I rely on residual blood to repair my longevity

Chapter 29 Can You Forgive Me?

"Why don't you pursue it? I haven't pursued it for a lifetime, but I have also held my anger for a lifetime. I feel uncomfortable, and I just want to pursue it! I just want everyone to see that I am not the one who did the wrong thing. Why? I have to bear the consequences? Why do people who do wrong things not need to pay anything?"

Old Gu looked coldly at Village Chief Gu, and then at the people around him. All these people were accomplices in his eyes.At the beginning, everyone watched their unfair treatment, but they were just bystanders, and even contributed to the flames, and no one said a word of justice.

So what can't be said about these words?
Boss Gu looked at Old Gu in shock at this time. In his impression, his father, Village Chief Gu, had always been a great image. Wasn't it because his grandmother acted unfairly?What does it have to do with his father?But now when he looks around, all he sees are dodge eyes, so what old Gu said is true?
Over the years, Boss Gu has vaguely known that there might be something between old Gu and his mother, but he always thought it was wishful thinking because he clearly remembered how beautiful his mother was when she was young, so these years, he has been very fond of old Gu. Gu Tou was faintly apprehensive and repulsed, every time old Gu Tou came to his house, he would bring his younger brothers and sisters to stop his mother from seeing them.But what if the person who was wrong was not old Gu Tou, but the father he respected all along?
Looking at all kinds of strange eyes around him blankly, Old Gu didn't even tremble in his voice.

"You told me not to pursue it? When you were living peacefully at home, did you ever think about what kind of life I lived? I lived as if I was drinking blood! The only thing that supported me was Alan and my little sister! My mother, that Women, have always regarded fame as their life! Just because of a compliment from these people in the village, you can train your own children like this! My father, that's a softie!"

"Gu Sheng! How can you say that about your own father?!"

"You're too much!"

"Disobedient and unfilial!"

"Unfilial?!"

Old Gu smiled coldly, even though there were waves of opposition all around him, he was not moved in the slightest.

Under so many people's glaring looks, Old Gu Tou actually felt a strange joy!

"I used to be too filial! I have become a habit of being wronged, so you think it's okay for me to suffer more! But why? I was born in this world, wasn't it for my own better life, for being Are you wronged? Even if there is a knife in the sky today, I will say it!! My father, that is a softie! Obviously they are all his children, and he can just stand by the other two who paved the way for him! He is What an idiot! Only then can I choose to turn a blind eye, listen and not hear my little son when he comes back with injuries all over his body!"

"Although they gave birth to me, they cannot decide my life for the next few decades!"

"During the ten years of raising me, as long as I can remember, I have been working from dawn to dusk, and my good brother, you just study in the house! Study! I am not as good as an orphan without father and mother!"

Old Gu stretched out his hand, which was full of scars from the years.In addition to the cocoons left over from doing farm work, there are also many scars from swords, guns and halberds, all of which were wounds on the battlefield.

The villagers who were about to stop him couldn't open their mouths for some reason.

"Say it, you're going to die, what else can't you say? Tell me...answer me!"

Village Chief Gu was silent for a long time, and Old Gu almost thought he was dead.But at this moment, Village Chief Gu slowly raised his head, looking sadly at Old Gu.

This is his brother, his blood relative.It's a pity that he was too young at the beginning, he only thought that the old man would take away everything from him, and he would be afraid of his growing excellence.He would even worry about gains and losses because of old Gu Tou's news.

In fact, it was only now that he gradually understood, what is there to argue about?After all, they are blood relatives.But he didn't want to understand this matter until today, it was too late.

"At the beginning, I was supposed to go to the conscription, but mother used the method of drawing lots, and you drew the long one, so you went. And Alan, Alan..."

Village Chief Gu seemed a bit embarrassed to speak, but right now, old Gu Tou would not stop until he got an answer, so he could only lower his head and speak.

"After you left home, I have reached the marriageable age. Alan wanted to wait for you, but her parents were unwilling and wanted to marry her to someone else. My mother said that if you came back and found that Alan was married, you would be sad, so, Let me marry Alan here first. Later, I made a mistake, Alan became pregnant, and someone said that you died on the battlefield, so we lived like this. Since then, Alan’s spirit has been There are some problems, until you come back and know the news of your return, Alan will be completely crazy, and he hardly knows anyone, and you already know everything after that..."

"……Ah."

It was no different from what he had imagined. Old Gu Tou sneered, disappointed in everyone.Especially the woman who called herself his mother, was she abnormal from the beginning?Otherwise, why would you insult him so much? !Wasn't he born in October of that woman's pregnancy?

It turns out that woman really doesn't love her own children, but only her own reputation!Such a damned reputation!Does she think that's what other people think when they praise her for treating her stepson better than her parents?Simply stupid!
Forget it, what he knew a long time ago, listening to it now will only add to his troubles.

"So, no matter how good you said, you still took everything from me. Don't push everything on that woman. You are a man. Who can force you to do things you don't want to do? Don't tell me to look down on you Gu Quan."

Village Chief Gu took a deep breath, then nodded solemnly.

"Indeed, it's me who has evil thoughts in my heart, I'm the one who plotted against you, it's me, I'm sorry..."

Village Chief Gu said the second half of the sentence extremely seriously, and he really felt uncomfortable.In his whole life, he had never lowered his head to anyone, especially Old Gu. He thought he could always hold his head high and face death with dignity.But I didn't expect that the sky will never spare anyone, every drink and peck is determined by God.

Village head Gu's consciousness at this time is already very blurred. When a person is about to die, his words are also kind.At the last moment of his life, Village Chief Gu finally confessed his mistakes, and also confessed his secret jealousy towards old Gu Tou.Everything was peeled off the surface layer of camouflage and spread out on the ground for people to look at.All his life, he has been suppressing his heart, because he can't think about it, and when he thinks about it, he knows that he owes so much to one person.It made him almost breathless, so many times, he chose to ignore it.

But after being honest about everything, Village Chief Gu finally felt that he had obtained a sliver of redemption.He stretched out his hand tremblingly, trying to reach Old Gu's wrist.

"Second, can you forgive me?"

(End of this chapter)