The grace of rebirth after abandonment

Seeing Qin Zhiyan's expression of disbelief, Qin Xuan had no choice but to put away his joke, "Yan, as expected, you can't hide anything from you, can't you pretend you don't know?" His tone was a little helpless, Seeing Qin Zhiyan like this, Qin Xuan knew that Qin Zhiyan was going to intervene in this matter.

"Xuan, tell me, what's the matter, I see something wrong with you!" Although Qin Xuan behaved very well, the two had known each other for many years after all, and Qin Zhiyan still knew Qin Xuan very well.

"Hehe, you can see all of this, not bad!" Looking at Qin Zhiyan with a smile, Qin Xuan's tone was very relaxed, but those who are familiar with him will know that the more he cares, the more he likes it With a relaxed tone, it made people feel a little confused, "Actually, it's nothing. I went there just now because the county magistrate Nancy was looking for me. Don't worry, I'm fine!" With a relaxed tone, it seemed that Qin Xuan didn't care about it. Don't take it to heart.But Qin Zhiyan knew about Qin Xuan and Nancy County Lord, of course he knew, the matter was not as simple as Qin Xuan said.

"Is there anything she wants from you?" The two dated so far away, Qin Zhiyan felt that County Lord Nancy would not be such a chatty person.

"Hey, Yan, she asked me to ask my father for the promise I made last time, and let my father give me a marriage." Sighing, Qin Xuan's eyes were a little sad and helpless. Qin Xuan was naturally indifferent to the request of the county lord Nancy. Fa promised. [

"Xuan, in fact, you have been familiar with each other in the north all these years. It's no exaggeration to say that you are childhood sweethearts. Why are you..."

"Yan, my current status is so embarrassing, do you think she will be happy with me? And if I really go to marry her, will those people easily fulfill us? Don't forget, Ronghua County With the military power in the hands of the king, they will not let go of the love praise of Nancy County Lord so easily!" Over the years, there have been struggles and hesitation, but Qin Xuan's attitude has always been firm and has never Because of what changed, it is the same now.

Now he has nothing, what can he promise to the other party?

Rather than harming the other party, it is better to leave the other party, which is better for everyone!

"Xuan, why are you doing this? Nancy County Mistress is a nice woman, and she also has a crush on you, can't you think about it? You are not young anymore, do you want to wait for them to give you a gift?" Is anyone going?"

"Don't worry about this problem. These days they sent people to me openly and secretly, and I took them all. Don't worry, I will deal with it." Now he is no longer the way he used to be. He can only be beaten. Now that he is a child, he already has the ability to protect himself, and he will not be easily influenced by others.

"Well, as long as you know it in your own mind, their actions are very ordinary these days. Are the people I gave you enough?"

"Don't worry, it's enough, thank you."

"We are brothers, need to say these polite words!"

"Yan, thank you very much, and King Qin and Princess Qin, if it weren't for you, I'm afraid I'd be a pile of bones!" Qin Xuan now thinks of everything in the past, and feels that his whole body is cold.

"What are you talking about, didn't your mother and concubine take good care of my mother and concubine back then?" If there was no such incident back then, the person a year ago would be the most favored, right?Now he will not endure the light and be imprisoned in the poor land in the north.

"Hehe, I'm fine today, let's go, let's go drinking, we won't have many chances in the future!" Thinking of something, Qin Xuan's eyes were a little sad, but he quickly covered it up.

"Did Uncle Huang tell you the date for you to go back?" Judging from Qin Xuan's tone, he might not stay for long, Qin Zhiyan looked at the other party, but couldn't tell what it was like.

So many years have passed, and Qin Xuan has hardly set foot in the capital these years. Now that he finally received the imperial decree to enter the capital, Qin Zhiyan thought that Emperor Wen had let it go.But judging from the recent situation, Emperor Wen still didn't care about Qin Xuan, and was indifferent. Even since the banquet, he never summoned Qin Xuan again, so Qin Zhiyan couldn't help feeling a little anxious.

Those people's actions are becoming more and more frequent now, if it continues like this, then, what should we do!

"Well, it's already been decided. In a few days, Yeluhan will go back to Khitan, and I will escort him back then!"

"So fast?"

"Recently, Khitan's actions have been too frequent. The Khitan's eldest prince has basically controlled the power. Fearing that the father will be reborn, he will let him go back in advance."

