Conquer Berlin

Chapter 13 The Emergence of Memory

In his sleep, Gou Bin dreamed that he was living on a farm, where there were mountains, grass, and cattle and sheep everywhere, a cozy farm house, a small village in Paris, Arkansas, and Cruz was a country boy in the small village of Paris, His father died on the battlefield during World War I, and his mother died of a serious illness, leaving him to live alone in this uneasy world.

In the dream, the young Cruz lived a carefree life. There was no sound of war-torn shells, but only the friendly and harmonious laughter in the village. There were no gloomy scenes of dead bodies, and some were cheerful laughter of beautiful girls. There is the sound of cattle and sheep grazing in groups.

A faint melancholy melody fills the entire endless mountain village. Ryan, an old man with a very kind and friendly face, when Cruz's parents died, he helped him grow up, and this old man also has a wonderful skill. musical talent.

In my memory, this old man specially set up tear-jerking music. Gou Bin’s predecessor, Cruz, was tricked into tears by him. Every time he played the sad and tear-jerking music, Cruz would be shamelessly tricked into a bowl of tears by him, what a shame!In the end, the old guy Ryan still laughed shamelessly, what a past that was full of stinky farts.

Ryan, he once participated in the baptism of World War I. In the days when the war was raging, this old guy actually hooked up with an indigenous girl from the Austro-Hungarian Empire. Add rifles and play cross-border life and death love in the era of World War I.

Good ideas are worthy of praise and not worthy of promotion. The bloody cross-border life-and-death love has added another emotional debt to him. Every time he mentions this matter, he always shakes his head and sighs. He tirelessly comforts Cruz. , especially for women, imports are not as good as domestic ones.

In the dream, Gou Bin was intoxicated. He was moved by the beautiful melody of love. An old man played such a sad deed for his regretful love story, but the gunfire was always ruthless. After the Allies defeated the Allies, this man The woman the old man liked was also killed by gunfire.

Gou Bin didn't know how this old man Rui En fell in love with women from the enemy country. He didn't tell himself carefully, and Gou Bin didn't know about it, but he knew it vaguely in his memory. He was completely intoxicated by this heavenly melody, I can't extricate myself for a long time, forgetting all the troubles of the soul.

Gou Bin finally saw his mysterious childhood sweetheart after a change in the dream. Unfortunately, he was very vague and couldn't see what he looked like. He was very beautiful. Lucy, a sweet country girl, was not much older than Gou Bin. I was a little puzzled. Sibling love, her laughter has been lingering in her mind for a long time.

The dream is like a movie reel quickly showing the previous dream and the present life, so familiar and so kind, as if he experienced it personally, Lucy's smile and anger seemed to be engraved in his mind, so deep-rooted and so missed, when he joined the army to serve the motherland Well, the night of parting was so wonderful, but it's a pity that he couldn't see the scene that was not suitable for children.

From the moment of the landing battle at sea, Gou Bin saw the most real and clearest. The scene of bullets flying across was clearly visible, and the rumbling artillery fire seemed to be bombing right in front of his eyes. The army soldiers fell and charged again, even when the shells were blown out of the sea, they still charged.

Gou Bin stepped on the sand on the shallow beach and walked straight towards the beach. He felt no cold or pain. The sound of the sea water and the sound of gunfire echoed in his mind, and the landing ship he was on was also blown to the bottom of the sea. , behind him came overwhelming waves, hitting Gou Bin and sinking into the shallow sea.

Gou Bin wanted to struggle and float up, but he couldn't do it. He didn't have the feeling of choking, and he didn't feel the discomfort of choking on the sea water. When he was frustrated and was about to swallow to death, a soldier pulled him up and waited for him to get up. In an instant, a cannonball flew over, and Gou Bin flew up, and even floated lightly.

Gou Bin was floating in the dark space of nothingness. Everything around him was terribly silent. There was no roar of artillery fire or screams of death. There was only endless vicissitudes of nothingness. This place was like a prison, a place of spiritual death. In the prison, there is no sunlight and no sound, and there is only endless darkness and shattered silence.

"Cruz, Cruz, wake up, you promised me, you will come back alive, Cruz..." Gou Bin was awakened by friendly calls. He wanted to respond to the calls, but it was so difficult. It was so hard to do, he tried to get up, but it was so difficult.

When the picture changed, Gou Bin found himself outside a field medical room. A young girl was standing in front of him, trying to get a closer look at her face, but no matter how close he was, he couldn't get close to the figure in front of him. The young girl didn't know what she was talking about.

Gou Bin wanted to hear what she said clearly, but no matter how much he concentrated, it was difficult for him to do so. Just when Gou Bin was about to give up, a cannonball fell straight in front of the young girl in front of him. Gou Bin wanted to shout but couldn't shout anything Exit, his whole body was pulled back, unable to resist or break free.

