Clearly, she doesn't want to be a concubine

Umalu waved his hand and told the little novice to step back, never mentioning the words between them.

Kangxi glanced at the little novice monk, and said without saying anything, "What wish did you make?"

"Let's talk about it, maybe I can make it happen for you."

Umalu looked at him for a while, then shook his head: "The slave doesn't ask for anything."

Kangxi no longer asked.

On the second day, someone relayed the conversation between Umalu and the little novice to Kangxi.

Kangxi stayed overnight and looked at her blankly.

He slowly grabbed her neck, and his hands gradually tightened.

He wanted to kill her.

She is so smart.

He loved her cleverness and hated her cleverness.

The emperor cannot be seen through, cannot be manipulated.

A gentleman can deceive him.

But the emperor cannot.

She is his wife and his confidant.

But the emperor is doomed to be lonely and will not have a confidant.

Umalu opened his eyes and looked at him.

"If you kill me, strangling me won't change anything." Umalu laughed slowly, "It's not a day or two since you've been disappointed with the prince."

She unmasked the mask he put on: "If there is a suspicion, you will not be able to go back to the beginning. In the future, you will become more and more unacceptable to the prince."

She was a little pitiful: "How pitiful. You have more than one son..."

He has more than one son, and each of his sons is so outstanding, the prince is not irreplaceable.

How sad.

Umalu smiled mockingly.

He strangled her throat tightly.

He really wanted to kill her.

He finally let go.

Umalu was not afraid of provoking him: "Even if it's not the fourth son... it will be your other sons."

"To shut up."

"The prince is wrong. He... is too stupid."

Kangxi let go of his hand dejectedly: "You are right. The prince is too stupid."

He hugged her and murmured: "It would be great if the prince was your son, and you will teach him to be a qualified emperor."

Umalu didn't answer.

He said: "You have to be like this all the time, maybe I like you more."

"I don't want to." After Umalu said this, he didn't speak anymore.

Her ingenuity, her sharpness, and her control over everything, she never wanted to use them for fame and fortune.

Since she can see through people's hearts, controlling power is just a matter of effort.

But she, in the past, now, and even in the future, still has only one thing she wants to do.

be herself.

"I know." Kangxi kissed her cheek densely, "You are the most similar to me."

They are another self in the world.

Kangxi understood Umalu's true temperament from a very early age, so he reminded her again and again not to seek the throne.

He had no way of knowing who he would choose between the throne and her.

He murmured in a low voice: "If you don't die, the throne will only belong to the fourth child in the end."

She is similar to him, allowing her to train the fourth child to be a qualified emperor.

The fourth child is too honest and dull, not as smart as the two of them, but it is enough to be the best choice among all the princes.

Even if Empress Renxiao came back to life, it would be absolutely impossible to train Yinfeng to such an extent.

Queen Renxiao is a very good woman.

But after all, it's just a woman.

He wants to kill her, he wants to send her away, he wants her to stop interfering in the battle for the throne—as long as she lives, with her intelligence and transparency, she is giving the fourth child every moment. Increase the weight of seizing the position.

What should he do with her.

Umalu left him awake and fell asleep alone.

She was too lazy to pretend.

From the second time she stepped into the inner room of Qianqing Palace, she knew that the suspicious man in front of her didn't want to control everything all the time, so she became more cautious.

She knew that every word she said and everything she did would be reported to him.

But she doesn't hate him, and she doesn't hate him.

She knew that even if this man was rich in the world, he was just an empty-handed beggar. He was lost in the vortex of power, and no one around him could trust him.

He stretched out his hand for nothing, begging, pleading, and whining.

He was already suffering the punishment of fate.

Why should she care.

She just suddenly didn't want to pretend.

In the life and death that was strangled by her throat, she shattered all illusions, abandoned all appearances, all causes and conditions, and the illusion of all harmony.Stepping into the state of non-living dharma tolerance without the appearance of self, the appearance of no one, the appearance of sentient beings, and the appearance of lifeless ones.