"So, I'm afraid we won't see each other for some days." [

"There will always be a chance, let's go, go drink, if we don't get drunk today, let's take it as a practice for me!"

"Okay, let's go!" Although the two have always exchanged letters, they seldom see each other. Now they will be separated soon. I don't know when they will see each other again. Qin Xuan and Qin Zhiyan drank to their heart's content, Talk until both of them are drunk, and finally give up!

"Yan, I just ask you one thing, wait for me to leave. Please help me take care of Nancy County Lord, she has been in the north since she was a child, and now she is here, there must be many people who are not used to it. If the time comes If there is anything that needs your help, you can help her for my sake. This time she came to Beijing under the emperor's order. The father saw that the king of Ronghua County had worked hard guarding the border all these years, and wanted to give Nancy The county lord finds a Ruyi Langjun, so as to avoid the worries of Ronghua County King. But even so, the father must also have his considerations, so Yan, please help me take care of one or two, I hope she can find A person who has the ability to protect her, instead of becoming a tool for the emperor to win over courtiers, okay?" It can be seen that Qin Xuan cares about the county magistrate Nancy, but sometimes, he deliberately suppresses his own feelings. Feelings, in the final analysis, are just because he can't keep his promise.

Now that he can't protect himself, why would he bother to involve another person?

"Don't worry, Xuan, I will watch for you!" Seeing his friend's depressed appearance, Qin Zhiyan felt very uncomfortable.Although he also wants to have a lover and get married, he also respects Qin Xuan's idea. Now, he can only help Qin Xuan to look after Nancy County Lord as much as possible. I hope there will be a turning point in the future, right?

"Good brother, thank you, let's drink another day, let's stop here today!" Everyone was a little drunk, Qin Zhiyan sent Qin Xuan back personally when he saw this, and came to the gate of Prince Xuan's mansion. At that time, Qin Zhiyan accidentally saw a person, that person looked at Qin Xuan drunk, his eyes were full of injuries, "Wu Chengwang, why is he drunk? Is he in a bad mood?"

"Mr. Nancy, don't worry. We just drank more, and it will be fine soon. It's not like you don't know how much he can drink!" Smiling, Qin Zhiyan felt that at this moment, looking at Nancy County Lord, this is really embarrassing.

"Really? King Wu Cheng, let me help him in!" He stretched out his hand to help Qin Xuan, but Qin Zhiyan avoided it. County Lord Nanxi looked at Qin Zhiyan like this, a little surprised and aggrieved, "Wu Cheng King, why are you doing this?"

"Master Nanxi, this is not the north side, and in the capital, everyone will see every word and deed of the county lord. Now that the county lord is in public, I hope the princess pays attention to it." Although he didn't want to hurt the woman in front of him, Qin Zhiyan knew Qin Xuan's choice, and also knew Qin Xuan's protection of Nancy County Lord, so Qin Zhiyan could only be a villain.

"Wu Chengwang, don't even you agree with us being together?" Looking at Qin Zhiyan sadly, the county magistrate Nanxi did not hide her feelings for Qin Xuan at all. Anyway, she also knew the relationship between Qin Zhiyan and Qin Xuan. The relationship is unusual, she just needs to hide it.

"Master, I don't disagree. It's just that sometimes, many people can't help themselves. I hope the Lord can understand."

"Hehe, understand? Why don't I understand, but how do you know that what you choose is what I want?" Shaking her head, the tears in Nancy's eyes gradually filled her eyes. Qin Zhiyan's eyes also became sharper. She really didn't understand why these people had to make their own choices and not give her any right to speak at all.

"It would be best for the county master to understand. Xuan is drunk. I will help him in first. The county master should leave first. If there is anything else, let's talk about it next time!" Sighing in his heart, Qin Zhiyan could only do so at this moment. Being that cold-faced person, he helped Qin Xuan and left, leaving the county magistrate Nancy standing there alone, without any response for a long, long time.It wasn't until seeing the backs of Qin Zhiyan and Qin Xuan disappearing in front of her that the county lord Nancy left with tears all over her face.

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"Follow her first, and come back after making sure she's okay!" Qin Zhiyan was not at ease when he heard that the county lord Nancy had left, and ordered Leng Feng to follow her. Only now did he take good care of Qin Xuan, and left by himself .But thinking about these things in my heart, I still feel a little uncomfortable.

