I rely on residual blood to repair my longevity

Chapter 42 Tears are the most useless thing in this world

The filial sons and virtuous grandchildren in this house felt sad for those who came to see them off.Alas, the little girl has survived her life.When the time comes, to have so many descendants and grandchildren to see him off, this life is not in vain.

Gu Xiaomei looked at this scene with a smile, and there was a touch of melancholy in her eyes.Is this what it feels like before dying?In fact, it wasn't as scary as I imagined, maybe because there were too many people here, and she didn't feel uncomfortable because of the headache.

"Okay, don't cry. It's a human being, there will always be such a thing. I have lived for such a long time, and I have already had enough."

The people around looked at Gu Xiaomei, especially her children and grandchildren, and almost couldn't help crying again, but because of Gu Xiaomei's extreme weakness, they didn't dare to continue crying to make her feel uncomfortable.

Li Da was extremely sad, he looked at his mother who had only a handful of bones left in front of him, and felt sour in his eyes.His own mother, since she married into the Li family, she hasn't had a good day.In the past few decades, I have worked hard for them and their children and grandchildren, and there is not a day when I am free.At this time, Li Da remembered in a trance the promise he made to his mother when he was young.

"In the future, I will definitely let my mother live a good life, not let my mother go hungry or cold, and make my mother the best life in the world!"

The promise made in childhood is still vivid in my memory, but when did the sincere heart change?Perhaps after getting married, his wife and children appeared one by one, gradually replacing his mother's place in his heart.In addition, his mother had always been not good at words, no matter what grievances she had, she would swallow it by herself, so he gradually felt that it was okay for his mother to suffer some grievances.After all, which old woman in the village didn't come here like this?

But he didn't think so long ago.When he was young, because someone said gossip about Gu Xiaomei, he would stay up in the middle of the night, sneak into other people's homes, and throw dog shit into their yards.When he was discovered, he ordered the dog to run after him all over the village.

What is the difference between him at that time and him now?Is it time to turn him into what he is now?

As soon as Li Da grasped Gu Xiaomei's withered and thin hand, his heart was bitter and unspeakable, and in the end he could only call out the title he had been calling all his life.

"mother--"

All kinds of bitterness and unspeakable words contained in this cry are vividly revealed.The brothers and sisters around couldn't help but burst into tears when Li Da yelled at them.

Old Gu on the side looked at this scene, his lips moved, but he still didn't say anything after all, he quietly went out of the room and cooked a bowl of ginseng soup for his sister.At this last moment, the little girl finally no longer has to grit her teeth and persevere, and can freely leave this world full of suffering for her.He should be happy, why can't he control his tears?
Once upon a time, Old Gu stubbornly believed that tears are the most useless thing in the world, because they are only useful in front of those who care about you.As for other people, when they see your tears, they may feel that their eyes are dirty.But now, even though no one was watching, Old Gu still couldn't help but burst into tears.

When a person is feeling extremely uncomfortable, and his heart is so depressed, the tears will come out violently, which is a kind of protection for the body, protecting the body from accidents due to excessive sadness.

Perhaps this is why people have tears.

Old Gu was weeping while adding firewood to the stove. With the crackling sound of dry firewood, he seemed to have lost that tough outer skin all at once, leaving only an older brother who was worried about his sister. .

"grandfather……"

Changsheng had chased after old Gu Tou since he saw his expression was not right, now seeing him crying silently, he just felt uncomfortable.But she doesn't know how to persuade others to be obedient, so she can only squat beside Old Gu to prove that she is still there.

In fact, Old Gu was indeed comforted. Looking at the little Changsheng next to him, he felt that the pain in his heart had improved a lot.Cooked the ginseng quickly, and Lao Gu brought it back to Gu Xiaomei.

At this time Li Da's wife was mourning and crying.

"Mother, in the past, it was me who was wrong as a daughter-in-law. I didn't know what to do. Which mother-in-law would be so kind to her daughter-in-law? Even I can't do it, but I still feel dissatisfied all day long. I'm really sorry..."

"I'm also a mother, everything is wrong, don't blame me, I will change..."

The daughters-in-law revealed their true feelings, which caused others to cry.In fact, how should I put it, they are not bad people, but who is not from a beneficial angle when thinking about problems?This is human nature, they just think that Gu Xiaomei is not as important as their husband and children.In this world, there are people who take their mother-in-law very seriously, but not many.

Gu Xiaomei also knows this truth. She has lived for decades, which is long enough. What kind of things haven't been seen?It's just one of the little things.

"Okay, don't cry. I know everything. This day, you will know as you live, but that's all. If I don't, after I leave, you should be kind, We are all of the same family, so what can’t we sit down and discuss slowly? You brothers and sisters, you should be good since childhood, I don’t worry, it’s just that this person grows up, there will always be wives and children who are closer than brothers and sisters, other things I don't ask for it, I just hope that when you are doing things, you will think more about your previous friendship. If this brotherly and sisterly relationship slowly wears off, it's better to be far away and dizzy, and don't see each other in the future..."

When she was there, the family was still one big family, but after she left, these children also had their own children, and they would always think more about their wives and children.Although she knew in her heart that this was the norm, when Gu Xiaomei thought about her second brother who was always good to her, and when she thought about the other families in the village, she felt a bit of embarrassment.

Maybe the parents are there, so there are brothers and sisters.

Hearing Gu Xiaomei's words, the sons and daughters of the Li family almost cried.Mother's words reminded them of the pure feelings they had when they were children, and when they thought about their mother's situation at this time, they felt even more desolate.

At this time, Old Gu brought over the fried ginseng soup and carefully gave it to Gu Xiaomei to drink.If this bowl of medicinal juice can make my little sister feel more comfortable, that would be great.

Gu Xiaomei's complexion was fine at the moment, she drank the bowl of ginseng soup in one gulp, and then carefully arranged for the situation of her children after her death.In front of the respected old people in Lijia Village and Gujia Village, Gu Xiaomei separated the families for her children.

"mother!"

Upon hearing Gu Xiaomei's words, the Li Da brothers became a little anxious and couldn't help but speak.On the contrary, the wives beside them couldn't help but look at each other with a look of relief in their eyes.

　It's New Year's Day, I wish you all a happy new year, all the best, and all your wishes come true~~~

　　
　
(End of this chapter)