After the divorce, the ex-husband cried and proposed to remarry

Chapter 315 Emotions
As expected, Jian Yining didn't wait for Jiang Linchuan's reply at all, and just continued talking on his own.

"Some time ago, I felt that everything was going well. The turmoil that occurred was just a little trouble encountered by Jane's Pharmaceutical Company in the turbulent years. I don't know what's hidden behind opening a door, I thought everything was under my control, but the next second God played a joke on me."

Jian Yining showed a wry smile, fiddled with her fingertips and said, "I thought I was the one who was in charge of the overall situation, but who knew that it was just a chess piece manipulated by someone on the chessboard. Deadly, as if he had predicted in advance what I would do, and knew my movements like the back of his hand, planted a hidden trap on the way I was going without a trace, and then quietly waited for me to fall into it .”

Jian Yining was silent for a long time when she said this, and she couldn't help crying when she spoke again: "Jiang Linchuan, sometimes I feel that I have tried my best, but sometimes I feel that I have failed."

"When I'm rational, I will tell myself that I'm telling my opponent in the dark about this matter. The other party doesn't know how many nails have been planted in the company. They even used Jian Shanhai's people to fuel the flames at the beginning. The fuse of the company, I have tried my best to make up for what happened after that, and I have done everything within my power, and Jane's Pharmaceuticals is only going bankrupt now, which is the result of my efforts to keep it alive for a while."

"But……"

Jian Yining clenched her fists tightly, gritted her teeth unconsciously and said: "But I'm still not reconciled, why am I completely defeated now, and now the murderer behind the scenes has not leaked, I don't even know who he is Who, why did he target me, or why did he target Jane's Pharmaceutical Company, is he my enemy, or the disaster that Jian Shanhai planted back then? I don't know all of this."

"This is so ridiculous," Jian Yining sneered, not knowing whether she was mocking herself or the situation, "I have already lost in this war, but I don't even know who my opponent is until now, am I right? Like a clown? It can only provide some jokes for the murderer behind the scenes, and it is not even worthy of sitting on the same table to compete on the same stage..."

Jiang Linchuan hugged Jian Yining's shoulder with some distress, shook it gently like coaxing a child, stretched out his hand and gently opened Jian Yining's clenched fist, clasped his fingers, and said in a low voice: "You How can you be a ridiculous clown? I have seen all your hard work and hard work during this period. Without you, Jane's Pharmaceutical Company would not have survived until today, and it may have been early last month or last month. It fell apart, and Jane's Pharmaceutical Company can survive until now, all relying on you to pull this broken car and move forward, who can attribute your actions to the actions of clowns?"

"But I still failed. In the end, I still failed to save Jane's Pharmaceutical Company..."

Jian Yining's face was a little dazed. This was the first big defeat in her life, and it was such a tragic loss that she directly lost the company in her hand.

"Jian Yining, you are not a perfect creation of God, you are just an ordinary human made of flesh and blood." Jiang Linchuan looked at Jian Yining intently, with a relieved tone, "If you are a human, you will fail, and no one will always succeed. "

"And your failure this time is definitely not because of your lack of ability, but because those who are targeting you are aggressive, and they have planted nails long in advance. They have been targeting you from the beginning, and you will not Precognition, how can I avoid all the traps perfectly? Promise me, don't use other people's mistakes to judge yourself, okay?"

Jian Yining's eyes were red, and her nose was a little sore. She clenched her fingertips and left the eyes that met Jiang Linchuan.

"I'm sorry," Jian Yining turned her head to one side in embarrassment, refusing to look directly at Jiang Linchuan's gentle eyes, "I'm sorry, I know that I am acting cowardly now, and I also know that I should not use other people's mistakes as punishment myself, but like you just said, I'm not perfect and I can't control my heart."

"As long as I recall the events of this period of time, I can't help being annoyed, thinking why I can't be smarter, more sensitive, at least able to spot the abnormalities in Zhao Sisi, regretting why I had so many This time I had another chance to save everything, but in the end I was so stupid and ended up at the end..."

Jian Yining raised her hands and clenched the clothes on her chest, and took a few deep breaths. She felt as if she had been thrown into the bottom of the sea thousands of meters deep. Seeing the slightest sunlight, only seeing the pervasive darkness.

"I've been reviewing the game these nights, wondering if I should have taken one more step at the time, and could have reversed the situation if I could recognize the person's lies, but after the review, I couldn't help feeling This kind of self is too ridiculous, obviously I am the one who knows best that time cannot be turned back, and there is no regret medicine in the world, but sometimes I can't help but pray to non-existent beliefs, hoping that time can go back to before things happened At that moment, let me, who has known the future for a long time, prevent these things from happening..."

There were tears on Jian Yining's eyelashes, but her lips curled up mockingly, and she sneered at herself.

"I'm so cowardly and embarrassed like this, I'm even a little confused, and sometimes I despise myself when I calm down." Jian Yining shook her head, pushed Jiang Linchuan's arms away, and stood up staggeringly, "But I still can't help falling into that bad state indirectly, and now I can only admit my incompetence, not to mention defeating that hidden opponent, I can't even defeat my own heart, emotions, or even It's such a failure to control your thoughts."

Jian Yining covered her face with her hands, but she still couldn't stop the tears from flowing down, and soon wet her shirt.

"I'm sorry, I lost my temper," Jian Yining said in a nasal voice, turned around and ran upstairs to her bedroom, "I think I need a calm time, let me be alone for a while, I will recover as soon as possible."

Jiang Linchuan subconsciously wanted to catch up, but thinking of Jian Yining's bad emotional state just now, he hesitated and stopped where he was.

(End of this chapter)