Xiuxian retires for 10 years

Baili Fanhua still failed to catch a fish in the end.

The female fairy next to her said that she felt like she was going to die soon if she didn't get treatment, which made Baili Fanhua feel a little restless.

"Could it be that if I reincarnate into the mortal world now, I can solve the doom you said?" Baili Fanhua couldn't understand, "My career is booming now, so I just leave everything behind like this?"

You know, now is her best time.

The female fairy just smiled and looked at Baili Fanhua, "But you are very troubled now, aren't you? I think you should feel it yourself."

Baili Huahua was at a loss for words for a while.

Of course she was aware that something hadn't seemed quite right lately.

It should be said that something seemed wrong from the very beginning.

For example, there was a better solution to the matter between her and Yan Jingchang, but I chose the stupid one, which finally caused irreversible results. Until now, I am embarrassed to see Yan Jingchang, Because I didn't know what to say when I saw it, but I felt very embarrassed, it would be better not to see it.

Secondly, she now clearly feels that her cultivation has reached a certain limit and continues to break through, but she doesn't know where to start.

Under the intertwining of the two, Baili Fanhua can only choose to come here to fish to relieve her worries.

But obviously, fishing didn't make Baili Fanhua feel better.

On the contrary, after hearing the fairy's words, she only felt more disturbed.

"I'm troubled not because of doom, but because of other things." Baili Fanhua scratched her hair, and for some reason, after meeting the fairy's eyes, she had a feeling of telling all the secrets The impulsiveness is like meeting a best friend from his previous life, and he can't wait to spit out all the black mud in his heart.

"Oh? I'd like to hear about it."

Baili Fanhua then told everything about herself and Yan Jingchang in detail.

"...This is probably the case. Now that he has agreed, both of us have fallen into an embarrassing situation. The only way I can think of is to procrastinate. After a long time, everyone is not interested in us. Naturally The matter is settled." Baili Fanhua said depressedly, "The only problem is that this time is too long, and I'm afraid I will be teased many times."

"So that's how it is." The female fairy smiled, "Aside from other things, I disagree with you on one point."

"What?" Baili Fanhua asked back.

"You said just now that you don't think the third prince will like you, because you think you are not in the right family, and he is very good to everyone, and you feel that you are not worthy of him, and people like yourself are not worthy of being liked, Is it?"

"Probably so." Baili Fanhua rubbed her nose embarrassedly, "Because if I were a man, I wouldn't like me like this."

If you can't even like yourself, how can you expect others to like you?

"This fairy, don't laugh at me when I say it. To be honest, I didn't know that I would become what I am today. When I was a child, I also thought that I would become someone who could change the world, or that I could be a person who could achieve The person I dreamed of. But when I got older and really entered the working environment, I realized that I had become the adult I hated the most when I was a child. Opening and shutting is the treatment, and the things I like are also gold jewelry , just ran to the temple to pray to the gods and Buddha to get rich... Pfft, even now I am almost the same, just put on a more gorgeous coat." Baili Fanhua said, but she couldn't help laughing stand up.

Because that's exactly what she is.

Don't look at her as the boss of the World Salvation Department, she sounds majestic, stomping her feet can shake the whole fairy world, but in fact she knows that deep down she is still that poor migrant worker Jiang Fanhua.

She is afraid that she can't go on like this forever, so she wants to retire without any responsibility and have a pension as long as she lives.

She knew that she had grown up to look like an ordinary person in the crowd, worldly, shrewd, unwilling to suffer, and hard to give her sincerity.

When she arrived in the fairy world, all these things she did were just to make herself happier.What changed the world and what benefited the fairy world was all a lie. In the end, it was all because of her selfishness and desire for pleasure.

How could she like herself like this?

"Whether it's a monk or a fairy, what you want is the truth. In layman's terms, it's to know the real self, understand yourself, transform yourself, and finally the unity of heaven and man, so as to confirm the fruit of Taoism." The fairy shook her head, He said slowly, "There are not so many roads in the world, but everyone has walked out of their own road, so there are three thousand roads. Now, you have realized your true self, but you just dare not accept it. In From my point of view, Xianyou know the world but not the world, you are extraordinary but you are willing to be mediocre. At the same time, there is a kindling in your heart, hoping that one day you can burn those bad thoughts and change the world. At this point, I am very happy Appreciation, there will naturally be other people who appreciate it. As for what you said about being well-matched and background, this is of course also an important factor, but are these things really important?"

Baili Fanhua was stunned, "Aren't these important?"

"If you have nothing now, you should naturally think about these things." The female fairy smiled very gently, "But now you already have things that most immortals don't have anymore, right? You might as well look down at yourself , you are no longer the person who has nothing and can't change anything in your mouth. On the contrary, you have changed the fate of most people. I almost can't keep my eyes open because of your merits. You, who else can say in front of you that the right family is not worthy?"

Baili Fanhua only felt that countless mysteries in her mind were broken at this moment.

She saw a lot of herself, happy, angry, sad, happy, all kinds of herself.

In the end, she saw the little girl whose parents tore up her novels and glued them up with tape because her test scores fell.

"I..." Baili Fanhua started talking, not knowing how to continue.

But there was one thing she clearly felt.

She looked at the bottom of the Milky Way, as if something was calling her.

"Under the Milky Way is the human world." The voice of the female fairy became distant at this time, "You should experience a catastrophe now."

Baili Fanhua smiled and jumped down towards Tianhe.