I hope there can be a solution to all this after all, otherwise it will be painful for everyone if this continues.

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The next few days were considered peaceful. An Ning married Yeluhan, and she didn't know whether she had accepted her fate or had other plans in her heart. Obedient, seemingly docile and docile, as if appointed, this reassures many people, but when Su Lanzhi heard about this, she felt a little bit embarrassed, and would never believe that An Ning would let go all of a sudden. open it all.

But it doesn't matter anymore, that person is leaving soon, even if he wants to plot against him in the future, it will be beyond his reach, he just needs to pay more attention in the future.

Su Lanzhi now wished that An Ning and Na Yeluhan would leave earlier, so as not to always find themselves in trouble.This day is the day when An Ning and Yeluhan leave. An Ning and the others enter the palace to thank you and say goodbye. The whole group left in a mighty manner. system.

Looking at the sachet in front of her, Su Lanzhi sighed a little, she didn't know why Qin Zhiyan went crazy, a big man asked her to embroider the sachet, Su Lanzhi looked at the material, thinking about what to do It's a bit of a headache.

This is a sachet for a man. Although I have given it many times in the previous life, it is the first time in this life, and the person who gave it is still someone I like. Su Lanzhi has to take it seriously. [

It's just that men are inferior to women, and it is impossible to use those things that are too fragrant. This is not good. Su Lanzhi thought for a long time, and finally decided to put some herbs in it. Anyway, Qin Zhiyan must have many things in his life, Su Lan Zhi decided to put some calming medicinal herbs in, so that Qin Zhiyan would bring it with him, and it would be good for his body.

Su Lanzhi had already prepared the things inside, but the embroidered pattern had to be particular, otherwise it would be bad if it didn't match Qin Zhiyan.

At the moment when she was entangled in some tricky matters, Yunzhu came in gently, "Miss, the county lord Nancy is here."

"Master Nancy?" Why did she come?

From Su Lanzhi's point of view, although the relationship between herself and Nancy County Lord is good, it doesn't seem to be good enough to come to the door without saying hello, right?

Thinking of what Qin Zhiyan told him before, Su Lanzhi couldn't help but feel more sympathy for the county lord of Nancy, especially thinking about the affiliation of the county lord of Nancy in her previous life, Su Lanzhi really felt for the lord of Nancy It's a complicated mood.

"Miss, are you going to see me?"

"Of course I'm going, please put this away for me!" After all, this is for men. Although everyone in the room is trustworthy, they have a more or less general understanding of her and Qin Zhiyan's affairs, But the things that should be put away should be put away, so as to avoid accidents.

"Miss, don't worry, the servant will take care of it."

"Hmm!" Su Lanzhi got up, and saw that she was wearing an ordinary home clothes, which was a bit inappropriate, so she changed clothes and went out. When she went out, it happened that Murong Yan and Su Qinglan were already talking to the county magistrate Nancy , Su Lanzhi looked at the gift brought by the county lord Nancy, and saw that although the other party was smiling, there was some worry and haggardness in his brows. He hadn't seen him for a few days, and the rosy face of the county lord Nancy was also thinner. Su Lan Zhi couldn't help but sighed in her heart, "Father, mother, County Lord Nancy!"

"Lan'er, you're here. The Lord Nancy said he came to see you, so you have to talk about it!" Murong Yan saw Su Lanzhi coming, although she was a little curious about when her daughter and the Lord Nancy would meet. The relationship with her is so good, but she was smart enough not to ask, nor did she express any doubts.

"Mr. Nancy is too polite. I haven't even had time to come to visit, but you have come and brought so many gifts. You are really polite." Su Lanzhi looked at the gifts brought by Mrs. Nancy , The etiquette is excellent, but Su Lanzhi is still a little curious about the visit of Nancy County Lord today.

"I've wanted to visit you for a long time, but I saw that you seldom go out, and thought you were very busy! The sudden interruption today, I hope you don't blame me!" Nancy County Mistress also knew that her sudden visit was a bit abrupt, but When she came to the capital, she didn't know many people, and she was acquainted with few people. After thinking about it, she felt that Su Lanzhi was a person who could rest assured, so today she finally couldn't bear it anymore and came here visited.