The cannonball exploded, and it exploded silently. The hazy figure of Miao Ling in front of him disappeared like dust in the explosion of the cannonball. Gou Bin wanted to call out, but he couldn't call out anything. Moist tears flowed out of his eyes unknowingly. Drip, very cold and very worrying.

pain!A heart-wrenching pain spread all over Gou Bin's body. He wanted to wake up from this never-ending nightmare memory, but it was difficult. He didn't know if it was a memory or a nightmare, a nightmare or a memory?It was a very chaotic and terrifying dream, he wanted to wake up and end this terrible memory-like nightmare.

Gou Bin struggled to wake up in his nightmare, but no matter how hard he tried, he couldn’t do it, until Sean called softly and shook Gou Bin in the nightmare: "Keluz, Keluz, wake up...Keluz, oh! Thanks for selling dogs God, Cruz, you finally woke up, what? Are you having nightmares again?"

Gou Bin woke up from the nightmare with profuse sweat on his face, and wiped the sweat seeping from the corners of his face with one hand. The low fever had disappeared, so Gou Bin held back his discomfort and said, "Yeah, Sean, it's you, huh~ ~What's wrong? Sean, how long have I been asleep?"

Sean leaned against the wooden wall next to Gou Bin, took out a cigarette and lit it, then handed it to Gou Bin and said, "It's been an hour, and it's still early. Speaking of which, Cruz, what nightmare did you have? Look at your face Sweat, still panicked, tell me? Here, spiritual food, save yourself some smoke!"

Gou Bin tightened the tablecloth wrapped around himself, took the cigarette handed over by Sean with trembling hands, took a puff to suppress his shock, and said with regret: "No, no, I just remembered the past and was a little scared , Sean, thank you for your spiritual food, it would be even better if there is something to eat!"

When Gou Bin dreamed of the situation inside, he felt a burst of fear. The war was too terrifying, and human life was so fragile. After a few shells bombarded, almost a village was wiped out, not to mention the scene of bullets flying across. It’s better to go to see God, no pain, no surgery, and a direct train to heaven, and those who don’t die are also suffering.

Sean rolled his eyes and said angrily: "There are peanuts, do you want them? Well, I already know that Cruz, Lucy is your girlfriend. I don't think it's strange that you called her tens of thousands of times in your dream, but that Ryan, who is here? You have yelled dozens of times, does he owe you a lot of money?"

"Uh..." Gou Bin really didn't know how to answer Sean, why did Ryan owe him so much money?It's true that I owe Ryan a lot. If it weren't for him, the owner of this body would have starved to death. He is a lovely old man who is great and friendly. I wonder if he has burped?

Thinking of the word money, Gou Bin's consciousness was a little fuzzy, and he couldn't help asking curiously: "By the way, Sean, how much money do you have for serving the country as a soldier? How do we soldiers calculate this salary? Yes, why did you come here to be a soldier? Hey, I'll tell you the truth!"

Sean looked at Gou Bin with a weird expression on his face and said, "Damn~ Cruz, aren't you? Well, I'll convince you, huh, at my level, it's only about 20 dollars, and death in battle is just as expensive." A few hundred dollars, don’t think about the [-]-dollar beard care fee for the deceitful death in battle, it’s all a lie, how many people does an army have? Can the country pay it?”

Gou Bin thinks about it too. If the country really implements the Mongolian compensation law, it would be strange not to exceed the budget. It seems that a car in this period is only a few hundred dollars. How many cars can you buy for [-] dollars?It's too bad, the dead pay for a car, human life is worthless!

Gou Bin couldn't help but think of the most critical question, which was also the most confusing question in his heart. He turned his head and looked at Sean on the side, and said, "Sean, why did you come to the battlefield? To serve the motherland? I have seen your behavior recently. You make a lot of money. What is the purpose of our coming here?"

Sean snatched the cigarette from Gou Bin's hand with one hand, took a puff without disdain, and said, "Me? Hehe~ I'm not as great as you think. I have to join the army. It's best to make a fortune on the battlefield. Go back and have a look." Petty bourgeois life, if you die in battle, at least you will earn a car money for your children!"

Gou Bin looked at Sean with a shocked expression on his face. Is this the simple ideal of a soldier in front of him?Gou Bin didn't think that Sean's ideal was so simple and so ignorant. It was a question worth pondering for him to think about the spirit of getting rich alive and being healthy after death.

Sean sighed, clasped the carbine tightly with his hands crossed, spit out the burnt cigarette in his mouth and said, "Kruz, don't think too much, if you have time to think about these unrealistic issues, why not think about how you can survive, It’s better to be alive than to have nothing, go to sleep! It will be dawn in an hour!”

Gou Bin nodded, looked at Jimmy and Barbara who were sleeping soundly, couldn't help sighing and closed his eyes to force himself to fall asleep, Gou Bin knew that when he woke up again, it was time to set off. Everything will go to the battlefield again, and the dream within the dream is just a dream.

ps: Your support is Youran's motivation, the more flowers you smash, the more Youran will explode!

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