Get off work and become a magical girl

Chapter 156 Lin Xiaolu's Conjecture
The world is constantly changing.

Lin Xiaolu wants to change, but Lin Xiaolu actually doesn't like change.

She wants to change herself, but she doesn't want the world around her to change.

But reality always backfires. As she grows up, it is the world around her that changes, but she herself does not change.

On this point, she went from ignorance to clarity, from ignorance to awareness.

The elders she met always said that she was innocent and childlike, and the classmates she knew often disliked her naivety. Although she hated being said that, she couldn't come up with a reason to refute.

She still did like the things she loved as a kid; still the most romantically distant girl in her class; still a bit shorter than her peers.

And, she was still subconsciously waiting for her mother to come back.

Her mother is dead, she is no longer a child and she can clearly recognize this, but she can't help but think about what would happen if her mother was still alive.

Therefore, she has always resisted other women around her father.

She didn't know how long her father's feelings for her dead mother could last; she didn't know what would happen to the already fragile family after another woman appeared in the family.She doesn't want a stepmother.

Even if she knew that her father's emotional life was his freedom, she just didn't want it.

This feeling became especially strong after meeting that woman named Hong Siyu.

When they met for the first time, she could feel that the woman was imitating her mother's words and deeds, and that woman was trying to attract and approach her father in this way, which made her feel an extremely strong sense of crisis in her heart.

She doesn't mind, she doesn't care, she told herself.She is already a magical girl, she has entered the magic side, and she is supposed to be an extraordinary person with the world in her heart. Such trivial matters in life cannot disturb her mind.

But that night, after she secretly overheard the conversation between the woman and her father, she realized another thing that had a greater impact on her:
—— Delphinium also knows her father, and this is probably the reason why Delphinium takes care of herself.

Even later, this conjecture was declared by his father as a misunderstanding, and he also learned from Delphinium that she actually took care of him because his mother was also a magical girl.But Lin Xiaolu did not forget the conjecture at that time.

Sometimes, she also asks herself: What if everything is as she imagined, and her father and delphinium have a deeper relationship, and even delphinium will one day become the "stepmother" she has always resisted, what will happen?Are you sad or happy?
Based on past thinking, Lin Xiaolu felt that she should still want to refuse.After all, delphinium is only delphinium, even if she is the senior she admires and admires, if she wants to use this to become her stepmother, it will not work.

However, the fact does not seem to be the case.

When she really started to think about this question, and even started to fantasize about "if Delphinium was her stepmother", she found that she was not so resistant for some reason.

It was as if, if Delphinium was really her "mother", it would be a matter of course.

At that time, Lin Xiaolu didn't understand where this inexplicable feeling came from. She just thought these were her own wild thoughts and didn't express them.

Until the night of the full moon festival.

When she and other companions chose to leave home when they discovered the huge crisis in the city center, she found out with a glimpse that the door of her father's room was not closed.

It was early morning at that time, no matter how busy my father was at work, there was no reason to go out at that time, but he just left home.

Afterwards, in a situation where they were at a huge disadvantage in fighting against the enemies of Black Ember Dawn, Delphinium, which could not have appeared in Fangting City, appeared.

She clearly said that she would not come back during the festival, but she still stood in front of the enemy in desperation.

And in the end, it was the words spoken by the woman who turned into a monster and called herself Moss in the battlefield:
——"Her father seems to have an affair with you."

At that moment, Lin Xiaolu suddenly realized, and suddenly realized.

Why did father leave at that time, and why delphinium appeared at that time, all because father and delphinium really had a secret relationship, even a relationship of lovers.

It was the father who brought the delphinium at that time.

And when everything became logical in her mind, and all the logic seemed impeccable, Lin Xiaolu, who was protected by Delphinium during the battle, finally understood what her strange feelings for Delphinium were. .

——She felt her mother's temperament in the delphinium.

This is an unreasonable feeling, because my mother Anya and Delphinium have completely different personalities.

Anya's character is warm and high-spirited.It may be very disconnected at times, but the disconnection and sloppyness bring powerful encouragement.

Delphinium's character is cold and deep.Most of the situation is strict, but there is a slight tenderness in that coldness and seriousness.

Even the most insensitive people can clearly feel the difference between the two characters.

But Lin Xiaolu had this inexplicable feeling.

After that day, Lin Xiaolu had a somewhat strange dream.

In the dream, I seem to be a baby lying in the swaddle, and my mother is teasing me with a tender smile, but at that time, I can't speak, I can only "babble" to her .

In the dream, she didn't see her father, but her mother seemed to be talking with an invisible person all the time, even looking a little girlish and playful.

Laughing heartily, she handed herself over to the invisible man.

Lin Xiaolu felt that the height she was in suddenly dropped, a pair of cool hands took her over, and then gently hugged herself into her arms.

Although that hug was cold, it was not annoying, and even a little comfortable.

Who is it?Thinking of this, Lin Xiaolu struggled to open her eyes in her swaddling baby, and looked up, trying to see clearly who that person was.

She saw blue.

She saw a pair of azure blue eyes that were as clear as jewels looking at her gently.

Delphinium hugged her, opened and closed her mouth with an expression she had never seen before, and uttered a series of words that the baby could not understand.

Then, Lin Xiaolu woke up from her sleep.

In the early morning sunlight, the sleepy Lin Xiaolu sat on the bed like this, thinking about that strange dream, always feeling that the experience in the dream was extremely real, as if it had happened in real life.

She realized that this dream might not be her pure fantasy, it should have its own meaning.

Lin Xiaolu just sat on the bed and thought about it. After a long time of recollection, careful reasoning, and careful proof, she finally came up with a somewhat bold conjecture:

——My mother gave me a dream, and she agreed with Delphinium to be my stepmother.

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