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Chapter 36 Masato Okawa
Others have described this person as unbearable.

But Ju always feels that this person has a very familiar temperament, that feeling of being abandoned by the world and then licking the wound alone.

Just in time, that person waved at Bei Daoju, signaling him to hurry over.

Seeing his actions, Boss Ito once again told Ju in his ear not to give the wine, if he didn't pay back the money.

His jade pendant is not worth much at all.

Boss Ito complained, but Koma couldn't hear what he said after that, because he was walking towards that person.

The distance is not far, but it always feels like something is going to happen.

Walking to the table, Kou Gang was about to use the rhetoric taught by Boss Ito.

I saw him say with a wry smile: "Probably he won't give me any more wine, right?"

Seeing that Bei Daoju didn't speak, he waved his hand: "This man has been drinking on credit before. If he hasn't paid off the drink, then don't serve him any more drinks, right?"

"That's what the boss said."

"Almost." Bei Daoju replied.

"Okawa Masato, my name."

"Mr. Okawa."

"You don't need to use honorifics." Okawa Masato's tone was very gentle, which was in great contrast to his appearance.

No matter how rough and rude the tone is from this kind of person's mouth, it won't feel disobedient.

After all, his appearance is not indifferent, but scary and terrifying.

It's just that I didn't expect that Masato Okawa's tone would be so gentle.

"They should have told you that I'm a rotten person, right? I originally had a good future, but then I went astray and fell in love with tobacco and alcohol..."

Thought he was drunk, but it seemed logical.

"Can you chat with me?"

Kou looked back at Boss Ito.

Boss Ito gave a gesture to stabilize him, and at the same time gave a thumbs up to show that he is doing well.

After getting permission, Kitajima Koma thought about it and sat on the stool beside him.

Masato Okawa glanced at Bei Daoju in surprise.

"Sir, I thought you were going to sit across from me, and that shocked me a bit."

"I'm a rotten person after all."

"It's not that bad, it's nothing more than being intoxicated in tobacco and alcohol." Bei Daoju looked at Okawa Masato who was muttering to himself.

It may be that a person who has long been lacking in concern from others suddenly gets a not-so-malicious remark.

He just froze on the spot, his eyes fixed on a certain place, and the eyeballs visible to the naked eye were trembling violently.

I wanted to open my mouth to speak a few times, but it was stuck in my throat, and I could only make a few annoying sounds.

Like a neuropathy.

"I...I'm not going home yet."

He came up with a word for a long time.

"Actually, many people don't regard home as a retreat. I saw many people standing in the middle of the road, crying like that, with no lights behind them, and white fog in front of them."

Okawa Masato was silent for a long time again.

"Sir must be a scholar, right?"

"No, if I was a scholar, I wouldn't work here either."

Kitajima Koma brightened up his buddy's attire.

"But sir, he doesn't look like a part-time worker."

"They all said I was a part-time worker."

Okawa Masato understands what Bei Dao Kou means.

"May I know your name?"

"Bei Dao foal."

"Mr. Bei Dao, nice to meet you."

"Me too."

The two began to get acquainted somehow.

Maybe just like the trendy security guards before, I feel that Ju has a very special temperament.

People can't help but talk to him.

This does not conflict with his own isolation.

It's just an inexplicable feeling. If I tell him my troubles, maybe it will be resolved. That kind of strange feeling.

In the case of Okawa Masato, there are not many people who are willing to talk to him.

Just finding someone who can talk is enough to move him for a long time.

Not to mention that Bei Daoju said those words.

This kind of feeling is that after being isolated by the world for a long time, he will go to the shrine to pray at a very desperate time, and the gods will understand him very well.

And the Bei Dao Ju who appeared at this time was like a god descending from the sky.

"They said that alcohol and tobacco are not good things, and that I, who could have gone to college, was addicted to alcohol and tobacco all day long. This is self-abandonment and a hopeless feeling.

But... But why are so many people addicted to tobacco and alcohol not talking about it, but talking about me. "

Masato Okawa looked in pain, but his tone was still gentle.

"I was originally born in a very good family, and my father had a high status." He stretched out a finger and pointed upwards.

"Later he retired, maybe since then, the whole world has changed." Okawa Masato made a very weird smile, as if he was deliberately making a funny smile, seeing that Bei Daoju didn't smile , he was a little discouraged.

"Later, when I went to study, there was a senior who taught me to smoke and drink, and then it has always been like this..."

Okawa Masato made another grimace, trying to tease Bei Daoju vigorously, he kept portraying himself as a clown.

It's just that despite all the ugliness, Bei Daoju didn't smile.

"Mr. Bei Dao, with all due respect, you were always smiling before." Masato Okawa frowned. He didn't figure out why Bei Dao Kou always had a smiling face when serving tea and water for others. .

Isn't what he said funny?
Usually, Mr. Bei Dao is a person who loves to laugh, because he has never been so serious in the store.

"But what you said was not funny."

Bei Daoju's complexion was not very good, even a little dignified.

"But everybody laughs."

"Who doesn't have the ugliness of life, there is nothing to laugh about."

Okawa Masato seemed to have thought of something, just as he was about to speak, he was stopped by Bei Daoju: "I think Mr. Okawa, he likes to humble others to please others?"

"Because I'm a rotten person."

He raised his glass, wanting to kill it.

But he found that there was no wine in the wine glass, so he got up habitually to ask for wine, remembering that Bei Daoju was sitting beside him.

"Don't bad people always show their jokes to others?"

After sitting for a while, I found that Bei Daoju didn't seem to be easily amused, and Masato Okawa lost interest.

"Thank you, that's why I told you my own affairs as a joke. I hope Mr. Bei Dao can laugh, but it doesn't seem to have the effect of thanking you."

"I think I should pay back the drink money during this time, because I have a more important thing to do."

"Help me tell Boss Ito, I will."

Okawa Masato got up and left while muttering, as if there was no one sitting beside him.

(End of this chapter)