Fleeing from famine is too difficult, don't be afraid!Evil mother-in-law she has a system

Chapter 19 I want to live

The room was finally quiet, and Li Wei always felt as if she was holding her breath in her heart, and there was a fire that wanted to be let out.

These two people are just teenagers, teenagers.

In modern times, they are still the flowers of the motherland.

At the same age as flowers, some people thrive in the sun.

But some people seem to be imprisoned in darkness and never see the light.

Li Wei feels distressed when she thinks of what Dahua has gone through.

But he couldn't do anything to Zhu's family, he could only do both soft and hard, and swallowed his anger to bring him back.

Li Wei had never been wronged like this before, and she behaved with ease in front of the Gu family's children.

But in fact, her heart was about to explode. With her temper, she wished she could cast Zhu Fugui, that scum, directly.

Li Wei even thought, if she had time traveled earlier.
Half a year ago, when Mrs. Gu sold Dahua to Zhu's family, she crossed over.

Dahua would not have experienced all this.

In the past, Li Wei always believed that she had a strong psychological quality, but now she admitted that it was not because she was strong, but because fate was kind to her. Before the real suffering, these bloody realities made her psychological defense vulnerable.

Gu Lao San is actually awake, but Mrs. Gu is here, so he doesn't want to open his eyes.

But after waiting for a long time, his mother didn't say a word.

He opened his eyes curiously, and saw Li Wei sitting aside, looking at Da Hua sadly.

As if, as if feeling very distressed, Gu Laosan's eyes suddenly turned sore, he must have read it wrong.

It is impossible for her mother to show such an expression to her sister, she will only do this to the fifth child.

"You're awake, is there any discomfort?"

Li Wei found that Gu Laosan was awake and asked him a question.

Seeing that Gu Laosan ignored her, Li Wei didn't say any more.

Seeing her coldness, Gu Laosan felt relieved, it was really just his own illusion.

Here Gu Lao Si went to the steamed stuffed bun shop, got a bowl of porridge, bought four steamed stuffed buns, and spent ten cash.He hurried back to the hospital with the food, firstly he was afraid that Gu Laosan would be hungry, and secondly, he was afraid that her mother would change her mind and not treat Gu Laosan and Gu Dahua again.

Back at the clinic, seeing Gu Laosan and Gu Dahua lying on the bed, with the medicine boy boiling medicine beside him, he breathed a sigh of relief.

Gu Lao Si handed Gu Lao San the porridge and buns, and then returned the remaining copper coins to Li Wei.

Because Li Wei didn't say anything, Gu Laosi didn't buy it for others, and only Gu Laosan ate.

Gu Laosan was really hungry, so he was not polite. He picked it up and devoured it. While eating, he looked at Li Wei curiously, but she didn't scold anyone.

Li Wei knew that Gu Laosan looked at herself again and again, pretending to be ignorant.

After a while, Gu Lao Er came back with food, and Gu Lao Er sent Gu Lao Wu to school, and would not come back until later.

One bowl of Yangchun noodles for each person, Li Wei and Gu Laosi ate the noodles in the medical hall. At this time, the medicine for the third child has been boiled, and the medicine for Dahua will be boiled for a longer time, so we have to wait a while .

Gu Laosan ate food and took medicine, and he has recovered a lot. What he suffered was a skin trauma.I was so weak just now, mainly because I was hungry and scared.

"You guys go home with your elder brother later, and I'll take care of Dahua here."

"Mom, let me take care of it here." Gu Laosan was worried about Li Wei, worried that she would do something while everyone was away.Said immediately.

"How can you take care of your eldest sister as a big man?"

Li Wei said angrily.

"I spent 50 taels of silver on your elder sister. Before she earns the money back for me, I won't allow anything to happen to her."

Although it was cruel, Gu Laosan was relieved, how could he have forgotten that Mrs. Gu never did business at a loss.

When Boss Gu came back, he obediently took his younger brothers home, and looked at Li Wei before leaving, feeling very worried.

"Mom, why don't I stay here with you, and I can help you run errands or something?"

"Okay, let you go back and go back, come back tomorrow."

Seeing that Li Wei was about to get angry, Boss Gu left aggrieved.

After everyone left, Li Wei looked at Dahua who was still unconscious, sighed lightly, and said to herself, Gu Dahua, I finally rescued you, you must get well soon.

At this time, Dahua's medicine was ready, and the medicine boy brought the medicine in.

Li Wei supported Dahua to feed her the medicine, but all the medicine she drank flowed down from the corner of her mouth.

Li Wei was very anxious and hurriedly called the doctor. The doctor sighed when he saw this situation.

"This little woman no longer has the will to survive, and even the miracle doctor can't save her."

"Take people back, people want to die, medicine can't save them."

The doctor shook his head and left. Li Wei looked at Dahua with a distressed expression.

Li Wei suddenly remembered a student she taught who committed suicide because of depression and later recovered. When sharing her recovery experience, she said that in fact, no one wants to die. What they lack is the motivation to live.Give them a reason to change their minds.

People like Dahua who have experienced major trauma are likely to suffer from post-traumatic sequelae, and wanting to die may be one of the symptoms, because they cannot face their former self, cannot forgive their mother who abandoned them, have hatred in their hearts but still Unable to take revenge.

Then, perhaps there is only one reason for Dahua to survive.

Although Li Wei is not a psychological counselor, she plans to give it a try.

"I don't know if you can hear me."

"I know you hate me and think I hurt you."

"But the person who made you like this is not me, but the Zhu family."

"We can't choose our fate, but how we face our fate is up to us."

"Your father is gone. In order to take care of the Gu family, I will let you marry into the Zhu family."

"The Zhu family is the richest man in Shima Town. If you are smart enough, you can live a good life in the Zhu family."

"But you didn't, not only didn't you, you were bullied so that you looked like a ghost."

"You made it like this, of course it's the Zhu family's fault."

"But it's more because you are too weak, so anyone can bully you, step on you, you can't save your own child, you can't even save your own life."

"Now I've tried my best to rescue you from the Zhu family, but you are not only not grateful, you also don't want to live."

"After so much, you still haven't grown up."

"The person who killed you is still alive and well. You dare not take revenge, but you have the guts to die."

"Who do you think will be sad? Probably only your two silly brothers."

"At least I'm not sad. I got 50 taels of compensation from the Zhu family, and the doctor prescribed medicine just now and it cost 50 taels, so we're clear."

"As for your dowry gift of 50 taels, 50 taels is not too much for me to raise you so big."

"If you want to die, die. The Zhu family will definitely set off firecrackers to celebrate when you know you are dead."

"Since you want to please Zhu's family until you die, I don't need to save you without thankless efforts?"

Li Wei is not an emotional person, but after she finished speaking, she was shrouded in sadness.

At this time, a tear fell from the corner of Dahua's eye.

"I'll feed you the medicine again. If you still don't drink it, then I'll drag you home immediately and dig a hole to bury you."

Li Wei lifted Dahua up and put the medicine bowl to her mouth.

A miracle happened, and the medicine was swallowed.

After a while, Dahua slowly opened her eyes and looked at Li Wei with firm eyes.

"I want to live, I want to live well."

Li Wei breathed a sigh of relief, she saw the longing for life in Da Hua's haggard eyes.

(End of this chapter)