seems that there is still no interest.

If you choose to be the same as your previous life, what is the meaning of rebirth?Ma Liang was also a little confused for a while.

Lin Fengyun took another big gulp, and drank the remaining half of the can.

She clenched her fists suddenly and crushed the can immediately, trying to vent something with all her strength.

With a hint of drunkenness, Lin Fengyun laughed at himself: "If you choose the same thing again, it's really boring, I don't want it!

I won't look for you stinky men anymore, they are all liars, and there is no good thing. "

"You can't overturn a boatload of people with one shot, there are still honest people." Ma Liang replied angrily, but the words were obviously not so forceful.

Who told him that he himself was not a good thing, and he was only slightly better than Dr. Zhao Da, after all, he was not married either.

Lin Fengyun glanced at Ma Liang in surprise, and the woman's sixth sense seemed to grasp something instantly: "There are honest people, but you are definitely not."

"Why am I not?" Ma Liang asked angrily, he hasn't had time to do anything bad since he was reborn.

Lin Fengyun smiled knowingly: "Honest student, would you sit and drink with the teacher like this?
In the future, I don't know which girl who is so miserable and blind like me will fall in love with you. "

"Mr. Lin, we don't bring such slanderers. No matter how bad I am, I will never let the woman I love hurt you like this." Ma Liang protested righteously.

Lin Fengyun sneered disdainfully: "Who can speak big words, do you think I don't listen enough?"

"This..." Ma Liang was speechless, as if he really couldn't prove himself that he would be able to do what he said.

Lin Fengyun opened another can of beer and took a big sip: "This world is really unfair, it's obvious that you men did bad things, but women have to bear the consequences.

Vixen, mistress, slut, these vicious words are all prepared for women, as if men have no responsibility at all.

The most ridiculous thing is that many women know everything, but turn their heads to make things difficult for women.

You said, is it ironic? "

"Indeed, this world is quite ironic." Ma Liang couldn't help agreeing, and he thought of the divorce lawsuits he had taken over in his previous life.

One counts as one, and they are all extremely ironic.

Lin Fengyun asked suddenly: "Believe it, I never thought of destroying other people's families."

"I believe it. With your brain, even if you get married with Zhao Bo, you will probably end up ruined by other women." Ma Liang replied jokingly.

Although Lin Fengyun's eyes were already drunk, she couldn't help but glared at him angrily: "I'm quite stupid, so stupid that people believe whatever they say.

When I reacted, I hated myself for not living up to expectations.

But so what, it happened and the damage was done, as if all the guilt was mine alone.

But what am I doing wrong?
Why is everyone's first love so beautiful, but I have to suffer such inexplicable bloody things.

But I fell in love with someone inexplicably, and I didn't know he had a family!
After knowing the truth, I immediately broke off contact with him, what else do I want?
Why can't God arrange a simple relationship for me, why should I make things so complicated.

The same is to love someone, why is it so unfair to me.

why."

When it came to the end, she even yelled out directly, as if she wanted to vent all the grievances and resentment that had accumulated before, all at once.

After the hysteria, there was a deep sense of powerlessness, and even the tear glands began to be uncontrollable.

Tears slipped down unconsciously, one drop, two drops, three drops, faster and faster, and instantly became tears.

She didn't cry when she broke up with Zhao Shixin, she didn't cry when she was insulted and beaten in the office that day, she didn't cry when she was alone in the dormitory, but she cried at this time.

Maybe it was because Ma Liang rescued her twice, and he didn't persuade her like a moral guard afterwards, which inexplicably gave Lin Fengyun a sense of security.

The grievances during this period have not been shared by anyone, not even her parents and family members. All the pressure can only be resisted by herself, and she is going crazy.

Ma Liang suddenly sat next to her, and she immediately felt the desire to talk, wanting to tell everything.

Be it grievances, grievances, or resentment, they all poured out to him.

Intuition told Lin Fengyun that the boy in front of him would definitely understand.

"Perhaps, everything is the best arrangement of God, but your arrangement has just begun.

God is fair, it is impossible for one person to have all the good things.

As the old saying goes, life has five flavors, sweet, sour, bitter, hot, and salty. You can taste any of them sooner or later.

Some people are sweet first and then bitter, maybe you are bitter first and then sweet. Seeing this, Ma Liang said kind words of relief.