Whether it is life or death, what does it matter?

What does it matter whether the bracelet is there or not?

Whether she can go back or not, so what?
She no longer has weaknesses and weaknesses.

In the thirty years since she lived in this era, she slept peacefully for the first time.

On the second day, Liuli waited for her to get up.

Liuli looked at her neck distressedly.

But she didn't care at all, instead she comforted Liuli and said, "It's not a big deal, don't worry about it."

"Master, you..."

Umalu called her over and wiped the tears off her face: "It's okay."

Umalu didn't say anything, he really didn't care.

She is more free and easy.

Yin Shuang'er said that Yinxiang came to visit.

Umalu asked Liuli to find Longhua and put it on, covering his neck, before seeing Yinxiang.

After Yinxiang paid her respects, she went out with Yinxiang.

sunny.

The two stepped across mountains, rivers and lakes, and entered the Leifeng Pagoda that they hadn't completed last time.

Umalu teased him and said, "Do you know what "Legend of the White Snake" taught the common people?"

"Teach the people in the world that lovers will eventually get married."

Umalu shook his head and said with a smile: "It is to tell the world that women who pursue love are easy to be imprisoned."

Yinxiang was speechless, and called out, "Mother De."

Umalu spread his hands out of laughter: "It's better to be Zhinu, because I know what I want, and I will return to the sky to be her fairy in the end."

Yinxiang struggled, not knowing what to say.

Umalu smiled and said, "Okay, I won't tease you anymore."

She looked down on the word love. Why, is love the only thing?Is it only worthy of being called love with other people and men?

Loving yourself is a lifelong romance.

She is unwavering, eternal, and passionate about herself.

She walked briskly ahead.

The gloomy look between her brows has long since disappeared.

She has been redeeming herself from the very beginning.Today, she has finally become herself.

On the bank of the West Lake, someone released paper kites, Umalu asked Liuli to buy one, watched them put it high, and then she cut the string of paper kites with her own hands.

She looked calm: "It's free."

She is also free.

Her body is bound, but her heart is free.

Oh, it's just breaking the jade bottle and breaking the rotten Ke.Talk about dependent origin and empty nature, talk about being dirty and clean.

Declining pastures, white jade and golden horses, Wang Xie's old swallows, what kind of wealth and glory are flying to the hall.

Noisy, noisy, I will appear on the stage after you sing, but I think that other country is my hometown.

Why do you need to seek the true nature, what is the falsehood, what is the same as the same, who ever knew the dream of yellow beams under the Nanke tree.

Ah, you and my heart, what a big spiritual mountain.

She took Liuli's hand: "Let's go."

After a few people had done their shopping, they returned to their residence.

When leaving Hangzhou, Umalu sent someone to send a hundred taels of silver, but only asked Guantong to preside over: But do good deeds, don't ask about the future.

I returned to Beijing at the end of February.

On the way, Umalu suffered from asthma, which became more and more serious.

Liuli became more and more worried.

Umalu didn't care about it, and took medicine as usual every day. After taking the medicine, he even teased Liuli: "Worrying about what I do, it's just a matter of one day at a time."

Liu Li hurriedly shook her head and begged: "Master, don't say such unlucky words. The slave made a wish at Yunchanlin Temple last time, wishing to give up 20 years of life, and pray that the master and the little master are safe and well, and less sick and pondering."

Upon hearing this, Umalu shook his head and sighed, "Idiot, idiot."

Liuli shook her head: "The master has always helped the slaves a lot. How can the slaves be those who are ungrateful? The family's brother and sister-in-law have sent letters, saying that they are now working under the master Mafa, and life is much easier. The slave's nephew has won the favor of the master's family. Help, now I'm a petty official."

Liuli said: "My family is able to do this because of the master's blessing, let alone 20 years. Even if the master dies, what is it?"

Umalu shook his head: "I didn't do these things to ask for favors."