"Master Nancy, you are very polite. It is our good fortune that you can come. How can we blame you? Lan'er, the Lord Nancy came to see you specially today. You have a good chat, and we two elders don't join in the fun I'll save you guys from being uncomfortable!" Murong Yan was smart enough to see that the target of Nancy County Lord today was Su Lanzhi, and after saying a few words, she withdrew with Su Qinglan, and Su Lanzhi laughed seeing her parents being so witty. Laughing, she greeted County Lord Nancy to drink tea and snacks, County Lord Nancy smiled, and drank tea in embarrassment.

After a stick of incense, Nancy County Mistress still couldn't sit still, and couldn't stand such a quiet situation, so she put down the teacup in her hand, looked at Su Lanzhi with a faint smile on her face, and also I don't know if the other party is angry because of my sudden visit, "Miss Su, I know that today's visit is a bit presumptuous, I hope Miss Su doesn't take it to heart, I really want to make friends with Miss Su. I met you a few times before Ms. Su's impression is very good, and I have always wanted to find a chance to have a good chat. It's just that I haven't had the opportunity, so I'm taking the liberty today." Although the county lord Nanxi was born in the north and has a carefree temper, she has been in the capital for a while , and the mothers in the palace specialize in teaching the rules, and the county master Nancy is more or less a sturdy farm wife who understands the customs of Kyoto.If she wasn't in such a bad mood today, she really wanted to talk to someone, and she wouldn't be so presumptuous.

"Master Nancy needs to be like this. My mother just said that it is our honor that Lord Nancy can come. How could I not like it?" Su Lanzhi has always been friends with Lord Nancy. It's just that there are a lot of things recently, so there is no such opportunity. Since the county lord Nancy came in person today, Su Lanzhi certainly has no reason to send people out.

"Miss Su, just don't blame me." After making sure that Su Lanzhi was really not unhappy, the county lord Nancy finally felt relieved, and after sitting for a while, she proposed to take a walk, and of course Su Lanzhi agreed.

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"The scenery of the Prime Minister's Mansion is really unique. Compared with our mansion in the north, it is much better. Now that the summer is in full swing, the branches and leaves are luxuriant. Looking at it, I feel full of vitality. It really makes people feel comfortable. And It's so cool, I'm so hot in the house!" Along the way, County Mistress Nancy couldn't help admiring the unique scenery, Su Lanzhi saw it and smiled, " Both father and mother thought it was good to live in a comfortable place, so they planted a lot of flowers and plants, and some trees grew tall, covering the sun, so it was naturally cooler."

"Hehe, that's true." Walking around, Nancy County Mayor felt that although Su Lanzhi didn't talk much, but the other party's voice sounded very comfortable, giving people a warm feeling, making Nancy County Mayor I feel that my restless mood has become much calmer.

"The county chief, don't sit down, drink some sour plum soup? It's the most suitable to drink in summer." After finding a shade to sit down, Su Lanzhi greeted the county chief Nancy, who was also polite, "Okay, listen to this That's good!" Maybe it's because of the good impression of Su Lanzhi before, although County Mistress Nancy was a little cramped at the beginning, she gradually let go of it now.

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"The county magistrate, taste it and see if it tastes good!"

"Okay!" She drank it without saying a word, and the county magistrate Nancy immediately felt refreshed and extremely comfortable, "This sour plum soup is very good, it's sweet and sour, and it's quite cool , so comfortable!"

"The county lord can drink some more if he likes it. I have been walking here for a long time, and I must be thirsty. Drink some sour plum soup, so as not to sweat a lot and feel uncomfortable."

"Thank you very much." Smiling, the county lord Nancy drank three bowls, although she still wanted to drink, Su Lanzhi refused, "County lord, don't be too greedy in everything, it's not good for your health, the county lord likes it, Come drink again next time."

"Really? Then I won't drink it." Smiling, County Mistress Nancy put down the bowl in her hand, looked at the trees and flowers in the yard, and listened to the moving cicadas, with sad eyes, Su Lan Seeing it, Zhi asked, "The county lord seems to have something on his mind today, did he encounter something that didn't start?"

"Actually not. It's just that there are some things that I can't figure out." Today is the day when the man leaves. Nancy County Lord knows that the man doesn't care about her, so she always rejects herself.Even if she had the opportunity, she refused to marry her now, and she felt really sad.

Why don't you care at all?They have known each other for so many years. Obviously, that person treated her very well before, but since when did everything change?

Did you start by expressing your thoughts?He doesn't like himself, so he keeps avoiding himself?

