Me who fears women travels with beautiful girls

In the silent carriage, a huge and imperceptible energy was brewing. In front of that energy, even this air-leaky carriage became hot for no reason.

"what?"

Song Wenbin was shocked, "What are you talking about?"

His eyes began to dodge, only daring to pass Su Tina's face.

Su Tina smiled, that smile was mysterious but a little ambiguous.

"I like watching Big Brother Song put on an act the most. It's really interesting." She said.

Song Wenbin looked at her, his Adam's apple twitched up and down, a little frightened, he subconsciously looked at the camera on the side, only to find that the cable on the camera had been unplugged at some point.This undoubtedly made him even more frightened, like a noble paladin who lost his aegis of glory.

"In Siberia, we have already agreed..."

Su Tina's extremely low voice carried irrepressible emotion.

Beads of sweat oozed from Song Wenbin's forehead, rubbing away.

With a slip of his hand, he slid off the chair and turned his elbows onto the ground.

Su Tina slowly shook off the quilt from the cot, and crawled over little by little: "Where no one can see... Do you remember?"

she asked softly.

"I...I don't know...what are you talking about..." Song Wenbin only felt that he was forced into a corner, facing that primitive force unavoidably.

"Africa... When I was in Africa... I didn't think there was anything at first...but...the ending was too foul, brother Song..." Su Tina trembled as she spoke, "I think... I won't dig you out and put you in On the chair... I will put you in a coffin made of ice, and then I will lie in it... so that even if we are dug up in 1000 years, we will still be alive..."

Song Wenbin's mind went blank, and he could only murmur, "What the hell are you talking about...?"

"You can pretend you don't know anything, Brother Song, as long as you want, I will always cooperate with you. As long as you want to be a teacher, I will always let you be a teacher, but that can only be my teacher .”

Seeing that Su Tina's upper body was pressed over, Song Wenbin stretched out his hand to stop her in horror, and said in fear, "I'm not your disgusting teacher..."

"Brother Song, I know you." Su Tina gently clasped his hand, took it away, and said, "If you really don't care about me at all, why don't you dare to look into my eyes? Why don't you Don't dare to look at my face, are you afraid of offending me, or are you afraid of offending others?"

Song Wenbin glanced at her eyes, then turned his head depressingly, feeling that his breathing was trembling.

But Su Tina raised her hand tremblingly, stroked his cheek lightly, and said softly, "Don't be afraid to offend me. I'm 22 years old now. After this age, I may not be good-looking. You didn't look good when you were in junior high school." I met me, I didn't see me in high school, and I didn't even see me until I graduated from college.

Sometimes, after get off work, I want to ask you out and you don't come out. In fact, I really want to put on beautiful makeup, go shopping with you, and talk to you. "

Su Tina said, her tears were red, she said softly with grievance: "But you always ignore me, I know you are because of work, but I am really worried, I am worried that after a few years, I will not be good-looking Peak..."

"No...you...you...forever..." Song Wenbin hoarsely said with difficulty.

"You don't need to coax me with those words, I'm not a little girl who doesn't know anything..."

Su Tina whispered in Song Wenbin's ear: "Brother Song, you have satisfied my heart. Those sincere moments made me feel that I am one with you. Every second without you, my heart is like this arctic wasteland." Same, lifeless."

Song Wenbin's heart was about to break, he couldn't hold back anymore, and cried tremblingly: "You are so good, why are you so good..."

Undoubtedly, for Song Wenbin, who is half a step up in education, these words are tantamount to a blow to dimensionality reduction. God is pitiful. With his level, he can probably only say that there is something on your face, Miss Sister, and you are a little bit good-looking. , Such earthy love stories.This is already his limit.

"Because I've wanted to say these words for a long time! You never gave me a chance! Huo Yu didn't give me a chance!" Su Tina said with half of her body pressed against Song Wenbin, panting sadly.

Hearing her mention the third person who wasn't there, Song Wenbin finally recovered from the huge, incomparable charm of the primordial level, and sat up with great and extraordinary perseverance.Looking at Su Tina's face, she reluctantly said, "Can you...can you hear me say a word or two?"

"I'm listening..." Su Tina nodded vigorously.

"You... just like my sister..."

After struggling for a long time, the sentence that you are like my mother still couldn't be said, Song Wenbin tried his best to choose a suitable relationship, and worded carefully.

Su Tina stared at him with wide eyes.

Song Wenbin said with difficulty: "Really...although I don't have a younger sister...but when traveling with you, many times...I really feel...you are like my sister..."

Song Wenbin originally thought that Su Tina could understand his difficulties and stop here, but obviously he overestimated the other party's attainments in Oriental charm.

"Is sister okay?" Su Tina asked.

Song Wenbin was dumbfounded and froze.

After a while, Su Tina understood what he meant, frowned slowly, and asked again: "Then do you think Huo Yu is not like a younger sister?"

Song Wenbin turned his head away and remained silent.