"It's what the slave wants."

Liuli said piously.

Her whole life has changed because of her master. It is said that a scholar dies for a confidant. Although she is a woman, why can't she die for such a good master.

It is said that a man is a man, but he never knows that a woman has ever given way to a man.

Umalu stopped talking, but sighed lightly.

When they arrived in the capital and got off the boat, Yinzhen and Yinzhen were already waiting on the shore.

After the two saluted, Yinzhen said: "The emperor said that you have asthma and asked me to pick you up."

Yinzhen nodded aside.

Umalu asked them, "Have you been waiting for a long time?"

Yinzhen smiled and said: "It's nothing, the emperor told us in advance that when you came back, he told us not to come out early. We just arrived."

But he wanted to step on his eccentric fourth brother: "I arrived a little earlier than fourth brother."

Praise me is written all over his face.

Umalu looked at Kangxi, and Kangxi looked back at her.

The two looked at each other without any affection.

Kangxi said: "Okay, let's go back first."

The two brothers Yinzhen and Yinzhen followed Umalu and went back together.

After returning to the palace, Liuli was busy making arrangements.

After Yinzhen and the two greeted each other, they chatted again before leaving.

Yinzhen and Yinxiang have a good relationship, so naturally they will see each other often.

Yinxiang talked about what Umalu had said, and sighed: "Mother De has a different opinion."

"In this world, there are always some women who are different." Yinzhen teased him, ""Water Margin" tells us that we will suffer big losses if we underestimate women. Especially if we underestimate beautiful women."

Yinxiang waved his hand: "You and Mother De are worthy of being mother and son, there are always so many great reasons."

He played with the jade flute in his hand, and said with a smile: "I don't want to be so much, but after that, the emperor will arrange errands for me across the country."

"Running outside, although I'm tired." He drank the tea in one gulp, not rude, but very free and easy, "But when I came back, I felt very bored."

"I wish you all your wishes come true." Yinzhen offered a toast to Yinxiang with tea instead of wine.

Yinzhen talked to him about another matter: "I see that the emperor's father has had a lot of rifts with the prince recently, what happened?"

Yinxiang thought for a while: "Perhaps it is because the prince and the minister are too close, the emperor is not happy."

Yinzhen was silent for a while, and then said: "The emperor is the emperor after all...but the crown prince was also raised by the emperor's father. Naturally, he is different from us brothers."

He told Yinxiang: "You often go out with the emperor's father. If there is a dispute between the two of them, you can help and persuade him."

"Okay." Yinxiang agreed.

After a few days, Umalu rested well, and the palace personnel told Umalu that after the first month, two new people entered the palace, one was the Yin family from Mongolia, and was named a nobleman; the other was the Niu Hulu family. , is the side branch of the eighteenth bend of the same master's house.

Umalu nodded, just knowing it, and didn't care about it at all.

In March, Yinzhi's birthday.

After Kangxi struggled a little, he decided to visit Yinzhi's residence in person and hold a family banquet.

The crown prince is about to be abolished, and he needs to reconsider the candidate for the crown prince.

What's more, he is old now, so there is no need to be so stiff with his own children.

At the banquet, Kangxi brought Concubine Rong to the scene to congratulate Yinzhi.

Kangxi's behavior like this naturally became an ice-breaking move in the relationship between his father and son.

Yinzhi was also a little less withdrawn, and tried hard to mend his relationship with his imperial father.

Seeing his clumsy appearance, Kangxi felt pity for him and accepted him.

Since then, every year, on Yinzhi's birthday, Kangxi has to go there, and it has become a custom.

Shortly after returning from the southern tour, Kangxi ordered the appointment of Jesuits Lei Xiaosi, Bai Jin, She Demei, and Qing scholars He Guolian and Ming Antu, and ordered them to travel all over the provinces, using the most advanced jingwei diagram method at that time , triangulation, trapezoidal projection technology and other large-scale field surveys across the country.