County Lord Nancy thought of the happiness in the past, and Qin Xuan's avoidance of her now, especially Qin Xuan left today, goodbye, I don't know when, County Lord Nancy felt very unhappy.

"Is there anything the county lord can't figure out? If you don't mind, you can tell me about it." Knowing about the affairs of the county lord Nancy and Qin Xuan, Su Lanzhi also felt sorry for the two of them.

Although I don't know why the county lord Nancy finally married Qin Yan in the previous life, but in this life, many things have gradually changed. Su Lanzhi really doesn't know who the county lord Nancy will belong to in the end.

"Miss Su, do you have someone you like?" County Lord Nancy really needs someone to confide in now. She knows that Su Lanzhi is not a talkative person, and she trusts her very much.So at this moment, I couldn't help it, and wanted to talk about it.

"Why does the county lord ask like this?" If someone else asked, Su Lanzhi would definitely doubt the other party's motives.After all, for women, reputation is very important, you like someone, but you can't let others know easily.It's just that County Lord Nancy has always been in the north, and she has a carefree personality. Su Lanzhi knows that the other party has no malicious intentions.

"I just don't quite understand, Miss Su, you say you like someone, but if the other person doesn't like you, what should you do? Do you want to keep going, even if the other person hates you in the end?" County Mistress Nancy It's true that I like Qin Xuan, but Qin Xuan is becoming more and more indifferent to her, which makes Nancy County Lord very sad. She wants to give up many times, but her heart is involuntary, and she can't give up.

"Everyone's opinion is different. Some persistence is necessary, but if some persistence becomes a burden or obstacle for the other party, or the other party already has someone they like, I don't think it is necessary." Just like Princess Anning, after chasing someone who couldn't even look at her, she ended up distorting her personality and doing so many things wrong.Such a fate has been caused, isn't it true that poor people must have something to hate?

"However, it really depends on a person's heart. If you really like a person, if you don't try your best, I think you will regret it in the end, right?" Su Lanzhi could see that County Lord Nancy cared about Qin Xuan. Although she knew that Qin Xuan had her own considerations, Su Lanzhi didn't agree with the other party's approach.

If you really like it, why make your loved one suffer?In the end, it led to an irreparable ending, and when the time comes, it will be too late to regret.

"That's what you said, but sometimes it's tiring to be alone." Looking into the distance, it happened to be the direction where Qin Xuan was leaving. The county lord Nancy wanted to see him off today, but she thought of Qin Xuan. Indifferent, she retreated.

"It will indeed be tiring, so the key is to see if it's worth it. If you think it's worth it, then keep working hard. If you really don't think it's worth it, just let it go, and you will be much more free and easy!"

"Is that so?" Touching her chest, Princess Nancy felt tired, but she still didn't want to give up so easily.

"Hehe, it depends on what you think, as long as you feel guilty. At least after many years, you won't regret it."

"Won't you regret it?" Muttering, Nancy County Mistress suddenly stood up, as if she had suddenly realized, "Miss Su, I think I understand, I suddenly remembered that I still have something to do, I'll go first I'll see you again some other day!"

"Okay, if County Lord Nancy has something to do, let's go first. Let's get together some other day when we are free. There are many interesting and delicious things in Kyoto, and I can take the County Lord for a walk then! "

"Okay, then it's settled. I'll leave first, and I'll leave!" Princess Nancy almost ran away as she left in a hurry, and she could see that she was in a hurry!

I hope there is still time, Xuan, wait for me!

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Yunzhu looked at the anxious look of Nancy County Mistress, who hadn't had time to eat the snacks just brought, and was a little surprised, "Miss, why did the County Mistress leave suddenly?"

"Maybe there is something wrong?" She had met Nancy County Lord in her previous life several times, and she always had a faint smile on her face. Although Su Lanzhi was not familiar with her, she also knew that the other party was not happy.In this life, I have seen the true nature of Princess Nancy, she is a rare good woman.

She was originally a woman as bright as Xia Hua, passionate and beautiful, Su Lanzhi didn't want her to miss her again.

I hope she can be happy, right?

Smiling, Su Lanzhi looked at the leaves dappled with sunlight, and her mood became happier. Seeing Yunzhu, although she was a little puzzled, she didn't ask any more questions.

Forget it, maybe something really happened?That's not what she should ask.