"Speak." Su Tina's voice was trembling.

"It has nothing to do with her." Song Wenbin said.

But obviously Su Tina didn't think so, she cried very sadly and said: "I don't accept it, why should she look at you, why should she control me, I was the one who went to your house to pretend to be pregnant, and you also said that I was you in Siberia Object, why should she keep controlling me, even if her ability is beyond the sky, I will not accept her."

Song Wenbin bit his lower lip, letting the tears drip on his face, and didn't make a sound.

"I don't care what she thinks, she said I don't need anything, and she lacks something. She owns the land as big as Longchang, she drove a sports car at a young age, and almost won the Olympic champion. Why does she say that I am not satisfied, I just want what I want in my heart, am I wrong?"

Song Wenbin felt a pinprick in his heart. No matter what, he didn't want to make the girl who traveled with him for so long painful. Maybe the sentence like a younger sister was an excuse, but the love in it was serious, and he didn't want to see Su Tina get hurt a little bit. .

"Stop crying." Song Wenbin wiped the corners of Su Tina's eyes, and said softly, "I didn't mean that..."

"I can't do what Huo Yu did, and it's not her if I cut my hair short." Su Tina choked up, sad and hopeless.

"I didn't say anything and you just cried like this, can you not be so sensitive?" Song Wenbin was extremely helpless.

"Really? Then what do you think in your heart?" Su Tina asked in seconds.

"It doesn't matter what I think."

Song Wenbin said: "Because no matter what I think, it is impossible for me to have anything to do with you two."

"why."

"I want to pay off the mortgage." Song Wenbin said with a sad chuckle: "You are really nice, really, I have never seen anyone better than you, but what I want to live, work is work, life is life, if If anything happens between me and you, I will lose my job."

"If you lose it, you lose it." Su Tina said excitedly: "The world is so big, there are so many jobs to do, so what if you change it."

Song Wenbin was very sad when he heard this.

Changing jobs is easier said than done. How many jobs can satisfy such a salary.

"You know I can't do it." He shook his head and sighed.

"If you didn't have this job, would you be with me?" Su Tina asked expectantly.

"If you didn't have this job, would you be with me?" Song Wenbin asked Su Tina in the same words.

"Of course~" Su Tina said, she couldn't wait to put her head on Song Wenbin's collarbone, rubbed his chest with an attitude of extreme contempt for the Seal Group and 50 million D station fans, sighed, and said: "I Of course I'll be with you, I've never met a better and more interesting person than you."

Song Wenbin felt the weight on his chest, but he gritted his teeth and said lightly, "Without this job, you wouldn't even take a second look at me in the crowd."

Su Tina raised her head from Song Wenbin's chest and froze.

"I'm not that special or interesting. This job requires me to be what I am. You like me at work. If you leave this job, you will get tired of me very quickly. That's all. .”

After that, he pushed Su Tina away.

Su Tina looked at him in astonishment and said, "How can you think of me like that."

"Isn't what I said the truth?" Song Wenbin asked coldly.

Su Tina was shocked, even a little incoherent: "This job is a fact... But I have thought about it many times this year, many, many times, how much I want to know you in high school... No, I want to know you in junior high school , I even want to know you since elementary school, I want to play with you, go to and from school together...and spend those boring time together, but the reality is that I only met you in college, what do you want me to do, can I How to change it?"

Song Wenbin was unmoved, he said indifferently: "I told you, I was very dumb in elementary school and middle school. I can't find any way to prevent you from sleepwalking, and I can't make you feel interesting. It's the job that's interesting to you, not me."

Su Tina choked up aggrievedly: "Brother Song, do you think my feelings are fake?"

One sentence made Song Wenbin's hard-earned defense collapse. He was very sad, and could only plead earnestly: "You said it yourself, everything between us comes from this job, without this job, We will not have any intersection, this is a fact. I beg you, please respect this job, these words are still known by others, our job is over, completely over!"

Su Tina only felt that it was difficult to breathe, and even thinking became very difficult and heavy. She moaned in despair like a dream: "We can go to XJ in the future, and the country will give you a lot of money when we go there."

"I don't know how to farm." Song Wenbin said coldly.

After a few seconds of stagnation, Su Tina's expression collapsed infinitely, and she insisted: "You just don't like me...that's why you find so many reasons..."

"It's the same if you replace me with Huo Yu, but Huo Yu won't come and tell me these things." Song Wenbin turned his head away, and said honestly and calmly: "I don't need to explain anything to her."

Su Tina finally lowered her head and stopped talking, but the passionate tears fell on Song Wenbin's face silently.

Song Wenbin felt distressed, and quickly wiped her eyes again, "Don't cry."

"It's okay, just treat me as a bitch." Su Tina said softly, pushing away Song Wenbin's hand.

She slowly retreated to the small bed behind her, turned her back to Song Wenbin, hugged her knees, buried her head in them, her shoulders didn't move, but she didn't make much sound.