In June, tour outside the Great Wall.

Kangxi took Zhijun Wang Yinti, Crown Prince Yinreng, thirteenth elder brother Yinxiang, fifteenth elder brother Yinyu, sixteenth elder brother Yinlu, seventeenth elder brother Yinli, and eighteenth elder brother Yinxuan on their way.

Except for the oldest two, there are all children.

How is the child, the young one still treats him as the emperor's father, and the old one is already a rebellious son who showed his fangs and sharp claws to him.

He is like an aging lion king. Although he is still in control of the lion group, the cubs outside are already eager to try, staring at his throne all night.

It's also like the old wolf king who is still young, he can still control the situation, so no cubs dare to challenge him yet.

But, sooner or later, sooner or later, these little brats will challenge him one by one until he is expelled from the throne.

Still a little doll.

His paternal love can only fall on the little baby.

At the end of June, Qibeile Yinyou fell ill.

After Kangxi learned about it, he ordered him to move to Nanyuan to take care of his body. The other princes had to go through a petition and get his approval before visiting.

The princes who stayed in the capital all went to see Yinyou several times, and wrote notes to inform Kangxi about Yinyou's condition.

Kangxi Zhu commented: "Don't hear about the empress dowager about the matter of the seventh elder brother, just say that he has recovered a little, and that's enough."

In July, when the [-]th elder brother Yinyi was one year old, Zhai Lin, the chief eunuch of the House of Internal Affairs, sent two jade beasts and two gold leaf fan pendants.

Tong Jia Cangxue, who raised Yinyi, ordered someone to reward him with money.

Umalu also sent people to send congratulatory gifts.

Tong Jia and Cangxue sighed and said with a smile: "Your master is always polite, so no one can make a mistake."

She instructed: "Go back and tell your master first, and I will go find her again in a few days."

Yin Shuang'er bowed and stepped back.

At the beginning of September, after Kangxi returned to Beijing, he lived in Changchun Garden after returning to Beijing. He asked people to bring Yifei, Guerjia, Gao, and Wang Yunjin, and also left the young elder brother in Changchun Garden. middle.

Incapacitated:

Great Wisdom Theory
Volume [-] (big [-]th part [-]): 'The ninja of the non-birth dharma, in the reality of the non-birth and death dharma, believes and understands, without hindrance and without retreat, it is called the non-birth forbearance.

(According to the "Diamond Sutra", if a Bodhisattva has the appearance of self-identity, human appearance, and the appearance of all living beings, he is not a Bodhisattva, so: no hindrance and no retreat)
Bao Ji Jing

26 said: 'Never mind the law of no birth, because all dharmas have no birth and no death.

Huayan Sutra

Buddha son!What is Bodhisattva Mahasattva Forbearance of Inanimate Dharma?Buddha son!This bodhisattva-mahasattva does not see the birth of few dharmas, nor does he see the extinction of few dharmas.Why?If there is no birth, there is no cessation; if there is no cessation, there is infinity; if there is infinity, there is no defilement; if there is no defilement, there is no distinction; Doing, if there is no doing, there will be no aspiration, if there is no aspiration, there will be no abiding, if there is no abiding, there will be no going and no coming.

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patience

It is said that when people inflict harm on me with resentment and hatred, I can endure it with peace of mind without any repayment. This is called patience and forbearance. ——The "forbearance", which is equivalent to "forbearance", is for the adversity of hatred and resentment.

Ann suffers
It is said that when you are forced by suffering, such as illness, water, fire, knife and staff, you can endure it with peace of mind and remain still. ——The "forbearance" equivalent to "endure" is for the adversity of painful perception.

Di Cha Fa Ren
It is said to examine the illusory nature of all dharmas, which have no birth and death, believe in and understand the truth, and have no rash moves, and can be tolerated peacefully. ——The "forbearance", which is equivalent to "forbearance", is for ignorance and wrong views.