Lin Fengyun stared at Ma Liang blankly with beautiful eyes, as if confirming what he just said.

Bitter before sweet?Really?

But the bitterness in her heart couldn't dissipate for a long time.

Subconsciously picked up the can and took another sip, even the wine was bitter, so there was no trace of sweetness.

The beer can't be blamed either, even drinking sugar water is useless to her right now.

"Drink less, it won't make you feel better if you get drunk, it will only make you more miserable." Ma Liang aggressively snatched the beer from her hand, not letting her drink any more.

But Lin Fengyun was unmoved: "Give it back to me" snatched the wine and continued to drink it.

"Ma Liang, what are you doing?" A voice suddenly came from behind, it was the second-rate roommate Chu Jian, "Mr. Lin!"

This kid played and sang on stage, he really showed off and won a lot of applause.

Although seemingly calm on the surface, this guy was so nervous that he almost peed on the stage.

After the performance, he stepped off the stage and rushed straight to the bathroom with his guitar on his back, releasing the pressure and anxiety he had endured just now on the stage.

After finishing the work, he was about to go back to talk to his roommate, and then accidentally saw a figure on the steps, Ma Liang was actually sitting with a woman.

Originally, Chu Jian wanted to go forward to tease him, but it turned out that it was his counselor.

Looking at Lin Fengyun who was a little drunk, Chu Jian felt that it was wrong to leave or stay, and he was embarrassed and didn't know what to say.

Ma Liang asked for the guitar from Chu Jian, and sent him back to the lecture hall with a wave of his hand.

While trying out the chords, he persuaded him jokingly: "You idiots, if you have a little love, you will die or live, what about it?
Waiting for ten or eight years to turn back and look at it, I feel that I am second-guessed.

The past must pass, so why bother with it.I really like to play the tune of love so much, why not start the next paragraph directly.

After all, the pain left by love can only be filled by love.

If you don't dislike it, I can try to help you cure the pain of love. "

Pfft, Lin Fengyun was suddenly amused, and the wine spewed out of his mouth.

She complained distressedly: "I blame you, wasting my wine, there is not much left, you pay me"

"I don't have to pay for the wine, I'll pay you for a song, and you're not allowed to drink after listening to it!" Ma Liang had already familiarized himself with the chords, and began to play and sing.

"The wind decided to go,

How to keep the cloud,

Once entangled to death, let go of empty hands!
Since you are careless,
I should let go too,
Why be foolish and pestering endlessly!
Later in the future,
I hold other people's sleeves,
If there is a chance to see you again,

Greet with a smile too! "

Fortunately, no one was around, and Ma Liang played a song that would not be released until a few years later - "The Future of the Future".

Good music heals people's hearts, which is far more effective than thousands of words of persuasion.

Listening to the song and tasting the lyrics, Lin Fengyun burst into tears again. This song completely reflects her mood at this time.

Maybe it's time to let go, and it's time to leave.

Although Ma Liang's playing and singing are not professional enough and have many flaws, every note deeply touches her heart.

There is moonlight, wine, and such an inexplicable but intimate "friend".

It is enough to have such a memorable night before leaving!
Lin Fengyun stared at Ma Liang obsessively, watching the moonlight swaying on his young face, his eyes seemed to have traveled through time, back to the day when she just entered school, as if he saw himself, full of longing for the future.

"Later in the future,

I hold other people's sleeves,
If there is a chance to see you again,

Greet with a smile too!
"

The song was very short and finished in a few minutes. Although Ma Liang stopped singing, he did not stop playing the guitar.

Just like this, he fiddled with the strings at will, playing wherever he could, without any rules.

Lin Fengyun lifted the can and drank the last sip of wine directly. His mood was no longer as difficult as before. Even the originally bitter beer tasted a ray of sweetness in the end.

The corners of the originally flat mouth turned up slightly.

Leaving Huazheng, Lin Fengyun would not have any nostalgia, but just tonight, the student in front of her made her feel a little regretful.

In the future, if there is a chance to meet again, I don't know whose sleeve this "kid" next to me will hold!

　I'm not good at emotional lines, so I tried my best to write it. At least I feel that the character design has come back.

　　The plot of Mr. Feng is not over, and there will be more exciting things in the future.

　　Staying up late hurts, go to bed first, wake up and continue day after day.

　　
　
(End of this chapter)