Listening to the suppressed breathing beside him, Song Wenbin's heart felt like a knife.He didn't know how to deal with such a thing. He had never had such an experience. He would rather Su Tina cry loudly than hear her suppress herself so much.

However, he really didn't know what to do, he didn't know where his heart went, whether he went under the deep sea, or drifted on this wasteland.But like Su Tina, his pain was real and irrepressible.

"Su Tina..." Song Wenbin couldn't find the words, so he could only beg, "Don't cry."

"I'll resign when I go back... I can't do this job anymore, I can't stand it...I'd rather find a place to stay and live in a dream, than I don't want to, it's too uncomfortable..." Su Tina uttered these words with great difficulty. Words are weighty.

Song Wenbin shuddered.

Su Tina resigned?If you just resign after filming the first episode, no one will say anything, or resign after filming the whole season, it is understandable, but it has already filmed 7 episodes, and the audience has already defaulted to this person, the contract The second season of the movie is not finished yet, and now I resign, I can't explain to the audience, I can't explain to the company, I can't explain to the investors, I can't explain to anyone.If they give up halfway like this, they will all bear a bad reputation in the industry in the future, and it will be difficult to make money again.

"Su Tina, calm down, don't mess around." Song Wenbin knelt down and supported Su Tina's shoulder, pleading.

Su Tina couldn't bear it anymore, she was panting, almost suffocated because of depression, her tears almost wet the bed sheet, she choked up vaguely: "I... don't want to do this, but seeing Huo Yu smile at you, I am so happy, I am obviously very happy I like her, but I can't see this, it hurts me more than killing me, it's better for you to get along well in the future, don't let me know... I'm small-hearted, I can't stand this stimulation..."

Stop thinking about it! !

Song Wenbin was at the end of her rope, what could be done to relieve her pain, what could be done to make it disappear invisible.

Is there any way to save this crumbling team, this show that is on the verge of collapse.

After thinking for a long time, he decided to leave everything to time.Maybe Su Tina will forget about herself after a long time, maybe after a year, she will have other objects of interest, after all, she is a young and beautiful girl, and there are many suitors. Su Tina doesn't think so anymore. When she realizes the value of a high-paying job, and when she meets more and better people in society, she can let go of these flying youth.

"Susu."

Song Wenbin couldn't help calling out.

Su Tina didn't respond, she was still suppressing her heartache and tears, trying to restrain her emotions.

Song Wenbin sat up and pushed her shoulder:

"Susu, wait until I pay off the mortgage, okay?"

Song Wenbin bit the bullet and said with difficulty.

It's like hitting the pause button.

The suppressed crying stopped immediately.

The girl raised her head, from facing away from him to facing him.

"Really?" She said in surprise with red and swollen eyes, "I can help you."

"No, no, no." Song Wenbin quickly waved his hands and said, "I haven't achieved much in my life, so just let me pay off the loan by myself, at least I have a sense of accomplishment, don't I?"

"Pfft."

Su Tina laughed through tears, and blamed with a strong nasal voice: "You are really stupid."

"Yeah."

Song Wenbin said, seeing that Su Tina finally stopped crying, he was relieved.

Evasion may be shameful, but it works.

It will be 30 years after his mortgage is paid off. In this fast-paced era, let alone 30 years, it will be 3 years later. No one can explain clearly. No one can maintain such a strong emotion for many years. Time will slowly dispel these fetters, maybe on the day when Su Tina is tired, everything will be over, that would be the best.

"You are [-] a month, it should be soon." Su Tina said.

"Yes, soon."

Song Wenbin thought that he would have to find an excuse to spend the money quickly when he returned to China this time.

"Then we'll make a deal."

Su Tina stretched out her little finger and muttered expectantly.

Song Wenbin looked at that finger, but he couldn't help but think of the moment under the sea, which was both real and illusory. After thinking about it, a huge confusion suddenly grew in his heart. Siberia, the North Pole, the seabed, the ice surface, Song Wenbin, hate the teacher?Su Tina, Huo Yu, fans, travel, mortgage, work, Aiyu, all things are intertwined to form a huge chaos, almost like a whirlpool, which makes people crazy.

"No...don't do this...."

Song Wenbin barely maintained his sanity and said.

"Don't do this?" Su Tina didn't understand.

"We are all adults now, don't be so childish." Song Wenbin said.

The chaos in the bottom of my heart is growing crazily, tearing, roaring, and rolling.

please.

Please don't go any further, stop here.

He begged in his heart.

Turn the page.

Go ahead and travel.

Keep working, keep sane, keep earning, pay off loans, get rich, get rich, get recognized, get worth, get free.

Su Tina glanced at her little finger and muttered, "That's right, we've already held it last time..."

"right….."

Song Wenbin breathed a sigh of relief, it's over, the terrible North Pole, let it end, don't test me anymore.

next second.

Warm lips pressed against Song Wenbin's.