The grace of rebirth after abandonment

The wind passed, and the faint sandalwood fragrance also drifted away with the wind. Su Qinglan looked at Murongyan's merciless footwork, and a trace of pain flashed in her eyes, but her outstretched hand was frozen there, thinking of Murongyan's heart like still water The look, the pain flashed in the eyes, although it was short, Su Lanzhi still saw it.

"Daddy, don't be sad, mother just didn't want to let it go!" Su Lanzhi actually knew Murong Yan's personality, and it was jade pieces, not tiles.In the past, she felt that her mother did the right thing, but in her previous life she watched her mother die with hatred, and her father's complex look of guilt before she died. Su Lanzhi didn't understand it before, but after experiencing the pain in her previous life, Su Lanzhi I know, Murong Yan is blaming Su Qinglan on the surface, but why is she not blaming herself?

As a woman, how happy to be able to marry the man she loves, but the other party has such a background, without a man, where will they settle down in the future?

These, Murong Yan understands, Su Qinglan understands, Su Lanzhi did not understand before, but now she understands too.

Her mother, such a kind person, such a considerate person, such a person who wanted to give birth to a child for her father, but she just couldn't do it!

How can she not blame herself, how can she not feel sad?

In fact, mother did this because she didn't want to embarrass father?

They were all thinking of each other, and they didn't say anything, but did they know that in the end, it was a situation where heaven and man were separated?

Walking into Su Qinglan, seeing her father staring at the direction her mother left in a daze, Su Lanzhi felt distressed, "Daddy, give mother some time, she will figure it out!"

"She's still blaming me!" Although these were not his original intentions, he was wrong after all.

"Daddy, don't think too much, mother will understand one day!" In her previous life, she always lived in her own world and didn't pay much attention to other things.But after she married Qin Yan, she had a hard time conceiving because of her body injury and the cold weather. Seeing the pressure from the emperor and pressure from everywhere, she also thought about taking a concubine for Qin Yan, but They were all rejected by Qin Yan, and it was at that time that she lamented Qin Yan's infatuation, and her love for Qin Yan became deeper and deeper, and she became more and more dependent on him.

At that time, she gradually understood the entanglement and embarrassment of her father and mother back then, and she also regretted that she had let her parents drift away so far back then and did nothing.

But in this life, she will not let herself make the same mistake again!

"Would it be, she is so proud, she can't tolerate any sand in her eyes, will she forgive me?" Although he had no choice but to marry those women, he still betrayed their oath in the end!

"Yes!" The mother is proud that she can't conceive

If it was possible, how would her mother be willing to share her husband with others, but in this era, it is doomed that without a son, there would be nothing. Now Su Qinglan is in her prime, but what about the future?

There is no one to inherit this huge prime minister's mansion, if one day Su Qinglan goes away, where should the two of them be placed?

Mother probably knows this, so that's the only way to do it?She can go with her father, but what about herself?

Su Lanzhi didn't notice this before, but now that she saw it with her own eyes, Su Lanzhi sometimes hated her own existence.

If it wasn't for me, mother wouldn't be infertile. If it wasn't for me, mother and father wouldn't have worked so hard?

"Daddy, would you blame Lan'er? If Lan'er were a boy, you and mother wouldn't have worked so hard!" The corners of her mouth were bitter, Su Lanzhi sometimes wondered if she was a disaster Woolen cloth?

In the previous life, because of me, my parents passed away early, and it was all because of her!

"Stupid child, you are Daddy's daughter, and Daddy's flesh and blood. How could Daddy blame you?" After touching Su Lanzhi's head and seeing her daughter's guilt-ridden face, Su Qinglan hurriedly comforted her, fearing that Su Lanzhi would not I really thought about it, "Actually, Daddy still likes his daughter. Daddy is very lucky to have a beautiful and lovely daughter like Lan Er!"

There are regrets, but he will not blame, let alone resent, this is all his fate!

"Daddy..." Although she knew that her father always loved her, but now hearing what Su Qinglan said, Su Lanzhi still felt relieved.

Daddy, Lan'er will not let you and mother have any regrets this time!Our family will be fine!

……

The father and daughter are very close, and the corners of Nanny Zhang's eyes are a little wet in that scene, and suddenly it feels like the young lady has changed into a different person.

But that's fine!

Maybe the eldest lady will help, and the master and madam will be fine?

Madame is really suffering!

……

"Wow!" Perhaps because the scene inside was so warm, there was a loud crying sound outside, followed by Bai Xin's sharp voice, as if he was about to intervene!

"Master, Hua'er is crying so much, come out and meet him, okay? He really misses you!" Waiting in the ice and snow for a long time, but Su Qinglan didn't come out, Bai Xin almost died of anxiety.

Just now when someone said that Su Qinglan had come here, she came here quickly with unspeakable jealousy and worry, and even made the child cry in spite of the child's pain, just to prevent Su Qinglan from seeing Murong Yan, so as not to The status she finally obtained was ruined like that!

"Master, I beg you, it's freezing cold, this child Hua'er is very stubborn, if he gets sick, it's my wife and the master who will be distressed!" He shouted loudly outside, Bai Xin made up her mind, glanced at her child, and made him cry. When Su Zhenhua saw him, he cried even louder.

"Daddy, Hua'er misses you, can you come out?" Mother said that as long as she cries and sees Daddy, she can play in the snow at night, and he must have Daddy come out!

"Wow, Daddy doesn't want Hua'er anymore. He doesn't love Hua'er anymore. He won't come to see Hua'er anymore!" Su Zhenhua is already a seven-year-old child, because of Bai Xin's doting, he is the overlord in this Xiangfu. On weekdays, he just occupied Su Qinglan, and his mother told him just now that if he didn't call his father out, his father would stop loving him, so how can he do that?

"Daddy, daddy, wow..." The more Su Zhenhua thought about it, the more aggrieved he cried, until the voice could almost break through many obstacles and reach the inner room.Su Qinglan was obviously dissatisfied with Bai Xin when she heard the commotion outside, her brows were frowned, she was very impatient, Su Lanzhi saw her, and comforted her, "Daddy, go out and have a look, I see my brother is crying very sad, Maybe something really happened?"

"I can't even eat a meal!" Thinking that it was because Bai Xin came over with the child that Murong Yan left, Su Qinglan looked out the door with disgust in her eyes.

He originally thought that this was a scheming person, but now it seems that maybe he was wrong early on!

The dissatisfaction with Bai Xin is getting bigger and bigger, but Su Qinglan knows that if these people continue to make trouble, Murong Yan probably won't let him come to this Yanyun Pavilion in the future, so she has to go out.

As soon as I went out, I saw Bai Xin standing in the snow with Su Zhenhua in his arms. Su Zhenhua's face was covered with tears, but when he saw himself, he stopped immediately, and Su Qinglan became angry, "Crying, crying, crying, crying, crying, crying." Know how to cry, I'm not dead yet!"

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