I rely on residual blood to repair my longevity

Chapter 91 All my life, I've always been close
Seeing Changsheng's continuous tears, Xue Jin also felt a little uncomfortable, but he didn't hesitate at all when he held the long knife.

After thinking about it, Xue Jin spoke in a warm voice.

"Ah Chou, you should know that when a person really wants to die, no one in this world can stop him. There is no cover on a big river, no quilt on a wall, and no scissors without a sharpened edge. I have done so many things before. I didn’t die after trying, it’s just because mortal swordsmen can’t kill a monk. But now, I’ve decided to die, don’t you want to see me try all kinds of ways to die every day?”

"No, I don't want to!"

Changsheng didn't want to watch Xuejin commit suicide, even if he wouldn't die, it would still be very painful.She didn't want Xue Jin to die, and she didn't want Xue Jin to be hurt.

It's just that Xue Jin didn't promise to be good before, why is he suddenly so determined to die now?In the end what happened?
Xue Jin looked at Chang Sheng with an unprecedented gentle expression, his eyes were sad, but there was a smile of relief at last.

"Chou, you should be happy for me. I can finally be free. I'm sorry, I lied to you before. It's true that I want to live a good life with you, but at this moment, my desire to leave is also true."

"You have to know that it is a gift for me to be able to leave this world. Maybe ten or twenty years later, I can survive in another form and appear in front of you. When that time comes, we Continue to be friends. Don't worry, when that time comes, I will never speak loudly to you like I am now, nor will I yell at you. "

"At that time, shall we be friends again?"

Changsheng shook her lips, she didn't want to say yes at all, but looking at Xuejin with sad eyes on the opposite side, she couldn't refuse.She just didn't want to admit it.

"However, at that time, the person I met was not you now. The person I knew and wanted to live with was not Xuejin at that time, but you now."

Looking at Xue Jin opposite, Chang Sheng couldn't help but speak.

That's right, what she wants to take care of, her friend, is the current Xuejin.Even if he has a bad temper, even if he loses his temper from time to time, it's still a complete Xue Jin.That's what Xuejin does.The one she wants to get along with has always been Xue Jin.

Xue Jin's eye sockets were also red, and he looked at Chang Sheng with great reluctance.He knew the child was alone, and he knew that the child had always been afraid of being alone.My own appearance may be a consolation to that child, a consolation that allows her to live a good life.

But, I'm sorry, Ah Chou, I really can't hold on anymore.

"I am not as strong as you. I am a cowardly person. I dare not look at the past, and I dare not look at the disappointed eyes of the old man. I even think that my image in the eyes of the old man has become low. I can't take it. I'm just too cowardly..."

"I'm also very selfish, I don't even dare to tell you my plan openly. I just want this river to take my body away. I don't even want to think about what kind of expression you will have when you don't see me tomorrow morning .I'm not a nice guy."

"I'm really sorry, Changsheng, but just let me go."

"However, we are obviously only a little short. We are only a little short, and everyone can live a good life..."

Xue Jin's nose was so sour that he was almost unable to cry.

When he was young, he was just a little short of being found by the orthodox sect to become a monk with his special physique. Now, he was also just a little short of being able to let go of the past and start a new life.

"In my life, I've always been close. Maybe, this is my life..."

Changsheng is too young, although she has matured a bit, but it was all a trick of fate, at this moment she begged her only friend like this, she really didn't know what to do.But the only thing she can be sure of is that Xue Jin is not happy.

If he is forced to live, Xue Jin will be unhappy for the rest of his life.She didn't know what to do, but after hesitating for a long time, she saw Xue Jin with a begging face, and her heart trembled suddenly.

She always knew how proud Xue Jin was, but such an arrogant Xue Jin looked at her like this with begging eyes.Does Sedrin need to beg others?He just didn't want to make himself sad.He wants his own approval.

Because, they are friends.

Being able to be understood is probably what Xue Jin has been pursuing.

Staring at Xue Jin on the opposite side, Chang Sheng clenched his teeth, as if he could feel the smell of blood coming from his mouth.The bloody smell rushed to her forehead, almost making her vomit.

But Changsheng still held back.On a cold and windy night, Chang Sheng finally understood that others may not agree with what you think is good.You can advise your friends, but you cannot forcefully change their will.In fact, sometimes, you just need to say "yes".

Even, that's hard.

It was so difficult that Changsheng felt that the flesh in his mouth was about to be bitten to pieces.She has never found it so difficult to say a word, it is like a stone weighing a thousand catties, pressing on the base of her tongue, making it difficult for her to even breathe.

But she finally spoke up.Amidst the buzzing in Changsheng's ears, he heard his own extremely calm and steady words.

"it is good."

She said yes.The moment the word came out of his mouth, Chang Sheng wanted so much that he was dumb, how much he wanted to swallow the word back regardless of face or everything.It seems that as long as I do this, my only friend will not die.But she had spoken.

Words spoken are like water poured out and cannot be taken back.Changsheng closed his eyes in pain, but tears came out of the trembling eyelids, and they couldn't wait to flow down.

However, Xue Jin took a rare and relaxed look at the gurgling river under his feet and the three or five sporadic river lanterns above the river.

"Originally, I wanted my body to float away with the waves, but since you are here, please grant me one last wish. Ah Chou, after I die, you will burn me. I can't change what I did before I was alive, but after death Finally, I want to die cleanly without leaving any trace in this world. You can scatter my ashes in the river or let them drift with the wind after my death. In short, don’t bury me in the ground .To say something embarrassing, I'm actually a little afraid of the dark."

It was rare for Xue Jin to say a joke, but Chang Sheng couldn't laugh at all, she looked straight at her eyelids and trembled, she didn't want to see the death of her only friend no matter what.

Glancing at Ah Chou, Xue Jin took a deep breath. He had been on the battlefield and killed the enemy, and he knew where the parts could kill him quickly in the shortest time.It's just that Changsheng is still watching here. He doesn't want Changsheng to see his miserable appearance bleeding all over the place. After all, this child has to collect his body.So Xuejin adjusted the position of the long knife, aimed at his heart, and hit it hard!
When the long knife was about to pierce the heart, Xue Jin heard the whine of the long knife and its unwilling tremor in a trance.Of course, the most ear-piercing thing was Chang Sheng's exclamation.

"No! I'm sorry! Don't—"

Just, it's too late.

(End of this chapter)